CHAPTER XII

THE PROMISED CROWN

The Globe Theatre had closed for the summer and the season had ended in

the triumphant manner desired by the manager. He had waved his flags and

beaten his tin pans lustily up to the very last moment, and had

successfully hived the public's swarm of bees in his theatre, as the

honey in the box-office amply proved. Nothing that made for this success

had been too small to receive personal attention, so even that city

directory-like quarter column of "among those present were" had been

cleverly made to serve him through his careful and judicious

introduction of the names of two or three of the great nouveau riche,

among the fashionably holy ones of the Vandergrifts, the Asteroids, the

revolutionary Byrds, the colonial Fishers, the Carmichaels, and the

Vinelanders, etc.--not, mind you, as of them, but as notedly close

students of Shakspere. Oh, what a court-jester was lost in Thrall!

These very new rich men, who, had they owned a folio of earliest

edition, would eagerly have swapped it for an edition de luxe of to-day

and given fifty dollars to boot--so much they knew of Shakspere--were

nevertheless filled with joy to see their names in that dear list,

"among those present were." And their gratitude to the man who had

worked the miracle for them would take the form of steady attendance in

the future, of many box parties, of loud public praise.

So, with these additions to his sure clientele, the season closed, and

Manager Thrall, at first amused and then annoyed by the haunting memory

of a twice seen face, accepted, as had been his wont in former summers,

an invitation to join a gay yachting party, only to find himself more or

less bored. Eating too much, drinking too much, and smoking like a

chimney palled on him. The stories told were all frankly old or poorly

revamped, and he grumbled one night that "chestnuts in summer-time were

an anomaly!"

A young sap-head, dizzy with champagne, gazing at him in heavy-eyed

admiration, remarked: "Isn't he deep? Must be college man, eh--Thrall?

I'm pretty f-fly myself; I know 'chestnut' a-and 'summer,' but

'n-nomaly' puts me out in the first round!"

And with a pencil and paper he went about almost tearfully, begging

people to explain the meaning of the word "anomaly"; and each one

appealed to wrote out a more wildly absurd definition than had the man

before him, which was a highly intellectual amusement indeed.

Only one thing had power to lay, for a little while, the lovely,

dark-eyed ghost haunting the actor, and that was poker--the great

American game played with the aid of the gayly colored pasteboards and

an astonishing vocabulary, containing, among other things, "kitties,"

"antes," and "lob--" no, "jack-pots." A long line of "flushes,"

"straights"--royal, bob-tailed; and people "came in" and "went out"

and "stood pat," and "opened things" and "shut them," and, indeed, did

so much in the course of the wonderful game that it claimed the whole

attention and left no room for memories of any kind. Still poker could

not go on all the time, and finally when one night all hands went ashore

to attend a hotel-hop, Thrall, the waltzer par excellence, suddenly

realized that each frisky young matron, each pretty debutante who so

readily honored him, was being measured by the standard of Sybil's

beauty. This one he found slender to the point of angularity; that one

plump to the verge of lost outlines; another pretty but crudely

overdressed; while the fair face that seemed floating before him as on

waves of melody, with the almost sullen red mouth that could flash into

smiles of such penetrating sweetness, the sensitive color, wavering,

fading, flaming again, the level, tragic brows and dark eyes, in which

burning passion still slept, but lightly--he knew but lightly--was, he

told himself, "simply incomparable"! And then he pulled up short,

saying, angrily: "What in the devil's name has come to me? Am I a green

boy to be bowled over and left sprawling in the dust by a glance from a

pair of fine eyes? Eyes owned by an inexperienced girl, too, a mere

miss--one of those creatures who, knowing nothing, suspect everything,

and keep you ever on guard? Bah! I hate green fruit! let me have it

ripe, with all its florid coloring and rich mellowness--even if many

rough experiences have left a bruised spot here or there. One can turn

the blemished side away, and until the bruise becomes a taint that

embitters all the pulp--then?--why then leave the fruit and seek

something fresher, but not green enough to be astringent to the lips."

He decided, finally, "This is a case of nerves, just such an one as

women suffer from. I am at the end of a long season, I have overworked,

I have lived well but not wisely--no, certainly not wisely!

Result--nerves are all at loose ends, imagination over-stimulated, so

that a strange face makes an unusually vivid impression. Now the thing

for me to do is to see this girl's face again and let a second

impression efface the first, since my imagination has, no doubt, been

playing me tricks, and the real face will fall far short of the beauty

of the imaginary one."

So, acting at once upon that idea, he fell back upon the perennial

"business telegram" excuse, tore himself away from his jovial

companions, and returned to the oven-like city, from which wild horses

could not have dragged Mrs. Van Camp until August, when she left with a

heavy heart and "wholly in the interest of appearances," she said. He

arranged with the old lady for a business chat with her god-daughter

next day but one and spent the intervening time superintending the

movements of a brigade of cleaners, painters, and paper-hangers whom he

had sent charging through the closed theatre--the cleaners routing out

dust and dirt from stairs and floors and long-dimmed windows, the

painters following and covering up head-marks, finger-marks, scratches,

or bruises appearing on the white woodwork and retouching the gilding

where it had darkened or worn thin; while the paper-hangers made the

boxes not only fresh but most attractive to women, through hanging them

with the dull, lustreless velvet paper that makes such a perfect

background for a careful toilette and its lovely wearer.

It was a dreary job, for surely one can find no more desolate and

melancholy place in a great city than a theatre seen by daylight. From

the front of the house one receives an impression of loss. The sight of

an empty chair is saddening--here are a thousand of them. This dimness

and vastness, this gilding and crystal and metal that does not glisten

nor glitter. The depressing silence of checked music, of vanished

laughter--even an actor shivers at sight of the auditorium of a closed

theatre; it is like looking on the face of a dead pleasure. But to turn

about and look at the stage is even worse, so distressingly complete is

the betrayal of its shabby deceptions. It is as though an admired,

brilliant, and successful liar stood there who had been found out and

suddenly reduced to telling the bare, bald truth. No, a day in a closed

theatre during the house-cleaning period is not an enlivening

experience, and Thrall told himself that that was why he looked forward

so eagerly to his late afternoon call at Mrs. Van Camp's, where he was

to have his business chat with Sybil.

And then when he had arrived and was being effusively greeted by Mrs.

Van Camp, a gracious young figure in a white linen gown came slowly out

from the shadows of the darkened room, a red damask rose drowsing on her

breast, and, smiling, waited to offer him greeting; and in that moment

he knew his plan had failed--the second impression would not efface the

first, because the real, the living face was fairer than his mental

portrait of it.

So it happened that Mr. Thrall's manner toward this young would-be

actress was one of dignity and reserve that was in sharp contrast to the

gay freedom and almost boyish liberty of his conduct toward his ancient

hostess, who did her fair share toward spoiling him. And not knowing the

true cause of the swift change and difference, she could but consider

him a very properly correct young man in his attitude as the manager of

her namesake, Sybil Lawton; and therefore she withdrew into the far

extension breakfast-room and conversed with a mumbling old parrot, who

for thirty years had implored the people of his world to "scratch

Polly's head," and had invariably rewarded the good Samaritan who heeded

his appeal by biting viciously the hand that scratched.

Only an occasional artificial laugh from Polly reached to the dim

parlor, whose white-matted floor, flowery chintz furniture covering,

great Chinese screens, strange sea-shells, old portraits, and mighty

china jars made a quaint eighteenth century sort of background for the

white-gowned maiden with the dark, eager face, whom her father had

lovingly likened to a June rose. And the ever-alert dramatic instinct of

the actor-manager, working in seeming independence of the preoccupied

mere man and naissant lover, took note of the room as a possible

charming stage-setting for some new comedy. That instinct, keen, never

sleeping, is one of the unpleasant traits in the make-up of a great

actor; for there is no situation in life too sacred, no emotion even of

his own heart too tender not to be "used" if it seems dramatic.

And so now, through the bald, forced questions with which he began his

interview, like his dignified reserve of manner, were the result of a

violent restraint, he was putting upon a sudden passionate longing--an

idiotic impulse that had seized him at sight of Sybil, to take her head

between his hands and bury his face in the warm darkness of her cloudy

hair--even that struggle with impulse did not prevent the dramatic

instinct of the stage-manager from taking note of surroundings.

Presently the calm and earnest answers of the girl and his own effort at

self-control restored his poise, and his more gracious manner returned

to him. He found that she was faithfully devoting herself to the small

parts first; and in discussing the Shaksperian characters she put

questions to him anent the meaning of certain passages that more than

once "gave him pause" ere he could answer them. She even so far forgot

her awe of him as manager as boldly to differ with the view he took of

Desdemona's character, she declaring that a greater tragedy than mere

physical murder would have come about had the fair Venetian lived

longer.

"No! no!" cried Sybil, "she was not the doll you think her! High-born,

high-bred, musician, artist, student, over-accomplished,

over-cultivated--the intellect rebelled! Over-guarded, over-restrained,

repressed--nature revolted. Othello, the splendid perfection of the

animal-man looming in black majesty against a background of flame and

smoke, glittering in harness, blazing with honors and orders, armed with

barbaric weapons--his very power to destroy fascinated! Contrariety

attracted and a great wave of passion swept the petted daughter of the

Venetian senator into the arms of the Moorish warrior. But had she lived

to regain her normal vision--to see her husband as the world saw him,

merely a rough but very honest soldier, without tastes or even memories

in common--she would have wearied of him and of their wandering life.

She would have longed for the ease and luxury and refinement of old

days. She would have sighed for the companionship of the learned and

accomplished--and the beautiful "misunderstood," being no longer blind

with passion, would probably have gone, girl fashion, to the other

extreme and have loathed the blackness of her lord, while adoring,

possibly, the whiteness of--y-e-s, there might be a worse tragedy than

the dreadful murder of innocent Desdemona!"

"Oh!" exclaimed Sybil, in trepidation, for Thrall had broken into

sudden, hearty laughter, "oh, are my ideas so bad as that? It's--it's

horrid to be laughed at, but I suppose I have not expressed myself very

clearly; only if Desdemona inherited the characteristics of her people,

duplicity was as strong in her as love of luxury and appreciation of

art--and a dead passion is a thing to conceal; and when concealment

begins, duplicity may follow, may it not?"

She stopped suddenly; she had spoken rapidly, in impetuous self-defence.

Now angry tears rushed to her eyes. "Oh," she cried, "I don't make you

understand one bit! No wonder you laugh! Only I feel somehow that

Desdemona's was not a love that would have lasted. But I'm punished for

going out beyond my depth in argument. I won't do it again!"

The fact that Sybil's reasoning had been so good made it all the harder

for Thrall to explain his laughter. Few men understood the eternal

feminine better than he did; and when the young girl, with innocent,

instinctive knowledge, was speaking of a "passion" as distinct from

"love," her glance met his as straightly, as frankly, as if she had been

a boy. And suddenly there came to him the memory of a little child he

had once seen playing, ignorantly happy, with his mother's scissors and

his father's knife, and he laughed aloud in spite of himself, for he

knew well that the girl was clashing together her terms of "love" and

"passion" with just as much real knowledge as the baby had had of the

scissors and the knife. And when he saw the angry tears shining in her

eyes he could have kissed them away with as pure tenderness as if she

had been that baby's self.

And all the time the managerial side of his brain, so to speak, was

receiving impressions and was trying to get the attention of the man's

whole mind; and presently, through the smallest of incidents, it

succeeded. While Thrall was trying to reassure Sybil and convince her

that he had meant no mockery by his laughter, she sat with down-bent

face, hiding her mortifying tears. He noted the hair, dark clouding over

the straight, black brows, the outward thrust of the sullen, red lip

that made and kept the whole face mutinous, when a quick glint came to

the averted eyes, a lift to the brows, a tremor to the lips that

suddenly parted, curling like petals into the most delicious smile ever

made for man's undoing. Old Poll, sidling into view and waddling across

the floor in search of mischief, had caused the swift change of

expression, and the expression had brought the stage-manager to the

front with a bound.

"Great Shakspere!" said Thrall to himself; "what a face for the balcony

scene! The sweetness--the positive radiance--the lovely outline of the

down-bent face! I've half a mind--I--why, the girl has just shown she

has brains, whether her ideas of Desdemona are right or wrong; it proves

that she can think for herself! And--and if to her beauty, youth, and

brains you can add good family, and to them all the subtle, intangible

thing we call charm--what do all these things mean to a manager? Why,

unless he's a dolt, a blind bat, they mean a find, a discovery, a future

card of great commercial value! Dear Lord! if I only knew whether she

could walk across the stage without going to pieces, whether the sight

of the audience would give her a palsy!"

He had come there intending to tell her that she was to have a part of

eight lines in the opening play of the New York season--but now, but

now! New ideas were rushing through his mind. If only she had a little

training! All at once--apropos of nothing, he asked: "Miss Lawton, do

you dance?"

She raised her eyes in unspeakable surprise.

His face brightened; he went on rising as he spoke: "Do you waltz?"

In a breath she was swaying in his encircling arms to the waltz he

softly hummed. As they circled the big room and stopped by the window a

boy went down the street, whistling high and clear, and simply from the

actor-like habit of quoting, Thrall said, with a laugh:

"It was the lark--the herald of the morn!"

When, like a flash, Sybil, with pretty impatience and obstinacy, made

response:

"It was the nightingale and _not_ the lark,

That pierced the fearful hollow of thine ear!"

The surprise was so startling that Thrall caught the girl's face between

his hands almost roughly, exclaiming: "Why! do you know the lines of

Juliet?"

And poutingly she answered: "Does not every stage-struck girl know

them?"

But he frowned: "That's no answer! Be direct in matters of business! Do

you or do you not know Juliet's lines?"

She was vaguely conscious that she really ought to be angry at the

liberty this man was guilty of, but she quailed at the frown and

answered, meekly: "Only part of them. I studied up to the potion scene,

and there I got frightened and stopped!"

"Ah!" he exclaimed; "and may I ask what frightened you?" He released her

as he spoke.

"Well," she said, with her head a little to one side, as she traced the

pattern on the curtain with one slim finger, "well, you see, it was

night, and--and Dorrie was asleep--and--there are a good many owls in

our trees, and they do hoot and shiver their voices so! And they and the

vault and the 'dead men's bones' rather got on my nerves, I suppose, for

I only got as far as Tybalt--in his 'festering shroud'--when I was so

scared I backed over to the bed and Dorrie! Oh, I didn't dare turn

around, you see!"

Stewart Thrall fairly shook with laughter, in which this time both Sybil

and Polly joined. Then he said at last, not without a touch of sarcasm:

"It was not the fear of acting the part that disturbed you, then?"

"Oh, no!" she replied with great simplicity. "It's too soon to get

frightened about that--ages too soon!" She sighed heavily: "I'm nineteen

now, and I suppose I must wait years and years--five at the very

least--before I dare even to hope to act Juliet? And then people say no

one can play her unless they have loved."

"No one can," assented Thrall.

"Oh, well, in five years," Sybil responded, hopefully and vaguely.

"Yes," thought the man, "in far less than five years, you lovely child,

you will have learned to play Juliet!"

An old engraving of Mrs. Siddons hung upon the wall, and Sybil stood

looking at it. The crown the actress wore well became the high chill

beauty of her face.

"Queen of the English-speaking stage," murmured Sybil. "How proud and

happy she must have been! what love and homage her fame must have won

from her countrymen!" Quickly turning her head, she asked: "Mr. Thrall,

when you have become famous, do you forget all the bitterness of past

struggles and feel like loving the whole world for very joy and

gratitude?"

"Having no experience to guide me, I am unable to answer your question,"

was the somewhat curt reply.

"Unable?" repeated the girl, all her respectful admiration writ large

upon her face. "You mean----"

"I mean," he interrupted, "that I am not famous; that now I never shall

be! I started out meaning to--to win fame, but I--missed the way." He

paused a moment, then went on, bitterly: "Question me about notoriety,

Miss Lawton, and no man alive can give you more authentic information as

to the method of its creation, its staying power, and its value. But I

know not fame! If I died to-morrow I'd die like a dog--so far as memory

or renown is concerned. Learn early to distinguish between the sound,

noise, and rumor of notoriety and the credit, honor, and excellence of

fame!"

"I'll try," the girl answered, simply, and then she added, gently: "I'm

sorry you missed the way!"

A dimness came into the man's eyes as he responded, briefly, "Thank

you!" and gazed at the picture that Sybil had returned to.

"Crowned queen!" she repeated. "Of course if you give me the chance, Mr.

Thrall, I shall work hard for work's own sake, as well as to be a

bread-winner. But all the time down in my heart I shall hope and hope

that some day, in years to come, I may win a crown like that!"

The actor laughed derisively. "A pasteboard crown," he cried, "so thinly

covered with gold-leaf you dare not try to burnish it!"

"You do not mean that, Mr. Thrall!"

"I do mean it! A cheap and gaudy thing, the outside blazing with rare

jewels, made of glass! Inside, paper, glue--a pasteboard crown! A thing

worthless, meaningless!"

"No!" protested the girl; "your words are very cruel! I do not think you

rightly judge the value of the Crown Dramatic, for even if it were but

pasteboard it would not be worthless or meaningless! It would still be a

sign, a symbol, of artistic triumph, of true excellence, of the world's

approval!"

"You are obstinate," he declared.

"And you are not grateful to your profession, I'm afraid," she said,

reproachfully; then she hurriedly added: "I beg your pardon! Of course

you know of what you speak, and I am very presuming in my ignorance,

but"--she clasped her hands tightly above the rose on her breast--"I

long to wear that crown some day."

A few red petals fell from the rose and were caught in Thrall's hand. He

glanced at Sybil's rapt young face--his resolve was taken. "You shall

have your wish," he said. "I will place the crown upon your head; only

promise not to reproach me when you find for yourself that it is only

pasteboard!"

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