A Torn Finger-Nail

Henry Hoare [a college friend], when a young man of about

five-and-twenty, one day tore the quick of his fingernail—I mean he

separated the fleshy part of the finger from the nail—and this reminded

him that many years previously, while quite a child, he had done the same

thing. Thereon he fell to thinking of that time which was impressed upon

his memory partly because there was a great disturbance in the house

about a missing five-pound note and partly because it was while he had

the scarlet fever.

Following the train of thought aroused by his torn finger, he asked

himself how he had torn it, and after a while it came back to him that he

had been lying ill in bed as a child of seven at the house of an aunt who

lived in Hertfordshire. His arms often hung out of the bed and, as his

hands wandered over the wooden frame, he felt that there was a place

where nut had come out so that he could put his fingers in. One day, in

trying to stuff a piece of paper into this hole, he stuffed it in so far

and so tightly that he tore the quick of nail. The whole thing came back

vividly and, though he had not thought of it for nearly twenty years, he

could see the room in his aunt’s house and remembered how his aunt use to

sit by his bedside writing at a little table from which he had got the

piece of paper which he had stuffed into the hole.

So far so good. But then there flashed upon him an idea that was not so

pleasant. I mean it came upon him with irresistible force that the piece

of paper, he had stuffed into the hole in the bedstead was the missing

five-pound note about which there had been so much disturbance. At that

time he was so young that a five-pound note was to him only a piece of

paper; when he heard that the money was missing, he had thought it was

five sovereigns; or perhaps he was too ill to think anything, or to be

questioned; I forget what I was told about this—at any rate he had no

idea of the value of the piece of paper he was stuffing into the hole.

But now the matter had recurred to him at all he felt so sure that it was

the note that he immediately went down to Hertfordshire, where his aunt

was still living, and asked, to the surprise of every one, to be allowed

to wash his hands in the room he had occupied as a child. He was told

that there were friends staying in the house who had the room at present,

but, on his saying he had a reason and particularly begging to be allowed

to remain alone a little while in this room, he was taken upstairs and

left there.

He went to the bed, lifted up the chintz which then covered the frame,

and found his old friend the hole. A nut had been supplied and he could

no longer get his finger into it. He rang the bell and when the servant

came asked for a bed-key. All this time he was rapidly acquiring the

reputation of being a lunatic throughout the whole house, but the key was

brought, and by the help of it he got the nut off. When he had done so,

there, sure enough, by dint of picking with his pocket-knife, he found

the missing five-pound note.

See how the return of a given present brings back the presents that have

been associated with it.

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