At such times all existence begins to look like an unending nightmare.

We see the bright unnumbered throng of stars as so many specks of dust

on the dark mantle of old Chaos, most ancient of devils. And even they

appear remote and unfriendly. The fixed stars know nothing of us: the

old homely constellations have an alien look. In the scarred white face

of the moon we can read the destiny of our own beautiful planet, soon to

be a cold cinder. Good and evil alike are as nothing in the face of the

illimitable darkness that awaits us. Our most heroic endeavour cannot

lighten the gloom. The greatest of our prophets and poets cannot break

the silence for long; it has swallowed the shouts and songs of countless

generations. Man, with all his pleasant green places, is only the

tiniest accident, a slight tremor of a wheel, something that the next

stroke of the machine will put to rights, obliterating him and all his

works. But these shuddering negations, to which we have been led by a

few scientific data, do not disturb us long. A few hours’ sleep or a

brisk walk destroys the whole mournful fabric, and we step out lively as

before. A few misguided men, having much to do with these things, make

some sort of a creed of such folly, and angrily deny that man has an

immortal soul. In this they are wise according to their lights, for

believing themselves to be caged in such a universe their only hope lies

in a speedy extinction. The soul has no better place in their dreary

cosmos than a skylark would have in a Birmingham factory.

Blake was once at a friend’s house when the talk turned on the vastness

of Space. At last Blake, who was always irritated by this sort of talk,

broke in with, ‘It is false. I walked the other evening to the end of

the heath, and touched the sky with my finger.’ Those who are familiar

with Blake’s habit of mind, his way of using daring figures of speech as

if they were literal statements of fact, will not dismiss this remark as

the raving of a genial madman. To Blake, the artist, this perpetual

raising of scientific bogeys, this emphasising of the emptiness of the

universe, to the distress of our imagination, was nothing short of

criminal. He believed in the ‘determinate and bounding form’ of all

things, in ‘the bounding line and its infinite inflections and

movements.’ ‘Leave out this line,’ he wrote, ‘and you leave out life

itself; all is chaos again....’ And chaos is the arch-enemy of the

artist, who strives to fashion from the corrupt materials at hand the

enduring forms of his imagination. To Blake the sky appeared a most

excellent canopy, a majestical roof fretted with golden fire, as it did

to Hamlet or any other man. So, too, our earth appears a lovely,

fruitful dwelling-place. But, according to science, one is a nightmare

of space, the other a putrescent cinder. This may be the truth for

science, in which there are no nightmares, but it is not the truth for

us. Science, with all its data and phenomena, appeals only to one small

part of a man, but the ultimate truth must appeal to the whole man, to

the emotional, reasoning, moral, imaginative creature with an immortal

soul. It is poetry, in the widest sense of the term, that makes this

appeal, and poetry alone. The sky and the earth that we find in poetry

and that we have seen for ourselves, the blue canopy stretched over the

beautiful dwelling-place, are nearer the ultimate truth than anything

that science can tell us.

When we go to science for an account of the cosmos and recoil in horror

from the nightmarish thing that we find there, it does not mean that

science is necessarily wrong (though, for the most part, it is only

guessing), but that we have gone to it for something that it cannot

give, and does not pretend to give--an ultimate truth that will satisfy

every demand of our highly complex nature. We cannot take science out of

its own limited sphere of activity without being horror-struck at the

result. Thus, if we went to science, in one or other of its various

branches, for a minute description of a red rose, a glass of wine, a

wonderful sunset, or a lovely child, the result, in every instance,

would seem to be an outlandish thing of horror. So it is with the

universe; when we can apprehend it as we can a rose or a sunset, not

through science but through the poetry that saturates our being, we

shall see the universe in all its majesty and splendour, with all its

blazing multi-coloured suns, strange planets and wild moons, moving in

the endless dance.

Men like Hearn suffered because they would not keep science within its

natural limits. They allowed the bogey talk of the astronomers to

frighten them. Hearn never seemed to see that the old Japanese legend

which made the heavens seem very near and warm and human was probably

nearer the ultimate truth of things than the monstrous facts that he was

always trying to forget. He needed large doses of Blake as an antidote

to Herbert Spencer. As for the notion of infinite space and ‘that

everlasting night,’ of which the astronomical dabblers have made so

much, it is nothing but a bleak fiction. For my part, I have ceased to

be troubled by any horror of that space in which star-systems move like

specks of dust, for I have long held that the whole affair is in reality

an illusion, an elaborate jest of the gods. Even the scientists are less

confident than they were, for the new Einstein theory (which

mathematical friends have vainly tried to explain to me) seems to

emphasise the illusory aspect of space, making our old theories and

elaborate calculations look rather foolish. Meanwhile, the cosmos now

appears to be more of a joke than ever, but whatever conclusions the

scientists may arrive at, of one thing I am certain--it is a good joke.

Probably it is the ultimate, universal, everlasting joke, of which the

greatest of our jests are but distorted reflections and fleeting

shadows.

A ROAD TO ONESELF

Sometimes, on one of these sunny autumn mornings, when I turn my back on

the town and take to the highway, I seem to have the world to myself. I

walk forward, as it were, into a great sunlit emptiness. Once I am a

little way out of the town it is as if the world had been swept clean of

men. I pass a few young mothers, who are proudly ushering their

round-eyed solemn babes into the presence of the morning sun, a

lumbering cart or two, and maybe a knot of labourers, who look up from

their task with humorous resignation in their faces; these and others I

overtake and pass by, and then there is often an end of my fellows. I

alone keep a lounging tryst with the sun, himself, I fancy, a mighty,

genial idler and the father of all dreamers and idlers among men.

A light mist covers the neighbouring hills, which are almost

imperceptible, their shapes and colours showing but faintly, so that

they seem to stand aloof--things of dream. As I go further along the

shining road I seem to be lounging into a vast, empty room. There are

sights and sounds in plenty; cows looking over the walls with their

great, mournful eyes; here and there a thin blue column of smoke; the

cawing of rooks about the decaying woods; and, distantly sounding, the

creak of a cart, a casual shout or two, a vague hammering, and, more

distant still, the noise of the town, now the faint murmur of a hive.

Yet to me, coming from the crowded, tumultuous streets, it seems empty

because I meet no one by the way. The road, for all its thick drift of

leaves, deep gold and brown, at either side, seems to lie naked in the

sunshine, and I drink in this unexpected solitude as eagerly as a dusty

traveller takes his ale. For a time, it comes as a delectable and

quickening draught, and though outwardly a sober, meditative, almost

melancholy pedestrian, I hold high festival in the spirit, drink deep,

and revel with the younger gods.

One of the greatest dangers of living in large towns is that we have too

many neighbours and human fellowship is too cheap. We are apt to become

wearied of humanity; a solitary green tree sometimes seems dearer to us

than an odd thousand of our fellow-citizens. Unless we are hardened, the

millions of eyes begin to madden us; and for ever pushed and jostled by

crowds we begin to take more kindly to Malthus, and are even willing to

think better of Herod and other wholesale depopulators. We begin to hate

the sight of men who would appear as gods to us if we met them in

Turkestan or Patagonia. When we have become thoroughly crowd-sick, we

feel that the continued presence of these thousands of other men and

women will soon crush, stamp, or press our unique, miraculous

individuality into some vile pattern of the streets; we feel that the

spirit will perish for want of room to expand in: and we gasp for an air

untainted by crowded humanity.

Some such thoughts as these come to me, at first, in my curious little

glimpse of solitude. I am possessed by an ampler mood than men commonly

know, and feel that I can fashion the world about me to my changing

whims; my spirit overflows, and seems to fill the quiet drooping

countryside with sudden light and laughter; the empty road and vacant

fields, the golden atmosphere and blue spaces are my kingdoms, and I

can people them at will with my fancies. Beautiful snatches of poetry

come into my head, and I repeat a few words, or even only one word,

aloud and with passionate emphasis, as if to impress their significance

and beauty upon a listening host. Sometimes I break into violent little

gusts of laughter, for my own good pleasure. At other times I sing,

loudly and with abandon: to a petrified audience of one cow and three

trees I protest melodiously that Phyllis has such charming graces that I

could love her till I die, and I believe it, too, at the time. I brag to

myself, and applaud and flatter myself. I even indulge in one or two of

those swaggering day-dreams of boyhood in which one finds oneself

suddenly raised to some extraordinary eminence, the idol of millions, a

demi-god among men, from which height one looks down with kindly scorn

on those myopic persons who did not know true greatness when they saw

it, sarcastic schoolmasters and jeering relatives for the most part.

Only by such heightened images, seemingly more applicable to centuries

of riotous life than half an hour’s sauntering, can I suggest in

stubborn words the swelling mood that first comes to me with this

sudden, unexpected seclusion.

But as the morning wears away, the jubilation arising from this new

expansion of oneself dwindles and perishes; the spirit wearies of its

play. The road stretches out its vacant length, a few last leaves come

fluttering down, and the sun grows stronger, sharpening the outline of

the hills. The day is lovelier than ever. But I meet no one by the way,

and even the distant sounds of men’s travail and sport have died down.

After a time the empty road and silent valley become vaguely

disquieting, like a great room spread for a feast, blazing with lights,

opulent in crimson and gold, and yet all deserted and quiet as the

grave. I ask myself if all men have been mewed up in offices and

underground warehouses, by some ghastly edict, unknown to me, which has

come into force this very morning. Have I alone escaped? Or I wonder if

the Last Day has dawned, and been made plain to men not by sound of

trump, but by some sign in the sky that I have overlooked; a vast hand

may have beckoned to all men or the heavens may have opened while I was

busy lighting my pipe. Have all but one of the weary children of earth

been gathered to their long rest? I walk in loneliness.

Suddenly, I see a tiny moving figure on the road before me, and

immediately it focuses my attention. What are walls, fields, trees, and

cows compared with this miraculous thing, a fellow human being, played

upon by the same desires and passions, his head stuffed with the same

dreams and fluttering thoughts? In one of the world’s greatest romances

is not the most breathless moment concerned with the discovery of a

human footprint in the sand? Does not the world’s story begin with one

human being meeting another? As I keep my eyes fixed on the nearing

figure the last of my vague fancies and egotistical imaginings are blown

away; my mind is engrossed by the solidly romantic possibilities of the

encounter. Just as I was glad to escape from the sight and sound of men,

so I am eager now to break my solitude: the circle is complete. And as

we come up together, the stranger and I, I give him a loud greeting, and

he, a little startled, returns the salute; and so we pass on,

fellow-travellers and nameless companions in a great adventure, knowing

no more of each other than the brief sight of a face, the sound of a

voice can tell us. We only cry out a Hail and Farewell through the mist,

yet I think we go on our way a little heartened.

THE EDITOR

I have just learned from a little paragraph in a newspaper that another

old acquaintance of mine has gone--old Wimpenny-Brown, ‘for many years

editor of the _Wallerdale Herald_’--as the paragraph is careful to

inform me. But there is little need, for it was in his editorial days

that I met Wimpenny-Brown, and I can only think of him as an editor.

Apart from a few early years spent as a reporter on a lesser London

paper, all his time had been given to the _Wallerdale Herald_. It was an

obscure provincial sheet, Liberal-cum-Radical in tone, strongly

upholding Free Trade and much given to enunciating those few leading

principles ‘upon which the prosperity and happiness of this country must

inevitably depend.’ But in the days when I knew its editor, the _Herald_

was nothing more to me than a frame, the necessary boundaries of gilt

and moulding, that set off his personality. Thus framed, my old

acquaintance was a man to be sought out and gathered to oneself. To a

youngster in quest of the absurd, as I was at that time, he was meat and

drink. Even so long ago, he was considered one of the old school, and so

true to type that he seemed to have been specially created to verify the

comic novelists. He seemed to dwell in the great shadow of Mr. Potts, of

the _Eatanswill Gazette_, and to be closely related to that solemn

editorial host of Colonels and Majors dear to the American humorist.

A pipe and an occasional glass served Wimpenny-Brown as a tribute to the

bohemianism of his profession; as hostages to respectability he had a

pair of gold-rimmed eyeglasses at the end of a black ribbon, trim

whiskers, and a large umbrella; with his staff he was--I

believe--majestically paternal, but to his opponents he was a very

Jupiter; and for the rest--he had a manner. In his presence, it seemed

as if the _Essay on Liberty_ had just been published, as if dusty men of

letters were still delightedly wondering where Macaulay’s style came

from, as if radical masterpieces were still being issued in fortnightly

parts. Many men had his respect, even his homage, but as an editor--and

I never knew him as anything else--he would allow no man to dictate to

him; he served only the Public and ‘those few great principles.’ ‘An

editor,’ he would say, tapping a sheet of paper with his glasses, ‘is

the servant of the Public although his duty is to educate it.’ And his

innocent vanity would swell out into such monstrous proportions, would

bud and blossom into such foolish phrases, that his hearer would wonder

if he had suddenly strayed into the rigid world of the third-rate comic

novel. But all was sincerely spoken. Wimpenny-Brown meant all that he

said, and he strove hard to educate his public. He would not pander to

low tastes (he has said so many a time in my hearing); nor was he

prepared to tickle rather higher tastes with the bright confectionery of

fiction and verse and such things. No, it was by enunciating and

applying those great principles, giving solid bread, so to speak, that

he meant to educate his readers. ‘You must remember, sir’--he would

point the glasses--‘that this is a News-Paper, and not a magazine’--the

last with magnificent scorn. At ordinary times, his hand was hardly to

be traced in the paper; he remained hidden afar-off, brooding over the

great principles. But at a crisis, Wallerdale knew what it meant to have

a _Herald_ and a Wimpenny-Brown as its editor. On the eve of an

election, at the outbreak or at the conclusion of a war, at all times

like these, he could be counted upon; leaders would flow from his pen,

and the _Herald_ would look Monarch, Lords, Commons, in the face, would

address all Europe, and the two Americas if need be, re-assuring friends

and denouncing enemies here, there, and everywhere. Opinion would

perhaps differ as to when he was at his best, but I, for one, found most

to admire in his leaders on the death--say--of a political opponent: the

decent respect for the dead man’s private virtues, tempered by regret at

the waste of brilliant qualities in a bad cause, at the ‘late lamented

minister’s fatal inability to comprehend those great principles which

have ...’ and so forth. One saw the gold-rimmed glasses and the trim

whiskers poised over the foolscap; he was no longer a fellow-citizen but

the supreme arbiter, measuring out praise and blame while the organ

wails and the strange dust is borne away.

Well, he is gone now, long after he quitted the editorial chair and

declined from a servant of the public (and its educator) to an old

fellow mumbling in a corner of a club-room. And in thinking of what he

was, I may have done him little justice; probably the soft delicate

lights of character have faded out of my memory and left the crude lines

of a caricature. But still the little round figure (for he was little

and round) rises from the past; I see the unfathomably profound look, I

hear the solemn accents, and again his unconscious absurdity swells

monstrously, and again the farce is played out. He seems now as extinct

as the mastodon. Even his foolish dull little paper has disappeared;

Wallerdale has no _Herald_ now, but listens to the brazen voices from

London. Even those few great principles have sadly declined, and we hear

little of them now. He would, I suppose, be as helpless as a babe in the

office of a great modern newspaper. His solemn gestures, worn rhetorical

finery and great principles would not carry him in that tense

atmosphere. More sense of organisation, quick decisions, lightning

judgments, would be demanded from him--and, I think, in vain. A greater

knowledge of what can be done in a newspaper, of what catches the public

eye, in short, of the tricks of the trade, would certainly be necessary.

Yes, he would have to know more.

And yet, in a way, he would have to know less. Looking back at him, the

obscure editor of an obscure sheet, amazingly rigid with

self-importance, a little figure of fun, I realise that he was a better

man than most of his successors of to-day, those undeniably clever,

industrious journalists who put the great newspapers into the hands of

the million. He could not have done what they do, day by day, but would

he have tried? He, at least, would never have consented to become the

mouthpiece of the rich, no better--nay, worse--than their lackeys. His

talents were slender enough and monstrously exaggerated in his own mind,

but such as they were, they were genuinely at the service of his

readers. To him the public was not that million-eyed monster waiting to

be cajoled and tricked which it has since become. And though his

successors may be infinitely more clever, the worst of them can only run

their dubious course to-day because yesterday my old editor and his like

ran another and better course; the trickster of to-day is nothing but a

huge parasite battening on the good name that some honest men in his

trade left behind them. That lying sheet, the What’s-its-Name from

London, has, I believe, taken the place of the _Wallerdale Herald_, and

when a reader from those parts goes trustfully through its smudgy

columns of falsehood, perhaps he does it because he still imagines that

someone like Wimpenny-Brown is responsible for its utterance. Alas!--he

does not know that the Wimpenny-Browns, those Servants of the Public

with their few great principles, are dead and gone, and that something

more than innocent folly perished with them.

ON AN OLD BOOK OF NATURAL HISTORY

The observation that ‘Truth is stranger than fiction’ is looked upon, in

these days, rather as a platitude than a paradox; yet it does not

necessarily follow that we, in our heart of hearts, really accept this

smart saying. But everyone who has read in our old literature must admit

that it is true of our forefathers; their idea of truth and their

so-called facts are a thousand times stranger to us than their fiction.

The mediaeval romances are full of the marvellous, but they pale before

the grave books of instruction written by quite serious, learned old

gentlemen. Some of the latter merely set out to edify the young mind,

but the result of their labours often seems to us a very riot of the

imagination, and our schoolboys would consider themselves lucky if they

could meet with matter one-half so entertaining. The quaint, unconscious

humour of these solemn, old authors over-shadows even their historical

and antiquarian interest.

Some such thoughts as these were going through my head the other night

when I was gleefully devouring, in one of the Early English Text

Society’s wonderful reprints, some extracts from a very quaint old book:

‘The noble lyfe and natures of man, Of bestes, serpentys, fowles and

fisshes,’ by one Laurens Andrewe. The date of this volume is unknown,

but it was probably written and published early in the sixteenth

century. The Third Part of the book is particularly occupied with the

noble life and natures of fishes, and begins: ‘Here after followeth of

the natures of the fisshes of the See, whiche be right profitable to be

understande.’ Now I care little for Natural History at any time, and

fishes do not make a very lively subject for study, but in the hands of

Master Andrewe, Natural History becomes ‘all a wonder,’ and the sea, to

him, is certainly filled with creatures that are ‘rich and strange.’

When he is dealing with the commonest fishes, like the herring, our

author is fairly sure of his facts, and we get nothing very exciting,

but once he leaves the familiar types, there is no end to his

phantasies. The Ahuna, when in danger, withdraws his head into his

belly, and, as Laurens wisely notes: ‘He dothe ete (eat) a parte of

himselfe rather than the other fisshes sholde ete him whole.’ The most

interesting fact about the Balena, a creature resembling a whale, is

that in rough weather she puts her young ones in her mouth for safety.

But, according to our author, the Cetus ‘is the greatest whale fisshe of

all,’ and the manner of his capture is most extraordinary. Such is the

perfidious and cruel nature of mankind that the most gentle, lovable

trait of this great creature becomes his undoing. For, you must know,

the Cetus is very fond of music, and, in order to ensnare the

unsuspecting leviathan, men assemble a number of ships, and then, with

‘divers instruments of musike, they play with grete armonye.’ The

hapless creature, innocent of the nature of man, comes to the surface

and draws nearer and nearer, being ‘very gladde of this armonye,’ only

to find a terrible death awaiting him.

All of which our author shamelessly chronicles in great detail. For

accuracy combined with brevity, what could be better than his

description of the Conger, which is fashioned like an eel, but much

‘greter (greater) in quantyte?’ On being questioned as to the piscatory

view of bad weather, most of us would say offhand that all fishes would

be either indifferent to rain or glad of it, but this only shows the

danger of ignorance; it seems that the Coretz ‘hideth him in the deep of

the water when it raineth, for if he received any rain, he should waxe

blynde, and dye of it.’

In his account of the Dolphin, our author nearly achieves pathos. ‘It

hath no voice,’ he says, ‘yet it singeth like a man’; then he adds a

cautious, indirect statement, ‘Some say whan they be taken that they

wepe.’ Like the unfortunate Cetus, the Dolphin is musical, and ‘will

gladly listen to the playing of lutes, harpes and pypes.’ There was once

a king, who, after having captured a dolphin, was so moved by its

piteous weeping and lamenting, that he let it go again.

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