WHEN now I was rich with double millions, I became harrowed of new
thoughts and sown with new ambitions. It was Blossom to lie at the roots
of it--Blossom, looking from her window of young womanhood upon a world
she did not understand, and from which she drew away. The world was like
a dark room to Blossom, with an imagined fiend to harbor in every
corner of it. She must go forth among people of manners and station.
The contact would mend her shyness; with time and usage she might find
herself a pleasant place in life. Now she lived a morbid creature of
sorrow which had no name--a twilight soul of loneliness--and the thought
of curing this went with me day and night.
Nor was I unjustified of authority.
“Send your daughter into society,” said that physician to whom I put the
question. “It will be the true medicine for her case. It is her nerves
that lack in strength; society, with its dinners and balls and fêtes
and the cheerful hubbub of drawing rooms, should find them exercise, and
restore them to a complexion of health.”
Anne did not believe with that savant of nerves. She distrusted my
society plans for Blossom.
“You think they will taunt her with the fact of me,” I said, “like that
one who showed her the ape cartoon as a portrait of her father. But
Blossom is grown a woman now. Those whom I want her to meet would be
made silent by politeness, even if nothing else might serve to stay
their tongues from such allusions. And I think she would be loved among
them, for she is good and beautiful, and you of all should know how she
owns to fineness and elevation.”
“But it is not her nature,” pleaded Anne. “Blossom would be as much hurt
among those men and women of the drawing rooms as though she walked,
barefooted, over flints.”
For all that Anne might say, I persisted in my resolve. Blossom must be
saved against herself by an everyday encounter with ones of her own age.
I had more faith than Anne. There must be kindness and sympathy in the
world, and a countenance for so much goodness as Blossom's. Thus she
should find it, and the discovery would let in the sun upon an existence
now overcast with clouds.
These were my reasonings. It would win her from her broodings and those
terrors without cause, which to my mind were a kind of insanity that
might deepen unless checked.
Full of my great design, I moved into a new home--a little palace in its
way, and one to cost me a penny. I cared nothing for the cost; the house
was in the center of that region of the socially select. From this fine
castle of gilt, Blossom should conquer those alliances which were to
mean so much for her good happiness.
Being thus fortunately founded, I took Morton into my confidence. He was
a patrician by birth and present station; and I knew I might have both
his hand and his wisdom for what was in my heart. When I laid open my
thought to Morton, he stood at gaze like one planet-struck, while that
inevitable eyeglass dropped from his amazed nose.
“You must pardon my staring,” said he, at last. “It was a beastly rude
thing to do. But, really, don't y' know, I was surprised that one
of force and depth, and who was happily outside society, should find
himself so badly guided as to seek to enter it.”
“You, yourself, are in its midst.”
“That should be charged,” he returned, “to accident rather than design.
I am in the midst of society, precisely as some unfortunate tree might
be found in the middle of its native swamp, and only because being born
there I want of that original energy required for my transplantation.
I will say this,” continued Morton, getting up to walk the floor; “your
introduction into what we'll style the Four Hundred, don't y' know,
might easily be brought about. You have now a deal of wealth; and that
of itself should be enough, as the annals of our Four Hundred offer
ample guaranty. But more than that, stands the argument of your power,
and how you, in your peculiar fashion, are unique. Gad, for the latter
cause alone, swelldom would welcome you with spread arms; it would,
really! But believe me, if it were happiness you came seeking you would
miss it mightily. There is more laughter in Third Avenue than in Fifth.”
“But it is of my Blossom I am thinking,” I cried. “For myself I am not
so ambitious.”
“And what should your daughter,” said Morton, “find worth her young
while in society? She is, I hear from you, a girl of sensibility. That
true, she would find nothing but disappointment in this region you think
so select. Do you know our smart set? Sir, it is composed of savages in
silk.” Morton, I found, had much the manner of his father, when stirred.
“It is,” he went on, “that circle where discussion concerns itself with
nothing more onerous than golf or paper-chases or singlestickers or polo
or balls or scandals; where there is no literature save the literature
of the bankbook; where snobs invent a pedigree and play at caste; where
folk give lawn parties to dogs and dinners to which monkeys come as
guests of honor; where quarrels occur over questions of precedence
between a mosquito and a flea; where pleasure is a trade, and idleness
an occupation; in short, it is that place where the race, bruised of
riches, has turned cancerous and begun to rot.”
“You draw a vivid picture,” said I, not without a tincture of derision.
“For all that, I stick by my determination, and ask your help. I tell
you it is my daughter's life or death.”
Morton, at this, relapsed into his customary attitude of moral, mental
Lah-de-dah, and his lisp and his drawl and his eyeglass found their
usual places. He shrugged his shoulders in his manner of the superfine.
“Why then,” said he, “and seeing that you will have no other way for it,
you may command my services. Really, I shall be proud to introduce
you, don't y' know, as one who, missing being a monkey by birth, is now
determined to become one by naturalization. Now I should say that a way
to begin would be to discover a dinner and have you there as a guest. I
know a society queen who will jump at the chance; she will have you at
her chariot wheel like another Caractacus in another Rome, and parade
you as a latest captive to her social bow and spear. I'll tell her; it
will offer an excellent occasion for you to declare your intentions and
take out your first papers in that Apeland whereof you seem so strenuous
to become a citizen.”
While the work put upon me by my place as Boss had never an end, but
filled both my day and my night to overflowing, it brought with it
compensation. If I were ground and worn away on the wheel of my position
like a knife on a grindstone, still I was kept to keenest edge, and
I felt that joy I've sometimes thought a good blade must taste in the
sheer fact of its trenchant quality. Besides, there would now and then
arrive a moment which taught me how roundly I had conquered, and touched
me with that sense of power which offers the highest pleasure whereof
the soul of man is capable. Here would be an example of what I mean,
although I cannot believe the thing could happen in any country save
America or any city other than New York.
It was one evening at my own door, when that judge who once sought to
fix upon me the murder of Jimmy the Blacksmith, came tapping for an
interview. His term was bending towards the evening of its close, and
the mean purpose of him was none better-than to just plead for his place
again. I will not say the man was abject; but then the thought of his
mission, added to a memory of that relation to each other in which it
was aforetime our one day's fate to have stood, choked me with contempt.
I shall let his conduct go by without further characterization; and yet
for myself, had our fortunes been reversed and he the Boss and I the
Judge, before I had been discovered in an attitude of office-begging
from a hand I once plotted to kill, I would have died against the wall.
But so it was; my visitor would labor with me for a renomination.
My first impulse was one of destruction; I would put him beneath the
wheel and crush out the breath of his hopes. And then came Big Kennedy's
warning to avoid revenge when moved of nothing broader than a reason of
revenge.
I sat and gazed mutely upon that judge for a space; he, having told
his purpose, awaited my decision without more words. I grew cool, and
cunning began to have the upper hand of violence in my breast. If I cast
him down, the papers would tell of it for the workings of my vengeance.
If, on the quiet other hand, he were to be returned, it would speak
for my moderation, and prove me one who in the exercise of power lifted
himself above the personal. I resolved to continue him; the more since
the longer I considered, the clearer it grew that my revenge, instead of
being starved thereby, would find in it a feast.
“You tried to put a rope about my neck,” said I at last.
“I was misled as to the truth.”
“Still you put a stain upon me. There be thousands who believe me guilty
of bloodshed, and of that you shall clear me by printed word.”
“I am ever ready to repair an error.”
Within a week, with black ink and white paper, my judge in peril set
forth how since my trial he had gone to the ends of that death of Jimmy
the Blacksmith in its history. I was, he said, an innocent man, having
had neither part nor lot therein.
I remember that over the glow of triumph wherewith I read his words,
there came stealing the chill shadow of a hopeless grief. Those phrases
of exoneration would not recall poor Apple Cheek; nor would they restore
Blossom to that poise and even balance from which she had been shaken on
a day before her birth. For all the sorrow of it, however, I made good
my word; and I have since thought that whether our judge deserved the
place or no, to say the least he earned it.
Every man has his model, and mine was Big John Kennedy. This was in
a way of nature, for I had found Big Kennedy in my boyhood, and it is
then, and then only, when one need look for his great men. When once you
have grown a beard, you will meet with few heroes, and make to yourself
few friends; wherefore you should the more cherish those whom your
fortunate youth has furnished.
Big Kennedy was my exemplar, and there arose few conditions to frown
upon me with a problem to be solved, when I did not consider what Big
Kennedy would have done in the face of a like contingency. Nor was I
to one side of the proprieties in such a course. Now, when I glance
backward down that steep aisle of endeavor up which I've come, I recall
occasions, and some meant for my compliment, when I met presidents,
governors, grave jurists, reverend senators, and others of tallest
honors in the land. They talked and they listened, did these mighty
ones; they gave me their views and their reasons for them, and heard
mine in return; and all as equal might encounter equal in a commerce of
level terms. And yet, choose as I may, I have not the name of him who
in a pure integrity of force, or that wisdom which makes men follow, was
the master of Big John Kennedy. My old chief won all his wars within the
organization, and that is the last best test of leadership. He made no
backward steps, but climbed to a final supremacy and sustained himself.
I was justified in steering by Big Kennedy. Respect aside, I would have
been wrecked had I not done so. That man who essays to live with no
shining example to show his feet the path, is as one who wanting a
lantern, and upon a moonless midnight, urges abroad into regions utterly
unknown.
Not alone did I observe those statutes for domination which Big Kennedy
both by precept and example had given me, but I picked up his alliances;
and that one was the better in my eyes, and came to be observed with
wider favor, who could tell of a day when he carried Big Kennedy's
confidence. It was a brevet I always honored with my own.
One such was the Reverend Bronson, still working for the regeneration
of the Five Points, He often came to me for money or countenance in his
labors, and I did ever as Big Kennedy would have done and heaped up the
measure of his requests.
It would seem, also, that I had more of the acquaintance of this good
man than had gone to my former leader. For one thing, we were more
near in years, and then, too, I have pruned my language of those slangy
rudenesses of speech which loaded the conversation of Big Kennedy, and
cultivated in their stead softness and a verbal cleanliness which put
the Reverend Bronson at more ease in my company. I remember with what
satisfaction I heard him say that he took me for a person of education.
It was upon a time when I had told him of my little learning; for the
gloom of it was upon me constantly, and now and then I would cry out
against it, and speak of it as a burden hard to bear. I shall not soon
forget the real surprise that showed in the Reverend Bronson's face, nor
yet the good it did me.
“You amaze me!” he cried. “Now, from the English you employ I should not
have guessed it. Either my observation is dulled, or you speak as much
by grammar as do I, who have seen a college.”
This was true by more than half, since like many who have no glint of
letters, and burning with the shame of it, I was wont to listen closely
to the talk of everyone learned of books; and in that manner, and by
imitation, I taught myself a decent speech just as a musician might
catch a tune by ear.
“Still I have no education,” I said, when the Reverend Bronson spoke of
his surprise.
“But you have, though,” returned he, “only you came by that education
not in the common way.”
That good speech alone, and the comfort of it to curl about my heart,
more than repaid me for all I ever did or gave by request of the
Reverend Bronson; and it pleases me to think I told him so. But I fear I
set down these things rather in vanity than to do a reader service, and
before patience turns fierce with me, I will get onward with my story.
One afternoon the Reverend Bronson came leading a queer bedraggled boy,
whose years--for all he was stunted and beneath a size--should have been
fourteen.
“Can't you find something which this lad may do?” asked the Reverend
Bronson. “He has neither father nor mother nor home--he seems utterly
friendless. He has no capacity, so far as I have sounded him, and, while
he is possessed of a kind of animal sharpness, like the sharpness of a
hawk or a weasel, I can think of nothing to set him about by which he
could live. Even the streets seem closed to him, since the police for
some reason pursue him and arrest him on sight. It was in a magistrate's
court I found him. He had been dragged there by an officer, and would
have been sent to a reformatory if I had not rescued him.”
“And would not that have been the best place for him?” I asked, rather
to hear the Reverend Bronson's reply, than because I believed in my own
query. Aside from being a born friend of liberty in a largest sense, my
own experience had not led me to believe that our reformatories reform.
I've yet to hear of him who was not made worse by a term in any prison.
“Why not send him to a reformatory?” said I again.
“No one should be locked up,” contended the Reverend Bronson, “who
has not shown himself unfit to be free. That is not this boy's case, I
think; he has had no chance; the police, according to that magistrate
who gave him into my hands, are relentless against him, and pick him up
on sight.”
“And are not the police good judges of these matters?”
“I would not trust their judgment,” returned the Reverend Bronson.
“There are many noble men upon the rolls of the police.” Then, with a
doubtful look: “For the most part, however, I should say they stand at
the head of the criminal classes, and might best earn their salaries by
arresting themselves.”
At this, I was made to smile, for it showed how my reverend visitor's
years along the Bowery had not come and gone without lending him some
saltiness of wit.
“Leave the boy here,” said I at last, “I'll find him work to live by,
if it be no more than sitting outside my door, and playing the usher to
those who call upon me.”
“Melting Moses is the only name he has given me,” said the Reverend
Bronson, as he took his leave. “I suppose, if one might get to it, that
he has another.”
“Melting Moses, as a name, should do very well,” said I.
Melting Moses looked wistfully after the Reverend Bronson when the
latter departed, and I could tell by that how the urchin regretted the
going of the dominie as one might regret the going of an only friend.
Somehow, the lad's forlorn state grew upon me, and I made up my mind to
serve as his protector for a time at least. He was a shrill child of the
Bowery, was Melting Moses, and spoke a kind of gutter dialect, one-half
slang and the other a patter of the thieves that was hard to understand.
My first business was to send him out with the janitor of the building
to have him thrown into a bathtub, and then buttoned into a new suit of
clothes.
Melting Moses submitted dumbly to these improvements, being rather
resigned than pleased, and later with the same docility went home to
sleep at the janitor's house. Throughout the day he would take up his
post on my door and act as herald to what visitors might come.
Being washed and combed and decently arrayed, Melting Moses, with black
eyes and a dark elfin face, made no bad figure of a boy. For all his
dwarfishness, I found him surprisingly strong, and as active as a
monkey. He had all the love and loyalty of a collie for me, and within
the first month of his keeping my door, he would have cast himself into
the river if I had asked him for that favor.
Little by little, scrap by scrap, Melting Moses gave me his story. Put
together in his words, it ran like this:
“Me fadder kept a joint in Kelly's Alley; d' name of-d' joint was d'
Door of Death, see! It was a hot number, an' lots of trouble got pulled
off inside. He used to fence for d' guns an' dips, too, me fadder did;
an' w'en one of 'em nipped a super or a rock, an' wanted d' quick dough,
he brought it to me fadder, who chucked down d' stuff an' no questions
asked. One day a big trick comes off--a jooeler's winder or somet'ing
like dat. Me fadder is in d' play from d' outside, see! An' so w'en
dere's a holler, he does a sneak an' gets away, 'cause d' cops is layin'
to pinch him. Me fadder gets put wise to this be a mug who hangs out
about d' Central Office. He sherries like I says.
“At dat, d' Captain who's out to nail me fadder toins sore all t'rough.
W'en me fadder sidesteps into New Joisey or some'ers, d' Captain sends
along a couple of his harness bulls from Mulberry Street, an' dey
pinches me mudder, who aint had nothin' to do wit' d' play at all.
Dey rings for d' hurry-up wagon, an' takes me mudder to d' station. D'
Captain he gives her d' eye, an' asts where me fadder is. She says she
can't put him on, 'cause she aint on herself. Wit' dat, dis Captain
t'rows her d' big chest, see! an' says he'll give her d' t'ree degrees
if she don't cough up d' tip. But she hands him out d' old gag: she aint
on. So then, d' Captain has her put in a cell; an' nothin' to eat.
“After d' foist night he brings her up ag'in.
“'Dat's d' number one d'gree,' says he.
“But still me mudder don't tell, 'cause she can't. Me fadder aint such a
farmer as to go leavin' his address wit' no one.
“D' second night dey keeps me mudder in a cell, an' toins d' hose on d'
floor so she can't do nothin' but stan' 'round--no sleep! no chuck! no
nothin'!
“'Dat's d' number two d'gree,' says d' bloke of a Captain to me mudder.
'Now where did dat husband of yours skip to?'
“But me mudder couldn't tell.
“'Give d' old goil d' dungeon,' says d' Captain; 'an' t'row her in a
brace of rats to play wit'.'
“An' now dey locks me mudder in a place like a cellar, wit' two rats to
squeak an' scrabble about all night, an' t'row a scare into her.
“An' it would too, only she goes dotty.
“Next day, d' Captain puts her in d' street. But w'at's d' use? She's
off her trolley. She toins sick; an' in a week she croaks. D' sawbones
gets her for d' colleges.”
Melting Moses shed tears at this.
“Dat's about all,” he concluded. “W'en me mudder was gone, d' cops
toined in to do me. D' Captain said he was goin' to clean up d' fam'ly;
so he gives d' orders, an' every time I'd show up on d' line, I'd get d'
collar. It was one of dem times, w'en d' w'itechoker, who passes me on
to you, gets his lamps on me an' begs me off from d' judge, see!”
Melting Moses wept a deal during his relation, and I was not without
being moved by it myself. I gave the boy what consolation I might, by
assuring him that he was safe with me, and that no policeman should
threaten him. A tale of trouble, and particularly if told by a child,
ever had power to disturb me, and I did not question Melting Moses
concerning his father and mother a second time.
My noble nonentity--for whom I will say that he allowed me to finger
him for offices and contracts, as a musician fingers the keyboard of a
piano, and play upon him what tunes of profit I saw fit--was mayor, and
the town wholly in my hands, with a Tammany man in every office, when
there occurred the first of a train of events which in their passage
were to plow a furrow in my life so deep that all the years to come
after have not served to smooth it away. I was engaged at my desk, when
Melting Moses announced a caller.
“She's a dame in black,” said Melting Moses; “an' she's of d' Fift'
Avenoo squeeze all right.”
Melting Moses, now he was fed and dressed, went through the days with
uncommon spirit, and when not thinking on his mother would be gay
enough. My visitors interested him even more than they did me, and he
announced but few without hazarding his surmise as to both their origins
and their errands.
“Show her in!” I said.
My visitor was a widow, as I could see by her mourning weeds. She was
past middle life; gray, with hollow cheeks, and sad pleading eyes.
“My name is Van Flange,” said she. “The Reverend Bronson asked me to
call upon you. It's about my son; he's ruining us by his gambling.”
Then the Widow Van Flange told of her son's infatuation; and how
blacklegs in Barclay Street were fleecing him with roulette and faro
bank.
I listened to her story with patience. While I would not find it on my
programme to come to her relief, I aimed at respect for one whom the
Reverend Bronson had endorsed. I was willing to please that good man,
for I liked him much since he spoke in commendation of my English.
Besides, if angered, the Reverend Bronson would be capable of trouble.
He was too deeply and too practically in the heart of the East Side;
he could not fail to have a tale to tell that would do Tammany Hall no
good, but only harm. Wherefore, I in no wise cut short the complaints
of the Widow Van Flange. I heard her to the end, training my face to
sympathy the while, and all as though her story were not one commonest
of the town.
“You may be sure, madam,” said I, when the Widow Van Flange had
finished, “that not only for the Reverend Bronson's sake, but for your
own, I shall do all I may to serve you. I own no personal knowledge of
that gambling den of which you speak, nor of those sharpers who conduct
it. That knowledge belongs with the police. The number you give,
however, is in Captain Gothecore's precinct. We'll send for him if
you'll wait.” With that I rang my desk bell for Melting Moses. “Send for
Captain Gothecore,” said I. At the name, the boy's black eyes flamed up
in a way to puzzle. “Send a messenger for Captain Gothecore; I want him
at once.”