CHAPTER XVIII “I AM A STONE TO YOUR FOOT, MA'AMSELLE”

At dawn Maren shot her craft into a little cove, opal and pearl in

the pageantry of breaking light, and drawing it high on shore, went

gathering little sticks for a micmac fire.

The bullet pouch held small allowance of food. She would eat and sleep

for a few hours.

Deep and ghostly with white mist-wraiths was the forest, shouldering

close to the living water, pierced with pine, shadowy with trembling

maple, waist-high with ferns. She looked about with the old love of the

wild stirring dumbly under the greater feeling that weighted her soul

with iron and wondered vaguely what had come over the woods and the

waters that their familiar faces were changed.

With her arms full of dead sticks she came back to the canoe,--and face

to face with Marc Dupre. His canoe lay at the cove's edge and his eyes

were anguished in a white face.

“Ma'amselle,” he said simply, “I came.”

No word was ready on the maid's lips. She stood and looked at him, with

the little sticks in her arms, and suddenly she saw what was in his

eyes, what made his lips ashen under the weathered tan.

It was the same thing that had changed for her the face of the waters

and the wood. She had learned in that moment to read a man better than

she had read aught in her life beside the sign of leaf and wind.

“Oh, M'sieu!” she cried out sharply; “God forbid!”

The youth came forward and took the sticks from her, dropping them on

the ground and holding both her hands in a trembling clasp.

“Forbid?” he said and his voice quivered; “Ma'amselle, I love you.

Though my heart is full of dread, I am at your feet. By the voice of

my own soul I hear the cry of yours. We are both past help, it seems,

Ma'amselle,-yet am I that stone to your foot which we pledged yonder by

the stockade wall. You will let me go the long trail with you? You will

give me to be your stay in this? You will let me do all a man can do to

help you take the factor from the Nakonkirhirinons?”

The infinite sadness in Dupre's voice was as a wind across a harp of

gold, and it struck to Maren's heart with unbearable pain.

Her eyes, looking straight into his, filled slowly with tears, and his

white face danced grotesquely before her vision.

“M'sieu,” she said quite simply, “I would to God it had been given me

to love you. We have ever seen eye to eye save in that wherein we should

have. And I know of nothing dearer than this love you have given me. If

you would risk your life and more, M'sieu, I shall count your going one

of the gifts of God.”

“I cannot ask you to return, Ma'amselle,--too well do I know you,--nor

to consider all you must risk for, this,--life and death and the certain

slander of the settlement,--though by all the standards of manhood I

should do so. The heart in me is faithful echo of your own. This

trail must be travelled,--therefore we travel it together. And, oh,

Ma'amselle! Think not of my love as that of a man! Rather do I adore the

ground beneath your foot, worship at the shrine of your pure and gentle

spirit! See!”

With all the prodigal fire of his wild French blood, the youth dropped

on his knee and, catching the fringe on the buckskin garment, pressed it

to his lips.

For once Maren, unused to tears, could speak no word.

She only drew him up, her grip like a man's upon his wrists, and turned

to the making of the fire.

Dupre drew up his canoe and took a snared wild hen from the bow.

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“I think, Ma'amselle,” said the youth when Maren awaked some hours later

from a heavy sleep, during which Dupre had killed the little smoke of

the fire and kept silent watch from the shore, “that we had best leave

your canoe here and take mine. It is much the better craft.”

“So I see. Mine was but the first I could put my hands upon in the

darkness.”

“'Tis that of old Corlier, and sadly lacking in repair. If you will

steer, Ma'amselle?”

Thus set forth as forlorn a hope as ever lost itself in that vast region

of hard living and daily tragedy, with the strength of the man set

behind the woman's wisdom in as delicate a compliment as ever breathed

itself in silken halls, and the blind courage of the dreamer urged it

on..

At the forks of Red River they passed the signs of a landing.

Here had the Indians summarily sent ashore all of the Nor'westers who

had been with De Courtenay and who had followed in the uncertainty of

fear, not daring to desert lest they be overtaken and massacred.

All, that is, save Bois DesCaut and the lean, hawk-faced Runners of the

Burnt Woods.

Thanking their gods, the North-west servants had lost no time in taking

advantage of the fact that they were not wanted, leaving their Montreal

master to whatever fate might befall him.

Dupre went ashore and examined the reach of land, the trampled grass, a

broken bush or two.

“Ten men, I think,” he said, returning, “and all in tremendous haste.

The Nor'westers escaping, I have no doubt. Would our captives were among

them.”

“No such fortune, M'sieu,” said Maren calmly, “Heard you not the cry

before the gate in that unhallowed scramble what time they took the

factor and the venturer? 'Twas 'a skin for a skin.' There are many

guards.”

The summer day dreamed by in drowsy beauty, like a woman or a rose

full-blown, and Maren, who would at another time have seen each smallest

detail of its perfection through the eye of love, saw only the rushing

water ahead and counted time and distance.

Dupre, kneeling in the bow, his lithe brown arms bare to the shoulder,

where the muscles lifted and fell like waves, was silent. Sadness sat

upon him like a garment, yet lightened by a holy joy.

Odd servers of Love, these two, who knew only its pain without its

pleasure, yet who were standing on the threshold of its Holy of Holies.

Of nights they sat together at the tiny fire of a few laid sticks and

talked at intervals in a strange companionship.

Never again did they speak of love, nor even so much as skirt its

fringes, though the young trapper read with wistful eyes its working

in the woman's face. Out of her eyes had gone a certain light to be

replaced by another, as if a star had passed near a smouldering world

and gone on, changed by the contact, its radiance darkened by a deeper

glow.

The firm cheeks, dusky as sunset, had lost something of their contour.

Like comrades, too, they shared the work and the watches, the girl

standing guard with rifle and ball while Dupre snatched heavy sleep,

herself dropping down like the veriest old wolf of the North on mossy

bank or green grass for the rest they sternly shortened.

“'Tis near the time of the Hudson's Bay brigade, is it not, M'sieu?” she

would ask sometimes. “Think you we shall meet them surely if we skirt

the eastern shore of Winnipeg?”

And Dupre would always answer, “Assuredly. By the third week in July

they will be at the upper bend where the river comes down from York. The

Nakonkirhirinons will hold to the west, going up Nelson River and west

through the chain of little lakes that lie to the south of Winnipeg,

thence gaining Deer River and that Reindeer Lake which sends them forth

into their unknown region beyond the Oujuragatchousibi. We, then, will

make straight for the eastern shore, skirting upward to the interception

of the ways, and we will surely meet the brigade.”

“And they will surely lend help, think you, to a factor of the Company

in such grave plight?”

“Surely, Ma'amselle.”

So the hours of day and darkness slipped by with dip of paddle and with

portage, with snatched rest and fare of the wild.

In a plentiful forest and on an abundant stream Dupre was at no loss for

food. Trout, sparkling and fresh from the icy water, roasted on forked

sticks stuck in the ground beside a bed of coals, made fare for an

epicure, and the young trapper, watching Maren as she knelt to tend

them, shielding her face with her hand, thought wistfully of a cabin

where the fire leaped on the hearth and where this woman passed back and

forth at the tasks of home.

“'Tis too great a thing to ask of le bon Dieu,” he said in his heart;

“'tis not permitted even that one dream of such joy,--'twould be heaven

robbed of its glory.”

So he fished and hunted for her, as the primal man has hunted and fished

for his woman since time began, tended her fires and guarded her sleep,

and the wistful sadness within him grew with the passing days.

Down that northbound river the lone canoe with its two people hurried

after the great flotilla, silent and determined, like a starved wolf on

the flanks of a caribou herd.

Out on the breast of the great blue lake it, too, was shot by the

rushing waters, lone little cockleshell, to head its prow to the

eastward, where the green shore curved away, to take its infinitesimal

chance of victory against all odds.

When the sun came out of the eastern forest, a golden ball in a cloud

of fire, it saw the light craft already cutting the cool waters of

Winnipeg. When it sank into the western woods the bobbing dot was still

shooting forward.

Child of the wilderness by birth was Dupre, child of the wilderness by

dream and desire was Maren, and its simple courage was inborn in both.

The Indians were a day and night ahead, hurrying by dawn and dusk to the

north, that the body of the dead chief, cured like a mummy by the

smoke curling from the big tepee at every stop, might have burial, the

earth-bound spirit begin its journey to the shadowy hunting-grounds.

When McElroy took his last look backward at the blue lake from the

northern end, Maren and Dupre were making their last camp before the Big

Bend on the eastern shore.

“How soon, think you, M'sieu?” she asked that night, standing beside the

little fire; “how soon will they come,--the H. B. C.'s from York?”

“To-morrow, most like, or in a few days at most.”

This evening luck had deserted his fishing, so the trapper took a rifle

and went into the woods after a fool-hen. Thoughts kept him company;

thoughts of love and its strangeness, of the odd decrees of Fate and the

helplessness of man. How all the world had changed with its coming,

this love which hail been born in an hour what time he had listened to a

woman's voice beside the stockade wall, and how the very soul within him

had changed also.

Where had been lightness and the recklessness of youth there was now a

wistful tenderness so vast that it covered his life as the pearly mist

covered the world at dawn.

Where he had taken all of joy that post and settlement, friend and foe

could give, lived for naught but his sparkling pleasures, he was now

possessed of a great yearning to give to this woman, this goddess of the

black braids; to give, only to give to her; to give of his strength, of

his overwhelming love; aye, of even his heart's blood itself as he had

told her in the beginning.

He was long in finding a fat grouse this evening, and when he returned

night was thick on forest and shore.

Light of tread in his moccasins, Dupre came quietly out not far from the

blaze of the small fire, and stopped among the shoulder-high brush that

fringed the forest.

In the glow of the fire Maren knelt before a green stake set upright in

the earth, from a fork of which there hung a black iron crucifix, its

ivory Christ gleaming in the light. On either side of this pitiful altar

there flamed, in lieu of candles, a fagot taken from the pine.

On her knees, her hanging hands clasped and her face, raised to the

Symbol, she spoke, and the deep voice was sweet with its sliding minors.

“Jesu mia,” she said softly, “forgive Thou our sins--Ours. Teach me Thy

lesson,--me with pain that will not cease. For him,--Oh, Thou Lord of

Heaven, comfort him living,--shrive him Thyself in dying! Let not

the unspeakable happen! Send, send Thou that help without which I am

helpless, and failing that, send me the strength of him who wrestled

with the Angel, the wisdom of Solomon! Not for my love, O Christ,

but for him, grant that I may find help to save him from death! And

more,--deliver also that venturer who, but for my thoughtless words of

the red flower, would be now safe on the Saskatchewan. These I

implore, in mercy. And for this last I beg in humbleness of spirit

complete,--Grant Thou peace to the friend whose eyes eat into my heart

with pity! Peace, peace, Jesu of the Seven Scars, have mercy on him,

for he is good to his foundations! I beg for him peace and forgetting

of unhappy me! Reward him in some better fate, this youth of the tender

heart, of the great regard! Save us, Thou Lamb Jesus--”

In the dark eyes there was a shine of tears, the lips, with their curled

corners, were trembling. The face upturned in the fitful light was all

tenderness. The calm brown hands clasped before her were all strength.

Marc Dupre, in the forest's edge, felt his breast heave with an emotion

beyond control as he stood so, looking upon the scene, listening to the

sliding voice. Darkness hid the wilderness, out on the face of the lake

a fish leaped with a slap, and a nightbird called shrilly off to the

south. With aching throat the trapper turned softly back into the woods.

When he came later along the shore, with heavier step than was his wont,

the fagot and the forked stake were gone, there was no black crucifix,

and Maren waited by the fire, water brought from the lake in Dupre's

small pail, the little sticks ready for the roasting.

“Let me have the grouse, M'sieu,” she said; “the hunt was long?”

But Dupre did not answer.

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