Scene 3

[A room in the palace. Mario alone. Enter Beatrice.]

BEA. Mario! I have a message for you!--Nay,

You need not hang your head and shun me, Mario,

Because you loved me once a little and now

Love somebody else much more. The going of love

Is no less honest than the coming of it.

It is a human thing.

MAR. Oh, Beatrice!

What can I say to you?

BEA. Nay, but indeed.

Say nothing. All is said. I need no words

To tell me you have been troubled in your heart,

Thinking of me.

MAR. What can I say to you!

BEA. I tell you, my dear friend, you must forget

This thing that makes you sad. I have forgotten,

In seeing her so happy, that ever I wished

For happiness myself. Indeed, indeed,

I am much happier in her happiness

Than if it were my own; 'tis doubly dear,

I feel it in myself, yet all the time

I know it to be hers, and am twice glad.

MAR. I could be on my knees to you a lifetime,

Nor pay you half the homage is your due.

BEA. Pay me no homage, Mario,--but if it be

I have your friendship, I shall treasure it.

MAR. That you will have always.

BEA. Then you will promise me

Never to let her know. I never told her

How it was with us, or that I cherished you

More than another. It was on my tongue to tell her

The moment she returned, but she had seen you

Already on the bridge as she went by,

And had leaned out to look at you, it seems,

And you were looking at her,--and the first words

She said, after she kissed me, were, "Oh, sister,

I have looked at last by daylight on the man

I see in my dreams!"

MAR. [Tenderly.] Did she say that?

BEA. [Drily.] Ay, that

Was what she said.--By which I knew, you see,

My dream was over,--it could not but be you.

So that I said no word, but my quick blood

Went suddenly quiet in my veins, and I felt

Years older than Bianca. I drew her head

Down to my shoulder, that she might not see my face,

And she spoke on, and on. You must not tell her,

Even when you both are old, and there is nothing

To do but to remember. She would be withered

With pity for me. She holds me very dear.

MAR. I promise it, Rose-Red. And oh, believe me,

I said no word to you last year that is not

As true today! I hold you still the noblest

Of women, and the bravest. I have not changed.

Only last year I did not know I could love

As I love now. Her gentleness has crept so

Into my heart, it never will be out.

That she should turn to me and cling to me

And let me shelter her, is the great wonder

Of the world. You stand alone. You need no shelter,

Rose-Red.

BEA. It may be so.

MAR. Will you forgive me?

BEA. I had not thought of that. If it will please you,

Ay, surely.--And now, the reason for my coming:

I have a message for you, of such vast import

She could not trust it to a liv'ried page,

Or even a courier. She bids me tell you

She loves you still, although you have been parted

Since four o'clock.

MAR. [Happily.] Did she say that?

BEA. Ay, Mario.

I must return to her. It is not long now

Till she will leave me.

MAR. She will never leave you,

She tells me, in her heart.

BEA. [Happily.] Did she say that?

MAR. Ay, that she did, and I was jealous of you

One moment, till I called myself a fool.

BEA. Nay, Mario, she does not take from you

To give to me; and I am most content

She told you that. I will go now. Farewell,

Mario!

MAR. Nay, we shall meet again, Beatrice!

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