CHAPTER III

EARLY YEARS IN LONDON--THE WRITING OF _ROBERT ELSMERE_

1881-1888

It was in the early summer of 1880 that Mr. Ward was first approached by

Mr. Chenery, the editor, with a suggestion that he should join the staff

of _The Times_. The proposal was in many ways an attractive one, in

spite of the love of both husband and wife for Oxford, for Mr. Ward was

becoming known to a wider world than that of Oxford by his _English

Poets_, which had appeared in this year, nor was he a novice in

journalism. His wife, too, had many links with London through her visits

to the Forsters and her journalistic work. The experiment began in a

tentative way in the winter of 1880-81, she remaining in Oxford with the

children, and he being "tried" for leader-writing while staying in

Bloomsbury lodgings. Within a very few months it proved itself a

success, and, after some pleasant interviews with Mr. John Walter, he

was retained on the permanent staff of the paper. They began seriously

to plan their removal and to look for a house, and found one at length

in that comfortable Bloomsbury region, which was then innocent of big

hotels and offices, and where the houses in Russell Square had not yet

suffered embellishment in the form of pink terra-cotta facings to their

windows. They found that the oldest house in the Square, No. 61, was to

let, and in spite of the dirt of years with which it was encrusted,

perceived its possibilities at once, and came to an agreement with its

owner. A charming old house, built in 1745, its prettiest feature was a

small square entrance-hall, with eighteenth-century stucco-work on the

walls, from which a wide staircase ascended to the drawing-room, giving

an impression of space rare in a _bourgeois_ London house. At the back

was a good-sized strip of garden shaded by tall old plane-trees and

running down to meet the gardens of Queen Square, for No. 61 stood on

the east side of the square and adjoined the first house of Southampton

Row. Little powder-closets jutted out at the back, one of which Mrs.

Ward used as her writing-room, and upstairs the bedroom floors seemed to

expand as you ascended, reaching only to a third story, but giving us

rooms enough even so for ourselves, our maids, and a German governess,

besides the various relations who were constantly coming to stay. Wholly

pleasant are the memories connected with that benign old house, to us

children as well as to our elders, save only that to the youngest of us

there were always two lurking horrors, one on the second floor landing,

where a dark alcove gave harbourage to a little old man in Scotch kilts,

who might, if your legs were not swift enough, come after you as you

toiled up the last flight, and one--still more disquieting--on the top

landing itself, where the taps dripped in a dreadful little boxroom, and

if the taps dripped you knew that the water-bogy, _who lives in taps_,

might at any moment escape and overwhelm you. Since no self-respecting

child ever imparts its terrors to its elders, these nightmares went

unknown until one night, when all the maids were downstairs at supper,

the child in question could not make up its mind to cross the landing,

past the dark mouth of that box-room, from the room where it undressed

to the room where it slept, and was found an hour later, fast asleep in

a chair, with towels pinned over every inch of its small body lest the

bogy should come out and catch hold. After this crisis I think the

terrors declined, and now, alas! taps and box-room and dark alcove have

all disappeared together, with the pleasant rooms downstairs and the

gravelled garden where one made so many persevering expeditions with the

salt-cellar, after the tails of London's sparrows--all swept away and

vanished, and the air that they enclosed parcelled out once more into

the rectangles of the Imperial Hotel! Peace be to the ghost of that poor

house, for it gave happiness in its latter days for nine long years to

the human folk who inhabited it, and it watched the unfolding of a human

heart and mind which were to have no mean influence upon the generation

that encompassed them.

The house at Oxford was disposed of to the Henry Nettleships, at

Michaelmas, 1881, and in the following November the family moved in to

Russell Square. It was not without searchings of heart, I think, that

Mr. and Mrs. Ward embarked upon the larger venture, where all depended

on their retaining health and strength for their work; but they fondly

hoped that with the larger regular income from _The Times_ the burden on

both pairs of shoulders would be lessened.

"All will be well with us yet," wrote Mrs. Ward to her husband

three months before their move, "and if God is good to us there are

coming years of work indeed, but of less burden and strain. All

depends on you and me, and though I know the very thought depresses

us sometimes, it ought not to, for we have many good gifts within

and without, and a fair field, if not the fairest possible field to

use them in. It seems to me that all I want to be happy is to keep

my own heart and conscience clear, and to feel my way open into the

presence of God and the unseen. And surely to seek is to find."

Years of less burden and strain! She had, indeed, forgotten the spirit

within, which was to drive her on to ever new and greater efforts in the

more stimulating atmosphere of London. Though her work for the

_Dictionary of Christian Biography_ was almost over, she had by this

time made the acquaintance of Mr. Morley, then editor of the _Pall Mall

Gazette_, and was doing much reviewing of French and Spanish books for

him, while she continued to write weekly articles for the Church

_Guardian_ and the _Oxford Chronicle_. Nor were the authorities of _The

Times_ long in finding out that she too could write, and by the autumn

of 1882 many foreign books reached her for review from Printing House

Square. She complains in her letters that she cannot get through them

quickly enough. "Three or four volumes of these books a week is about

all I can do, and that seems to go no way." The inevitable expenses of

London life did in fact weigh upon her heavily within a year of their

migration, and the sense of "burden and strain" was never long absent.

But she could not have lived otherwise. It was her fundamental instinct

to work herself to the bone and then to share her good times with others

less fortunate, and since this process made away with her earnings she

would work herself to the bone again. In this atmosphere of unremitting

toil interruptions were of course discouraged, but when they occurred in

spite of all defences she never showed the irritation which so

frequently accompanies overwork. And in the many interruptions caused by

the childish illnesses of her small family her tenderness and devotion

were beyond all words. How she dosed us with aconite and belladonna,

watching over us and compelling us to throw off our fevers and colds!

Nor was anything allowed to interfere with the befriending of all

members of the family who wished to come to Russell Square. Her brother

Willie, who had by this time been appointed to the staff of the

_Manchester Guardian_, was a frequent visitor, renewing with each

appearance his literary _camaraderie_ with her and delighting in the

friends whom she would ask to meet him. Matthew Arnold, too, was

sometimes to be caught for an evening--great occasions, those, for Mrs.

Ward's relations with him were already of the most affectionate. He

influenced her profoundly in literary and critical matters, for she

imbibed from him both her respect for German thoroughness and her

passion for French perfection. These, indeed, were the years when she

saw most of "Uncle Matt," for Pains' Hill Cottage, at Cobham, was not

too far away for a Sunday visit, so that she and Mr. Ward would

sometimes fly down there for an afternoon of talk. Usually, however, she

would return full of blasphemies about his precious dogs, who had

diverted their master's attention all through the walk and prevented the

flow of his wit and wisdom. Therefore she preferred to get him safely to

herself at Russell Square!

Her two younger sisters, Julia and Ethel, were constantly in the house,

the elder of whom married in 1885 Mr. Leonard Huxley, and so brought

about a happy connection with the Professor and his wife, which gave

Mrs. Ward much joy for many years. Nor were her neighbours neglected.

When Christmas came round there was always a wonderful _Weihnachtsbaum_,

dressed with loving care by the good German governess, and by any uncles

and aunts who were within reach, and attended not only by all possible

relations and friends (including especially and always Mr. and Mrs. J.

R. Thursfield and their children), but also by the choirboys of St.

John's Church and by many of _their_ relations too. But behind all this

eager hospitality lay a far deeper longing. Her mother had, early in

1881, undergone a second operation for cancer, and though this gave her

a year's immunity from pain the malady returned. In March, 1882, she

wrote to her daughter with stoical courage that she foresaw what was in

store for her--"a hard ending to a hard life." Though she was devotedly

nursed by her youngest daughter, Ethel, her suffering overshadowed the

next six years of Mary's life like a cloud, but it became also Mrs.

Ward's keenest joy to be able to help her and to ease her path. Once

when she herself had been ill and suffering, she wrote her a few lines

which reveal her own inmost thoughts on the relation between pain and

faith:

"I am _so_ sorry, dearest, for your own suffering. This is a weary

world,--but there is good behind it, 'a holy will,' as Amiel says,

'at the root of nature and destiny,' and submission brings peace

because in submission the heart finds God and in God its rest.

There is no truth I believe in more profoundly."

Yet in spite of the unceasing round of work, what compensations there

were in the London life! The making of new friends can never fail to be

a delightful process, and it very soon became apparent that Mrs. Ward

was to be adopted to the heart of that London world which thought about

books and politics and which incidentally was making history. London was

smaller then than now, and if a new-comer had brains and modesty, and

above all a gift of sympathy that won all hearts, there were few doors

that did not open to her or him in time. Her connection with the

Forsters and with "Uncle Matt" brought her many friends to start with,

while Mr. Ward's work on _The Times_ took them naturally both into the

world of painters (for after 1884 he joined art criticism to his

political and other writing) and into the world of affairs. A letter

written to Mrs. A. H. Johnson in May, 1885, gives a typical picture of

the social side of her life three years after the move to London. The

occasion is the marriage of Alfred Lyttelton and Laura Tennant:

"The wedding function yesterday was very interesting. I am glad not

to have missed Gladstone's speech at the breakfast. What a wondrous

man it is! The intensity, the feeling of the speech were

extraordinary.... Life has been rather exciting lately in the way

of new friends, the latest acquisition being Mr. Goschen, to whom

I have quite lost my heart! There is a pliancy and a brilliancy

about him which make him one of the most delightful companions. We

dined there last Saturday and I have seldom had so much interesting

talk. Lord Arthur Russell, who sat next me, told me stories of how,

as a child at Geneva, he had met folk who in their youth had seen

Rousseau and known Voltaire, and had been intimate friends of Mme.

de Stael in middle life. And then, coming a little further down the

stream of time, he could describe to me having stayed at

Lamartine's château in the poet's old age, and so on. Mr. Goschen

is busy on a life of his grandfather, who was the publisher of

Goethe, Schiller and Wieland, and whose correspondence, which he is

now going through, covers the whole almost of the German literary

period,--so that after dinner the scene shifted to Germany, and we

talked away with an occasional raid into politics, till, to my

great regret, the evening was over."

Her own little dinner-parties very soon began to make their mark, while

not long after their establishment in London, she began the practice of

being at home on Thursday afternoons, and though at first her natural

shyness and lack of small talk made her openings somewhat formidable,

she soon warmed to the task, till within a very few months her Thursdays

became a much-appreciated institution. Men, as well as women, came to

them, for they always liked to make her talk and to hear her eager views

on all the topics of the day, from Irish coercion to the literary

personalities of France, or the need for prodding the Universities to

open their examinations to women. She still called herself a good

Radical in these days, but her devotion to Mr. Forster--whom she had

visited in Dublin during his Chief Secretaryship--gave the first

reservations to her Liberal faith, for she took his part in the matter

of his resignation, and felt that he had not been sufficiently supported

by the Cabinet. It was a great grief to her that Mr. Morley, in the

_Pall Mall Gazette_, found it necessary to attack Mr. Forster's Irish

administration with such persistent energy, and once, towards the end of

1882, she summoned up the courage to write him a remonstrance in good

set terms. Mr. Morley's reply is characteristic:

_Dec. 13, 82._

DEAR MRS. WARD,--

I have got your letter at last, and carefully read and digested it.

Need I say that its frank and direct vigour only increases my

respect for the writer? To answer it, as it deserves, is hardly

possible for me. It would take a day for me to set forth, with

proper reference to chapter and verse, all the reasons why I could

not follow Mr. Forster in his Irish administration. They were set

forth from time to time with almost tiresome iteration as events

moved forward.

In all that you say about Mr. Forster's unselfishness, his

industry, his strenuous desire to do what was right and best,

nobody agrees more cordially than I do. Personally I have always

had--if it is not impertinent in me to say so--a great liking for

him. He was always very kind and obliging to me, and nothing has

been more painful to me than to know that I was writing what would

wound a family for whom I have such sincere respect as I have for

his. But the occasion was grave. I have been thinking about Ireland

all my life, and that fashion of governing it is odious and

intolerable. If Sir Charles Dilke or Mr. Chamberlain had been Chief

Secretary, and carried out the Coercion Act as Mr. Forster carried

it out, I could not have attacked either of them, but I should have

resigned my editorship rather than have connived by silence or

otherwise at such mischief.

I may at times have seemed bitter and personal in my language about

Mr. Forster. One falls into this tone too readily, when fighting a

battle day after day, and writing without time for calm revision.

For that I am sorry, if it has been so, or seemed so. Mr. Forster's

friends--some of them--have been extremely unscrupulous in their

personalities against me, their charges of intrigue, conspiracy.

All that I do not care for one jot; my real regret, and it is a

very sincere one, is that I should seem unjust or vindictive to

people like you, who think honestly and calmly about politics, and

other things.

I hope that it is over, and that I shall never have to say a word

about Mr. Forster's Irish policy again.

Yours very sincerely,

JOHN MORLEY.

Such a letter only served to strengthen friendship. Mrs. Ward's literary

comradeship with Mr. Morley remained unbroken in spite of widening

differences in politics, and when, a few months later, he assumed the

editorship of _Macmillan's Magazine_ he proposed to her that she should

virtually take over its literary criticism:--

_March 22, 83._

DEAR MRS. WARD,--

My reign over "Macmillan" will begin in May. I want to know whether

you can help me to a literary article once a month--in the shape of

a _compte rendu_ of some new books, English or French. It is highly

desirable that the subject should be as lively and readable as

possible--not erudite and academic, but literary, or

socio-literary, as Ste Beuve was.

I don't see why a "causerie" from you once a month should not

become as marked a feature in our world, as Ste Beuve was to

France. In time, the articles would make matter for a volume, and

so you would strike the stars with your sublime head.

I hope my suggestion will commend itself to you. I have been

counting upon you, and shall be horribly discouraged if you say No.

Yours sincerely,

JOHN MORLEY.

Flattered as she was by the suggestion, she was never able to carry out

his whole behest, yet between February, 1883, and June, 1885, she wrote

no less than twelve articles for _Macmillan's_, on subjects ranging from

the young Spanish Romanticist, Gustavo Becquer, to Keats, Jane Austen,

Renan and the "Literature of Introspection" (à propos of Amiel's

_Journal Intime_), while the series was ended by a full-dress review of

Pater's _Marius the Epicurean_. These articles did much to assure her

position in the world of pure literature, as her Dictionary articles had

assured it in the world of scholarship, and she never ceased to be

grateful to Mr. Morley for the opportunities he had given her in

inviting them, for the encouragement of his praise and the bracing of

his occasional criticism.

But these articles were all written under the heaviest physical

disabilities. Early in 1883 she began to suffer from a violent form of

writer's cramp, which made her right hand almost useless at times, and

recurred at intervals all through her life, so that writing was usually

a far more arduous and painful process to her than it is to most of us.

Through the years 1883 and 1884 she was frequently reduced to writing

with her left hand, but she also dictated much to her young

sister-in-law, Gertrude Ward, who came to live with us at this time, and

became for the next eight years the prop and support of our household.

Many remedies were tried for the ailment, but nothing was really

effective until after two years a German "writing-master" came on the

scene, one Dr. Julius Wolff, who completely transformed her method of

writing by making her sit much higher than before, rest the whole

fore-arm on the table, and use an altogether different set of muscles.

Many curious exercises he gave her also, which she practised at

intervals for years afterwards, and by these means he succeeded in

giving her comparative immunity, though whenever she was specially

pressed with work the pain and weakness would recur. During the year

1884, however, before Dr. Wolff had appeared, her arm was practically

disabled, and she wore it much in a sling.

Yet it was during this year that she began her translation of Amiel's

_Journal_ and wrote her first novel, _Miss Bretherton_. The idea of it

was suggested by her first sight of the beautiful actress, Mary

Anderson, though she always maintained that, once created, Isabel

Bretherton became to her an absolutely distinct personality. The manner

of its writing is told in a fragment of Miss Gertrude Ward's journal:

"The book was written in about six weeks. She used to lie or sit

out of doors at Borough Farm, with a notebook and pencil, and

scrawl down what she could with her left hand; then she would come

in about twelve and dictate to me at a great rate for an hour or

more. In the afternoon and evening she would look over and correct

what was done, and I copied out the whole. The scene of Marie and

Kendal in his rooms was dictated in her bedroom; she lay on her

bed, and I sat by the window behind a screen."

The book was published by Messrs. Macmillan and appeared in December,

1884. It attracted a good deal of attention. The general verdict was

that it was a fine and delicate piece of work, but on too limited, too

intellectual a scale. This view was admirably put by her old friend, Mr.

Creighton (then Emmanuel Professor at Cambridge):

MY DEAR MRS. WARD,--

I have read _Miss Bretherton_ with much interest. It was hardly

fair on the book to know the plot beforehand, but I found myself

carried away by the delicate feeling with which the development of

character was traced. The Nuneham scene, the death-bed and the

final reconciliation were really touching and powerfully worked

out.

[Illustration: Borough Farm.]

At the same time it is not a novel of my sort. I demand that I

should have given me an entire slice of life, and that I should see

the mutual interaction of a number of characters. Your interest

centres entirely on one character: your characters all move in the

same region of ideas, and that a narrow one. Your book is dainty,

but it does not touch the great springs of life. Of course you

didn't mean it to do so: but I am putting before you what I

conceive to be the novelist's ideal. It seems to me that a novelist

must have seen much, must lay himself out to be conversant with

many sides of life, must have no line of his own, but must lend

himself to the life of those around him. This is the direct

opposite of the critic. I wonder if the two trades can be combined.

Have you ever read Sainte Beuve's solitary novel, _Volupté_? It is

instructive reading. You are a critic in your novel. Your object is

really to show how criticism can affect a nature capable of

receiving it. Now is this properly a subject of art? Is it not too

didactic? It is not so for me, for I am an old-fashioned moralist:

but the mass of people do not care for intellectual teaching in

novels. They want an emotional thrill. Remember that you have

deliberately put this aside. Kendal's love is not made to affect

his life, his character, his work. Miss Bretherton only feels so

far attracted to him as to listen to what he says.... I only say

this to show you what the book made me think, that you wrote as a

critic not as a creator. You threw into the form of a story many

critical judgments, and gave an excellent sketch of the possible

worth of criticism in an unregenerate world. This was worth doing

once: but if you are going on with novels you must throw criticism

to the winds and let yourself go as a partner of common joys,

common sorrows and common perplexities. There, I have told you what

I think just as I think it. I would not have done so to anyone else

save you, to whom I am always,

Your most affectionate,

M. CREIGHTON.

No doubt Mrs. Ward stored up this criticism for future use, for when she

next embarked upon a novel the canvas was indeed broad enough.

They had not been settled in London for much more than a year before

Mrs. Ward began to feel the need for some quiet and remote country place

to which she might fly for peace and work when the strain of London

became too great. Fortune favoured the quest, for in the summer of 1882

they took the rectory at Peper Harow, near Godalming (the "Murewell

Rectory" of _Robert Elsmere_), for a few weeks, and during that time

were taken by Lord Midleton, the owner of Peper Harow, to see a

delightful old farm in the heart of the lonely stretch of country that

lies between the Portsmouth Road and Elstead. They fell in love with it

at once, and during the following winter made an arrangement to take its

six or seven front rooms by the year. So from the summer of 1883 onwards

they possessed Borough Farm as a refuge and solace in the wilds, a

paradise for elders and children alike, where London and its turmoil

could be cast off and forgotten. It lay in a country of heather commons,

woods, rough meadows, streams and lakes--those "Hammer Ponds" which

remain as a relic of the iron-smelting days of Surrey, and in which we

children amused ourselves by the hour in fishing for perch with a bent

pin and a worm. Here Mrs. Ward would lie out whenever the sun shone in

the old sand-pit up the lane, where we had constructed a sort of terrace

for her long chair, or else under the ash-tree on the little hill,

writing or reading, while no sound came save the murmur of wind in the

gorse, or in the dry bells of the heather. If her physique had been

stronger she would, perhaps, have been too much tempted by the beauty of

the country ever to have lain still and worked for so many hours as she

did in that long chair; but she was never robust, she was extremely

susceptible to bad weather, cold winds and every form of chill, and her

longest expeditions were those which she took in a little pony-carriage

over Ryal or Bagmoor Commons to Peper Harow, or up the Portsmouth Road

to Thursley and Hindhead.

Here a few friends came at intervals to share the solitude with us:

Laura Tennant, on a wonderful day in May, 1884, when she seemed to her

dazzled hostess the very incarnation of the spring; M. Edmond Scherer,

her earliest French friend, who, in 1884, was helping her with her

translation of Amiel's _Journal_; Henry James, whose visit laid the

foundation of a friendship that was to ripen into one of the most

precious of all Mrs. Ward's possessions; Mlle. Souvestre, foundress of

the well-known girls' school at Wimbledon, and one of the keenest

intellects of her time; and once, for a whole fortnight, Miss Eugénie

Sellers,[10] who had for many months been teaching the family their

classics, and who now came down to superintend their Greek a little and

to roam the commons with them much. It was in 1886, just before this

visit, that Mrs. Ward began seriously to read Greek, usually with her

ten-year-old son; she bought a Thucydides in Godalming one day and was

delighted to find it easier than she expected. It was a passion that

grew upon her with the years, as any reader of her later books will

clearly perceive.

Then, though the solitude of the farm itself was profound, there were a

few, a very few, neighbours in the more eligible districts round about

who made it their pleasure sometimes to call upon us; there were the

Frederic Harrisons at Elstead, whose four boys dared us children to

horrid feats of jumping and climbing in the sand-pit, while our elders

were safely engaged elsewhere; John Morley also, for a few weeks in

1886, and in the other direction Lord and Lady Wolseley, who took a

house near Milford, and thence made their way occasionally down our

sandy track. But the neighbours who meant most to us were, after all,

our landlords, the Brodricks of Peper Harow; they were not only

endlessly kind, giving us leave to disport ourselves in all their

ponds, but took a sort of pride of possession, I believe, in their

pocket authoress, watching her struggles and her achievement with

paternal eyes. And when _Robert Elsmere_ at length appeared, old Lord

Midleton, pillar of Church and State as he was, came riding over to the

farm, sitting his horse squarely in spite of his white hairs and his

semi-blindness, and sent in word that the "Wicked Squire" was at the

gate!

Two letters written to her father from Borough Farm during these years,

give glimpses of her browsings in many books, and of her thoughts on

Shakespeare, evolution and kindred matters:

"I have been reading Joubert's _Pensées_ and _Correspondance_

lately, with a view to the Amiel introduction. You would be charmed

with the letters, and some of the _pensées_ are extraordinarily

acute. Now I am deep in Sénancour, and for miscellaneous reading I

have been getting through Horace's Epistles and dawdling a good

deal over Shakespeare. My feeling as to him gets stronger and

stronger, that he was, strictly speaking, a great poet, but not a

great dramatist! There's a remark over which I trust you will draw

a fatherly veil! But one can only say what one feels, and I am more

oppressed than I used to be by his faults of construction, his

carelessness, his excrescences, while at the same time much more

sensitive to his preternatural power as a poet and as a

psychological analyst. He gets at the root of his characters in a

marvellous way, he envisages them separately as no one else can,

but it is when he comes to bring them into action to represent the

play of outward circumstance and the interaction of character on

character that he seems to me comparatively--only comparatively, of

course--to fail. I have always felt it most strongly in Othello,

and of course in the last act of Hamlet, which, in spite of the

magnificent poetry in it, is surely a piece of dramatic

bungling....

"As to Renan it would be too long to argue it, but I think he very

much saves himself in the passage you quote by the qualifying word

'comme.' The Church is 'as it were' _un débris de l'Empire_. It is

only another way of putting what Harnack said in that article you

and I read at Sea View. 'The Empire built up the Church out of its

own substance, and destroyed itself in so doing,' or words to that

effect. I cannot help feeling that as far as organization and

institutions go it is very true, though I would never deny that God

was in the Church, as I believe He is in all human society,

moulding it to His will. Everything, from the critical and

scientific standpoint, seems to me so continuous and natural--no

sharp lines anywhere--one thing leading to another, event leading

to event, belief to belief--and God enwrapping and enfolding all.

But this is one general principle, and yours is quite another. I

quite agree that from your standpoint no explanation that Renan

could give of the Church can appear other than meagre or

grotesque."

Her translation of Amiel's _Journal Intime_ was a long and exacting

piece of work, but she enjoyed the struggle with the precise meaning of

the French phrases and always maintained that she owed much to it, both

in her knowledge of French and of English. She had begun it, with the

benevolent approval of its French editor, M. Scherer, early in 1884, and

took it up again after _Miss Bretherton_ came out; found it indeed a far

more troublesome task than she had foreseen, and was still wrestling

with the Introduction in the summer of 1885, when her head was already

full of her new novel, and she was fretting to begin upon it. But the

book appeared at length in December, 1885, and very soon made its mark.

The wonderful language of the Swiss mystic appealed to a generation more

occupied than ours with the things of the soul, while Mrs. Ward's

introduction gave a masterly sketch of the writer's strange personality

and the development of his mind. As Jowett wrote to her, "Shall I tell

you the simple truth? It is wonderful to me how you could have thought

and known so much about so many things." Mr. Talbot, the Warden of Keble

(now Bishop of Winchester), wrote of the "almost breathless admiration

of the truth and penetration of his thought" with which he had read the

book, while Lord Arthur Russell reported that he had "met Mr. Gladstone,

who spoke with great interest of Amiel, asked me whether I had compared

the translation with the original, and said that a most interesting

small volume might be extracted, of _Pensées_, quite equal to Pascal."

But it was, inevitably, "caviar to the general." Mrs. Ward's brother,

Willie Arnold, her close comrade and friend in all things literary,

wrote to her from Manchester a few months after its appearance: "I

served on a jury at the Assizes last week--two murder cases and general

horrors. I sat next to a Mr. Amiel--pronounced 'Aymiell'--a worthy

Manchester tradesman; no doubt his ancestor was a Huguenot refugee. I

had one of your vols. in my pocket, and showed him the passage about the

family. He was greatly interested, and borrowed it. Returned it next day

with the remark that it was 'too religious for him.' Alas, divine

philosophy!"

* * * * *

Ever since the previous winter the idea of a novel in which the clash

between the older and the younger types of Christianity should be worked

out in terms of human life, had been growing and fermenting in her mind.

_Miss Bretherton_ and Amiel's _Journal_ had given her a valuable

apprenticeship in the art of writing, while Amiel's luminous reflections

on the decadence and formalism of the churches had tended to confirm her

own passionate conviction that all was not well with the established

forms of religion. But the determining factor in the writing of _Robert

Elsmere_ was the close and continuous study which she had given ever

since her work for the _Dictionary of Christian Biography_ to the

problem of "Christian origins." She was fascinated by the intricacy and

difficulty of the whole subject, but more especially by such branches of

it as the Synoptic Problem, or the relation of the Fourth Gospel to the

rest; while the questions raised by the realization that the Books of

the New Testament were the products of an age steeped in miracle and

wholly uncritical of the records of it, struck her as vital to the whole

orthodox position. At the same time her immense tenderness for

Christianity, her belief that the life and teaching of the Founder were

still the "master-light of all our seeing," made her yearn for a

simplification of the creeds, so that the Message itself should once

more appeal to the masses without the intervention of formulæ that

perpetually challenged their reason. The argument of "Literature and

Dogma" culminates in the picture of mankind waiting for the lifting of

the burden of "Aberglaube" and dogmatism, with which the spirit of

Christianity had been crushed down for centuries, waiting for the

renewal that would come when the old coil was cast off. It was in that

spirit also that Mrs. Ward attacked the problem; her Robert was to her a

link in the chain of the liberators of all ages. Was her outlook too

intellectual? Did she overestimate the repugnance to obsolete forms that

possessed her generation? So it was said by many who rose up in startled

defence of those forms, many who had never felt the uttermost clash

between the things which they wished to believe and the things which

Truth allowed them to believe. Yet still the response of her generation

was to be greater than she ever dreamt. No doubt the renewal did not

come in the precise form in which she looked for it; creeds were to

prove tougher, the worship of the Risen Lord more vital than she

thought; yet still, in a hundred ways, the influence of the fermentation

caused by the ideas of _Robert Elsmere_ may be traced in the Church

to-day. "Biblical criticism" may now be out of fashion; but it is

because its victory has in reality been won. All this lay hidden from

the mind of the writer as she sat toiling over her task in the solitude

of Borough Farm, or in the little "powder-closet" overlooking the back

gardens of Russell Square; she wrote because she "could no other," and

only rarely did she allow herself to feel, with trembling, that the

_Zeitgeist_ might indeed be with her.

The book was begun in the autumn of 1885, with every hope that it would

be finished in less than a year. It was offered, when a few chapters had

been written, to the Macmillans for publication, since they had

published both _Miss Bretherton_ and the _English Poets_, but to the sad

disappointment of its author they rejected it on the ground that the

subject was not likely to appeal to the British public. In this dilemma

Mrs. Ward bethought herself of Mr. George Murray Smith, the publisher of

Charlotte Brontë, and in some trepidation offered the book to him. Mr.

Smith had greater faith than the Macmillans and accepted it at once,

sealing the bargain by making an advance of £200 upon it in May, 1886.

So began Mrs. Ward's connection with "George Smith," as she always

familiarly spoke of him: a friend and counsellor indeed, to whom she

owed incalculable things in the years that followed.

In the Preface to the "Westmorland Edition" of _Robert Elsmere_, issued

twenty-three years later, Mrs. Ward herself confessed to her models for

some of the principal characters--to the friend of her youth, Mark

Pattison, for the figure of the Squire (though not in his landowning

capacity!); to Thomas Hill Green, "the noblest and most persuasive

master of philosophic thought in modern Oxford," for that of Henry Grey;

and to Amiel himself, the hapless intellectual tortured by the paralysis

of will, for that of Langham. Both the Rector of Lincoln and Professor

Green had recently died, the latter in the prime of his life and work,

and Mrs. Ward sought both in the dedication and in her sketch of the

strong and lovable tutor of St. Anselm's, to express her lasting

admiration for this lost friend. But she claimed in each case the

artist's freedom to treat her creatures as her own, once they had

entered the little world of the novel: a thesis which she was to

maintain and develop in later years, when she occasionally went to the

past for her characters. Catherine was a more composite picture, drawn

from the "strong souls" she had known among her own kinswomen from

childhood up, and therefore, perhaps, more tenderly treated by the

author than the rules of artistic detachment would allow. She was a type

far more possible in the 'eighties than now, but it is perhaps

comforting to know that no single human being inspired her. As to the

scene in which these figures moved, it was on a sunny day at the end of

May, 1885, that Mrs. Ward's old friend, Mr. James Cropper, of

Ellergreen, took her for a drive up the valley of Long Sleddale, in a

lonely part of Westmorland. There she saw the farm at the head of the

dale, the vicarage, the Leyburns' house. Already her thoughts were busy

with her story, and from that day onwards she peopled the quiet valley

with her folk.

At first she was full of hope that the book would be finished before the

summer of 1886, although she admits to her mother that "it is very

difficult to write and the further I get the harder it is." In March of

that year she writes to her sister-in-law: "I have made up my mind to

come here [Borough Farm] for the whole of April, so as to get _Robert

Elsmere done_! It must and shall be done by the end of April, if I

expire in the attempt." In April she did indeed work herself nearly to

death, writing sixteen, eighteen and even twenty pages of manuscript in

the day, and a sort of confidence began to grow up in her mind that the

book would not speak its message in vain. "I think this book _must_

interest a certain number of people," she writes to her mother; "I

certainly feel as if I were writing parts of it with my heart's blood."

But the difficulties only increased, and actually it was the end of

October before even the first two volumes were finished. And then "the

more satisfied I become with the second volume the more discontented I

am with the first. It must be re-cast, alas!" Her arm was often

troublesome, especially in the autumn of this year, when she was staying

at the Forsters' house near Fox How, working very hard. "I am dreadfully

low about myself," she writes; "my arm has not been so bad since April,

when it took me practically a month's rest to get it right again. I have

been literally physically incapable of finishing my last chapter. And to

think of all the things I promised myself to do this week! And here I

have time, ideas, inclination, and I can do nothing. I will dictate if I

can to Gertrude, but I am so discouraged just at present I seem to have

no heart for it." Then a few days later it has taken a turn for the

better, and she is overjoyed: "The second volume was _finished_ last

night! The arm is _decidedly_ better, though still shaky. I sleep badly,

and rheumatism keeps flying about me, now here, now there, but I am not

at all doleful--indeed in excellent spirits now that the arm is better!"

So, in spite of the distractions of London, she struggled on with the

third volume all through that winter (1886-7), flying for a week in

December to Borough Farm in order to get complete isolation for her

task. "Oh, the quiet, the blissful quiet of it! It helps me most in

thinking out the book. I can _write_ in London; I seem to be unable to

think." Sometimes, however, her head was utterly exhausted. Returning to

London, she wrote to her mother: "I did a splendid day's work yesterday,

but it was fighting against headache all day, and this morning I felt

quite incapable of writing and have been lying down, reading, though my

wretched head is hardly fit for reading. It is not exactly pain, but a

horrid feeling of tension and exhaustion, as if one hadn't slept for

ever so long, which I don't at all approve of."

Often, when these fits of exhaustion came on, a small person would be

sent for from the schoolroom, in whose finger-tips a quaint form of

magic was believed to reside, and there she would sit for an hour,

stroking her mother's head, or her hands, or her feet, while the

"Jabberwock" on the Chinese cabinet curled his long tail at the pair in

silence. "Chatter to me," she used to say; but this was not always easy,

and a golden and friendly silence, peopled by many thoughts, usually lay

between the two.

At length, on March 9, 1887, the last words of the third volume were

written, there in the little powder-closet behind the back drawing-room.

But this did not mean the end. She was already painfully aware that the

book was too long, and Mr. George Smith, best and truest of advisers,

firmly indicated to her that the limits even of a three-volume novel had

been overstepped. She herself had already admitted to her brother Willie

that it was "not a novel at all," and she now plunged bravely into the

task of cutting and revision, fondly hoping that it would take her no

more than a fortnight's hard work. Instead it took her the best part of

a year. Publication first in the summer season, then in the autumn, had

to be given up, while her own fatigue increased so that sometimes for

days together she could not touch the book. The few friends to whom she

showed it were indeed encouraging, and her brother Willie was the first

to prophesy that it would "make a great mark." After reading the first

volume he wrote to Mrs. Arnold, "You may look forward to finding

yourself the mother of a famous woman!" But the mood of this year was

one of depression, while Mrs. Arnold's illness became an ever-increasing

sorrow. In the Long Vacation Mrs. Ward took the empty Lady Margaret

Hall, at Oxford, for a few weeks, in order to be near her mother--a step

which brought her unexpectedly another pleasure. On the very day after

they arrived she wrote: "I have had a great pleasure to-day, for at

three o'clock arrived a note from Jowett saying that he was in Oxford

for a day and would I come to tea? So I went down at five, stayed an

hour, then he insisted on walking up here, and sat in the garden

watching the children play tennis till about seven. Dear old man! I have

the most lively and filial affection for him. We talked about all sorts

of things--Cornwall, politics, St. Paul--and when I wanted to go he

would not let me. I think he liked it, and certainly I did."

Through the autumn and into the month of January, 1888, she struggled

with mountains of proofs, while Mr. Smith, though without much faith in

the popular prospects of the book, was always "kind and indulgent," as

she gratefully testifies in the _Recollections_. At length, towards the

end of January, she sent in the last batch, and on February 24 the book

appeared.

Six weeks later, in the little house in Bradmore Road, which had

witnessed so many years of suffering indomitably borne, Julia Arnold lay

dying. Through pain and exhaustion unspeakable she had yet kept her

intense interest in the human scene, and now the last pleasure which she

enjoyed on earth was the news that reached her of the growing success of

her daughter's book. With a hand so weak that the pen kept falling from

her fingers, she wrote her an account of the Oxford gossip on it; she

asked her, with a flash of the old malice, to let her know at once

should she hear what any of her aunts were saying. Alas, Julia knew

better than anyone else on earth what the religious temperament of the

Arnolds might mean; but before the answer came her poor tormented spirit

was at rest for ever.

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