Thus for ten days they wandered through rocky gorges, and climbed the steep

sides of hills, and returned to their camp for fresh supplies and a day or two

of rest. The “great and high mountain” in the distance had seemed to recede

before them as they walked. They had been three days in reaching its base.

Another two days had served to take them over the top and down on the other

side westward. There their trail seemed to end, for that side of the mountain

was almost entirely covered with loose rubble of decomposed rock. There were

no cliffs or jagged rocks anywhere that they could see.

Since Peter had burned the code, and the list of references was in St. Louis

with Grandfather’s Bible, they were compelled for the present to depend

altogether on memory. But Rawley could repeat the code from beginning to end

without hesitation. The only explanation, then, of their failure was that

either he had made a mistake somewhere in writing down the marked passages or

Grandfather King had marked them wrong.

Rawley astonished Nevada somewhat by asking to borrow her Bible. But when he

received it he could not remember the references, so that he was no better off

than before. One thing was certain: the only great and high mountain within

sight of El Dorado, looking north, with “Cedar trees in abundance scattered

over the face of the high mountain” had no cliffs upon its western side. When

the mountain itself failed to measure up with the description, the whole code

fell flat. It was a big country, and it was a rough country. A man might spend

a lifetime in the search.

“My sergeant did not lie,” Johnny Buffalo contended stubbornly. “He was a

great man. He did not make mistakes. When he said the gold was there, in the

clefts of the jagged rocks, it was there. He said it.”

“He said it--fifty years ago,” Rawley retorted rather impatiently. “I didn’t

see any gold formation anywhere on that mountain. It’s true that ‘Gold is

where you find it’; but it leaves earmarks in its particular neighborhood for

the man who knows how to read the signs. If there is any gold on that

mountain, some one carried it there.”

“There is gold where my sergeant said there is gold,” Johnny Buffalo insisted.

“I shall look until I find.”

“You will need winter quarters, then,” Rawley observed grimly, rummaging for

his sweater. October was hard upon them, and the wind was chill. “Tell you

what, Johnny. I’ll have to get out and earn some more money, anyway. I have a

dandy offer that came in the last mail. It’s a big job, and it ought to net me

a thousand dollars, easy. You remember that spring we passed, back here three

or four miles? It isn’t far from the trail. There’s plenty of wood, and a

little prospecting there might turn up something. I noticed as we came through

that the country looked pretty good. I’ll help build you a cabin there and get

you fixed up for winter. Then I’ll go and report on this mine--and come back,

maybe, after I’m through. Peter’ll see that you have everything you need while

I’m gone.”

Johnny Buffalo nodded approval. “All winter I will hunt for the gold my

sergeant gave you,” he declared. “He said it was on the high mountain. I shall

find it.”

Rawley had long ago learned that argument was a waste of time and breath. All

the while they were building the cabin, Johnny Buffalo talked of finding the

gold while Rawley was gone; and Rawley did not discourage him. He was saving a

secret for the old man, and he was in a hurry to have it complete before he

must leave.

Rawley’s mother had offered for sale the furniture and belongings of the west

wing, and Rawley had surreptitiously bought them for a fair price through the

friendly dealer who had known him since Rawley was a child. The things were

stored ready for shipping. Rawley wrote for them; and on the day when the

truck was to bring them to the end of the road nearest Johnny’s winter

quarters, he encouraged Johnny to start on a two-day trip to the mountain.

Peter and Nevada arrived with the burros before Johnny had much more than

walked out of sight.

Never mind what it cost those three in haste and hard work. When Johnny

Buffalo dragged himself wearily to the cabin at dusk on the second day, he

walked into an atmosphere poignantly familiar. Even the wheel chair had

arrived with the rest of the things. That, however, Rawley had left crated and

stored in the little shed adjoining the cabin. Everything else he had unpacked

and arranged as he had seen them in the west wing.

Peter and Nevada had lingered, waiting for the old man’s return; but after all

they lacked the courage to follow him when he went inside. He was gone a long

while. The three sat out on a rock before the cabin and watched the moon slide

up from behind a jagged peak across the river. They did not talk. Splendid

dreams held them silent,--dreams and their conscious waiting for Johnny

Buffalo.

Even when he came from the cabin there was no speech amongst them; Johnny

Buffalo looked as though he had been talking with angels.

A few days after that, Rawley went away to his work, content because he had

wheedled from Nevada a promise to write to him and keep him informed of Johnny

Buffalo’s welfare and the progress of the dam. He expected to return in a

month. But instead of coming he wrote a long letter.

He had finished the mine report and was about to leave for Washington, he

said. The president of the School of Mines where he had studied wrote him,

asking if he would not offer his services to the government, which was badly

in need of men for research work. Minerals hitherto in little demand had

suddenly become tremendously important,--for while the country was not yet at

war it was quietly preparing for such an emergency. He told Nevada that, much

as he disliked to change his plans, it was too good a chance to pass up, even

if his loyalty to the government did not impel him to accept the tacit offer.

He would come in contact with some of the biggest men in the game, he wrote.

In April, when war was actually declared, Rawley was already thoroughly shaken

down into his job. He still wrote twice a month to Nevada, but his letters

became shorter,--as if they were written in stray minutes snatched from his

duties. An interesting assortment of postmarks Nevada collected during the

ensuing two years. Every State in the Union that could flaunt a mineral

product seemed to be represented. Her replies were usually about two jobs

behind him, so that letters with the Nelson, Nevada, postmark trailed

patiently after Rawley wherever he went.

During the war, his mother saw him just once, when he happened to be passing

through St. Louis and could stop over for a few hours. Johnny Buffalo, Peter,

and Nevada saw him not at all.

CHAPTER TWENTY

NEVADA ANALYZES

On a certain day in June, Rawley left his car at Nelson and started afoot down

the trail to Cramers. Although the war was over he was still in the service of

the government. A bit leaner, a bit harder-muscled, steadier of eye and of

purpose, with a broader vision, too. Rawley had been making good.

After more than two years away from this particular point on the Colorado, old

emotions came sweeping back upon him as he caught sight of this bold peak or

that wild gorge, familiar landmarks along the trail. Halfway to Cramers, he

turned aside and followed a dim trail that went climbing tortuously up a

narrow canyon and so reached a bold hillside where the cabin of Johnny Buffalo

squatted snugly beside the spring.

Johnny was absent,--probably still hunting for the gold, Rawley thought, as he

grinned to himself. After so long a time spent wholly in service to others,

with the weal of his country always in the front of his mind, the search for

his grandfather’s gold mine seemed a shade less important than it had been two

years ago. He had the Bible and the old diary with him, but that was partly to

please Johnny Buffalo and because he thought the books might be interesting to

Peter. For himself he had not much hope of finding the cleft in the rocks; for

Johnny Buffalo the quest would be a wholesome object in life. Johnny Buffalo

would continue the search from no selfish motive, but in a zeal for Rawley’s

welfare. There was a difference, Rawley thought, in the way you go at a thing.

He left a note for Johnny on the table and went on down the hill and back into

the trail to the river. At the edge of the basin he stopped and surveyed the

somewhat squalid huddle of buildings, wondering why it was he felt almost as

if this were a home-coming. Perhaps it was a fondness for his Uncle Peter, and

because Nevada had kept the place fresh in his mind with the letters she had

written him.

Two strange dogs were added to the hysterically barking pack that rushed out

at him as he drew near. Five children instead of four grouped themselves and

stared. Gladys appeared in the open doorway of her cabin; a fatter Gladys,

with another baby riding astride her hip. The tribe of Cramer was waxing

strong.

He was sure that Gladys recognized him, but with the stolidity of the race

which dominated her nature, she merely stared and gave no sign of welcome.

Rawley kicked a dog or two that seemed over-serious in their intentions and

kept straight on. When he reached the hard-trodden zone immediately before the

cabin, he lifted his hat and spoke to Gladys.

“Hullo,” she grinned fatuously. “We don’t see you for a long time.”

Anita came to the door, looked out and nodded with an imperturbable gravity

that always disconcerted Rawley. He asked for Peter and Nevada. Peter was at

work, Gladys told him vaguely. And the clicking of a typewriter in the rock

dugout told him where Nevada might be found.

Rawley was amazed, almost appalled at the agitation with which he faced her.

In the press of his work, of meeting strange people and seeing strange places,

he had thought the image of Nevada was blurred; a charming personality dimmed

by distance and the urge of other thoughts, other interests. But when he held

her hand, looked up into her eyes as she stood on the step of the porch, he

had a curious sensation of having been poignantly hungry for her all this

while. He found himself fighting a desire to take her in his arms and kiss her

red mouth that was smiling down at him. He had to remind himself that he

hadn’t the right to do that; that Nevada had never given him the faintest

excuse to believe that he would ever be privileged to kiss her.

He sat in the homemade chair on the porch and, because looking at Nevada

disturbed him unaccountably, he stared down at the river while they talked. He

wondered if Nevada really felt as unconcerned over his coming as she sounded

and looked. She was friendly, frankly pleased to see him,--and he resented the

fact that she could speak so openly of her pleasure. She could have said to

any acquaintance the things she said to him, he told himself savagely; she was

like all her letters, friendly, unconstrained, impersonal. It amazed him now

to remember that he had been delighted with her letters. If at first he had

wished them more diffident, as if she felt the sweet possibilities of their

friendship, he had come to thank the good Lord for one sensible girl in the

world. Nevada had no nonsense, he frequently reminded himself. She didn’t

expect the mushy love-making flavor in their correspondence. He could feel

sure of Nevada.

Now it maddened him to feel so sure of her; so sure of her composed

friendliness that left no little cranny for love to creep in. She liked

him,--in the same way that she liked Peter. He could even believe that she

liked him almost as well as she liked Peter; that he stood second in her

affections before all the world. Covertly he studied her whenever the

conversation made a glance into her eyes quite natural and expected. She met

each glance with smiling unconcern,--the most disheartening manner a lover can

face.

“You’ve grown, Cousin Rawley,” she said. “Yes, I’ve got your home name on my

tongue--from Johnny Buffalo, I suppose. Well, you _have_ grown. I don’t mean

your body alone, though you have filled out and your shoulders look broader

and stronger, somehow, even though you may not weigh a pound more. But you’ve

grown mentally. There’s a strength in your face--an added strength. And your

eyes are so _much_ different. You keep me wondering, in between our talk, what

is in your mind--back of those eyes. That’s a sure sign that a great, strong

soul is looking out. It’s been an awful two years, hasn’t it?”

“It has,” Rawley answered quietly, his mind reverting swiftly to several close

squeaks from the enemy at home.

“Two years ago you’d have said ‘You _bet_!’ just like that. ‘It has’ wouldn’t

have seemed expressive enough. That’s what I’m driving at. Now you can just

say ‘It has’, and something back of your eyes and your voice gives the punch.

Cousin Rawley, you can cut out all exclamatory phrases from now on, if you

like. The punch is there. I’ve seen other men back from service. One or two

had that same reserve power. The others were merely full of talk about how

they won the war. It’s funny.”

Rawley did not think it was funny. She had lifted his heart to his throat with

her flattering analysis and had dropped it as a child drops a toy for some

fresher interest. He was all this and all that,--and she had seen other men

return with the same look. Right there Rawley silently indulged himself in his

strongest exclamatory phrase in his vocabulary.

Nevada had turned her head to call something in Indian, replying to her

grandmother’s shrill voice. She did not see what lay back of Rawley’s eyes at

that moment,--worse luck.

“Well, I wanted to get in and help. Gladys and Grandmother knitted sweaters

and socks, and so did I. I wanted to be a Red Cross nurse--was there a girl in

America who didn’t?--but Uncle Peter wouldn’t let me go. He said I was needed

here, to help hold things together. But I’ll tell you what I did do. I went

into the old diggings and mined. I found a stringer or two they hadn’t

bothered with, and I mined for dear life and sent every last color to the Red

Cross. Uncle Peter was helping, too--I mean giving all he could--but I wanted

to do something my own self. And do you know, Cousin Rawley, Grandmother got

right in with me and shoveled gravel to beat the cars! I didn’t write you

about it--it seemed so little to do. And besides, I didn’t realize then the

importance of living up to you. But with that--that Sphinxlike strength you’ve

acquired, I’ll just inform you that your Injuns were on the job.”

“I knew it, anyway. And you did more good than your personal service in

hospital could have done. It took money to keep the nurses going that were on

the job, remember.”

“Two years ago,” mused Nevada, “you’d have called me on that Sphinx remark and

for calling myself Injun. Yes, you have grown. You can keep to the essential

point much better than before. Well, and how is Johnny Buffalo? I haven’t seen

him for a week.”

“Nor I for over two years. I left a note on his table. Nevada, how long has he

had that wheel chair of Grandfather’s standing across the table from his own?”

Nevada looked at him studyingly until Rawley, for all his vaunted strength,

found his eyes sliding away from the directness of her gaze.

“Cousin Rawley, if you have grown hard, you won’t sympathize with Johnny

Buffalo, or understand. For more than a year, now, he has believed that his

sergeant comes and sits in that chair to keep him company. He really believes

it. You mustn’t laugh at him, will you?”

Rawley was staring down at the always hurrying river. He said nothing.

“Just don’t laugh at Johnny,” Nevada urged. “And don’t argue with him. It’s a

_comfort_ to him to believe that. He doesn’t always keep the chair at the

table. Sometimes it is by the window, or close to the fire when I go there. I

think he moves it just as he would if your grandfather were living there with

him.”

“That’s nonsense!” Rawley spoke sharply.

“It’s a comfort to Johnny Buffalo,” Nevada observed calmly. “I’m glad I saw

you first, if that is your attitude. Johnny Buffalo has been brighter and

happier, ever since he first thought he saw your grandfather walk in at the

door and stand smiling down at him. He insists that his sergeant has his legs

back, and that not a day passes but he comes and sits awhile with him.

He--there’s something he won’t tell me, but he’s very anxious to see you,

especially. I think it is something concerning your grandfather.”

“Oh, well, if it’s any comfort to the old man--” Rawley frowned, but his tone

was yielding.

“Then do, please, act as if you believed your grandfather is there when Johnny

says he is there! You needn’t pretend to see him. I never do. I always say I

can’t see him; and then Johnny Buffalo tells me just how he looks, and what he

says. It pleases him so! He will be sure to have his sergeant meet you, Cousin

Rawley. And you must pretend to believe. He’s just waiting for you to come, so

that something important can take place. He wouldn’t even tell Uncle Peter

what it is.” Nevada leaned dangerously toward Rawley and laid a hand on his,

apparently as unconscious of the possible results as is a child who picks up

an explosive.

“Promise me, Cousin Rawley, that you’ll be careful not to hurt Johnny’s

feelings.” Her hand closed warmly over his.

Rawley’s silence was not the stubbornness she seemed to think it. He was

holding his teeth clamped together, trying to reach that quiet strength of

soul she had naïvely credited him with possessing. He had tried to hold

himself together, to refrain from making a fool of himself, and she had

mistaken the effort for strength of soul, he thought with secret chagrin. Oh,

as to Johnny Buffalo--

“I should feel very badly if I knew that I had hurt any one’s feelings,” he

said. “Least of all, Johnny Buffalo. If he can be happy with an hallucination,

I shall not disturb his happiness. But that means a mental letting go,

according to my way of thinking. When he takes to having delusions, he’s

weakening. I don’t like that. I can’t be with him, you see. I have a few days

to myself, and then I must be on the job again.”

“Oh. I thought you would be here for awhile, anyway.”

Rawley tried to extract some comfort from Nevada’s tone of regret. But her

regret was, after all, too candid to mean anything especial, he feared. He did

not make the mistake of asking her if she really minded his going again so

soon.

“How is the dam coming along?” That, at least, would be a sane subject, he

hoped.

“Oh--it’s coming along. I believe they’re all across the river, to-day.”

She did not seem eager to pursue that subject, either. He began to wonder more

than ever what was in her mind. Something she would not talk about, he knew.

But presently she pulled herself out of her preoccupation.

“Can you imagine that sliding volume of water being halted in all its hurry

and made to stop running to the gulf; thwarted in its whole purpose?” she

asked dreamily. “I’ve watched it all my life. Sometimes it’s savage and boils

along, with driftwood and débris of all kinds--I saw it at Needles, once, in

flood time. It was awful. Then to think how three men have lived beside it and

planned and worked for years and years, to stop all that tremendous movement

and pen it up in the hills and--it seems to me that it’s like life. It goes

hurrying along, too, for years and years, and its power is devastating and

awful, sometimes. And then--after all, it’s so easy to stop it.”

“Yes,” said Rawley, his thoughts forced back again to things he would like to

forget. “It’s easy to stop it. Like that.” He snapped his fingers. “A man

standing so close to me our shoulders rubbed was stopped in the middle of a

sentence. We were talking. I asked him something about the mine. He was

telling me. A cable broke, and the end of it snapped our way and caught him in

the head. Life stopped right there, so far as he was concerned. He wasn’t

given time to finish what he was saying.”

Nevada was staring at him, her lips parted, the easy flow of her thoughts

halted by the horror of the picture he had drawn with a few quiet words. So

few words--spoken so quietly, she thought fleetingly.

“I--didn’t know--right beside you! It might have--Weren’t you hurt?”

Rawley lifted a hand to his cheek, where a fine, white line was drawn.

“The tip of one strand flicked me there,” he said. “Made a nasty gash.”

The pallor in Nevada’s face deepened. She shivered as if a sudden chill had

struck her skin.

“Well,” said Rawley, after a further five minutes of staring at the river.

“I’ll be getting back. Tell Peter I’ll be down again. Or if he can take the

time, have him come up, will you?”

“Why don’t you call him father?” Nevada asked him. “You aren’t ashamed of him,

are you?”

Rawley looked at her, the truth on the tip of his tongue. But he closed his

lips a bit more firmly, smiled down at her and shook his head.

“Peter and I understand each other,” he told her enigmatically and went away.

He quite agreed with Nevada. Even in times of peace, life could almost be

called devastating.

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

THE TRUTH ABOUT RICHES

“To-morrow,” said Johnny Buffalo, with a transparent air of triumph, “we will

go to the cleft in the rocks, by the path which no man knoweth, and you shall

go down into the deep pit and find the gold.”

“What’s that?” Rawley looked up from crowding tobacco into his pipe after a

most satisfying supper. “You found it, did you?”

“My sergeant led me to the place,” Johnny Buffalo stated gravely. “There was a

mistake. The great and high mountain which holds the gold was not that

greatest mountain which we can see. There were cedar trees scattered over the

face of the mountain when my sergeant found the gold. That was many years ago.

Now there are no cedar trees or trees of any kind. That is why we could not

find the place. One year ago, my sergeant came and led me to the spot.”

“Is the gold there?” Rawley leaned forward, studying the old Indian through

half-shut eyes.

“I did not go down into the pit. My sergeant would not permit me to go. He

says that you will go, and that you will there learn the truth about riches.

He told me that I must not go down and look, for it would not be good that I

should see what will be revealed to you.” Johnny Buffalo spoke as if he were

reciting a lesson. His face was turned toward the empty wheel chair, drawn

before the open window.

Rawley frowned over the lighting of his pipe. The mystical message made little

impression on his mind, but he did worry over the Indian’s implicit belief in

it. His promise to Nevada bound him to silence on the subject of

hallucinations, however, even though he had in mind several things which he

would like to say.

Johnny Buffalo, sitting straight-backed with his hands spread palm down on his

knees, related all the incidents of his life during the past two years. Queo

had been accused of other murders, and after a particularly heinous one at the

Techatticup mine had disappeared altogether. Once Johnny Buffalo had seen him

and had taken a shot at him, but again the gun had kicked,--or perhaps his aim

was not too good. He had missed. Once his cabin had been robbed of food, and

he suspected the outlaw of committing the depredation. Of the tribe of Cramer

he would say little. Not once in the two years had he been in their camp, he

said. Peter and Nevada came often to see him. They were good to him. His

sergeant had come, and he had seen him. His sergeant sometimes spoke to him.

Perhaps Rawley would see him.

Rawley did not think so, but he refrained from voicing his doubt. As tactfully

as possible he avoided the subject and told some of his own adventures, to

which Johnny Buffalo listened with polite attention. It was plain to Rawley

that his mind was given up to another matter, and that he was merely waiting

with his Indian patience until he could guide his adopted son to the secret

cleft on the side of the mountain.

“No man has been before us,” he declared emphatically, when Rawley questioned

him. “Bushes have grown in the cleft until I could not have found it or

suspected that a cleft was there if my sergeant had not shown me the spot. The

cleft is there. I have seen it. The bushes are very old, and there is much

dead wood. There is the great heap of stones, and there has been a dead tree.

But it is gone many years and only the root is left to show that it once stood

joined to the great heap of stones. When the sun comes I will show you.”

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