Myself and My Books

The balance against them is now over £350. How completely they must have

been squashed unless I had had a little money of my own. Is it not

likely that many a better writer than I am is squashed through want of

money? Whatever I do I must not die poor; these examples of ill-requited

labour are immoral, they discourage the effort of those who could and

would do good things if they did not know that it would ruin themselves

and their families; moreover, they set people on to pamper a dozen fools

for each neglected man of merit, out of compunction. Genius, they say,

always wears an invisible cloak; these men wear invisible

cloaks—therefore they are geniuses; and it flatters them to think that

they can see more than their neighbours. The neglect of one such man as

the author of _Hudibras_ is compensated for by the petting of a dozen

others who would be the first to jump upon the author of _Hudibras_ if he

were to come back to life.

Heaven forbid that I should compare myself to the author of _Hudibras_,

but still, if my books succeed after my death—which they may or may not,

I know nothing about it—any way, if they do succeed, let it be understood

that they failed during my life for a few very obvious reasons of which I

was quite aware, for the effect of which I was prepared before I wrote my

books, and which on consideration I found insufficient to deter me. I

attacked people who were at once unscrupulous and powerful, and I made no

alliances. I did this because I did not want to be bored and have my

time wasted and my pleasures curtailed. I had money enough to live on,

and preferred addressing myself to posterity rather than to any except a

very few of my own contemporaries. Those few I have always kept well in

mind. I think of them continually when in doubt about any passage, but

beyond those few I will not go. Posterity will give a man a fair

hearing; his own times will not do so if he is attacking vested

interests, and I have attacked two powerful sets of vested interests at

once. [The Church and Science.] What is the good of addressing people

who will not listen? I have addressed the next generation and have

therefore said many things which want time before they become palatable.

Any man who wishes his work to stand will sacrifice a good deal of his

immediate audience for the sake of being attractive to a much larger

number of people later on. He cannot gain this later audience unless he

has been fearless and thorough-going, and if he is this he is sure to

have to tread on the corns of a great many of those who live at the same

time with him, however little he may wish to do so. He must not expect

these people to help him on, nor wonder if, for a time, they succeed in

snuffing him out. It is part of the swim that it should be so. Only, as

one who believes himself to have practised what he preaches, let me

assure any one who has money of his own that to write fearlessly for

posterity and not get paid for it is much better fun than I can imagine

its being to write like, we will say, George Eliot and make a lot of

money by it. [1883.]

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