III

“How am I to get acquainted with them?” was my first thought, as soon as

I awoke in the morning. I went out into the garden before tea, but did

not approach too close to the fence, and saw no one. After tea I walked

several times up and down the street in front of the villa, and cast a

distant glance at the windows.... I thought I descried _her_ face behind

the curtains, and retreated with all possible despatch. “But I must get

acquainted,”--I thought, as I walked with irregular strides up and down

the sandy stretch which extends in front of the Neskútchny Park ... “but

how? that is the question.” I recalled the most trifling incidents of

the meeting on the previous evening; for some reason, her manner of

laughing at me presented itself to me with particular clearness.... But

while I was fretting thus and constructing various plans, Fate was

already providing for me.

During my absence, my mother had received a letter from her new

neighbour on grey paper sealed with brown wax, such as is used only on

postal notices, and on the corks of cheap wine. In this letter, written

in illiterate language, and with a slovenly chirography, the Princess

requested my mother to grant her her protection: my mother, according to

the Princess’s words, was well acquainted with the prominent people on

whom the fortune of herself and her children depended, as she had some

extremely important law-suits: “I apeal tyou,”--she wrote,--“as a knoble

woman to a knoble woman, and moarover, it is agriable to me to makeus of

this oportunity.” In conclusion, she asked permission of my mother to

call upon her. I found my mother in an unpleasant frame of mind: my

father was not at home, and she had no one with whom to take counsel. It

was impossible not to reply to a “knoble woman,” and to a Princess into

the bargain; but how to reply perplexed my mother. It seemed to her

ill-judged to write a note in French, and my mother was not strong in

Russian orthography herself--and was aware of the fact--and did not wish

to compromise herself. She was delighted at my arrival, and immediately

ordered me to go to the Princess and explain to her verbally that my

mother was always ready, to the extent of her ability, to be of service

to Her Radiance,[3] and begged that she would call upon her about one

o’clock.

This unexpectedly swift fulfilment of my secret wishes both delighted

and frightened me; but I did not betray the emotion which held

possession of me, and preliminarily betook myself to my room for the

purpose of donning a new neckcloth and coat; at home I went about in a

round-jacket and turn-over collars, although I detested them greatly.

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