CHAPTER XI.

SANITARY WORK.

We found a necessity for organized work, and formed a Freedmen's Relief

Association, in Detroit, with Captain E. B. Ward, president; Rev.

William Webb, vice-president; Benjamin C. Durfee, secretary; and

Francis Raymond, treasurer. These did what they could in gathering

supplies in that city for me to take South the coming Autumn. Brother

Aldrich was engaged to act as principal of Raisin Institute, and this

gave me leisure to hold meetings in towns and county school-houses for

soliciting help for my Southern work. During vacation our two halls

were made ready for opening the Academic Year, as usual, on the first

Wednesday in September, 1863-4. The school, though smaller than before

the war, opened with fair prospects, and I felt at liberty to leave.

The institution, being in competent hands, I obtained as a companion in

labor one of the most devoted of Christian woman, my dear sister,

Letitia Backus, of Pittsford, Michigan. With a car-load of supplies we

left our homes for fields of greatest suffering, where least help was

found. Well furnished with documents from our governor, Austin P.

Blair, and two members of Congress, we secured passes to Chicago and

return, then to Cairo and return, and from thence to Vicksburg,

Mississippi. Waiting a few days at Cairo, for our supplies to reach us,

we visited the hospitals and camps. Here we met a company of men who

were called "Jay-hawkers." They were all tall, large men. One of these

carried the treasure-bag, but I do not think he was a Judas to the

government. A pillow-case was nearly half full of gold and silver

watches, diamonds, and gold jewelry, which they said was confiscated

for the government. They said wealth gave the rebellion strength, no

matter in what it consisted.

After the arrival of our supplies we took a steamer down the

Mississippi, and stopped a short time at Columbus. A little before

landing I discovered an Irish woman had in her possession a six-quart

tin pail of whisky, and a gallon jug that she seemed very careful to

keep out of sight under the sofa; I took a seat by her side, and knew I

could not be mistaken as to the contents of her pail and jug, and as I

understood it was a forbidden article, I penciled on the margin of my

official paper to the inspector to look well to the whisky the woman at

my side had in her possession. As he came to inquire for my baggage to

inspect, I told him where he would find it, and he would see by my

papers what were their probable contents. Taking a look at the lady by

my side, as he handed back my papers he remarked, "I think I'll not

take the trouble to inspect your baggage, as I see you are all right."

As we were going ashore, my red-shawled companion carefully gathered

her pail and jug under her shawl at each side of her, and hurried to

bury herself in the crowd. The inspector followed closely, and as he

took hold of the pail to see what she had hanging on her arm, in her

effort to get away from him it fell on the cabin carpet. As the cover

came off we had quite a shower of whisky about our feet. At this the

jug was seized by the inspector, amid shouts of "Good, good," and the

laughter of the crowd, with muttering and swearing by the Irish woman.

She hastened out of the crowd, leaving her pail and jug behind her.

At the Soldiers' Home we found Samantha Plummer and her excellent

assistant. The following three days we spent in visiting hospitals.

Hospital No. 2 was miserably cared for. The matron was a Southern

woman, who had lost her husband in the Confederate army, but she

professed to be a Union woman, and said her husband would never have

gone on that side but for compulsion. Our officers seemed to pity her

and her two daughters, and gave them a home in the hospital. The mother

held the position of nurse, but not one of the three was a suitable

person to be there. The sick and wounded soldiers did not look as if

their beds or apparel had been changed in two weeks. The floor was

filthy, and the scent was sufficient to sicken well people. From the

appearance of the wash-boiler, running over with dried apples that were

being boiled without care, I judged every thing to be done after the

same style. I inquired of one of the convalescents in the yard when

their supper hour was, and proposed to return to see how the brethren

fared. Sister Backus was rather fearful I might make matters worse, as

they might suspect we had an object in revisiting the hospital so soon;

but we were on hand to see the burned and sour biscuits dealt out to

those sick and wounded soldiers, with the half-stewed apples, and a

choice given between rancid butter and a poor quality of black

molasses. I hoped to see something better when the pail with a spout

appeared, out of which was turned a substance half way between pudding

and porridge, I asked if it was farina. "It's corn meal mush," and mush

it was, running all through whatever was on the plate. I passed from

one plate to another, tasting the biscuits and cutting pieces of apple

to see if I could find one without an uncooked center, but with little

success.

In going around I came to half a dozen of the boys trying to while the

time away with a pack of cards. Having an armful of Testaments, I

proposed to make an exchange. This was readily agreed to, as each of

them had left his home with one, but had lost it in battle or storm. I

gave them advice to commit at least one verse from their Testaments

daily while in the army, and each promised to do so.

All this time of investigating their supper and making this bargain,

sister Backus was busily engaging the attention of the matron. I left

that hospital with a heavy heart, and spent a sleepless night. I told

sister Backus I must remain there until that hospital was renovated. I

wanted to go into it and "make things fly," right and left, if there

was no other way. In the morning I found the medical director, and

asked if he had visited Hospital No. 2 recently. He said he had not,

but thought the surgeon having charge of that hospital a very clever

sort of a man.

"I think there is not a single officer in that establishment," said I,

"that is at all suitable to be there. Perhaps that surgeon is too

clever. I tell you he is defective, or he would not allow such a

hospital as that under his charge. But I find I am ahead of myself. You

may take me to be some nervous mother, but I only claim to be a

representative of common-sense women. Here are papers from the governor

of my State, and from two members of Congress."

After reading them he said, "I will take up that hospital within two

weeks, I think."

"Two weeks!" I exclaimed; "many of those soldiers will die before that

time. I can not leave them for two weeks."

"Then I will tell you what I will do; I will bring the sickest ones

here to this hospital, and put the rest on a boat and take them to

Mound City, to the United States Hospital, and take up No. 2 within

three days."

"That will do," I said; "I am satisfied with Mound City Hospital, and

with this one. If you will do this I will go on to-day with our

supplies for Vicksburg, Mississippi."

"Mrs. Haviland, it shall be done within three days," he replied, and I

left him with a lighter heart.

We went on our way with a number of officers and soldiers on board. As

we were on the boat over Sunday, I asked permission of the captain to

talk to the soldiers. He gave me leave, saying it was a very unsuitable

place for ladies on the rear deck, over cattle, sheep, and hogs, but

they would prepare a place as soon as possible. While preparation was

being made, a young man who had been studying for the ministry of the

Cumberland Presbyterian Church, proposed to the captain to address the

soldiers. As he was a minister the captain came and informed me that he

had granted his request. I told him I supposed we could attend.

"Certainly, certainly, if you like, only as I told you, it is an

unpleasant place for ladies." Unpleasant as it was, we listened to a

long sermon, and remained a few minutes longer to give the boys a

mother's advice, as they were leaving their Northern homes, not to

allow themselves to become demoralized by the many dangers and

hardships they would have to endure.

About 8 o'clock the boat stopped a little below Napoleon, Arkansas, to

wood. As it was very dark, our torches were lighted, and we saw a light

advancing so fast on the bank that I thought it must be borne on

horseback. "No, it's too low," said a woman standing near me. But it

went out as soon as it came to the landing, and our light was

immediately extinguished, the cable was drawn back, the men leaped

aboard, and the boat was wheeled so suddenly into the stream that there

was great danger of bursting the boiler. We heard many inquiries as to

what was the matter. But the fact ran quickly over the boat that there

were guerrillas after us. The running lantern we saw was carried by an

old white man, who overheard the talk of more than forty men, who were

secreted in a clump of trees and bushes near the landing. They had

planned to capture the first steamer that stopped to wood at that

place, to take all on the boat as prisoners, strip it of everything on

board, and let it float down the river. The old man told the men not to

let it be known, if we were captured, that he had informed them of

this, as it would cost him his life. Such a scene of excitement I never

witnessed; men, as well as women, turned pale, and their voices

trembled. Yet many of them flew to their card tables, expecting every

moment to be shot into, and trembling with fear so as hardly to be able

to hold their cards. The captain said if pouring tar into the furnace

would send us beyond a bayou near by before they could overtake us, he

thought we should escape. After passing that point our colonel came to

me and asked after my companion. I told him as she was not well she had

retired very early, and I thought she had better not know any thing of

this excitement until morning, If we should escape; if not, it was time

for her to become excited when we were taken.

"How do you feel in such an hour as this?" he asked.

"The God of Daniel lives at this hour," I answered, "and in him I

trust."

"I see, you take it coolly," he replied, and looked surprised. I told

him I pitied those card-players, for it was a hard play for them, while

standing face to face with danger. "You see it is an effort," he

replied, "to keep danger out of mind as much as possible."

"But see their pale faces and trembling hands. O, what a poor

substitute they have for substantial trust in an Almighty Power! You

see that gentleman and his wife sitting on the other side of the cabin.

They are calm and perfectly composed; they, too, have their pocket

Bible in hand. They are trusting children of the Most High, no doubt."

He thoughtfully looked over that crowded cabin a moment, and walked

away.

Very few retired before 12 o'clock, and those men and women were all

that time making an effort to quiet their nerves at their card-table.

The next morning our colonel called again with a little joke: "You meet

danger so coolly, I think we had better take you with us to Texas for a

general."

I was thankful for the improvement in sister Backus's health by a good

night's rest, and that we had escaped. Without further trouble we

reached Vicksburg, but learned that the loudest cry for aid was in

Natchez, and we hastened there with our supplies. We were offered a

home with Lieutenant Thirds and family, who had been invited to occupy

rooms at Judge Bullock's. The judge was too strong a secessionist to

take the iron-clad oath of allegiance, though solicited by his wife;

for she feared they might lose their property by confiscation. To save

it, he very blandly offered his parlor and best rooms in his large

three-story brick house, where we found very comfortable quarters.

Through Colonel Young, we obtained the use of a good-sized store on

Main Street for our goods, and the surgeon of the freedmen's camp

provided for us a small room near the camp, where were congregated four

thousand freedmen in condemned tents. These tents were so leaky that,

from exposure, after heavy rains and wind, we had from five to fifteen

deaths in a day. Here we found constant work for head, heart, hands,

and feet.

But few days elapsed at any time without hearing the roar of battle

near by, and sometimes the cloud of blue smoke met our eye. One battle

was fought within two miles by the negro soldiers, only a few days

after the terrible Fort Pillow massacre. They fought desperately. One

of their officers told me they had to command their soldiers to stop,

and they obeyed only at the point of the bayonet; for they mowed the

enemy down like grass, although they lowered their colors and began to

stack their arms. Their officers told them to stop firing; but a number

of soldiers replied, while reloading, "They hear no cry for quarter at

Fort Pillow," and fired again. But when the enemy stacked their arms

they were peremptorily ordered to stop. I didn't blame the boys for

feeling as they did over that awful massacre. But strange as it seems,

not one of our soldiers was killed, or even wounded. There was a white

regiment in reserve, if needed; and the colored soldiers almost

resented the idea that they needed any assistance whatever.

There was great excitement in the freedmen's camp that day over their

victory. Said one woman, whose husband and two sons were soldiers in

this battle:

"Why didn't you shoot away as long as one was lef'?"

"Our officers compelled us to stop."

"I don't care for that; they need killin', _every one_."

Said I, "You wouldn't kill the women, would you?"

"Yes, I would," she answered; "for they's wusser'n the men."

"Well, there are the innocent little children--you wouldn't kill them,

would you?"

Hesitating a little, she said:

"Yes, I would, madam; for I tell you nits make vermin."

She and all her family had belonged to Judge Bullock's wife, and she

was still living in her little cabin and doing the work for the family,

as she had done heretofore, though she did not work so hard. She would

take the time to do our washing for us. She said Judge Bullock was

harder to please than her mistress; but he was afraid of our soldiers,

and when Natchez was taken he kept hid in a thicket of bushes in the

garden a number of days. They took his meals to him when no one was in

sight, expecting the Yankees would kill every man they met; but as he

found it otherwise he came into the house, and now he talked with us

quite freely. Their slaves were mostly house-servants, and better

treated than many others. Judge Bullock was formerly from the North,

and married in the South, and his wife inherited the slaves. Their cook

was a mulatto, of more than ordinary intelligence, and she told me of

the most terrible scenes of barbarity that she had witnessed.

The marks of cruelty were in that camp so frequently seen--men with

broken shoulders and limbs--that it was heart-sickening to listen to

the recital of their wrongs.

One man I saw with a shred of an ear, and I inquired how his ear became

torn like that. He hesitated to tell me, but one of his fellow-slaves

said it was done by order of their master; that he was stripped and

fastened by a large nail driven through his ear to a tree, and the

overseer was directed to whip him on his naked body until his writhings

tore his ear out, and that only ended the punishment. One man by the

name of Matthew Lasley, living within two miles of this city, owned one

hundred slaves, and was his own overseer. He worked his slaves early

and late, and was proverbial for cruelty to them. They were not half

fed or clothed. A few days after he had sold the wife and child of his

slave Jack, they were burning log heaps and clearing off a few acres of

new ground. They had worked until about midnight, and were preparing to

"turn in." Jack had split an armful of kindling-wood, and was now ready

to go to his lonely hut. Then his utter desolation rolled in upon his

mind. When his master stooped over to light his cigar, the thought came

to him like a flash to kill him, and then he too would die, and so

would end his bitter days. No sooner was the thought conceived than the

act was done. The ax was buried in Lasley's head; and he sank, a dead

man, without uttering a word. Jack came immediately to the city, tapped

on the window of Dr. Smith's sleeping apartment, the son-in-law of

Lasley, and told him he wanted him to go at once to the new clearing

with him. When the doctor went out Jack told him that he had killed his

master.

"What did you do it for?"

"Master sole my wife and chile, an' I don't want to live any longer.

Now, master, you may shoot me, or take me to jail, or do any thing

you're a min' to."

"Well, Jack, I know you've had a hard time; but I shall have to take

you to jail, any how, and see what the court will do."

After ordering Lasley's body to be taken care of, he returned to his

wife and told her all, and added that he wondered he had not been

killed long before, as it was what he had looked for. Dr. Smith

employed one of the best lawyers in the city to plead Jack's case, and

had all the Lasley slaves brought into court, not one of whom was

without marks of cruelty--a broken arm or leg, an ear cut off, or an

eye out. They were all in a nearly nude condition, three children under

ten years of age entirely so. The daughter begged her husband to allow

better clothes for them; but the doctor and the lawyer insisted upon

their coming into court with just the clothing provided for them by

their master The lawyer made an eloquent plea for Jack, and pointed to

the hundred slaves, maimed and crippled and almost naked, and Jack was

acquitted. Lasley's extreme cruelty had created a public sentiment in

Jack's favor, so that unexpectedly to himself his life was saved. Jack

was hunting for his wife and child among the multitude, but had not yet

succeeded in finding them.

Week after week was spent in making personal investigations, measuring

and preparing bundles for those nearly naked. As new refugees were

daily coming in, the officers found it necessary to organize a new camp

over the river, in the rear of Vidalia, Louisiana, on the Ralston

plantation. As a few hundred were gathered there we went over and found

them exceedingly destitute. There were twenty families, mostly of those

recently enlisted as soldiers. Some of them were almost ready to

desert. Said one, "They say we are free, and what sort of freedom is

this, for us to see our families without a board, shingle, or canvas to

cover their heads? We are concluding to leave our regiment and build

something to shelter our wives and children. They haven't got a place

to sleep at night except in the open field." We told them we would make

their families our first care, and advised them not to leave. Upon this

they became more calm, and concluded to wait armpits, as I chose to

keep my arms out in case of tipping over. Here came brother Reed, one

of the teachers, offering to aid me; but he had no pass or

transportation, and no time to get it. I called the attention of a

passing general to my necessity for help, to be able to return before

the firing of the sundown gun. He said if he was in command he would

allow him to go with my load, and advised him to try it. On we

hastened, but met an ambulance that Captain Howe had sent to the new

camp for a sick woman with two small children. It was obliged to

return, not being able to pass through the lines, as the provost

marshal was not to be found. The supposition was very strong that the

lines were closed, as it was the weakest point in the post, and the

smoke of rebel fires was in sight on Lake Concordia. A battle had been

fought a few days before, and another attack was-daily threatened. The

driver and brother Reed were doubting the propriety of crossing the

river. "For if the lines are closed," they said, "the President himself

would not be permitted to pass." But I told them as they did not

positively know that the lines were closed, we had better cross.

"It is your load, and if you say go we shall go," said brother Reed.

"I say go," was my decision.

Soon we were in front of the provost marshal's office. But he was not

there, and no one knew where he was. After a long search, in accordance

with my plea, some of the guards discovered and brought him back,

reeling, with his head of long hair thoroughly decorated with feathers

and straws. I met him in his office and read to him my papers, holding,

them before his face as I would exhibit a picture to a two-year old

baby. After explaining all, I made my request to pass his lines with my

load of supplies.

"Who--who's there?"

I told him who he was that so kindly offered to aid me in disbursing

these supplies just as I was starting; and that a general advised me to

take him with my load, as he would pass him, if in command.

"Well, well, I don'--don't--li-like--this--whole--whole-sa-sale

business."

But I pleaded for those suffering women and children with all the

politeness I was capable of mastering, with disgust boiling over. With

stuttering and mumbling his dislikes, and shaking his head, with the

feathers and straws waving and nodding in every direction, he took his

pen and scribbled a pass that was difficult to decipher. The next line

of guards hardly knew what to do with it until I told them the provost

marshal was drunk.

"O, yes, and it's no new trick; go on."

And without further difficulty we reached the group of sufferers, who

were shivering as if in an ague fit. I threw to each family two

blankets or quilts, and more than forty children were crawling between

them within three minutes. I gave to each of those twenty women a suit

of men's clothing that day to help them out of this intense suffering.

I gave them also three rag-carpet blankets out of the four that were

sent me by a woman who took up a new rag-carpet she had just put down,

and cut it into four pieces after listening to the recital of the great

suffering in these camps. She said she should put no more carpets on

her floor as long as the war lasted.

Although I had seen so many marks of cruelty among these people, yet I

said to myself, O that these poor people had remained in their old

homes a little longer! Surely they can not suffer there like this. A

little girl came for me to go to the old blacksmith-shop used as a

temporary hospital, as her mother thought her brother was dying, and

another brother was very sick. I entered that shop, and listened to the

groans of the dying. I repeated to myself, O that they had waited a

little longer! Four men and the little son of the distressed mother

that sent for me were evidently dying, and four others were sick with

pneumonia. The mother of these two sick boys was doing all she could

for them all. I gave her ground mustard to make poultices, and ginger

for those who had chills, and told her how to use them. I had a few

pounds of each, and generally took a little package with me, especially

after a storm. This miserable shelter leaked but little, but one side

and one end were so open that we could throw a hat through the wall.

I saw a pile of irons by the door. Placing my foot on a queer double

jointed ring, I said:

"I wonder what that queer sort of a ring could have been used for,"

looking toward the old dilapidated cotton-gin near by.

"That's a neck iron," said an old woman standing near me.

"A neck-iron! What do you mean?"

"Why, it's an iron collar to wear on the neck."

"But you are certainly mistaken," said I, picking it up; "you see these

joints are riveted with iron as large as my finger, and it could never

be taken off over one's head."

"But we knows; dat's Uncle Tim's collar. An' he crawled off in dat

fence-corner," pointing to the spot, "an' died thar, an' Massa George

had his head cut off to get de iron off."

"Is it possible for a human being to become so brutal as to cut a man's

head off when he is dead?"

She looked as if she thought I doubted her word, and said: "It didn't

hurt Uncle Tim when he was dead as it did when de iron wore big sores

way down to de bone, and da got full o' worms afore he died. His neck

an' head all swell up, an' he prayed many, many prayers to God to come

and take him out his misery."

"How long did he wear it?"

"'Bout two years."

"Two years! It is impossible for any one to live that length of time

with this rough heavy iron."

[Illustration: SLAVE IRONS IN POSSESSION OF THE AUTHOR]

"We work two seasons, any how, over in dat cotton-fiel'," pointing to

the two-hundred-acre cotton-field at our right.

I took up another iron, and inquired, "What sort of an iron is this?"

"A knee-stiffener, to w'ar on de leg to keep 'em from runnin' off in

dat swamp," pointing to the dark swamp bordering Lake Concordia, so

fully draped with long Southern moss that in many places in it nothing

could be discovered three feet in the thicket.

I went to the rear of the shop, with the ring under my shawl. Here

stood a dozen or more of old and crippled men and women.

"Did any of this company," I asked, "live on this plantation before the

war?"

"Yes, missus, six of us live here. I live here seven year."

I drew out the collar, and asked if any one could tell me what that

was. One looked at another, and asked where I found it.

"In that pile of irons by the door," I replied.

One said, in a low tone, "Dat's Uncle Tim's collar."

"Yes, missus, dat is iron collar to wear on de neck."

"But you see it is fastened with heavy iron rivets."

"Yes, de way you see it is 'case Massa George Ralston order Uncle Tim's

head cut off to get de collar."

"I want this collar," I said, "and another heavy iron a woman called a

knee-stiffener. This plantation is confiscated, and these irons belong

to you as much as to any body. Will you give them to me?"

Each seemed to wait for the others to speak, but the one to whom I had

mostly directed my conversation at length replied:

"I reckon you can have 'em; for we's had all we wants ov 'em."

"I thank you; and if you can find any other slave-irons in that pile I

wish you would pick them out for me to take home to Michigan, to show

what sort of jewelry the colored people had to wear down here."

They turned over the heap, and found iron horns, hand-cuffs, etc., and

explained how they were worn. They showed me also where the iron rod

upon which was suspended a bell was cut off of Uncle Tim's collar.

Among the group was a crippled man walking with two canes, clad in

tattered cotton clothes, that were hanging in frozen strings from his

arms like icicles. I selected a whole suit for him, and a soldier's

overcoat. He stepped in the rear of a cabin and changed, and came to me

weeping.

"I come to show you," he said; "dis is de best dressin' I's ever had in

my life. An' I thanks you, an' praise God."

As we were standing on the bank of the river waiting for the return of

the ferry on her last trip that day, there were thirty or forty men

waiting, who by their favorite gray appeared to be rebel citizens; but

our many bristling bayonets kept them in subjection. The ferry soon

took us over the river, and we were within our post before the sundown

gun was fired.

As I had brought the sick woman and two little children that Captain

Howe had sent his ambulance for in the morning, in one wagon, I must go

to his hospital with them. This made us so late that the guard said I

could not be allowed to enter the camp without a permit from the

officer of the night. I told him where I had been all day without a

fire; and as he knew the storm had continued until late in the

afternoon, and this sick woman whom the captain had sent for could not

get through the lines in the morning, I hoped he would read my papers.

He held up his lantern to see them; but as soon as he caught sight of

my old portfolio he said, "Go on, I know who you are; I've seen that

before." I was permitted to leave my sick family in the hospital, and

drove the two miles to our head-quarters by eight o'clock. Although

very much chilled, I felt relieved, notwithstanding I had witnessed

such scenes of suffering and dying during that eventful day.

One morning the little drummer-boy of twelve years of age marched into

camp with seven men that he had taken prisoners, ragged and almost

barefooted. The suffering men were glad to find comfortable quarters.

Occasionally we found them tamely submitting to be taken, on account of

their sufferings for want of food and clothing. One entire company, who

suffered themselves to be captured, told our officers if they would

allow them to wear out of sight some sort of a Union mark, so as not to

meet with trouble from our soldiers, they would go and bring in their

entire regiment, as they all wanted to come into our lines. They were

furnished with a badge of national colors to wear under their coats.

Soon the whole regiment were with us. One of our officers said they

were among our most efficient helps. One of them told me if they had

known the real object of the war they would never have gone into it;

for more than half of them had never owned a slave, and those who did

were better off without them. They were surprised to find an attendance

of supplies. They had always been told that all the difference between

the Northern people and their slaves was the color of their skin.

There was great excitement during the last presidential campaign. The

slave passed through terrible experiences during 1860-61. It seemed to

be accepted as a settled fact, that if Lincoln was elected it would

result in war; and in many places regular drills were instituted. In

Natchez the half-grown slave boys got together on Sunday afternoons,

and drilled with sticks for guns. At first it attracted no particular

attention, and the boys became as expert in handling their stick guns

as were their masters. Two slave men were overheard repeating what

their master said, that if Lincoln was elected he would free all the

slaves, for he was a Black Republican; and they declared that if this

was true they would go to the Yankees and help to free their nation.

This talk was sufficient to raise the report of an insurrection

throughout all that part of the State, and a large vigilance committee

was organized to meet once a week and report what they might hear by

listening outside the negro cabins. All slave men or boys who were

overheard to pray for freedom, or to say any thing indicating a desire

to be free, were marked; and in the discussions of this large committee

of a hundred men, every thing that had occurred during a few years

past, in efforts among the slaves to learn to read and write, was

magnified and construed as pointing toward a long and settled purpose

among the slaves to rise in insurrection. A majority of this committee

decided by whipping and other torture to compel confessions from all

these marked slaves, and then to hang them. A number of the committee

resigned because they would not consent to these severe measures. Many

negroes were dragged out of their cabins or yards without knowing the

cause, stripped, tied to the whipping-post or taken to the calaboose,

and given as many lashes as could be endured. At the close of each

whipping the sufferer was called upon to make a full revelation of

every sentence that he or she had heard in favor of liberty, or of the

Yankees, among their people, either in conversation or prayer, and by

whom, with a promise to be released from further punishment. Never was

one released, but on Saturday generally ten or twelve of these

sufferers were thrown into a wagon and conveyed to the gallows, where

they were placed in a row, and all were hanged at the same instant.

Some hundreds were thus hanged in the edge of the city, and on an

adjoining plantation. I carefully investigated the facts, and gathered

the following statement from both white and colored citizens. I have

good reasons for placing entire confidence in its correctness. A large

number of slaves were hanged, owned by the following persons:

Frank Susetts, 26; James Susetts, 7; Dr. Stanton, 8; Dr. Moseby, 26;

widow Albert Dunbar, 48; Mrs. Brady, 12; widow E. Baker, 28; Mrs.

Alexander, 16; Dr. George Baldwin, 8; Stephen Odell, 5; G. Grafton, 5;

James Brown, 3; Mr. Marshall, 1; Mr. Robinson, 2; Melon Davis, 1; widow

Absalom Sharp, 3; Miss Mary Dunbar, 3; Joseph Reynolds, 2; Baker

Robinson, 3; Lee Marshall, whipped to death 1; Mrs. Chase, whipped to

death 1; a total of 209.

I was told by a number of persons, both white and colored, that there

were over four hundred tortured to death in this reign of terror,

before Natchez fell into Union hands, but I put in my diary only such

as I found were proven to be facts.

Miss Mary Dunbar was very much distressed over the loss of one of her

three slaves who were hanged, and offered the vigilance committee ten

thousand dollars for his release, but to no purpose. Joseph Reynolds

also offered the committee $100,000 for the release of his two, but was

denied. One little boy of twelve years of age was taken to the

calaboose and whipped, then taken with the wagon-load of other victims

of their unrelenting cruelty to the scaffold, followed by his mother in

wild despair, praying as she went through the streets, tossing her

hands upward: "O, God, save my poor boy! O, Jesus Master, pity my poor

child! O, Savior, look down upon my poor baby!" The woman who went with

her to the scaffold said she cried these words over and over; "and when

we got there," she said, "she fell on her knees before the head man,

and begged for the life of her baby. But he kicked her on her head, and

cursed her, and told her the boy had got to die. The boy exhorted his

mother not to grieve so for him, 'for I'm going to Jesus; meet me in

heaven;' and he, with eleven others, were swung off. The mother cried

out, 'Oh, my God! my poor son!' and feinted." So perfect was this reign

of terror that not even slave-owners, in many cases, dared to protest

against this wholesale butchery. The repeated whippings mangled the

bodies of many so badly that they were taken to the gallows in a dying

state. One man died while being taken upon the scaffold; his sides were

cut through to the entrails, and even a part of them protruded. I

visited the calaboose, which had two apartments. The first entrance was

large enough for two persons to be fastened to the strong iron staples.

There was room for two men to each victim, one on each side, who,

seated on a stool, could alternate the strokes upon the writhing

sufferer. The floor of this calaboose was of hard wood, but it was so

thoroughly stained with human gore that the grain of the wood could not

be distinguished. Into the second room not a ray of light entered

except on opening the middle door.

Frank Susetts was a millionaire in the city of Baton Rouge, Louisiana,

and made his boast that he had no fear of Yankees, for he had gold

enough to cover his front walk from the door to the gate, and could buy

up any Yankee who might attempt to trouble him. "There are two things,"

he said, "they can never do: First, make me poor; second, make me take

the oath of allegiance." He owned nine plantations, besides very much

city property. Though hundreds of his slaves had left him, he felt

himself secure in the abundance of his wealth. The government engineer,

who had been casting about for the best place to locate a fort, had

been looking over Frank Susetts's place and said it was the most

elevated and desirable location he had found in the city, but he rather

hesitated because of the magnificent buildings it would destroy. When

Susetts's independent words reached his ear he at once decided, and

took his men the second time to look over the ground. Standing near the

palatial mansion, and within hearing of the owner, he said to his men,

"Yes, yes, this is the place for our fort."

Frank Susetts approached him with the offer of thirty thousand dollars

in gold if he would spare his place.

"I can not accept it, sir," said the engineer.

"I will give you fifty thousand dollars in gold if you will save it. It

cost me one hundred and seventy-five thousand dollars to build this

house and the out-houses."

"Should you offer all that you say it cost you, it would be of no

consequence. We give you ten days to take away every thing movable from

your premises, for this house will then be destroyed to make room for

the fort. This is the site we have selected."

At the expiration of the time set, it was in flames. Frank Susetts and

wife stood a block distant weeping. Two of their former slaves were

looking at the conflagration.

"Ah," said one, "a little while ago it was massa Susetts's time, when

he had so many of our people hung; now it is God's time. Praise de

Lo'd, he's here to-day for sure. Glory to Jesus, massa Susetts's day is

over; he can never have any more of our people hung."

It was now the 21st day of March, 1864. Many complained of these turned

tables. Judge Bullock remarked that he couldn't even go to meeting

without a "pass;" just what used to be required of the six thousand

freed slaves who were then in this city of refuge. Painters were seen

in various parts of the city dexterously using their brushes in wiping

out standing advertisements for the sales of slaves. I saw a number of

these whitewashed signs. In some cases the paint was too thin to hide

them. "Slaves, horses, mules, cattle, plantation utensils sold on

reasonable terms." They knew these advertisements were not agreeable to

Northern eyes. But I fear the covering of many of these hearts was as

frail as the thin whitewashing over these advertisements.

On the Ralston plantation we visited families, gave tickets, and

directed them to meet us at the place and hour appointed. Hundreds in

squalid wretchedness were supplied. The following day, in the

afternoon, all orphan children were to meet us. One hundred and

twenty-two ragged children came. We placed them in two rows, the boys

on one side and the girls on the other. Selecting each an assistant, we

commenced measuring and distributing, keeping them all standing in

their respective places until we had given every one something, but yet

too little to meet their necessary wants. There were at that time

twenty-seven teachers and missionaries in the city representing nine

States. Six day-schools and three night-schools were established by

them. Two other schools were taught by colored teachers; one of these

was a slave woman, who had taught a midnight school for years. It was

opened at eleven or twelve o'clock at night, and closed at two o'clock

A. M. Every window and door was carefully closed to prevent discovery.

In that little school hundreds of slaves learned to read and write a

legible hand. After toiling all day for their masters they crept

stealthily into this back alley, each with a bundle of pitch-pine

splinters for lights. Milla Granson, the teacher, learned to read and

write from the children of her indulgent master in her old Kentucky

home. Her number of scholars was twelve at a time, and when she had

taught these to read and write she dismissed them, and again took her

apostolic number and brought them up to the extent of her ability,

until she had graduated hundreds. A number of them wrote their own

passes and started for Canada, and she supposes succeeded, as they were

never heard from. She was sold after her master's death, and brought to

Mississippi, and placed on a plantation as a field-hand; but, not being

used to field-work, she found it impossible to keep up with the old

hands, and the overseer whipped her severely.

"O, how I longed to die!" she told me; "and sometimes I thought I would

die from such cruel whippings upon my bared body. O, what a vale of

tears this was for poor me! But one thing kept me from sinking, and

that was the presence of my dear Savior."

Her health so far gave way that she reeled with weakness as she went to

and from her work; and her master saw she was failing, and gave her

permission, to go into the kitchen a part of the time.

"O, how thankful I was," she went on, "for this promotion! and I worked

as hard to keep it as any Congressman could work for some high office."

At length her night-school project leaked out, and was for a time

suspended; but it was not known that seven of the twelve years since

leaving Kentucky had been spent in this work. Much excitement over her

night-school was produced. The subject was discussed in their

legislature, and a bill was passed, that it should not be held illegal

for a slave to teach a slave.

"All this time," said this dear woman, "I constantly prayed that God

would overrule this to his own glory, and not allow those I had taught

to read his Word to suffer, as we had been threatened. I can not tell

you how my heart leaped with praise to God when a gentleman called to

me one day on the street, and said he would inform me that I could

teach my midnight school if I chose, as they found, no law against a

slave teaching a slave."

This was accepted by that trembling teacher and scholars as a direct

answer to prayer. She not only opened her night-school, but a

Sabbath-school. I found more intelligence among the colored residents

of this city than any other Southern city I had visited. Milla Granson

used as good language as any of the white people.

We found many little incidents to cheer in all our rounds of pitiable

scenes of sorrow. We sometimes met men and women among these

Southerners of correct views on secession. One man said he never

believed that slavery was right; all the arguments brought forward in

its favor never convinced him. Although he held a few slaves by

inheritance, he never could buy or sell one. His black people remained

with him, and he paid them wages now that they were free by law, and he

was glad of it. As he was nearly sixty years of age he had managed to

keep out of the army, but had to keep quiet on the subject of

secession. From the first he thought it the height of folly to resort

to arms, as the Lord could not prosper their undertaking. I believe

that man was a conscientious Christian; very different in spirit from

Judge Bullock, who said one day in rather a careless mood, "I think you

have one class of men in your North the most despicable I ever knew."

Now, thought I, we abolitionists are going to take a blessing. "Who are

they?" I asked. "They are that class you call Copperheads. They are too

dastardly to come down here and help us fight, and they are too

pusillanimous to fight for their own side."

Our daily work was very wearisome, having to walk from four to six

miles each day. Fresh arrivals daily required our attention, and after

wind or rain pneumonia and deaths were frequent. Bible-reading and

prayer were also a part of our mission. One day, while sister Backus

was opening barrels and boxes, and sorting and arranging their contents

in our store, I went with a load, in a recently confiscated stage-coach

drawn by mules. One of the mules the colonel said he was afraid to

allow me to ride after; but I thought a little mule could do but little

harm with the experienced driver, and I ventured the ride, taking in a

poor crippled man on the way, who was just coming into camp. He was

clad in a few cotton rags that he had patched with old stocking-tops

and bits of old tent-cloth, to hold them together, and it was

impossible to detect the original fabric. In passing down the "Paradise

Road" to the camp in Natchez-under-the-Hill, the unruly mule pranced,

kicked, and reared, until both of them became unmanageable, and the

dust rolled up a thick cloud, hiding the way before us, as well as the

galloping mules.

I believed that we should turn over at the short curve near the base of

the hill, where was a number of large stumps; and that if we should

strike one of them we should be dashed in pieces. But prayer for a

guiding hand seemed in a moment to bring relief. We were overturned

amid stumps, and were dragged a few rods on the side of the coach, when

the canvas covering was detached from the wheels. Our driver was

dragged a few rods farther, while the crippled man and myself were

doing our best to crawl from under the canvas. By this time fifteen or

twenty men reached us. I was out and hauling the canvas off the

groaning man, whose head and face were covered with blood. I told one

of the men to run for a pail of water, for I thought the poor man must

be dying.

"O, no, it's all right,--it'll make me a better man," said he, while

catching his breath, and wiping the blood from his mouth.

"You had better sit down yourself; you are badly hurt," said one of the

men.

"O no, I am not hurt," was my reply.

But as I was getting a little child's shirt ready for the men to wash

the crippled man's head, I found the front breadth of my dress torn

across, and I had to throw back my bonnet to see; but I knew my limbs

were all sound. Although it seemed as if we had turned many somersaults

in a second, yet I never felt more vigorous. I knew the surgeon of that

camp was within a few rods of us, and requested some one to go for him

to care for my comrade. I saw a man carefully washing out the large

gashes on his head, and I left for the surgeon, holding my torn

dress-skirt in my hand. Just as I reached his office he was jumping on

his horse, starting for me. He exclaimed in surprise, "Why, Mrs.

Haviland! I've just this moment got the word that you were nearly

killed, and I was going to see you."

"I am all right," I said; "but I wish you would go and see to that

crippled man, for I am afraid he is nearly killed."

"Very well, but I shall look after you first."

By this time he was handling my arms, and pressing here and there on my

body, I thought pretty harshly; for he either found or made some sore

places. He ordered his ambulance, in which I was taken to

head-quarters. As I was badly bruised, the surgeon urged me to take

morphine. I was sure of not needing it, but promised to call for it if

needed, and he allowed me to go without it. I found myself too lame to

resume work for a couple of days; then I commenced again moderately,

but carried marks of bruised flesh for a month or more.

About two weeks after this, while investigating a new arrival of a

company of slaves, I learned that some of them were shot by their

pursuing masters, and one woman's babe was instantly killed in its

mother's arms; but the mother succeeded in passing into our lines, with

her dead child in her arms, to be buried, as she said, "_free_." A

woman and a little boy of three years, with dresses torn with briers to

shreds, and feet and limbs swollen and bleeding with scratches, came

in, from whom I was getting her sad history. Two gentlemen passing by,

halted, and said one:

"This looks as if these would have been much better off at their old

homes. Don't you think so?"

"I think this picture shows great effort in escaping from their old

home," I replied.

"Do you live here?"

"I am only a temporary resident here. My home is in Michigan."

"May I ask your name?"

I gave it, and he continued:

"And so am I from Michigan. I've heard of you before, I thought this

was some good Samaritan," giving his hand for a hearty shake.

"And who is this?" I asked.

"I'm Dr.----, from one of our Michigan cities. And what are you doing

here?"

"I am doing just the work you see before us."

"Yes, and I saw a span of mules trying their best to kill her two weeks

ago, when they came sailing down that Paradise Road up yonder; but they

couldn't do it," said his guide.

I asked him what he was doing. He said he had just come to see if there

was any thing he could do. I told him of the new camp on the Ralston

plantation, and of this camp of four thousand. I hoped he would look

after these, as we proposed to leave soon for other fields of labor

below.

On March 24, 1864, I took letters to post-office, and found one from

our dear friend, Addie Johnson, assistant matron of Soldiers' Home, in

Columbus, Kentucky. I went to General Tuttle for an order for

transportation to Baton Rouge, and, as usual, introduced myself by

handing my official papers. Being a very large man, he was in

proportion consequential.

"What do you want?"

I told him I would like transportation to Baton Rouge.

"I don't know," he said; "that I am here to make the Government a great

benevolent society, by giving every thoroughly loyal and earnest

Christian man or woman transportation."

"Is there not an order," I replied, "from Adjutant-general Thomas,

granting us transportation, rations, and quarters?"

"I have received no such order personally."

I bade him good morning, and left his office, fully determined to bring

him an order, although I knew he must have seen one. My purpose was to

take the first boat to Vicksburg, as General Thomas was then in that

city, to see whether his order was to be honored. Passing Colonel

Young's office, I called to see if he could grant the favor, and found

that he could give the transportation desired, consequently I left the

general without troubling him further. On my return I called at the

other mission store, and met brother Burlingame and Isaac Thorne, who

also wished to go below, but were doubtful whether General Tuttle would

give them transportation They said they were waiting to learn of my

success, and were surprised to find that Colonel Young had the power to

grant it.

We took the steamer "J. H. Russell" for Baton Rouge. On March 27th

Sunday morning, we passed the mouth of Red River, where was a gun boat,

from which a few prisoners were taken aboard of our boat. A woman named

Crosly was also taken on board, to go to New Orleans for the purpose of

exposing those who had run through our lines contraband goods. There

was a woman of property and standing on the boat, who still held her

household servants, and made her boast that no one could even hire her

slaves to leave her.

"I'd like to see any one offer my niggers a book," she declared. "I

reckon they'd take it as an insult. They'd tell you mighty quick they'd

no use for books or schools. The niggers never will be as happy as they

have been. They'll soon die out. It's fearful to see them die off as

they do in these camps. They know nothing of taking care of themselves.

They are cared for by us as tenderly as our own children. I tell you,

they are the happiest people that live in this country. If they are

sick the doctor is sent for, and they are cared for in every way, they

know nothing of care."

"If they are such a happy class of people, how was it that you had such

a time of punishing and hanging them within the last two years?" I

asked.

"O, that had to be done to save our lives, because they were about to

rise in an awful insurrection."

"But what would induce them to rise in insurrection, when they are so

happy and contented as you have described?"

"O, there is always somebody ready to put the devil in their heads,"

was her ready reply.

But Mrs. Crosly's report was of a very different character. She said,

"There has never been the half told of this hell upon earth--the awful

wickedness on these Red River plantations, where I have lived ever

since I was fifteen years old. If you knew what I have passed through,

you would not wonder that there is nothing but a wreck left of me. I

married a plantation blacksmith when a young girl of fifteen, and left

my people in Indiana, as my husband was hired by a rich slave-holder,

Mr. Samuel Lay, who lived on Red River. We lived on his plantation many

years, though he used to do a great deal in ironing negroes for

neighboring planters."

I told her of the slave-irons I had found on a deserted plantation, to

take to my Michigan home.

"Don't let the people here know it," she said, "or they will take them

from you and drop them in the river; for they bury them, or throw them

in the river or creek, to put them out of sight of Yankees. When the

city was taken they sent painters all over the city, with brushes and

paint-buckets, to paint over all advertising signs of slaves for sale,

and hid all slave-irons they could lay hands on."

I told her that was done in Natchez, when that city was taken.

"And that is just what they did," she went on, "in Vicksburg. Among the

slave-irons you found, were there any of those new-fashioned gags?"

I told her that there were not.

"You ought to get some of them. If I were at home I could get you two

or three kinds; but you ought to see the new gags anyhow. They are made

with barbs, as they make on fish-hooks, and they pierce the tongue if

they attempt to speak or make a noise. They can't live many hours with

one of them in their mouths, for the tongue swells up so. Mr. Lay had

an old slave woman we called Aunt Hannah whipped, and gagged with that

new gag, and left her all night in her cabin; and when I opened her

door her tongue was swollen out of her mouth and looked so awful, I

wouldn't have known her if she hadn't been in her own cabin. I told 'em

she groaned so, I reckoned she was dying, and they sent for the doctor

to come and cut the barbs out, and he told Mr. Lay she would have died

in an hour longer. It was a long time before she recovered from it. But

as near as she was to dying, the overseer left Ben all night with that

kind of a gag; and they found him dead in the morning. You of the North

have no idea of the perfect hell upon earth we've had down here. Mr.

Lay brought Alice from Kentucky, and she'd been a kitchen-maid, and

never worked in the cotton-field till she came here. The overseer was a

mighty hard man, and he drew that long whip of his over her shoulders

so often because she couldn't keep up with the other hands, that she

ran away in the bush and was gone two days before they caught her. Then

they whipped her awfully, and in two or three days they drove her out

in the field. Within a week she ran away again, and was gone about two

weeks. They caught her with the help of bloodhounds; and when she was

brought in, her arms were torn by the dogs, and I trembled for the poor

girl, for I knew they'd nearly kill her. Sure enough, the first I knew

my husband had her at his shop, to iron her with a full set. There was

a knee-stiffener, an iron collar with a bell, and a pair of handcuffs,

with a chain between to allow her to use the hoe. When I saw the heavy

irons I went to the shop and begged Mr. Crosly not to iron Alice like

that, for it would kill her, as she was badly torn by the dogs. But he

swore at me, and told me to go back into the house, were I belonged;

this was his business. I went back and cried over it till it appeared I

couldn't live; and I went out again and begged him not to put on all

these irons; for he knew they were heavier than the law allowed, and he

would commit murder, for she could not live in this way. But he only

swore at me the more. At this Mrs. Lay came out in a rage, and said she

would see whether any one could come in and interfere with the

punishment of any of her slaves, and ordered another slave to cut

across both of her feet with a pocket-knife, through the skin, so that

blood was left in her tracks. I turned away, for I thought they would

murder the poor girl before my eyes; and I cried myself sick and

couldn't sleep, for I thought she must die before morning. The

cotton-field was opposite my window, and after breakfast I watched to

see the hands go to their work; and, sure enough, there was poor Alice

hobbling out into the cotton-field. They had been at work but a little

while when a heavy blow from the whip-handle on the back of her head

brought her to the ground. 'O, my God!' I cried, to see that overseer

hit her like that because she couldn't keep up her row. I prayed God

that Alice might die at once and be out of her misery; and, sure

enough, they brought her out of that field dead! I was glad of it. Poor

girl! she could suffer no more under their hands."

"And did not her death call forth some action from the law?" I asked.

"Nothing of the kind was ever noticed on our plantation. I tell you it

was a perfect hell on earth down here; you don't know anything about

it; and yet, if these things are told, they'll deny it, and call them

black abolition lies, when it's God's truth, and they know it. There

was Uncle Jack, poor fellow! He ran away, and they brought him in with

the bounds, after he'd been gone a week, and they made him strip and

lie down on his face, and fastened his hands and feet to iron rings.

Then a man sat on each side of him to do the whipping, alternating in

their strokes from his feet to his head, then back to his feet, and so

back and forth until they'd given him one hundred lashes. I passed by

them, and saw his back cut up to a raw jelly, and the flesh twitched as

you've seen newly killed beef. But this was not all. They took burning

pitch-pine slivers and held them over his quivering flesh, dropping the

melted blazing pitch from his head to his feet. After this awful

torture, the two men carried him to his cabin, I thought, to die; and I

had another all-night cry over Uncle Jack, He was not able to go out in

the field again for two weeks."

Mrs. Crosly related many other incidents in her own experience, some of

which are too shocking for the public eye or ear.

"My husband," she said, "bought two slave women, one of whom was the

mother of two illegitimate children, that my children were compelled by

their father to address as brother and sister. He also brought the

mother to my apartments, and occupied my parlor bedroom with her for

years--all to aggravate me. I didn't blame the woman Molly, for she

couldn't help herself. She and I cried together over this state of

things for hours, many a time. She often begged my husband to let her

live a virtuous life, but it was of no use. He would only threaten to

punish her. Poor thing! we felt sorry for each other, and she used to

do all she could for me. I am so thankful she can now go where she

pleases. She took her two children, and with the other woman went as

soon as they could get through the lines. I am so glad all the slaves

are free. Mr. Crosly has got our oldest boy with him in the army, and

threatens to take my youngest boy of fourteen. But the Union officers

say they will confiscate our property and make it over to me and my

boys, so that Mr. Crosly can not take it from me."

The terrible scenes she had passed through, and witnessed,

substantiated our oft expressed opinion that unlimited power on the

part of slave-owners was equally degrading to the slave-holder and to

the slave. Even more: it fostered the worst passions of a depraved

nature. Her experience was no isolated one. Such cases in many

localities were neither few nor far between.

On March 28th we learned, with surprise, that the bright light we saw

the evening before, as we came from the soldiers' meeting, was the

steamer "J. H. Russell" burning to the water's edge. No lives were

lost, but all the baggage of passengers and many mules, horses, cattle,

and sheep and other government supplies were destroyed. O, how thankful

we were that we exchanged boats when we did, and were safely landed

here in Baton Rouge. "Bless the Lord, O my soul! and forget not all his

benefits," was my first thought. How many favors are often bestowed in

disguise!

At three o'clock, P. M., I attended a meeting of colored people at the

Methodist Episcopal Church, which was built by themselves, and upon

invitation addressed them. I spoke perhaps twenty minutes, taking for

my theme Psalm cxi, 12: "I know the Lord will maintain the cause of the

afflicted, and the right of the poor." At the close of the meeting the

colored people gathered around us, and gave us such a hand-shaking and

"God bless you" as we seldom find outside of this oppressed people.

In the evening more than a dozen came to our lodgings and spent two

hours recounting the trials of their slave-life, which were of

thrilling interest. O, what a bitter draught was theirs, even to the

very dregs! One poor man named Henry, owned by John Reese, near Baton

Rouge, for the crime of visiting his wife and children oftener than

once a month against his master's command, was ordered to be nailed to

a tree by his ear, and whipped until it tore out. But even more awful

scenes of persecution and outrage these people passed through, which we

can not record. We closed our interview, after listening to their sad

recitals, with prayer, in which all took part. A solemn season it was,

to mingle our tears and voices with those who had passed through such

scenes of suffering and were now praising the Lord for freedom.

On Tuesday, 29th, we visited the general hospital in the noble asylum

for the mute and blind. Of the latter there were thirty inmates. They

played on the piano and sang very sweetly, and we were interested in

seeing the mutes converse with each other in their sign language. One

little fellow was asked by the matron to give us their name for Yankee.

He quickly passed his fingers through each other, and we all laughed to

see ourselves with such an unstable name. All seemed much pleased to

receive our visit.

We found here our sick and wounded soldiers with nothing but army

supplies, boiled fat pork and bread. Surgeon Pole told us they were out

of other supplies. We sent immediately to New Orleans for dried fruit,

crackers, etc., and within four days they came rolling in by the

barrel. We left this marble-faced edifice to visit a few camps

surrounding the city of Baton Rouge. By request I attended a six

o'clock meeting in the chapel for soldiers at the general hospital,

accompanied by Rev. Joel Burlingame and Rev. Mr. Merryfield.

On Wednesday, 30th, we spent some time in visiting and distributing

tracts and Testaments, and conversing with soldiers. We also visited a

colored school of two hundred and twenty-four pupils. All were much

engaged in study. We were invited to address them. Sister Backus and

myself complied, and it seemed gratifying to them and satisfactory to

us. We returned to our pleasant boarding place, wrote a letter, and

made a number of calls. We found a woman who used to sympathise with

Eliza Wilson in her slave-trials previous to her escape to the North.

Through her we heard from Eliza's little girl, whom she left with her

old master Bissel. A few days before she had come to her aunt, in

Plaquemine, about nine miles, in the night, she heard that Yankee

soldiers were in possession of that town. She had been told that a

certain road led to Plaquemine, and took it in a moonlight night and

found her aunt. Although she was only about ten years of age, and could

not remember her mother, yet this woman said the child had heard I was

going to take her to her mother, and that she was nearly insane over

it. I had previously sent word to them by a soldier who was a

dispatch-bearer, that the mother was very anxious to get her child if

she was within our lines; and when he returned to Plaquemine he found

the child and helped her to escape from Bissel with much less trouble

than her mother had had seven years before.

About the close of the month we took a long walk to Fort Williams,

where were three thousand sick and wounded soldiers. The scenes here

were indescribable. The mingled language of acute distress, in prayer,

groans, and occasional oaths from the profane, could be heard. One

young man seemed too near death's door to survive. Said he: "If I die

it will be suddenly, upon the amputation of this arm. It is too late

for me now; but if I am spared I will seek an interest in Christ." But

we had heard the cry of despair before, and could not give him up. The

arm was taken off without causing instant death, as he was fearing. He

then became an eager listener, and said he could now pray for pardon,

and believed that the merciful Redeemer would grant the earnest desire

of his soul. We found a few men, whose lives were given up by the

surgeon, who were trusting, and possessed the comforting assurance of a

glorious future. As we were about to leave, another soldier attracted

our attention, who said he was not a Christian, but wished to be, and

after repeating a few promises and praying with him we left. In tears,

he requested us to see him again.

While we were waiting for a boat for New Orleans we again visited the

hospital, and found both of those who were anxious at our previous

visit rejoicing Christians.

I went to the office to inquire for a steamer for New Orleans, and on

leaving was accosted by a young man with the query whether I was

looking for a boat. As he saw that I noticed the feather in his drab

hat, and star, with stripes on the sleeves of his gray coat, he

remarked that he was an exchanged prisoner, and was on his way to his

home at Atlanta, Georgia. Said I:

"You appear like a young man of intelligence, and I hope by the time

you reach your home you will conclude to cast your net on the right

side."

"We've been fishing on the right side these three years," he replied;

"and we'll fight three, ten, or twenty years longer, if we live so

long, but what we will have our rights--the right to hold our slave

property without interference from Northern abolitionists. You need not

judge of our strength because you have a little strip of this river,

and our folks are rather discouraged here, and tired of war. If you

could see our troops in Virginia, you'd see as hopeful and jolly a set

of fellows as you ever saw. Give up? No, never! I tell you, madam, we

are determined to have our independence if we fight till we die."

"I am sorry," I answered, "you can not be induced to adopt a course

worthy of your zeal. Young man, the worst wish I have for you is that

you may be prepared to die, for the fiat of the Almighty is against

you. The sword and the boys in blue are going to bring you to terms.

You will never again buy and sell men, women, and children like horses,

cattle, and sheep in the market. The judgments of the Lord are upon you

for these things."

"You needn't think God is on your side, for you've made our niggers our

masters. Look! within, four rods of us stand nigger pickets, with their

bayonets, and we can't pass those bayonets without a pass--and our own

niggers, too. I tell you, madam, if I could have my way, I'd have a

rope around every nigger's neck, and hang 'em, or dam up this

Mississippi River with them;" and his black eyes flashed with fury.

"Only eight or ten miles from this river slaves are working for their

masters as happily as ever."

"We know that they are remaining on many plantations; but we know of a

number of plantations that are worked by their former slaves because

their former masters are paying them wages. But if they are as happy

and contented as you describe, why do we see them daily coming into

these camps, frequently for twenty to fifty miles, wading swamps and

creeks, with swollen and bleeding feet? Why all this painstaking to get

away from their masters, if they are so attached to them?"

"They are poisoned by the Yankees. You talk about the justness of your

cause--any thing but justice to put arms in the hands of these niggers,

to be our masters--to set our slaves over us with gun and bayonet. God

Almighty will never prosper you--never."

"I see I can say nothing that will avail with you. I perceive that it

is beyond the power of man. Hoping that a Higher Power may reach you, I

bid you farewell."

With these words, I turned away; but had not advanced five feet when he

called out:

"Madam, I hope we'll get the same boat. I'd like to see you again; for

I like to meet people who stand up for their own principles."

Widely differing from this captain's spirit was another, who was the

owner of a large plantation, with numerous slaves, yet a strong Union

man, and his wife and daughters sympathized with him. Before the fall

of Vicksburg he called all his slaves together, and told them this war

would result in the freedom of every slave in the United States, and he

wanted now to make an arrangement with them to work for him as

heretofore. He promised to pay all the grown hands eight dollars a

month, and board them with their families as he had done before, and to

pay them at the close of each month. With tears of gratitude, they

accepted his proposition. He told them that this arrangement must be

kept secret, for their safety as well as his own; for they all knew

there had always been a prejudice against him because he allowed them

privileges that other planters adjoining them did not. They said to

him, "Your niggers think they are white," because he never would have

an overseer on his plantation, and would not have whipping and

punishing among his grown people, and the families among his slaves

managed their own children. He came into our lines as soon as he could,

to save his life; and he told us he had not visited his home for a long

time, except at night, as his life had been threatened, and that his

wife and daughters, for their own protection, kept loaded pistols at

their bedside. He had also armed a number of his servants, as they were

likewise exposed to an attack. He was a noble-appearing man, and said,

in conversation: "Mrs. Haviland, I have always held the same views on

the subject of slavery that you do; but it was against the law to free

them and allow them to remain here, and we could not send them away

without breaking up some of their families. But I rejoice that it has

come to an end; and I know of others who rejoice, but they do so

secretly." His wife came to see him while we were there, and seemed to

be a woman of sterling principle. She said they had to watch day and

night, fearing their buildings would be burned, and perhaps some of

them murdered.

We called on a widow and her two daughters who were in deep affliction

on account of the bitterness of feeling toward them in consequence of

their Union principles. They were a Christian family, and owned some

property in the country, besides their residence in town. A number of

our officers boarded with her. I was in her family a day or two, and as

I left I took out my purse to pay her. "Don't open that," she cried; "I

can't take a farthing. You don't know what we have to endure. I have

two brothers in the rebel army, and when they came home, because I told

them they were fighting against God in fighting against the Union, they

swore at me and threatened to take my life; they said I was a Southern

Yankee, and they were the worst of all. I expect they'll burn my house

some night or get some one else to do it; and I know there are enough

that would gladly do it. O, you can't tell how much good your prayer

did us this morning. I do feel a daily necessity of looking to God to

keep us. I want to make a request of you to remember us at God's

throne, for we know not what a day may bring forth. Do plead for us in

prayer, my sister." I left her and her daughters bathed in tears. We

the took steamer _Niagara_ for New Orleans, April 2d. It being dark,

the captain concluded to wait till moonlight, when an order came to go

up the river, near Port Hudson, for twenty soldiers and thirty thousand

dollars in contraband goods with two men prisoners, who had been in

charge of these goods for the rebels. While they were loading the goods

sister Backus and myself took a long walk to the residence of John

Buhler, aged seventy-five years, who lost a few weeks before one

hundred and thirty slaves. The old man and his wife took us into their

flower-garden, where were one hundred and twenty-five varieties of

roses and many kinds of shrubbery, and the greatest variety of cactus I

ever saw; many of them were six and eight feet high. One large

pecan-tree was almost covered with a small yellow rose-climber in full

bloom, presenting a beautiful appearance. They gathered nearly an

armful of flowers for us, and took us into the room in which a bursting

shell made sad havoc. They made many excuses for the weedy flower-beds

in the yard and garden, as they now had no servants to keep them. Two

drunken women came aboard the boat and were put off by our captain, but

through the influence of their friends came on again. We turned from

this scene, and took a stroll to another residence, where we found the

former slaves of the owner the sole occupants. They had a hearty laugh

when I asked if the "smoke-house key was frowed in de well?" "Yes, yes,

missus," they answered; "we's got de managin'."

We returned to Baton Rouge (the place where we halted some time is

called West Baton Rouge), arriving late in the afternoon. We walked up

to our old boarding-place, and took supper with our dear friends.

On April 3d we arrived at New Orleans at nine A. M., in time to attend

a colored Sunday-school. At its close I gave them a little talk. From

thence we were piloted to the Bethel Methodist Church (colored) and

found a quarterly meeting being held. Here we listened to a very

interesting and intelligent discourse by Rev. William Dove. I made a

few remarks on the comparison of present times with the former. At the

close of the service many came forward to shake hands and tell us of

the time when ministers and people were hauled out of this church of

their own building and taken to jail. The free people were compelled to

pay twenty-five dollars' fine, and slaves were punished with

twenty-five lashes on the bare back, well laid on. This persecution the

authorities deemed necessary in order to keep these poor people from

rising in insurrection. They locked up their churches two years and a

half, until the Union soldiers unlocked them. Though the authorities

forbade their meeting at all, they often stole away two and three miles

and held little meetings in deep ravines and in clumps of bushes and

trees, to hide from their cruel pursuers; but they could not even there

long escape their vigilant enemies. "_Insurrection_! INSURRECTION!" was

constantly inflaming the guilty multitude. Imprisoning, putting into

stocks, and all sorts of punishments seemed to be the order of the day.

A few months after the closing of their church the spotted fever broke

out, slaying its thousands. An old pious colored woman said to one who

was losing all his family, and called upon her to assist them: "Now,

who is plotting insurrection? Who you gwine to take to jail now? Who

you gwine to whip an' hang now? You can't take God out to jail." They

heard that their enemies had concluded to stop their praying, for it

was thought to be through the prayers of the colored people that all

this trouble was sent upon them; for the plague was almost entirely

confined to the white people. This class of accusers became even more

bitter than before.

No one can look at this volume of history without calling to mind the

hardness of heart of the ancient Egyptians.

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