VI

More than three months had passed. Autumn had long since set in; the

yellow forests had grown bare, the tomtits had arrived, and--unfailing

sign of the near approach of winter--the wind had begun to howl and

wail. But there had been no heavy rains, as yet, and mud had not

succeeded in spreading itself over the roads. Taking advantage of this

circumstance, Vladímir Sergyéitch set out for the government capital,

for the purpose of winding up several matters of business. He spent the

morning in driving about, and in the evening went to the club. In the

vast, gloomy hall of the club he encountered several acquaintances, and,

among others, the old retired captain of cavalry Flitch, a busybody,

wit, gambler, and gossip, well known to every one. Vladímir Sergyéitch

entered into conversation with him.

“Ah, by the way!”--suddenly exclaimed the retired cavalry-captain; “an

acquaintance of yours passed through here the other day, and left her

compliments for you.”

“Who was she?”

“Madame Steltchínsky.”

“I don’t know any Madame Steltchínsky.”

“You knew her as a girl.... She was born Véretyeff.... Nadézhda

Alexyéevna. Her husband served our Governor. You must have seen him

also.... A lively man, with a moustache.... He’s hooked a splendid

woman, with money to boot.”

“You don’t say so,”--said Vladímir Sergyéitch.--“So she has married

him.... H’m! And where have they gone?”

“To Petersburg. She also bade me remind you of a certain bonbon

motto.... What sort of a motto was it, allow me to inquire?”

And the old gossip thrust forward his sharp nose.

“I don’t remember, really; some jest or other,”--returned Vladímir

Sergyéitch.--“But permit me to ask, where is her brother now?”

“Piótr? Well, he’s in a bad way.”

Mr. Flitch rolled up his small, foxy eyes, and heaved a sigh.

“Why, what’s the matter?”--asked Vladímir Sergyéitch.

“He has taken to dissipation! He’s a ruined man.”

“But where is he now?”

“It is absolutely unknown where he is. He went off somewhere or other

after a gipsy girl; that’s the most certain thing of all. He’s not in

this government, I’ll guarantee that.”

“And does old Ipátoff still live there?”

“Mikhaíl Nikoláitch? That eccentric old fellow? Yes, he still lives

there.”

“And is everything in his household ... as it used to be?”

“Certainly, certainly. Here now, why don’t you marry his sister-in-law?

She’s not a woman, you know, she’s simply a monument, really. Ha, ha!

People have already been talking among us ... ‘why,’ say they....”

“You don’t say so, sir,”--articulated Vladímir Sergyéitch, narrowing his

eyes.

At that moment, Flitch was invited to a cardgame, and the conversation

terminated.

Vladímir Sergyéitch had intended to return home promptly; but suddenly

he received by special messenger a report from the overseer, that six of

the peasants’ homesteads had burned down in Sásovo, and he decided to go

thither himself. The distance from the government capital to Sásovo was

reckoned at sixty versts. Vladímir Sergyéitch arrived toward evening at

the wing with which the reader is already acquainted, immediately gave

orders that the overseer and clerk should be summoned, scolded them both

in proper fashion, inspected the scene of the conflagration next

morning, took the necessary measures, and after dinner, after some

wavering, set off to visit Ipátoff. Vladímir Sergyéitch would have

remained at home, had he not heard from Flitch of Nadézhda Alexyéevna’s

departure; he did not wish to meet her; but he was not averse to taking

another look at Márya Pávlovna.

Vladímir Sergyéitch, as on the occasion of his first visit, found

Ipátoff busy at draughts with The Folding Soul. The old man was

delighted to see him; yet it seemed to Vladímir Sergyéitch as though his

face were troubled, and his speech did not flow freely and readily as of

old.

Vladímir Sergyéitch exchanged a silent glance with Iván Ílitch. Both

winced a little; but they speedily recovered their serenity.

“Are all your family well?”--inquired Vladímir Sergyéitch.

“Yes, thank God, I thank you sincerely,”--replied Ipátoff.--“Only Márya

Pávlovna isn’t quite ... you know, she stays in her room most of the

time.”

“Has she caught cold?”

“No ... she just likes to. She will make her appearance at tea.”

“And Egór Kapítonitch? What is he doing?”

“Akh! Egór Kapítonitch is a dead man. His wife has died.”

“It cannot be!”

“She died in twenty-four hours, of cholera. You wouldn’t know him now,

he has become simply unrecognisable. ‘Without Matryóna Márkovna,’ he

says, ‘life is a burden to me. I shall die,’ he says, ‘and God be

thanked,’ he says; ‘I don’t wish to live,’ says he. Yes, he’s done for,

poor fellow.”

“Akh! good heavens, how unpleasant that is!”--exclaimed Vladímir

Sergyéitch.--“Poor Egór Kapítonitch!”

All were silent for a time.

“I hear that your pretty neighbour has married,”--remarked Vladímir

Sergyéitch, flushing faintly.

“Nadézhda Alexyéevna? Yes, she has.”

Ipátoff darted a sidelong glance at Vladímir Sergyéitch.

“Certainly ... certainly, she has married and gone away.”

“To Petersburg?”

“To St. Petersburg.”

“Márya Pávlovna must miss her, I think. I believe they were great

friends.”

“Of course she misses her. That cannot be avoided. But as for

friendship, I’ll just tell you, that the friendship of girls is even

worse than the friendship of men. So long as they are face to face, it’s

all right; but, otherwise, it vanishes.”

“Do you think so?”

“Yes, by Heaven, ’tis so! Take Nadézhda Alexyéevna, for example. She

hasn’t written to us since she went away; but how she promised, even

vowed that she would! In truth, she’s in no mood for that now.”

“And has she been gone long?”

“Yes; it must be fully six weeks. She hurried off on the very day after

the wedding, foreign fashion.”

“I hear that her brother is no longer here, either?”--said Vladímir

Sergyéitch, after a brief pause.

“No; he is not. They are city folk, you see; as though they would live

long in the country!”

“And does no one know where he has gone?”

“No.”

“He just went into a rage, and--slap-bang on the ear,” remarked Iván

Ílitch.

“He just went into a rage, and--slap-bang on the ear,” repeated Ipátoff.

“Well, and how about yourself, Vladímir Sergyéitch,--what nice things

have you been doing?”--he added, wheeling round on his chair.

Vladímir Sergyéitch began to tell about himself; Ipátoff listened and

listened to him, and at last exclaimed:

“But why doesn’t Márya Pávlovna come? Thou hadst better go for her, Iván

Ílitch.”

Iván Ílitch left the room, and returning, reported that Márya Pávlovna

would be there directly.

“What’s the matter? Has she got a headache?”--inquired Ipátoff, in an

undertone.

“Yes,” replied Iván Ílitch.

The door opened, and Márya Pávlovna entered. Vladímir Sergyéitch rose,

bowed, and could not utter a word, so great was his amazement: so

changed was Márya Pávlovna since he had seen her the last time! The rosy

bloom had vanished from her emaciated cheeks; a broad black ring

encircled her eyes; her lips were bitterly compressed; her whole face,

impassive and dark, seemed to have become petrified.

She raised her eyes, and there was no spark in them.

“How do you feel now?” Ipátoff asked her.

“I am well,”--she replied; and sat down at the table, on which the

samovár was already bubbling.

Vladímir Sergyéitch was pretty thoroughly bored that evening. But no one

was in good spirits. The conversation persisted in taking a cheerless

turn.

“Just listen,”--said Ipátoff, among other things, as he lent an ear to

the howling of the wind;--“what notes it emits! The summer is long since

past; and here is autumn passing, too, and winter is at the door. Again

we shall be buried in snow-drifts. I hope the snow will fall very soon.

Otherwise, when you go out into the garden, melancholy descends upon

you.... Just as though there were some sort of a ruin there. The

branches of the trees clash together.... Yes, the fine days are over!”

“They are over,”--repeated Iván Ílitch.

Márya Pávlovna stared silently out of the window.

“God willing, they will return,”--remarked Ipátoff.

No one answered him.

“Do you remember how finely they sang songs here that time?”--said

Vladímir Sergyéitch.

“I should think they did,”--replied the old man, with a sigh.

“But you might sing to us,”--went on Vladímir Sergyéitch, turning to

Márya Pávlovna;--“you have such a fine voice.”

She did not answer him.

“And how is your mother?”--Vladímir Sergyéitch inquired of Ipátoff, not

knowing what to talk about.

“Thank God! she gets on nicely, considering her ailments. She came over

in her little carriage to-day. She’s a broken tree, I must tell

you--creak, creak, and the first you know, some young, strong sapling

falls over; but she goes on standing and standing. Ekh, ha, ha!”

Márya Pávlovna dropped her hands in her lap, and bowed her head.

“And, nevertheless, her existence is hard,”--began Ipátoff

again;--“rightly is it said: ‘old age is no joy.’”

“And there’s no joy in being young,”--said Márya Pávlovna, as though to

herself.

Vladímir Sergyéitch would have liked to return home that night, but it

was so dark out of doors that he could not make up his mind to set out.

He was assigned to the same chamber, up-stairs, in which, three months

previously, he had passed a troubled night, thanks to Egór

Kapítonitch....

“Does he snore now?”--thought Vladímir Sergyéitch, as he recalled his

drilling of his servant, and the sudden appearance of Márya Pávlovna in

the garden....

Vladímir Sergyéitch walked to the window, and laid his brow against the

cold glass. His own face gazed dimly at him from out of doors, as though

his eyes were riveted upon a black curtain, and it was only after a

considerable time that he was able to make out against the starless sky

the branches of the trees, writhing wildly in the gloom. They were

harassed by a turbulent wind.

Suddenly it seemed to Vladímir Sergyéitch as though something white had

flashed along the ground.... He gazed more intently, laughed, shrugged

his shoulders, and exclaiming in an undertone: “That’s what imagination

will do!” got into bed.

He fell asleep very soon; but he was not fated to pass a quiet night on

this occasion either. He was awakened by a running to and fro, which

arose in the house.... He raised his head from the pillow.... Agitated

voices, exclamations, hurried footsteps were audible, doors were

banging; now the sound of women weeping rang out, shouts were set up in

the garden, other cries farther off responded.... The uproar in the

house increased, and became more noisy with every moment.... “Fire!”

flashed through Vladímir Sergyéitch’s mind. In alarm he sprang from his

bed, and rushed to the window; but there was no redness in the sky;

only, in the garden, points of flame were moving briskly along the

paths,--caused by people running about with lanterns. Vladímir

Sergyéitch went quickly to the door, opened it, and ran directly into

Iván Ílitch. Pale, dishevelled, half-clothed, the latter was dashing

onward, without himself knowing whither.

“What is it? What has happened?”--inquired Vladímir Sergyéitch,

excitedly, seizing him by the arm.

“She has disappeared; she has thrown herself into the water,”--replied

Iván Ílitch, in a choking voice.

“Who has thrown herself into the water? Who has disappeared?”

“Márya Pávlovna! Who else could it be but Márya Pávlovna? She has

perished, the darling! Help! Good heavens, let us run as fast as we can!

Be quick, my dear people!”

And Iván Ílitch rushed down the stairs.

Vladímir Sergyéitch put on his shoes somehow, threw his cloak over his

shoulders, and ran after him.

In the house he no longer encountered any one, all had hastened out into

the garden; only the little girls, Ipátoff’s daughters, met him in the

corridor, near the anteroom; deadly pale with terror, they stood there

in their little white petticoats, with clasped hands and bare feet,

beside a night-lamp set on the floor. Through the drawing-room, past an

overturned table, flew Vladímir Sergyéitch to the terrace. Through the

grove, in the direction of the dam, light and shadows were flashing....

“Go for boat-hooks! Go for boat-hooks as quickly as

possible!”--Ipátoff’s voice could be heard shouting.

“A net, a net, a boat!”--shouted other voices.

Vladímir Sergyéitch ran in the direction of the shouts. He found Ipátoff

on the shore of the pond; a lantern hung on a bough brilliantly

illuminated the old man’s grey head. He was wringing his hands, and

reeling like a drunken man; by his side, a woman lay writhing and

sobbing on the grass; round about men were bustling. Iván Ílitch had

already advanced into the water up to his knees, and was feeling the

bottom with a pole; a coachman was undressing, trembling all over as he

did so; two men were dragging a boat along the shore; a sharp trampling

of hoofs was audible along the village street.... The wind swept past

with a shriek, as though endeavouring to quench the lantern, while the

pond plashed noisily, darkling in a menacing way....

“What do I hear?”--exclaimed Vladímir Sergyéitch, rushing up to

Ipátoff.--“Is it possible?”

“The boat-hooks--fetch the boat-hooks!”--moaned the old man by way of

reply to him....

“But good gracious, perhaps you are mistaken, Mikhaíl Nikoláitch....”

“No, mistaken indeed!”--said the woman who was lying on the grass, Márya

Pávlovna’s maid, in a tearful voice. “Unlucky creature that I am, I

heard her myself, the darling, throw herself into the water, and

struggling in the water, and screaming: ‘Save me!’ and then, once more:

‘Save me!’”

“Why didn’t you prevent her, pray?”

“But how was I to prevent her, dear little father, my lord? Why, when I

discovered it, she was no longer in her room, but my heart had a

foreboding, you know; these last days she has been so sad all the time,

and has said nothing; so I knew how it was, and rushed straight into the

garden, just as though some one had made me do it; and suddenly I heard

something go splash! into the water: ‘Save me!’ I heard the cry: ‘Save

me!’... Okh, my darling, light of my eyes!”

“But perhaps it only seemed so to thee!”

“Seemed so, forsooth! But where is she? what has become of her?”

“So that is what looked white to me in the gloom,” thought Vladímir

Sergyéitch....

In the meanwhile, men had run up with boat-hooks, dragged thither a net,

and begun to spread it out on the grass, a great throng of people had

assembled, a commotion had arisen, and a jostling ... the coachman

seized one boat-hook, the village elder seized another, both sprang into

the boat, put off, and set to searching the water with the hooks; the

people on the shore lighted them. Strange and dreadful did their

movements seem, and their shadows in the gloom, above the agitated pond,

in the dim and uncertain light of the lanterns.

“He ... here, the hook has caught!”--suddenly cried the coachman.

All stood stock-still where they were.

The coachman pulled the hook toward him, and bent over.... Something

horned and black slowly came to the surface....

“A tree-stump,”--said the coachman, pulling away the hook.

“But come back, come back!”--they shouted to him from the shore.--“Thou

wilt accomplish nothing with the hooks; thou must use the net.”

“Yes, yes, the net!”--chimed in others.

“Stop,”--said the elder;--“I’ve got hold of something also ... something

soft, apparently,”--he added, after a brief pause.

A white spot made its appearance alongside the boat....

“The young lady!”--suddenly shouted the elder.--“’Tis she!”

He was not mistaken.... The hook had caught Márya Pávlovna by the sleeve

of her gown. The coachman immediately seized her, dragged her out of the

water ... in a couple of powerful strokes the boat was at the shore....

Ipátoff, Iván Ílitch, Vladímir Sergyéitch, all rushed to Márya Pávlovna,

raised her up, bore her home in their arms, immediately undressed her,

and began to roll her, and warm her.... But all their efforts, their

exertions, proved vain.... Márya Pávlovna did not come to herself....

Life had already left her.

Early on the following morning, Vladímir Sergyéitch left Ipátovka;

before his departure, he went to bid farewell to the dead woman. She was

lying on the table in the drawing-room in a white gown.... Her thick

hair was not yet entirely dry, a sort of mournful surprise was expressed

on her pale face, which had not had time to grow distorted; her parted

lips seemed to be trying to speak, and ask something; ... her hands,

convulsively clasped, as though with grief, were pressed tight to her

breast.... But with whatever sorrowful thought the poor drowned girl had

perished, death had laid upon her the seal of its eternal silence and

peace ... and who understands what a dead face expresses during those

few moments when, for the last time, it meets the glance of the living

before it vanishes forever and is destroyed in the grave?

Vladímir Sergyéitch stood for a while in decorous meditation before the

body of Márya Pávlovna, crossed himself thrice, and left the room,

without having noticed Iván Ílitch who was weeping softly in one

corner.... And he was not the only one who wept that day: all the

servants in the house wept bitterly: Márya Pávlovna had left a good

memory behind her.

The following is what old Ipátoff wrote, a week later, in reply to a

letter which had come, at last, from Nadézhda Alexyéevna:

“One week ago, dear Madam, Nadézhda Alexyéevna, my unhappy

sister-in-law, your acquaintance, Márya Pávlovna, wilfully ended

her own life, by throwing herself by night into the pond, and we

have already committed her body to the earth. She decided upon this

sad and terrible deed, without having bidden me farewell, without

leaving even a letter or so much as a note, to declare her last

will.... But you know better than any one else, Nadézhda

Alexyéevna, on whose soul this great and deadly sin must fall! May

the Lord God judge your brother, for my sister-in-law could not

cease to love him, nor survive the separation....”

Nadézhda Alexyéevna received this letter in Italy, whither she had gone

with her husband, Count de Steltchínsky, as he was called in all the

hotels. He did not visit hotels alone, however; he was frequently seen

in gambling-houses, in the Kur-Saal at the baths.... At first he lost a

great deal of money, then he ceased to lose, and his face assumed a

peculiar expression, not precisely suspicious, nor yet precisely

insolent, like that which a man has who unexpectedly gets involved in

scandals.... He saw his wife rarely. But Nadézhda Alexyéevna did not

languish in his absence. She developed a passion for painting and the

fine arts. She associated chiefly with artists, and was fond of

discussing the beautiful with young men. Ipátoff’s letter grieved her

greatly, but did not prevent her going that same day to “the Dogs’

Cave,” to see how the poor animals suffocated when immersed in sulphur

fumes.

She did not go alone. She was escorted by divers cavaliers. Among their

number, a certain Mr. Popelin, an artist--a Frenchman, who had not

finished his course--with a small beard, and dressed in a checked

sack-coat, was the most agreeable. He sang the newest romances in a thin

tenor voice, made very free-and-easy jokes, and although he was gaunt of

form, yet he ate a very great deal.

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