CHAPTER XXXIX

SUSIE WINTHROP APPEARS AGAIN

Our story passes rapidly over the scenes and events of the summer and

fall of '71. Another heavy blow fell upon Dennis in the loss of his

old friend and instructor, Mr. Bruder.

By prayer and effort, his own and others, he was saved morally and

spiritually, but he had been greatly shattered by past excess. He was

attacked by typhoid fever, and after a few days' illness died. Recovery

from this disease depends largely upon strength and purity of

constitution. But every one of the innumerable glasses of liquor that

poor Bruder had swallowed had helped to rob him of these, and so there

was no power to resist.

Under her husband's improved finances, Mrs. Bruder had removed to

comfortable lodgings in Harrison Street, and these she determined to

keep if possible, dreading for the sake of her children the influences

of a crowded tenement house. Dennis stood by her, a stanch and helpful

friend; Ernst was earning a good little sum weekly, and by her needle

and washtub the patient woman continued the hard battle of life with

fair prospects of success.

Dennis's studio was on the south side, at the top of a tall building

overlooking the lake. Even before the early summer sun rose above the

shining waves he was at his easel, and so accomplished what is a fair

day's work before many of his profession had left their beds. Though

he worked hard and long, he still worked judiciously. Bent upon

accomplishing what was almost impossible within the limited time

remaining, he determined that, with all his labor, Dr. Arten should

never charge him with suicidal tendencies again. Therefore he trained

himself mentally and morally for his struggle as the athlete trains

himself physically.

He believed in the truth, too little recognized among brain-workers,

that men can develop themselves into splendid mental conditions, wherein

they can accomplish almost double their ordinary amount of labor.

The year allotted to the competitors for the prize to be given in

October was all too short for such a work as he had attempted, and

through his own, his mother's, and Mr. Bruder's illness, he had lost

a third of the time, but in the careful and skilful manner indicated

he was trying to make it up. He had a long conversation with shrewd

old Dr. Arten, who began to take a decided interest in him. He also

read several books on hygiene. Thus he worked under the guidance of

reason, science, Christian principle, instead of mere impulse, as is

too often the case with genius.

In the absorption of his task he withdrew utterly from society, and,

with the exception of his mission class, Christian worship on the

Sabbath, and attendance on a little prayer-meeting in a neglected

quarter during the week, he permitted no other demands upon his time

and thoughts.

His pictures had sold for sufficient to provide for his sisters and

enable him to live, with close economy, till after the prize was given,

and then, if he did not gain it (of which he was not at all sure), his

painting would sell for enough to meet future needs.

And so we leave him for a time earnestly at work. He was like a ship

that had been driven hither and thither, tempest-tossed and in danger.

At last, under a clear sky and in smooth water, it finds its true

bearings, and steadily pursues its homeward voyage.

The Christine whom he had first learned to love in happy

unconsciousness, while they arranged the store together, became a

glorified, artistic ideal. The Christine whom he had learned to know

as false and heartless was now to him a strange, fascinating, unwomanly

creature, beautiful only as the Sirens were beautiful, that he might

wreck himself body and soul before her unpitying eyes. He sought to

banish all thought of her.

Christine returned about midsummer. She was compelled to note, as she

neared her native city, that of all the objects it contained Dennis

Fleet was uppermost in her thoughts. She longed to go to the store and

see him once more, even though it should be only at a distance, with

not even the shadow of recognition between them. She condemned it all

as folly, and worse than vain, but that made no difference to her

heart, which would have its way.

Almost trembling with excitement she entered the Art Building the next

day, and glanced around with a timidity that was in marked contrast

to her usual cold and critical regard. But, as the reader knows, Dennis

Fleet was not to be seen. From time to time she went again, but neither

he nor Ernst appeared. She feared that for some reason he had gone,

and determined to learn the truth. Throwing off the strange timidity

and restraint that ever embarrassed her where he was concerned, she

said to Mr. Schwartz one day: "I don't like the way that picture is

hung. Where is Mr. Fleet? I believe he has charge of that department."

"Why, bless you! Miss Ludolph," replied Mr. Schwartz, with a look of

surprise, "Mr. Ludolph discharged him over two months ago."

"Discharged him! what for?"

"For being away too much, I heard," said old Schwartz, with a shrug

indicating that that might be the reason and might not.

Christine came to the store but rarely thereafter, for it had lost its

chief element of interest. That evening she said to her father, "You

have discharged Mr. Fleet?"

"Yes," was the brief answer.

"May I ask the reason?"

"He was away too much."

"That is not the real reason," she said, turning suddenly upon him.

"Father, what is the use of treating me as a child? What is the use

of trying to lock things up and keep them from me? I intend to go to

Germany with you this fall, and that is sufficient."

With a courtly smile Mr. Ludolph replied, "And I have lived long enough,

my daughter, to know that what people _intend_, and what they _do_ are

two very different things."

She flushed angrily and said: "It was most unjust to discharge him as

you did. Do you not remember that he offered his mother's services as

nurse when I was dreading the smallpox?"

"You are astonishingly grateful in this case," said her father, with

a meaning that Christine understood too well; "but, if you will read

the records of the Ludolph race, you will find that its representatives

have often been compelled to do things somewhat arbitrarily. Since you

have been gone, I have received letters announcing the death of my

brother and his wife. I am now Baron Ludolph!"

But Christine was too angry and too deeply wounded to note this

information, which at one time would have elated her beyond measure.

She coldly said, "It is a pity that noblemen are compelled to aught

but noble deeds"; and, with this parting arrow, she left him.

Even her father winced, and then with a heavy frown said, "It is well

that this Yankee youth has vanished; still, the utmost vigilance is

required."

Again he saw the treacherous maid and promised increased reward if she

would be watchful, and inform him of every movement of Christine.

In the unobtrusive ways that her sensitive pride permitted, Christine

tried to find out what had become of Dennis, but vainly. She offered

her maid a large reward if she would discover him, but she had been

promised a larger sum not to find him, and so did not. The impression

was given that he had left the city, and Christine feared, with a

sickening dread, that she would never see him again. But one evening

Mr. Cornell stated a fact in a casual way that startled both Mr. and

Miss Ludolph.

He was calling at their house, and they were discussing the coming

exhibition of the pictures which would compete for the prize.

"By the way, your former clerk and porter is among the competitors;

at least he entered the lists last spring, but I have lost sight of

him since. I imagine he has given it up, and betaken himself to tasks

more within the range of his ability."

The eyes of father and daughter met, but she turned to Mr. Cornell,

and said, coolly, though with a face somewhat flushed, "And has Chicago

so much artistic talent that a real genius has no chance here?"

"I was not aware that Mr. Fleet was a genius," answered Mr. Cornell.

"I think that he will satisfy you on that point, and that you will

hear from him before the exhibition takes place."

Mr. Ludolph hastily changed the subject, but he had forebodings as to

the future.

Christine went to her room, and thought for a long time; suddenly she

arose, exclaiming, "He told me his story once on canvas; I will now

tell him mine."

She at once stretched the canvas on a frame for a small picture, and

placed it on an easel, that she might commence with dawn of day.

During the following weeks she worked scarcely less earnestly and

patiently than Dennis. The door was locked when she painted, and before

she left the studio the picture was hidden.

She meant to send it anonymously, so that not even her father should

know its authorship. She hoped that Dennis would recognize it.

When she was in the street her eyes began to have an eager, wistful

look, as if she was seeking some one. She often went to galleries, and

other resorts of artists, but in vain, for she never met him, though

at times the distance between them was less than between Evangeline

and her lover, when she heard the dip of his oar in her dream. Though

she knew that if she met him she would probably give not one encouraging

glance, yet the instinct of her heart was just as strong.

Mr. Ludolph told the maid that she must find out what Christine was

painting, and she tried to that degree that she wakened suspicion.

On one occasion Christine turned suddenly on her, and said: "What do

you mean? If I find you false--if I have even good reason to suspect

you--I will turn you into the street, though it be at midnight!"

And the maid learned, as did Mr. Ludolph, that she was not dealing

with a child.

During Monday, October 2, Dennis was employed all the long day in

giving the finishing touches to his picture. It was not worked up as

finely as he could have wished; time did not permit this. But he had

brought out his thought vividly, and his drawings were full of power.

On the following Saturday the prize would be given.

In the evening he walked out for air and exercise. As he was passing

one of the large hotels, he heard his name called. Turning, he saw on

the steps, radiant with welcome, his old friend, Susie Winthrop. Her

hand was on the arm of a tall gentleman, who seemed to have eyes for her

only. But in her old impulsive way she ran down the steps, and

gave Dennis a grasp of the hand that did his lonely heart good. Then,

leading him to the scholarly-looking gentleman, who was gazing through

his glasses in mild surprise, she said: "Professor Leonard, my husband,

Mr. Fleet. This is the Dennis Fleet I have told you about so often."

"Oh-h," said the professor, in prolonged accents, while a genial light

shone through his gold spectacles. "Mr. Fleet, we are old acquaintances,

though we have never met before. If I were a jealous man, you are the

only one I should fear."

"And we mean to make you wofully jealous to-night, for I intend to

have Mr. Fleet dine with us and spend the evening. Wo, I will take no

excuse, no denial. This infatuated man will do whatever I bid him, and

he is a sort of Greek athlete. If you do not come right along I shall

command him to lay violent hands on you and drag you ignominiously in."

Dennis was only too glad to accept, but merely wished to make a better

toilet.

"I have just come from my studio," he said.

"And you wish to go and divest yourself of all artistic flavor and

become commonplace. Do you imagine I will permit it? No! so march in

as my captive. Who ever heard of disputing the will of a bride? This

man" (pointing up to the tall professor) "never dreams of it."

Dennis learned that she was on her wedding trip, and saw that she was

happily married, and proud of her professor, as he of her.

With feminine tact she drew his story from him, and yet it was but a

meagre, partial story, like the play of Hamlet with Hamlet left out,

for he tried to be wholly silent on his love and disappointment. But

in no respect did he deceive Mrs. Leonard. Her husband went away for

a little time. In his absence she asked, abruptly, "Have you seen Miss

Ludolph lately?"

"No!" said Dennis, with a tell-tale flush. Seeing her look of sympathy,

and knowing her to be such a true friend, the impulsive young man gave

his confidence almost before he knew it. She was just the one to inspire

trust, and he was very lonely, having had no one to whom he could speak

his deeper feelings since his mother died.

"Miss Ludolph wronged me in a way that a man finds it hard to forget

or forgive," he said, in a low, bitter tone; "but I should have tried

to do both had she not treated my mother most inhumanly;" and he told

his story over again with Hamlet in.

Mrs. Leonard listened with breathless interest, and then said: "She

is a strange girl, and that plan of making you her unconscious model

is just like her, though it was both cruel and wicked. And yet Mr.

Fleet, with shame for my sex I admit it, how many would have flirted

with you to the same degree from mere vanity and love of excitement!

I have seen Miss Ludolph, and I cannot understand her. We are no longer

the friends we once were, but I cannot think her utterly heartless.

She is bent upon becoming a great artist at any cost, and I sometimes

think she would sacrifice herself as readily as any one else for this

purpose. She looks to me as if she had suffered, and she has lost much

of her old haughty, cold manner, save when something calls it out.

Even in the drawing-room she was abstracted, as if her thoughts were

far away. You are a man of honor, and it is due that you should know

the following facts. Indeed I do not think that they are a secret any

longer, and at any rate they will soon be known. If Mr. Ludolph were

in Germany he would be a noble. It is his intention to go there this

fall, and take his wealth and Christine with him, and assert his

ancestral titles and position. Christine could not marry in this land

without incurring her father's curse, and I think she has no disposition

to do that--her ambition is fully in accord with his."

"Yes," said Dennis, bitterly, "and where other women have hearts, she

has ambition only."

The professor returned and the subject was dropped.

Dennis said, on taking his leave: "I did not expect to show any one

my picture till it was placed on exhibition with the others, but, if

you care to see it, you may to-morrow. Perhaps you can make some

suggestions that will help me."

They eagerly accepted the invitation, and came the following morning.

Dennis watched them with much solicitude. When once they understood

his thought, their delight and admiration knew no bounds. The professor

turned and stared at him as if he were an entirely different person

from the unpretending youth who had been introduced on the preceding

evening.

"If you do not get the prize," he said, sententiously, "you have a

great deal of artistic talent in Chicago."

"'A Daniel come to judgment!'" cried his wife.

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