TALK BY THE FIRE

Jack was sitting by his own fire idly strumming on the banjo. Behind

him was his canvas "lean-to," open to the fire in front, and with a

mosquito bar hanging within. All around his little clearing pressed a

thick growth of young poplar, except in front, where the view was open

to the river, moving smoothly down, and presenting a burnished silver

reflection to the evening sky. The choice of a situation, the proper

fire, and the tidy arrangements all bespoke the experienced campaigner.

Jack took this sort of thing for granted, as men outside ride back and

forth on trolley cars, and snatch hasty meals at lunch counters.

The supper dishes being washed, it was the easeful hour of life in

camp, but Jack was not at ease. He played a few bars, and put the

banjo down. He tinkered with the fire, and swore when he only

succeeded in deadening it. He lit his pipe, and immediately allowed it

to go out again. A little demon had his limbs twitching on wires. He

continually looked and listened in the direction of the fort, and

whenever he fancied he heard a sound his heart rose and beat thickly in

his throat. At one moment he thought: "She'll come," and confidently

smiled; the next, for no reason: "She will not come," and frowned, and

bit his lip.

Finally he did hear a rustle among the trees. He sprang up with

surprised and delighted eyes, and immediately sat down again, picking

up the banjo with an off-hand air. Under the circumstances one's pet

affectation of unconcern is difficult to maintain.

It was indeed Mary. She broke into the clearing, pale and breathless,

and looked at Jack as if she was all ready to turn and fly back again.

Jack smiled and nodded as if this were the most ordinary of visits.

The smile stiffened in his face, for another followed her into the

clearing--Davy, the oldest of her brothers. For an instant Jack was

nonplussed, but he had laid it down as a rule that in his dealings with

the sex, whatever betide, a man must smile and keep his temper. So,

swallowing his disappointment as best he could, he greeted Davy as if

he had expected him too.

What Mary had been through during the last few hours may be imagined:

how many times she had sworn she would not go, only to have her desires

open the question all over again. Perhaps she would not have come if

the maddeningly attractive young lady had not appeared on the scene;

perhaps she would have found an excuse to come anyway. Be that as it

may, she had brought Davy. In this she had not Mrs. Grundy's elaborate

code to guide her; it was an idea out of her own head--or an instinct

of her heart, rather. Watching Jack eagerly and covertly to see how he

took it, she decided that she had done right. "He will think more of

me," she thought with a breath of relief.

She had done wisely of course. Jack, after his first disappointment,

was compelled to doff his cap to her. He had never met a girl of the

country like this. He bestirred himself to put his visitors at their

ease.

"I will make tea," he said, reaching for the copper pot according to

the ritual of politeness in the North.

"We have just had tea," Mary said. "Davy will smoke with you."

Mary was now wearing a shawl over the print dress, but instead of

clutching it around her in the clumsy native way, she had crossed it on

her bosom like a fichu, wound it about her waist, and tucked the ends

in. Jack glanced at her approvingly.

Davy was young for his sixteen years, and as slender as a sapling. He

had thin, finely drawn features, and eyes that expressed something of

the same quality of wistfulness as his sister's. At present he was

very ill at ease, but his face showed a certain resoluteness that

engaged Jack's liking. The boy shyly produced a pipe that was

evidently a recent acquisition, and filled it inexpertly.

Jack's instinct led him to ignore Mary for the present while he made

friends with the boy. He knew how. They were presently engaged in a

discussion about prairie chicken, in an off-hand, manly tone.

"Never saw 'em so plenty," said Davy. "You only have to climb the hill

to bring back as many as you want."

"What gun do you use?" asked Jack.

The boy's eyes gleamed. "My father has a Lefever gun," he said

proudly. "He lets me use it."

"So!" said Jack, suitably impressed. "There are not many in the

country."

"She's a very good gun," said Davy patronizingly. "I like to take her

apart and clean her," he added boyishly.

"I'd like to go up on the prairie with you while I'm here," said Jack.

"But I have no shotgun. I'll have to try and put their eyes out with

my twenty-two."

This sort of talk was potent to draw them together. They puffed away,

ringing all the changes on it. Mary listened apart as became a mere

woman, and the hint of a dimple showed in either cheek. When she

raised her eyes they fairly beamed on Jack.

Jack knew that the way to win the hearts of the children of the North

is to tell them tales of the wonderful world outside that they all

dream about. He led the talk in this direction.

"I suppose you've finished school," he said to Davy, as man to man.

"Do you ever think of taking a trip outside?"

The boy hesitated before replying. "I think of it all the time," he

said in a low, moved voice. "I feel bad every time the steamboat goes

back without me. There is nothing for me here."

"You'll make it some day soon," said Jack heartily.

"I suppose you know Prince George well?" the boy said wistfully.

"Yes," said Jack, "but why stop at Prince George? That's not much of a

town. You should see Montreal. That's where I was raised. There's a

city for you! All built of stone. Magnificent banks and stores and

office buildings ten, twelve, fourteen stories high, and more. You've

seen a two-story house at the lake; imagine seven of them piled up one

on top of another, with people working on every floor!"

"You're fooling us," said the boy. His and his sister's eyes were

shining.

"No, I have seen pictures of them in the magazines," put in Mary

quickly.

"There is Notre Dame Street," said Jack dreamily, "and Great St. James,

and St. Catherine's, and St. Lawrence Main; I can see them now!

Imagine miles of big show-windows lighted at night as bright as

sunshine. Imagine thousands of moons hung right down in the street for

the people to see by, and you have it!"

"How wonderful!" murmured Mary.

"There is an electric light at Fort Ochre," said the boy, "but I have

not seen it working. They say when the trader claps his hands it

shines, and when he claps them again it goes out."

Mary blushed for her brother's ignorance. "That's only to fool the

Indians," she said quickly. "Of course there's some one behind the

counter to turn it off and on."

Jack told them of railway trains and trolley cars; of mills that wove

thousands of yards of cloth in a day, and machines that spit out pairs

of boots all ready to put on. The old-fashioned fairy-tales are

puerile beside such wonders as these--think of eating your dinner in a

carriage that is being carried over the ground faster than the wild

duck flies!--moreover, he assured them on his honour that it was all

true.

"Tell us about theatres," said Mary. "The magazines have many stories

about theatres, but they do not explain what they are."

"Well, a theatre's a son-of-a-gun of a big house with a high ceiling

and the floor all full of chairs," said Jack. "Around the back there

are galleries with more chairs. In the front there is a platform

called the stage, and in front of the stage hangs a big curtain that is

let down while the people are coming in, so you can't see what is

behind it. It is all brightly lighted, and there's an orchestra, many

fiddles and other kinds of music playing together in front of the

stage. When the proper time comes the curtain is pulled up," he

continued, "and you see the stage all arranged like a picture with

beautifully painted scenery. Then the actors and actresses come out on

the stage and tell a story to each other. They dance and sing, and

make love, and have a deuce of a time generally. That's called a play."

"Is it nothing but making love?" asked Davy. "Don't they have anything

about hunting, or having sport?"

"Sure!" said Jack. "War and soldiers and shooting, and everything you

can think of."

"Are the actresses all as pretty as they say?" asked Mary diffidently.

"Not too close," said Jack. "But you see the lights, and the paint and

powder, and the fine clothes show them up pretty fine."

"It gives them a great advantage," she commented.

Mary had other questions to ask about actresses. Davy was not

especially interested in this subject, and soon as he got an opening

therefor he said, looking sidewise at the leather case by the fire:

"I never heard the banjo played."

Jack instantly produced the instrument, and, tuning it, gave them song

after song. Brother and sister listened entranced. Never in their

lives had they met anybody like Jack Chanty. He was master of an

insinuating tone not usually associated with the blatant banjo.

Without looking at her, he sang love-songs to Mary that shook her

breast. In her wonder and pleasure she unconsciously let fall the

guard over her eyes, and Jack's heart beat fast at what he read there.

Warned at last by the darkness, Mary sprang up. "We must go," she said

breathlessly.

Davy, who had come unwillingly, was more unwilling to go. But the hint

of "father's" anger was sufficient to start him.

Jack detained Mary for an instant at the edge of the clearing. He

dropped the air of the genial host. "I shall not be able to sleep

to-night," he said swiftly.

"Nor I," she murmured. "Th--thinking of the theatre," she added lamely.

"When everybody is asleep," he pleaded, "come outside your house. I'll

be waiting for you. I want to talk to you alone."

She made no answer, but raised her eyes for a moment to his, two deep,

deep pools of wistfulness. "Ah, be good to me! Be good to me," they

seemed to plead with him. Then she darted after her brother.

The look sobered Jack, but not for very long. "She'll come," he

thought exultingly.

Left alone, he worked like a beaver, chopping and carrying wood for his

fire. Under stress of emotion he turned instinctively to violent

physical exertion for an outlet. He was more moved than he knew. In

an hour, being then as dark as it would get, he exchanged the axe for

the banjo, and, slinging it over his back, set forth.

The growth of young poplar stretched between his camp and the esplanade

of grass surrounding the buildings of the fort. When he came to the

edge of the trees the warehouse was the building nearest to him.

Running across the intervening space, he took up his station in the

shadow of the corner of it, where he could watch the trader's house. A

path bordered by young cabbages and turnips led from the front door

down to the gate in the palings. The three visible windows of the

house were dark. At a little distance behind the house the sledge dogs

of the company were tethered in a long row of kennels, but there was

little danger of their giving an alarm, for they often broke into a

frantic barking and howling for no reason except the intolerable ennui

of their lives in the summer.

There is no moment of the day in lower latitudes that exactly

corresponds to the fairylike night-long summer twilight of the North.

The sunset glow does not fade entirely, but hour by hour moves around

the Northern horizon to the east, where presently it heralds the sun's

return. It is not dark, and it is not light. The world is a ghostly

place. It is most like nights at home when the full moon is shining

behind light clouds, but with this difference, that here it is the

dimness of a great light that embraces the world, instead of the

partial obscurity of a lesser.

Jack waited with his eyes glued to the door of the trader's house.

There was not a breath stirring. There were no crickets, no katydids,

no tree-toads to make the night companionable; only the hoot of an owl,

and the far-off wail of a coyote to put an edge on the silence. It was

cold, and for the time being the mosquitoes were discouraged. The

stars twinkled sedulously like busy things.

Jack waited as a young man waits for a woman at night, with his ears

strained to catch the whisper of her dress, a tremor in his muscles,

and his heart beating thickly in his throat. The minutes passed

heavily. Once the dogs raised an infernal clamour, and subsided again.

A score of times he thought he saw her, but it was only a trick of his

desirous eyes. He became cold to the bones, and his heart sunk. As a

last resort he played the refrain of the last song he had sung her,

played it so softly none but one who listened would be likely to hear.

The windows of the house were open.

Then suddenly he sensed a figure appearing from behind the house, and

his heart leapt. He lost it in the shadow of the house. He waited

breathlessly, then played a note or two. The figure reappeared,

running toward him, still in the shadow. It loomed big in the

darkness. It started across the open space. Too late Jack saw his

mistake. He had only time to fling the banjo behind him, before the

man was upon him with a whispered oath.

Jack thought of a rival, and his breast burned. He defended himself as

best as he could, but his blows went wide in the darkness. The other

man was bigger than he, and nerved by a terrible, quiet passion. To

save himself from the other's blows Jack clinched. The man flung him

off. Jack heard the sharp impact of a blow he did not feel. The earth

leapt up, and he drifted away on the swirling current of

unconsciousness.

What happened after that was like the awakening from a vague, bad

dream. He had first the impression of descending a long and

tempestuous series of rapids on his flimsily hung raft, to which he

clung desperately. Then the scene changed and he seemed to be floating

in a ghastly void. He thought he was blind. He put out his hand to

feel, and his palm came in contact with the cool, moist earth, overlaid

with bits of twig and dead leaves, and sprouts of elastic grass. The

earth at least was real, and he felt of it gratefully, while the rest

of him still teetered in emptiness.

Then he became conscious of a comfortable emanation, as from a fire;

sight returned, and he saw that there was a fire. It had a familiar

look; it was the fire he himself had built some hours before. He felt

himself, and found that he was covered by his own blanket. "I have had

a nightmare," he thought mistily. Then a voice broke rudely on his

vague fancies, bringing the shock of complete recollection in its train.

"So, you're coming 'round all right," it said grimly.

At his feet, Jack saw David Cranston sitting on a log.

"I've put the pot on," he continued. "I'll have a sup of tea for you

in a minute. I didn't mean to hit you so hard, my lad, but I was mad."

Jack turned his head, and hid it in his arm. Dizzy, nauseated, and

shamed, he was as near blubbering at that moment as a self-respecting

young man could let himself get in the presence of another man.

"Clean hit, point of the jaw," Cranston went on. "Nothing broke.

You'll be as right as ever with the tea."

He made it, and forced Jack to drink of the scalding infusion. In

spite of himself, it revived the young man, but it did not comfort his

spirit any.

"I'm all right now," he muttered, meaning: "You can go!"

"I'll smoke a pipe wi' you," said Cranston imperturbably. "I want a

bit of a crack wi' you." Seeing Jack's scowl, he added quickly: "Lord!

I'm not going to preach over you, lying there. You tried to do me an

injury, a devilish injury, but the mad went out wi' the blow that

stretched ye. I wish to do you justice. I mind as how I was once a

young sprig myself, and hung around outside the tepees at night, and

tried to whistle the girls out. But I never held by such a

tingle-pingle contraption as that," he said scornfully, pushing the

banjo with his foot. "To my mind it's for niggers and Eyetalians.

'Tis unmanly."

Jack raised his head. "Did you break it?" he demanded scowling.

"Nay," said Cranston coolly. "I brought it along wi' you. It's

property, and I spoil nothing that is not my own."

There was a silence. Cranston with the greatest deliberation, took out

his pipe and stuck it in his mouth; produced his plug of tobacco,

shaved it nicely, and put it away again; rolled the tobacco thoroughly

between his palms, and pressed it into the bowl with a careful

forefinger. A glowing ember from the fire completed the operation.

For five minutes he smoked in silence, occasionally glancing at Jack

from under heavy brows.

"Have ye anything to say?" he asked at last.

"No," muttered Jack.

There was another silence. Cranston sat as if he meant to spend the

night.

"I don't get too many chances to talk to a white man," he finally said

with a kind of gruff diffidence. "Yon pretty fellows sleeping on the

steamboat, they are not men, but clothespins. Sir Bryson Trangmar,

Lord love ye! he will be calling me 'my good man' to-morrow. And him a

grocer once, they say--like myself." There was a cavernous chuckle

here.

Jack sensed that the grim old trader was actually making friendly

advances, but the young man was to sore, too hopelessly in the wrong,

to respond right away.

Cranston continued to smoke and to gaze at the fire.

"Well, I have something to say," he blurted out at last, in a changed

voice. "And it's none too easy!" There was something inexpressibly

moving in the tremor that shook his grim voice as he blundered on.

"You made a mistake, young fellow. She's too good for this 'whistle

and I'll come to ye, my lad,' business. If you had any sense you would

have seen it for yourself--my little girl with her wise ways! But no

offence. You are young. I wouldn't bother wi' ye at all, but I feel

that I am responsible. It was I who gave them a dark-skinned mother.

I handicapped my girl and my boys, and now I have to be their father

and their mother too."

A good deal less than this would have reached Jack's sense of

generosity. He hid his face again, and hated himself, but pride still

maintained the ascendency. He could not let the other man see.

"It is that that makes you hold her so lightly," Cranston went on. "If

she had a white mother, my girl, aye, wi' half her beauty and her

goodness, would have put the fear of God into ye. Well, the

consequences of my mistake shall not be visited on her head if I can

prevent it. What does an idle lad like you know of the worth of women?

You measure them by their beauty, which is nothing. She has a mind

like an opening flower. She is my companion. All these years I have

been silenced and dumb, and now I have one to talk to that understands

what a white man feels!

"She is a white woman. Some of the best blood of Scotland runs in her

veins. She's a Cranston. Match her wi' his lordship's daughter there,

the daughter of the grocer. Match her wi' the whitest lilies of them

all, and my girl will outshine them in beauty, aye, and outwear them in

courage and steadfastness! And she's worthy to bear sons and daughters

in turn that any man might be proud to father!"

He came to a full stop. Jack sat up, scowling fiercely, and looking

five years younger by reason of his sheepishness. What he had to say

came out in jerks. "It's damn hard to get it out," he stuttered. "I'm

sorry. I'm ashamed of myself. What else can I say? I swear to you

I'll never lay a finger of disrespect on her. For heaven's sake go,

and let me be by myself!"

Cranston promptly rose. "Spoken like a man, my lad," he said

laconically. "I'll say no more. Good-night to ye." He strode away.

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