CHAPTER V.

Leonard and Mr Burley walked on into the suburbs round the north

road from London, and Mr Burley offered to find literary employment

for Leonard--an offer eagerly accepted.

Then they went into a public house by the wayside. Burley demanded

a private room, called for pen, ink, and paper; and, placing these

implements before Leonard, said, "Write what you please in prose,

five sheets of letter paper, twenty-two lines to a page--neither

more nor less."

"I cannot write so."

"Tut, 'tis for bread."

The boy's face crimsoned.

"I must forget that," said he.

"There is an arbour in the garden under a weeping ash," returned

Burley. "Go there, and fancy yourself in Arcadia."

Leonard was too pleased to obey. He found out the little arbour at

one end of a deserted bowling-green. All was still--the hedgerow

shut out the sight of the inn. The sun lay warm on the grass, and

glinted pleasantly through the leaves of the ash. And Leonard there

wrote the first essay from his hand as Author by profession. What

was it that he wrote? His dreamy impressions of London? an anathema

on its streets, and its hearts of stone? murmurs against poverty?

dark elegies on fate?

Oh, no! little knowest thou true genius, if thou askest such

questions, or thinkest that there, under the weeping ash, the

taskwork for bread was remembered; or that the sunbeam glinted but

over the practical world, which, vulgar and sordid, lay around.

Leonard wrote a fairy tale--one of the loveliest you can conceive,

with a delicate touch of playful humour--in a style all flowered

over with happy fancies. He smiled as he wrote the last word--he was

happy. In rather more than an hour Mr Burley came to him, and found

him with that smile on his lips.

Mr Burley had a glass of brandy and water in his hand; it was

his third. He too smiled--he too looked happy. He read the paper

aloud, and well. He was very complimentary. "You will do!" said he,

clapping Leonard on the back. "Perhaps some day you will catch my

one-eyed perch." Then he folded up the MS., scribbled off a note,

put the whole in one envelope--and they returned to London.

Mr Burley disappeared within a dingy office near Fleet Street,

on which was inscribed--"Office of the _Beehive_," and soon came

forth with a golden sovereign in his hand--Leonard's first-fruits.

Leonard thought Peru lay before him. He accompanied Mr Burley to

that gentleman's lodging in Maida Hill. The walk had been very long;

Leonard was not fatigued. He listened with a livelier attention

than before to Burley's talk. And when they reached the apartments

of the latter, and Mr Burley sent to the cookshop, and their joint

supper was taken out of the golden sovereign, Leonard felt proud,

and for the first time for weeks he laughed the heart's laugh. The

two writers grew more and more intimate and cordial. And there was a

vast deal in Burley by which any young man might be made the wiser.

There was no apparent evidence of poverty in the apartments--clean,

new, well furnished; but all things in the most horrible litter--all

speaking of the huge literary sloven.

For several days Leonard almost lived in those rooms. He wrote

continuously--save when Burley's conversation fascinated him into

idleness. Nay, it was not idleness--his knowledge grew larger as

he listened; but the cynicism of the talker began slowly to work

its way. That cynicism in which there was no faith, no hope, no

vivifying breath from Glory--from Religion. The cynicism of the

Epicurean, more degraded in his stye than ever was Diogenes in his

tub; and yet presented with such ease and such eloquence--with such

art and such mirth--so adorned with illustration and anecdote, so

unconscious of debasement.

Strange and dread philosophy--that made it a maxim to squander

the gifts of mind on the mere care for matter, and fit the soul

to live but as from day to day, with its scornful cry, "A fig

for immortality and laurels!" An author for bread! Oh, miserable

calling! was there something grand and holy, after all, even in

Chatterton's despair!

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