He was conscious of a definite feeling of satisfaction when Nevada appeared

with a tray of food such as fever patients may have; tea, toast, a bit of

fruit--mostly juice. Behind her waddled her grandmother; Rawley could not yet

believe in the reality of the relationship between this high-bred white girl

and the old squaw. In the back of his mind he thought there must be some joke;

or at least, he told himself, looking at the two closely, Nevada must be one

of the tribe by adoption. He had heard of such things.

And there was her Uncle Peter, who was a white man in looks, in personality,

everything. Yet Uncle Peter had flared proudly, “We may be breeds--but we

aren’t brutes.” He could only have meant himself and Nevada. He looked at her,

his eyes going again to the squaw with her gray bangs, the red kerchief, her

squat shapelessness.

Her fear of him seemed to have evaporated upon reflection. Her curiosity

concerning him had not, evidently. She set down the tray and stared at him

with a frank fixity that reminded Rawley of the solemn regard of the sloe-eyed

baby riding astride Aunt Gladys’ slatternly hip.

“You feed Johnny Buffalo, Grandmother,” Nevada directed. “He used to live in

this country when he was a boy. You can’t tell--you might be old

acquaintances.” She smiled, patted the old woman on a cushiony shoulder and

approached Rawley, who was suddenly resigned to his helplessness.

“Grandmother rather holds herself above full-blood Indians,” she whispered.

“She’s only half Indian, herself. I don’t want her to snub your partner; he

looks so lonely, somehow. What is it?”

“He’s grieving over my grandfather’s death,” Rawley told her, his own voice

dropped to an undertone that would not carry. “Until I proposed this trip he

didn’t want to live. He’s better, out here.”

“I do hope--”

A shrill ejaculation from the squaw brought Nevada’s head around. “What is it,

Grandmother?”

The old woman started a singsong Indian explanation, and Nevada smiled. “She

says they do know each other. She remembers him when he was a boy and was

lost. So that’s fine. He can hear about all his old playmates and his

family.” She turned her back on them as if the duties of hostess sat more

lightly on her shoulders, since one of the patients could visit with her

grandmother.

“I’m wondering what happened, up the trail.”

Nevada thoughtfully cooled the tea with the spoon and looked at him

speculatively. “Uncle Peter can tell you better than I can--since I was not

permitted to go along. Besides, the less talking you do now, I believe, the

less danger there is of complications. Neither wound is so bad of itself,

Uncle Peter says. It’s having your head hurt, along with the broken bone in

the arm. Unless you are very quiet for a day or two, there may be fever; and

fevered blood makes slow healing. That’s Uncle Peter’s theory, and it must be

correct. He has books and studies all the time--when he isn’t working. Then,

of course, there’s the danger of infection from the outside; but he has been

very careful in the dressings. Johnny Buffalo,” she added after a minute, “is

worse off than you are. His shoulder blade is badly smashed. And then he’s so

much older.”

She was talking, he knew, to prevent him from doing so. And since his head

felt like a nest of crickets, all performing at once, he was content to let

her have her way. Across the room he could hear the intermittent murmur of the

two Indians, the voice of the grandmother droning musically, with sliding,

minor inflections as she recounted, no doubt, the history of the old man’s

family and friends.

He watched Nevada pour and sweeten a second cup of tea and did a swift mental

calculation in genealogy. Jess Cramer, he knew, was a white man. The husband

of Gladys, bearing the name of Grandfather King’s enemy, must be a son of the

old man and of this half-breed squaw. Very well, then, old Jess Cramer’s

children would be one quarter Indian--Peter, Jess and Nevada’s mother

(granting that Nevada was a blood relative). Nevada’s father must have been

white,--a Scotchman, by the name, and by Nevada’s clear skin and coppery hair.

Well, then, Nevada was--A knife thrust of pain stabbed through his brain, and

he could not think. Nevada set down the cup hastily and laid cool fingers on

his temple. He lifted his right hand and held her fingers there. The throbbing

agony lessened, grew fainter and fainter. After all, what did it matter--the

blood in those fingers? They were cool and sweet and soothing--

He thought Nevada had lifted her hand and was gently removing the bandage from

his head. But it was Uncle Peter, and Nevada was not there, and it was dark

outside. In another room a clock began to strike the hour. He counted nine. It

was strange; he could not remember going to sleep with her fingers pressed

against the pulse beat in his temple. Yet he must have slept for hours. He

closed his eyes and then opened them again, staring up with a child-like

candor into the man’s bent face.

“I know. You look like Grandfather,” he said thickly. And when Peter’s eyes

met his, “It’s your eyes. Grandfather had eyes exactly like yours. And there’s

something about the mouth--a bitterness. Gameness, too. Grandfather had his

legs off at the knees, for fifty years. Called himself a hunk of meat in a

wheel chair. God, it must be awful--a thing like that, when the rest of you is

big and strong--but you’re not crippled that way. Oh, Johnny! Are you awake?”

He heard a grunt. “I’ve got it--what you meant at first, about seeing your

sergeant. Uncle Peter looks like--”

A hand went over his mouth quite unexpectedly and effectually. He looked up

into the eyes like Grandfather King’s and found them very terrible.

“Fool! Never whisper it. Am I not the son of Jess Cramer? It had better be so!

Better not see that I am like his enemy--and rival.” He leaned close, his eyes

boring into the eyes so like his own. “One word to any one that would slur my

mother, and--” he pressed his lips together, his meaning told by his eyes.

“She came to me to-day, chattering her fear. Old Jess Cramer lives with other

thoughts, and his eyes are dim at close range. Never come close to him, boy.

Never recall the past to him. It would mean--God knows what it would mean. My

mother’s life, maybe. And then his own, for I’d kill him, of course, if he

touched her.”

Rawley blinked, trying to make sense of the riddle. Then his good hand went

out and rested on Peter’s arm, that was trembling under the thin shirt sleeve.

“Uncle Peter!” His lips barely moved to form the words, and afterward they

smiled. “The blood of the Kings! I’m glad--”

“Are you?” Peter bent over him fiercely. “Proud of a man who went away and

left my mother--”

“He had to go,” Rawley defended hastily. “He meant to come back in a month’s

time. But he was shot through the legs, and in hospital for months, and then

sent home a cripple. After that he lost his legs altogether. How could he come

back? Johnny can tell you.”

Peter pulled himself together and redressed the long, angry gash on Rawley’s

head. Johnny Buffalo, having slowly squirmed his body to a position that gave

him a view of Rawley’s cot, watched them unblinkingly, his wise old eyes

gravely inscrutable. When he had finished, Peter strode to the door and stood

there looking out. Rawley had a queer feeling that he was looking for

eavesdroppers.

“What you say will make my mother happier,” he told Rawley, coming back and

speaking in his usual calm tone of immutable reserve. “She seemed very bitter

to-day when she talked with me. She has always thought your grandfather went

away knowing he would never come back. And she has proud, Spanish blood in her

veins--”

“Anita, by ----!” Rawley’s jaw dropped in sheer, crestfallen amazement.

“Did he tell you?” Peter eyed him queerly.

“It’s the diary. The beautiful, half-Spanish girl, all fire and life--he

described her like that. And--”

“Well, they change as they grow old.” Peter’s lips twitched in a grin. “The

beautiful Spanish señoritas get fat and ugly, and the Indian women are more

so. Your grandfather’s fiery Spanish girl had nothing to pull her up the hill.

Monotony, hardships--one can’t wonder if the recidivous influences surrounding

her all these years pulled her down to the dead level of her mother’s people.

Take this Indian here--” he tilted his head toward Johnny Buffalo--“he was

taken out of it when he was a kid. Now, aside from certain traits of dignity

and repression, I imagine he’s more white than Indian.”

Rawley nodded. “Lived right with Grandfather all his life and has studied and

read everything he could get his hands on. He’s better educated than lots of

college men; aren’t you, Johnny?”

“Yes. I think very much, of many things which Indians do not know. I do not

talk very much. And that is wisdom also.”

“Mother had nothing from books. When her youth went and she began to take on

weight, she dropped her pretty ways and became like the squaws. I remember,

and it used to hurt my pride to see her slip into their ways. I was--white.”

His mouth shut grimly.

Rawley lay looking into his face, trying to realize the full significance of

this amazing truth. His grandfather’s son, and Anita’s. His own uncle. With

Indian blood, but his uncle nevertheless. If Grandfather King had known--

“He’d have been proud,” he said aloud, “to have a son like you. He always

wanted--and my father was a weakling, physically, I mean. He died when I was

just a kid. Grandfather called him a damned milksop, because he wanted to work

in a bank. Johnny can tell you a lot about Grandfather--your--father.” He

lowered his voice, mindful of Peter’s warning. And then, “Does Nev--does your

niece know about it?”

“She does not. The fewer who know it, the better for all concerned. There will

be four of us, as it is. There mustn’t be five. Why make the lives of two old

people bitter? Old Jess--I’ve a brother, Young Jess--thinks I am his son. He

needs me, and Nevada needs me. We’ve hung together, in spite of the mixed

breed you see us. Jess is Injun in looks and ways. Nevada’s mother was all

white. Jess married a mission half-breed girl, and their kids are Injun to the

bone. Belle, Nevada’s mother, married a Scotchman--good blood, I always

thought, from his looks and actions. Nevada’s--Nevada.”

He said it proudly, and Rawley felt his blood tingle with something of the

same pride.

From the other bed Johnny Buffalo spoke suddenly. “Anita, your mother, is my

cousin. The daughter of my aunt. My blood is mingled with the blood of my

sergeant’s son. My heart is now alive again and life is good. My sergeant has

gone where he can walk on two feet, and I am left to care for his son and his

grandson. I now see that God is very wise.”

“He is?” Peter pulled down his heavy, black brows and the corners of his lips.

“I’ve spent a good deal of time wondering about that. There’s Nevada--and

one-eighth Indian. Is that--”

“Oh, what the devil difference does that make?” Rawley gave a flounce that

made him groan. But in the midst of it he managed to growl, “You said it

yourself; Nevada’s--Nevada.”

CHAPTER ELEVEN

RAWLEY THINKS THINGS OUT

At intervals of fevered wakefulness during that night, Rawley went over and

over the astonishing state of affairs. The hour and the temperature that was

almost inevitable conspired to twist and exaggerate the truth, to give him an

intolerable sense of kinship with the slovenly, platter-faced Gladys, the

stolid obesity of the old squaw, and of a hopeless abyss between himself and

Nevada. They were related, somehow. They must be, since her Uncle Peter was

also his uncle. Uncle Peter, he thought, had been terribly wronged, and he

must somehow make amends, must remove the handicap of that savage blood. In

the morning he must tell Gladys that he was her cousin; why, that made him

Indian, too! No wonder his hair was so black, and he loved the wilderness with

such a passion. He was part Indian, that was why. Johnny Buffalo was some

relation; how Rawley’s mother would hate that!

What he did not know was that he talked about it, with Johnny Buffalo awake

and listening in the bed against the farther wall, and with Peter awake, too,

in a bed he had made for himself on the porch. He remembered that Peter came

and gave him a drink, and that it did not seem to matter so much, after that.

He slept late into the morning, after the opiate, and awoke to a saner point

of view.

As before, Nevada and her grandmother brought trays of food and helped the two

helpless ones to eat. With the knowledge Peter had given him, Rawley looked

with more interest at the old lady, covertly trying to see the slim little

half-caste Spanish girl whom Grandfather King had found “the joy of his

heart.” On the whole, Rawley could not feel that his grandfather would have

gone on loving, in any case. And he could not get away from the fact that

Anita had consoled herself with considerable expedition.

“You aren’t such a hero, after all,” Nevada bantered him, bringing him out of

his revery with a laugh. “You’re looking abominably well, this morning, for a

young man who was brought in dead only yesterday. And after all, you did not

kill Queo. Uncle Jess and Uncle Peter went up to the spot last evening, just

before dark, to identify him beyond all doubt, and--he’d disappeared. They

found where he had lain behind the rock, and they knew he was wounded, by the

blood.” She shivered involuntarily. “But he wasn’t anywhere to be found. Uncle

Peter feels quite put out. He looked at Queo when he went up after you, and he

felt sure the man was dead. So now, if he lives, he’ll be more venomous than

ever.”

“Then I’m sorry I hit him at all,” Rawley declared. “But I had to. He was

after the grub, all right. He thanked me for carrying it up to the trail for

him. Then he plugged me--I didn’t duck quite soon enough. So--I always hate to

be killed, like that,” he finished whimsically.

“That sounds like Uncle Peter,” Nevada observed. “Your voice, I mean.

Grandmother, don’t you think Mr. King looks and talks like Uncle Peter?”

Rawley tried not to look as startled as he felt. The pillowy (after all, one

letter would have called her willowy in the old days, so that not so much had

been changed) Anita walked deliberately over to them, advancing one side at a

time, like a duck that travels in a leisurely mood. She laid her cushioned

knuckles on her bulging hips and regarded Rawley steadfastly.

“Mebby he look--a lil bit,” she conceded with a superb indifference. “Peter,

he t’inner--a lil bit. More darker. More--like his fadder, Jesse.”

“Yes-s--he does look more like Grandfather, of course. But I do think Mr. King

looks like them both.” Nevada spoke with a perfect sincerity which sent the

spirits of three persons up a notch or two.

Rawley laughed. “Well, maybe we’re some relation--away back,” he said

recklessly. “A Cramer, connected with my family, was known to have come West,

years ago. I remember reading it in some old record. But I’m afraid I can’t

claim he was very closely related. In fact, I rather think he wasn’t.” His

eyes met the eyes of old Anita, and he almost thought he saw a gleam of

approval in them. He could not be sure.

Of the look in the eyes of Peter, who was standing in the doorway, he was much

more positive. The color came into his face as their eyes met. After all,

others were sure to notice the resemblance, and there must be some explanation

ready.

“I’m sure that’s it.” Nevada laughed softly. “You’re a fourth or fifth cousin,

perhaps. Likenesses do travel that way. I wonder if Grandfather would know.”

“I wouldn’t want to ask him,” her Uncle Peter observed in his grim way. “Why

stir the old man up for days, just to satisfy idle curiosity?” He laid his

hand on Nevada’s head, smoothing back a lock of her hair with a gesture

inexpressibly tender. “On the strength of the fifth-cousin relationship, seems

like we might drop the Mr. King. Father hates to think of his past,--a quarrel

with his family brought him West, as nearly as I can make out. What do folks

call you, young man, when they know you well?”

“Oh, Rawley is what I grew up under. George Rawlins King is my name. I wish

you would call me Rawley. Then I could say Uncle Peter, and Nevada,

and--Grandmother, maybe, if Mrs. Cramer will let me.”

“Uncle me all you please,” grinned Peter. “And Nevada is down on all the

school maps. If you don’t mind, when you do meet father, let it be as George

Rawlins. Your last name might or might not recall a family quarrel. But--we

spare him excitement as much as possible. And while you’re here, the outfit

will call you--Rawlins.”

“Well, then I’ll explain to Aunt Gladys,” said Nevada, as if they were

planning a secret for fun; and yet there was a certain look of anxiety, too,

in her face. “I think I can manage her--but then she never says much to

Grandfather, anyway. They don’t like each other very well,” she explained to

Rawley. “Grandfather was angry when Uncle Jess married her, and while they

never quarrel, it is merely toleration. Aunt Gladys won’t tell.”

Rawlins then lay for a long time thinking how strangely the pattern is woven

into the woof of Life. With the sun shining and the noise of playing children

outside, the unexpected turn of events seemed more natural. So much had

happened in the past twenty-four hours that Rawley found himself checking up,

as he called it, on events and emotions engendered by the sudden crises. He

glanced across at the other bed and found Johnny Buffalo awake and seemingly

comfortable; wherefore he made bold to ask a few questions.

“Johnny, I thought I had those women hidden around a bend in the trail. How

did Queo manage to spot them so as to try a shot? I’ve been wondering about

that first rifle shot. Are you sure it was fired at us?”

“I am sure. You were not hidden altogether. I, myself, could see heads, though

I could not see the trail. Queo was higher. I think that little point was too

low.”

“Well, that accounts for it. I lost my bearings down there, then. Part of the

ridge was hidden, I know. I thought it was the place where he was located. He

shot wide, anyway.” He lay looking at a Las Vegas merchant’s calendar,

reviewing still the immediate past.

“There’s another thing that just struck me this morning. How did Grandfather

know that Jess Cramer was located here on the river? Jess was a soldier at the

fort, I thought, when Grandfather saw him last. It’s in the diary.”

“I think you should read again more carefully, my son. My sergeant spoke to me

often of Jess Cramer. He had found gold here at this canyon. He was often at

the fort, spending his gold in the games of chance. Jess Cramer played not for

sport, but to win. A sergeant’s pay was not large, and my sergeant spent many

hours in searching for such gold as Jess Cramer brought with him to the fort.

My sergeant had won a little. He kept it and searched for more of the same. It

was not only for Anita that the two quarreled. A woman and gold make hatreds

that do not die. He did not tell me all. He longed for a son who would take up

the search. Or so I believed. I did not know that he had found his gold. I

thought that the nuggets he gave to you he had won at cards from Jess Cramer.

He told you that he picked them up. My sergeant does not lie. So I know that

he had found the gold he had sought, and that if you obeyed him you would

learn the secret he had kept from me.”

“He had a son,” Rawley muttered, “and he’d have been proud of him if he had

known about him. Johnny, I can’t help thinking that Peter is more

Grandfather’s son than my father was.”

Johnny Buffalo meditated, staring at the ceiling.

“There was love,” he said softly at last. “My sergeant did not love the mother

of your father. I could see in his eyes when he looked upon her that his

thoughts were not with her, and that his heart was far away.”

They lay for a long time silent. Each thought that the other slept, he lay so

still. But of a sudden Rawley reached up his uninjured hand and pushed back

the bandage that was slipping over his eye. The movement betrayed not so much

protest against a physical discomfort as the impatient mind that seeks in vain

for the correct answer to a puzzle.

But Johnny Buffalo did not sleep. He lay staring at the ceiling, his mouth

closed firmly with lines beside it which nature draws to show when the soul is

weary. But there was no longer any bitterness there, though there was pain.

The hollow eyes glowed steadily, as if the old man had found a light ahead

somewhere in the blackness of his grief. Once, a gentle snore drew his

attention, and he turned his head and stared for a long while at the young,

unlined face with the bandage drawn diagonally above it. For Rawley the Great

Game had only begun; his stakes were piled before him, to win or to lose. The

old Indian wondered gravely how that Game would be played. Wisely?

Bravely,--he was sure. Honestly,--he hoped.

CHAPTER TWELVE

RAWLEY PLAYS THE GAME

How wisely, how honestly, how bravely he would play the Great Game, Rawley

unconsciously indicated that evening, when Peter sat alone with the two, after

Nevada and her grandmother had given them their supper and gone away. Peter

had declared himself rather proud of his surgical skill, and had almost

yielded to Rawley’s importunities that he might get up and dress in the

morning and help take care of Johnny Buffalo. But Peter had his father’s

firmness, after all.

“I took five stitches in that gash on your head,” he explained. “Queo uses

slugs to knock over an elephant. I’m not so sure your skull isn’t cracked. You

talk rather crack-brained, sometimes.” (That was Peter’s first joke with

them.) “Best wait until we’re sure, anyway.”

Rawley gave an embarrassed kind of laugh and sent an involuntary, inquiring

glance at Johnny Buffalo.

“I wish you’d lock the door, Uncle Peter, and then bring me my coat. I’ve got

something on my mind other than a cracked skull and embroidered hide.

“Now, to make the thing clear to you, Uncle Peter, I’ll have to say that

Grandfather left here expecting to come back--and I hope you told your mother

what happened.”

Peter nodded.

“Well, there Grandfather was, helpless. It made him kind of proud and bitter,

and he sort of held himself away from folks. But he was disappointed because

my father was sickly and didn’t take to anything outdoors, and I never met him

face to face, or spoke a word to him, until the night before he died. Of

course nobody dreamed he was going--I don’t think he did, or Johnny, even.

“At any rate, he sent for me. And he said I was all King, and he had waited to

make sure. He talked a little and gave me his old diary and an old Bible his

mother had given him. He told me to read the Bible--that there was a lot in

it, if I read it carefully. It was the last talk I had with him. He died in

the night.

“Well, the point I’m getting at is this: Grandfather had a secret--about a

mine out here. He had it all described, in a kind of code that sure had me

guessing blind for awhile. I found a long list of Bible references, you

see--no one would ever think of wading through the bunch, unless it was a

preacher, maybe; and he wouldn’t need to. It took me a while to catch on to

the fact that they meant something. Grandfather, you must know, wasn’t

religious. Anything but. So the crux of the matter was those references looked

so darned dry and innocent, and they were the only thing I could find to work

on. Johnny, there, made it mighty plain to me that I’d better work on

_something_. I tried Poe’s cipher, and I looked up all the references. I will

say that just reading verse after verse, according to the references, they

make snappy reading; murder and bloodshed and bigamy and the wrath of God. And

names I couldn’t pronounce, of tribes headed out on the warpath. It was great

stuff--not.

“But finally I dug into the little old Bible Grandfather had carried around

with him--and hadn’t read, or the book’s a liar--and I got this. I want to

read it to you: I dug it out by writing down words and phrases in all the

verses, that Grandfather had marked. I’ll read it as if it were

altogether--which it wasn’t, by a long shot:

“Gold is mine, more than heart could wish. My son, if thou wilt receive my

words and hide my commandments with thee, I will give thee riches, and

wealth, such as none of the Kings have had that have been before thee. Be

wise, now, therefore, be instructed. Of the gold, there is no number. The

land whither ye go to possess it is a land of hills and valleys.

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