XVIII.

At sunrise the next morning the guests of Casa Grande were horsed and

ready to start for the Mission. The valley between the house and the

Mission was alive with the immediate rancheros and their families, and

the people of the town, aristocrats and populace.

At Estenega's suggestion, I climbed with him to the attic of the

tower, much to the detriment of my frock. But I made no complaint

after Diego had removed the dusty little windows on both sides and

I looked through the apertures at the charming scene. The rising sun

gave added fire to the bright red tiles of the long white Mission,

and threw a pink glow on its noble arches and towers and on the white

massive aqueduct. The bells were crashing their welcome to the bride.

The deep valley, wooded and rocky, was pervaded by the soft glow of

the awakening, but was as lively as midday. There were horses of every

color the Lord has decreed that horses shall wear. The saddles upon

them were of embossed leather or rich embroidered silk heavily mounted

with silver. Above all this gorgeousness sat the caballeros and

the doñas, in velvet and silk, gold lace and Spanish, jewels and

mantillas, and silver-weighted sombreros; a confused mass of color and

motion; a living picture, shifting like a kaleidoscope. Nor was

this all: brown, soberly-dressed old men and women in satin-padded

carretas,--heavy ox-carts on wheels made from solid sections of trees,

and driven by a gañan seated on one of the animals; the populace in

cheap finery, some on foot, others astride old mules or broken-winded

horses, two or three on one lame old hack; all chattering, shouting,

eager, interested, impatiently awaiting the bride and a week of

pleasure.

In the court-yard and plaza before it the guests of the house were

mounted on a caponera of palominas,--horses peculiar to the country;

beautiful creatures, golden-bronze, and burnished, with luxuriant

manes and tails which waved and shone like the sparkling silver of

a water-fall. A number were riderless, awaiting the pleasure of the

bridal party. One alone was white as a Californian fog. He lifted his

head and pranced as if aware of his proud distinction. The aquera and

saddle which embellished his graceful beauty were of pink silk worked

with delicate leaves in gold and silver thread. The stirrups, cut from

blocks of wood, were elaborately carved. The glistening reins were

made from the long crystal hairs of his mane, and linked with silver.

A strip of pink silk, joined at the ends with a huge rosette, was

hung from the high silver pommel of the saddle, depending on the left

side,--a stirrup for my lady's foot.

A deeper murmur, a sudden lining of sombreros and waving of little

hands, proclaimed that the bridal party had appeared, and we hastened

down.

Prudencia, the mantilla of the _donas_ depending from a comb six

inches high, was attired in a white satin gown with a train of

portentous length, and looked like a kitten with a long tail. Reinaldo

was dazzling. He wore white velvet embroidered with gold; his linen

and lace were more fragile than cobwebs; his white satin slippers

were clasped with diamond buckles, the same in which his father had

married; his jacket was buttoned with diamonds. His white velvet

sombrero was covered with plumes. Never have I seen so splendid

a bridegroom. I saw Estenega grin; but I maintain that, whatever

Reinaldo's deficiencies, he was a picture to be thankful for that

morning.

Doña Trinadad was quietly gowned in gray satin, but Don Guillermo was

as picturesque in his way as his son. His black silk handkerchief had

been knotted hurriedly about his head, and the four corners hung upon

his neck. His short breeches were of red velvet, his jacket of blue

cloth trimmed with large silver buttons and gold lace; his vest was

of yellow damask, his linen embroidered. Attached to his slippers were

enormous silver spurs inlaid with gold, the rowels so long that they

scratched more trains than one that day.

The bridesmaids stood in a group apart, a large bouquet: each wore

a gown of a different color. Valencia blazed forth in yellow,

and flashed triumphant glances at Estenega, now and again one of

irrepressible envy and resentment at Reinaldo. Chonita looked like a

water-witch in pale green covered with lace that stirred with every

breath of air; her mantilla was as delicate as sea-spray. About her

was something subtle, awakened, restive, that I noticed for the first

time. Once she intercepted one of Valencia's lavish glances, and her

own eyes were extremely wicked and dangerous for a moment. I looked at

Estenega. He was regarding her with a fierce intensity which made him

oblivious for the moment of his surroundings. I looked at Valencia.

Thunderclouds were those heavy brows, lowered to the lightning which

sprang from depths below. I looked again at Chonita. The pink color

was in her marble face; pinker were her carven lips.

"God of my soul!" I said to Estenega. "Go home."

"My Prudencia," said Don Guillermo. He lifted her to the pink saddle,

adjusted her foot in the pink ribbon, climbed up behind her, placed

one arm about her waist, took the bridle in his other hand, and

cantered out of the court-yard. Reinaldo sprang to his horse, lifted

his mother in front of him, and followed. Then went the bridesmaids;

and the rest of us fell into line as we listed. As we rode up the

valley, those awaiting us joined the cavalcade, the populace closing

it, spreading out like a fan attached to the tail of a snake. The

bells rang out a joyful discordant peal; the long undulating line of

many colors wound through the trees, passed the long corridor of the

Mission, to the stone steps of the church.

The ceremony was a long one, for communion was given the bride and

groom; and during the greater part of it I do not think Estenega

removed his gaze from Chonita. I could not help observing her too,

although I was deeply impressed with the solemnity of the occasion.

Her round womanly figure had never appeared to greater advantage than

in that close-fitting gown; her hips being rather wide, she wore fewer

gathers than was the fashion. Her faultless arms had a warmth in their

whiteness; the filmy lace of her mantilla caressed a throat so full

and round and white and firm that it seemed to invite other caresses;

even the black pearls clung lovingly about it. Her graceful head was

bent forward a little, and the soft black lashes brushed her cheeks.

The pink flush was still in her face, like the first tinge of color on

the chill desolation of dawn.

"Is she not beautiful?" whispered Estenega, eagerly. "Is not that a

woman to make known to herself? Think of the infinite possibilities,

the sublimation of every----"

Here I ordered him to keep quiet, reminding him that he was in church,

a fact he had quite forgotten. I inferred that he remembered it later,

for he moved restlessly more than once and looked longingly toward the

door.

It was over at last, and as the bride and groom appeared in the door

of the church and descended the steps, a salute was fired from the

Presidio. On the long corridor a table had been built from end to

end and a goodly banquet provided by the padres. We took our seats

at once, the populace gathering about a feast spread for them on the

grass.

Padre Jimeno, the priest who had officiated at the ceremony, sat at

the head of the table; the other priests were scattered among us, and

good company all of them were. We were a very lively party. Prudencia

was toasted until her calm important head whirled. Reinaldo made a

speech as full of flowers as the occasion demanded. Alvarado made

one also, five sentences of plain well-chosen words, to which the

bridegroom listened with scorn. Now and again a girl swept the strings

of a guitar or a caballero sang. The delighted shrieks of the people

came over to us; at regular intervals cannons were fired.

Estenega found himself seated between Chonita and Valencia. I was

opposite, and beginning to feel profoundly fascinated by this drama

developing before my eyes. I saw that he was amused by the situation

and not in the least disconcerted. Valencia was nervous and eager.

Chonita, whose pride never failed her, had drawn herself up and looked

coldly indifferent.

"Señor," murmured Valencia, "thou wilt tarry with us long, no? We have

much to show thee in Santa Barbara, and on our ranchos."

"I fear that I can stay but a week, señorita. I must return to Los

Angeles."

"Would nothing tempt thee to stay, Don Diego?"

He looked into her rich Southern face and approved of it: when had he

ever failed to approve of a pretty woman? "Thine eyes, señorita, would

tempt a man to forget more than duty."

"And thou wilt stay?"

"When I leave Santa Barbara what I take of myself will not be worth

leaving."

"Ay! and what thou leavest thou never shalt have again."

"There is my hope of heaven, señorita."

He turned from this glittering conversation to Chonita.

"You are a little tired," he said, in a low voice. "Your color has

gone, and the shadows are coming about your eyes."

The suspicion was borne home to her that he must have observed her

closely to detect those shades of difference which no one else had

noted.

"A little, señor. I went to bed late and rose early. Such times as

these tax the endurance. But after a siesta I shall be refreshed."

"You look strong and very healthy."

"Ay, but I am! I am not delicate at all. I can ride all day, and

swim--which few of our women do. I even like to walk; and I can dance

every night for a week. Only, this is an unusual time."

Her supple elastic figure and healthy whiteness of skin betokened

endurance and vitality, and he looked at her with pleasure. "Yes, you

are strong," he said. "You look as if you would _last_,--as if you

never would grow brown nor stout."

"What difference, if the next generation be beautiful?" she said,

lightly. "Look at Don Juan de la Borrasca. See him gaze upon Panchita

Lopez, who is just sixteen. What does he care that the women of his

day are coffee-colored and stringy or fat? You will care as little

when you too are brown and dried up, afraid to eat dulces, and each

month seeking a new parting for your hair."

"You are a hopeful seer! But you--are you resigned to the time when

even the withered old beau will not look at you,--you who are the

loveliest woman in the Californias?"

It was the first compliment he had paid her, and she looked up with a

swift blush, then lowered her eyes again. "With truth, I never imagine

myself except as I am now; but I should have always my books, and no

husband to teach me that there were other women more fair."

"And books will suffice, then?"

"Sure." She said it a little wistfully. Then she added, abruptly, "I

shall go to confession this week."

"Ah!"

"Yes; for although I hate you still--that is, I do not like you--I

have forgiven you. I believe you to be kind and generous, although

the enemy of my brother; that if you did oppose him and cast him

into prison, you did so with a loyal motive; you cannot help making

mistakes, for you are but human. And I do not forget that if it were

not for you he would not be a bridegroom to-day. Also, you are not

responsible for being an Estenega; so, although I do not forgive the

blood in you,--how could I, and be worthy to bear the name of Iturbi y

Moncada?--I forgive you, yourself, for being what you cannot help, and

for what you have unwittingly and mistakenly done. Do you understand?"

"I understand. Your subtleties are magnificent."

"You must not laugh at me. Tell me, how do you like my friend

Valencia?"

"Well enough. I want to hear more about your confession. You fall back

into the bosom of your Church with joy, I suppose?"

"Ay!"

"And you would never disobey one of her mandates?"

"Holy God! no."

"Why?"

"Why? Because I am a Catholic."

"That is not what I asked you. Why are you a Catholic? if I must make

myself more plain. Why are you afraid to disobey? Why do you cling to

the Church with your back braced against your intelligence? It is hope

of future reward, I suppose,--or fear?"

"Sure. I want to go to the heaven of the good Catholic."

"Do not waste this life, particularly the youth of it, preparing for

a legendary hereafter. Granting, for the sake of argument, that this

existence is supplemented by another: you have no knowledge of what

elements you will be composed when you lay aside your mortal part to

enter there. Your power of enjoyment may be very thin indeed, like the

music of a band without brass; the sort of happiness one can imagine a

human being to experience out of whose anatomy the nervous system has

by some surgical triumph been removed, and in whom love of the arts

alone exists, abnormally cultivated. But one thing we of earth do

know; you do not, but I will tell you; we have a slight capacity for

happiness and a large capacity for enjoyment. There is not much in

life, God knows, but there is something. One can get a reasonable

amount out of it with due exercise of philosophy. Of that we are sure.

Of what comes after we are absolutely unsure."

She had endeavored to interrupt him once or twice, and did so now, her

eyes flashing. "Are you an atheist?" she demanded, abruptly. "Are you

not a Catholic?"

"I am neither an atheist nor a Catholic. The question of religion has

no interest for me whatever. I wish it had none for you."

She looked at him sternly. For a moment I thought the Doomswoman would

annihilate the renegade. But her face softened suddenly. "I will pray

for you," she said, and turned to the man at her right.

Estenega's face turned the chalky hue I always dreaded, and he bent

his lips to her ear.

"Pray for me many times a day; and at other times recall what I said

about the relative value of possible and improbable heavens. You are a

woman who thinks."

"Don Diego," exclaimed Valencia, unable to control her impatience

longer, and turning sharply from the caballero who was talking to her

in a fiery undertone, "thou hast not spoken to me for ten minutes."

"For ten hours, señorita. Thou hast treated me with the scorn and

indifference of one weary of homage."

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