CHAPTER XIX

LUCILLA kept her word. She was not a woman of half measures. Just as she

had set out, impelled by altruistic fancy, to carry provincial little

Félise through part of a Riviera season, and had thoroughly accomplished

her object, so now she devoted herself whole-heartedly to the guidance

of Martin through the Land of Egypt. In doing so she was conscious of

helping the world along. Hitherto it was impeded in its progress by a

mild, scholarly gentleman wasting his potentialities in handing soup to

commercial travellers. These potentialities she had decided to develop,

so that in due season a new force might be evolved which could give the

old world a shove. To express her motives in less universal terms, she

set herself the holiday task of making a man of him. To herself she

avowed her entire disinterestedness. She had often thought of adopting

and training a child; but that would take a prodigiously long time, and

the child might complicate her future life. On the other hand, with

grown men and women, things went more quickly. You could see the grass

grow. The swifter process appealed to her temperament.

First she incorporated him, without chance of escape, in her own little

coterie, the Dangerfields, and the Watney-Holcombes, father, mother and

daughter, Americans who lived in Paris. They received him guaranteed by

Lucilla as an Englishman without guile, with democratic American

frankness. Of Mr. Dangerfield, a grim-featured banker, possessing a dry,

subrident humour, Martin was somewhat afraid. But with the

Watney-Holcombes, cheery, pleasure-loving folk, he was soon at his ease.

“The only thing you mustn’t do,” said Lucilla, “is to fall in love with

Maisie”—Maisie was a slip of a girl of nineteen, whom he regarded as an

amusing and precocious child—“There is already a young man floating

about in the smoke of St. Louis.”

It was an opportunity to make romantic repudiation, to proclaim the

faith by which he lived. But he had not yet the courage. He laughed, and

declared that the smoky young man might sleep peacefully of nights. The

damsel herself took him as a new toy and played with him harmlessly and,

subtly inspired by Lucilla, commanded her father, a chubby, innocent

man, with a face like a red, gold-spectacled apple, to bring Martin from

remote meal solitude and establish him permanently at their table. Thus,

Martin being an accepted member of a joyous company, could go here,

there and everywhere with any one of them without furnishing cause for

gossip. Lucilla had a deft way of not putting herself in the wrong with

a censorious though charming world. Under the nominal auspices of the

Dangerfields and the Watney-Holcombes, Martin mingled with the best of

Cairo society. He attended race-meetings, golf-club teas, hotel balls

and merry little suppers. He went to a reception at the Agency and shook

hands with the great English ruler of Egypt. He was swept away in

automobiles to Helouan and Heliopolis, to the Mena House to see the

Pyramids and the Sphinx both by daylight and by moonlight. A young

soldier discovering a bond in knowledge of love of France invited him to

Mess on a guest night. Lucilla, ever watchful and tactful, saw that he

went in full dress, white tie and white waistcoat, and not in dinner

jacket. She pervaded his atmosphere, teaching him, training him, opening

up new vistas for his mind and soul. Every encomium passed on him she

accepted as a tribute to herself. It was infinitely more interesting

than training a dog or a horse.

Martin, blissfully unaware of experiment, or even of guidance, lived in

a dream of delight. His goddess seemed ever ready to hand. Together they

visited mosques and spent enchanted hours in the Bazaar. She knew her

way about the labyrinth, could even speak a few words of Arabic. Supreme

fair product of the West she stood divinely pure amid the swarthy

vividness of the unalterable East. She was a flawless jewel in the

barbaric setting of those narrow streets, filled with guttural noise,

outlandish bustle of camels and donkeys and white-clad men, smells of

hoary spiciness, colour from the tattered child’s purple and scarlet to

the yellow of the cinnamon pounded at doorways in the three-foot

mortars; those streets winding in short joints, each given up to its

particular industry—copper beaters, brass-workers, leather-sellers,

workers in cedar and mother-of-pearl, sellers of cakes and kabobs, all

plying their trades in the frontless caves that served as shops; streets

so narrow and sunless that one could see but a slit of blue above the

latticed fronts of the crazy houses. He loved to see her deal with the

supple Orientals. In bargaining she did not haggle; with smiling majesty

she paid into the long slender palm a third, or a half or two-thirds of

the price demanded, according to her infallible sense of values, and

walked away serene possessor of the merchandise. Lucilla, having a

facile memory, had not boasted in vain that she could play dragoman. He

found from the books that her archæological information was correct; he

drank in her wisdom.

For his benefit she ordained a general expedition to Sakkara. One golden

day the party took train to Badrashen, whence, on donkeys, they plunged

into the desert. Riding in front with him, she was his for most of that

golden day; she discoursed on the colossal statue, stretched by the

wayside, of Rameses II, on the step pyramid, on the beauties of the

little tombs of Thi and Ptah-hetep, whose sculptures and paintings of

the Vth Dynasty were alive, proceeding direct from the soul of the

artist and thus crying shame on the conventional imitations of a

thousand or two years later with which most of the great monuments of

Egypt are adorned. And all she said was Holy Writ. And at Mariette’s

House where they lunched—the bungalow pitched in the middle of the

baking desert and overlooking the crumbling brown masses of tombs—he

glanced around at their picnicking companions and marvelled at her grace

in eating a hard-boiled egg. It was a noisy, excited party and it was

“Lucilla this,” and “Lucilla that,” all the time, for there was hot

argument.

“I don’t take any stock in bulls, so I’m not going to see the Serapeum,”

declared Miss Watney-Holcombe.

“But Lucilla says you’ve got to,” exclaimed Martin. Then he realised

that unconsciously he had used her Christian name. He flushed and under

cover of the talk turned to her with an apology. He met laughing eyes.

“Scrubby little artists in Paris call me Lucilla without the quiver of

an eyelash.”

“What may be permissible to a scrubby little artist in Paris,” said

Martin, “mayn’t be permitted to one who ought to know better.”

She passed him a plate containing the last banana. He declined with a

courteous gesture.

“Martin,” she said, deliberately dumping the fruit in front of him, “if

you don’t look out, you will die of conscientiousness.”

During part of the blazing ride back to Badrashen when the accidents of

route and the vagrom whimsies of donkeys brought him to the side of the

dry Mr. Dangerfield, he reflected on the attitude of men admitted to the

intimacy of goddesses and great queens. What did Leicester call the

august Elizabeth when she deigned to lay aside her majesty? And what

were the sensations of Anchises, father of pious Æneas, when he first

addressed Venus by her _petit nom_?

* * * * *

“Well,” said Fortinbras, the next day, “and how is my speculator in

happiness getting on?”

They were sitting on the terrace of Shepheard’s Hotel, their usual

midday meeting-place. Save on these occasions the philosopher seemed to

live dimly, in a sort of Oriental twilight. Yet all that Martin had seen

(with the exception of the social moving-picture) he had also seen and

therefrom sucked vastly more juice than the younger man. How and in what

company he had visited the various monuments he did not say. It amused

him to maintain his mysterious independence. Very rarely, and only when

compelled by the imperious ruthlessness of Lucilla, did he otherwise

emerge from his obscurity than on these daily visits to the famous

terrace. There surrounded by chatter in all tongues and by

representatives of all cities from Seattle round the earth’s girth to

Tokio, he loved to sit and watch the ever-shifting scene—the traffic of

all the centuries in the narrow street, from the laden ass driven by a

replica of one of Joseph’s brethren to the modern Rolls-Royce sweeping

along with a fat and tarbushed dignitary of the court; the ox-cart

omnibus carrying its dingy load of veiled women; the poor funeral

procession, the coffin borne on shoulders amid the perfunctory

ululations of hired mourners; on the footpaths the contrast of slave

attended, black-robed, trim-shod Egyptian ladies in yashmaks and the

frank summer-clad Western women; Soudanese and Turks and Greeks and Jews

and straight, clear-eyed English officers, and German tourists attired

for the wilds of the Zambesi; and here and there a Gordon Highlander

swinging along in kilts and white tunic; and lounging against the

terrace balustrade, the dragomen, flaunting villains gay in rainbow

robes, and the vendors of beads and fly-whisks and postcards holding up

their wares at arm’s height and regarding prospective purchasers with

the eyes of a crumb-expectant though self-respecting dog who sits on his

tail by his master’s side; and, across the way, the curio shops rich

with the spoils of Samarcand. From all this when alone he garnered the

harvest of a quiet eye. When Martin was with him, he shared with his

pupil the golden grain of the panorama.

“How,” said he, “is my speculator in happiness getting on?”

“The stock is booming,” replied Martin with a laugh.

“What an education,” said Fortinbras, “is the society of American men of

substance!”

“It pleases you to be ironical,” said Martin, “but you speak literal

truth. An American doesn’t set a man down as a damned fool because he is

ignorant of his own particular line of business. Dangerfield, for

instance, who keeps a working balance of his soul locked up in a safe in

Wall Street, has explained to me the New York Stock Exchange with the

most courteous simplicity.”

“And in return,” said Fortinbras, waving away a seller of

rhinoceros-horn amber, with the gesture of a monarch dismissing his

chamberlain, “you have given him an exhaustive criticism, not untempered

with jaundice, of lower middle-class education in England.”

“Now, how the deuce,” said Martin, recklessly throwing his half-finished

cigarette over the balustrade—“How the deuce did you know that?”

“_C’est mon secret_,” replied Fortinbras. “It is also the secret of a

dry and successful man like Mr. Dangerfield, with whom I am sorry to

have had no more than ten minutes’ conversation. In those ten minutes I

discovered in him a lamentable ignorance of the works of Chaucer,

Cervantes and Tourguenieff, but for my benefit he sized up in a few

clattering epigrams the essence of the Anglo-Saxon, Spanish and

Sclavonic races, and, for his own, was extracting from me all I know

about Tolstoi, when Lucilla called me away to expound to his wife the

French family system. From which you will observe that the American

believes in a free exchange of knowledge as a system of education. To

revert to my original question, however, you imagine that your present

path is strewn with roses?”

“I do,” said Martin.

“That’s all I desire to know, my dear fellow,” said Fortinbras

benevolently.

“And what about yourself?” asked Martin. “What about your pursuit of

happiness?”

“I am studying Arabic,” replied Fortinbras, “and discussing philosophy

with one Abu Mohammed, a very learned Doctor of Theology, with a very

long white beard, from whose sedative companionship I derive much

spiritual anodyne.”

* * * * *

Soon after this the whole Semiramis party packed up their traps and went

by night train to Luxor. There they settled down for a while and did the

things that the floating population of Luxor do. They rode on donkeys

and on camels and they drove in carriages and sand-carts. They visited

the Tombs of the Kings and the Tombs of the Queens, and the Tombs of the

Ministers and Karnak and their own private and particular Temple of

Luxor. And Martin amassed a vast amount of erudition and learned to know

gods and goddesses by their attitudes and talked about them with casual

intimacy. His nature drank in all that there was of wonder and charm in

these relics of a colossal past like an insatiable sponge; and in Upper

Egypt the humble present is but a relic of the past. The

twentieth-century fellaheen guiding the ox-drawn wooden plough might

have served for models of any bas-relief or painting in any tomb of

thousands of years ago. So too might the half-naked men in the series of

terraced trenches draining water from the Nile by means of rude wooden

lever and bucket to irrigate the land. The low mud houses of the

villages were the same as those which covering vast expanses on either

side of the river made up the mighty and populous city of Thebes. And

the peasantry purer in type than the population of Cairo, which till

then was all the Egypt that Martin knew, were of the same race as those

warriors who gained vain victories for unsympathetic Kings.

* * * * *

The ridgy, rocky, sandy desert, startlingly yellow against the near-blue

dome of sky. A group of donkeys, donkey-boys, violently clad dragomen,

one or two black-robed, white-turbaned official guides, Europeans as

exotic to the scene as Esquimaux in Hyde Park. An excavated descent to a

hole surmounted by a signboard as though it were the entrance to some

underground boozing-ken, an Egyptian soldier in khaki and red tarbush.

An inclined plane, then flight after flight of wooden steps through

painted chamber after painted chamber, and at last, deep down in the

earth, lit by electric light, the heart of the tomb’s poor mystery: the

mummified body of a great King, Amen-Hetep II, in an uncovered sandstone

sarcophagus. It is the world’s greatest monument to the awful and futile

vanity of man.

“Thank God,” said Martin, as he came out with Lucilla into the open air.

“Thank God for the great world and sunshine and life. The whole thing is

fascinating, is soul-racking, but I hate these people who lived for

nothing but death. I wanted to bash that King’s face in. There was that

poor devil of an artist who spent his soul over those sculptures, going

at them hammer and chisel in the black bowels of the earth with nothing

but an oil-lamp on the scaffold beside him, for years and years—and

when he had finished, calmly put to death by that brute lying there, so

that he should not glorify any other swollen-headed worm of a tyrant.”

They sat down on the sand in a triangular patch of shade. Lucilla

regarded him with approbation.

“I love to hear you talk vehemently,” she remarked.

“It’s because I have learned to feel vehemently,” said Martin.

“Since when?”

“Since I first met you,” said Martin, with sudden daring.

“It’s not my example you’ve been profiting by,” she laughed. “You’ve

never heard me raving at a poor old mummy.”

Cool and casual, she warded off the shaft of his implied declaration. He

had not another weapon to hand. He said:

“You’ve said things equally violent when you have felt deeply. That is

your great power. You live intensely. Everything you do you put your

whole self into. You have the faculty of making everybody around you do

the same.”

At that moment Mr. Watney-Holcombe appeared at the mouth of the tomb,

mopping his rubicund face. At Lucilla he shook a playful fist.

“Not another darned monument for me this day.”

“I don’t seem to have succeeded with him, anyway,” she said in a low and

ironical voice.

Martin, gentlest of creatures, felt towards Mr. Watney-Holcombe for the

moment as he had felt towards Amen-Hetep. The rosy-faced gentleman sat

beside them and talked flippantly of gods and goddesses; and soon the

rest of the party joined them. The opportunity for which Martin had

waited so long, of which he had dreamed the extravagant dreams of an

imaginative child, was gone. He would have to wait yet further. But he

had spoken as he had never before dared to speak. He had told her

unmistakably that she had taught him to feel and to live. As the other

ladies approached he sprang to his feet and held out a hand to aid the

divinity to rise. She accepted it frankly, nodded him pleasant thanks.

The pressure of her little moist palm kept him a-tingle for long

afterwards.

They had a gay and intimate ride home. The donkey boys thwacked the

donkeys so that they galloped to the shattering of sustained

conversation between the riders. But in one breathing space, while they

jogged along side by side, she said:

“If I have done anything to help you on your way, I regard it as a

privilege.”

“You’ve done everything for me,” said Martin. “To whom else but you do I

owe all this?” His gesture embraced earth and sky.

“I only made a suggestion,” said Lucilla.

“You’ve done infinitely more. Anybody giving advice could say: ‘Go to

Egypt.’ You said, ‘Come to Egypt,’ and therein lies all the difference.

You have given me of yourself, so bountifully, so generously——” He

paused.

“Go on,” she said. “I love to hear you talk.”

But the donkey-boys perceiving Mr. Dangerfield mounted on a fleet

quadruped about to break through the advance guard, thwacked the donkeys

again, and Martin, unless he shouted breathlessly, could not go on

talking.

That evening there was a dance at the Winter Palace Hotel, where they

were staying. Martin, on his arrival at Cairo, had been as ignorant of

dancing as a giraffe; but Lucilla, Mrs. Dangerfield and Maisie having

commandeered the Watney-Holcombe’s private sitting room at the Semiramis

whenever it suited them, had put him through a severe and summary

course. He threw himself devotedly into the new delight. A lithe figure

and a quick ear aided him. Before he left Cairo he could dance one-steps

and two-steps with the best; and so a new joy was added to his

existence. And to him it was a joy infinitely more sensuous and magnetic

than to those who from childhood have regarded dancing as a commonplace

social pleasure. To understand, you must put yourself in the place of

this undeveloped, finely tempered man of thirty.

His arm was around the beloved body, his hand clasped hers, the

fragrance of her hair was in his nostrils, their limbs moved in perfect

unison with the gay tune. His heart sang to the music, his feet were

winged with laughter. In young enjoyment, she said with literal

truthfulness:

“You are a born dancer.”

He glowed and murmured glad incoherencies of acknowledgment.

“You’re a born all sorts of other things, I believe,” she said, “that

only need bringing out. You have a rhythmical soul.”

What she meant precisely she did not know, but it sounded mighty fine in

Martin’s ears. Ever since his first interview with Fortinbras he had

been curiously interested in that vague organ and its evolution. Now it

was rhythmical. To explain herself she added: “It is in harmony with the

great laws of existence.”

A new light shone in his eyes and he held himself proudly. He looked

quite a gallant fellow, straight, English, masterful. Her skirts swished

the feet of a couple of elderly English ladies sitting by the wall. Her

quick woman’s ears caught the remark: “What a handsome couple.” She

flushed and her eyes sparkled into his. He replied to her psychological

dictum:

“At any rate it’s in harmony with the deepest of them all.”

“What is that?”

“The fundamental law,” said he.

They danced the gay dance to the end. They stopped breathless, and

laughed into each other’s eyes. She took his arm and they left the

ball-room.

“Unless you will dance with me again,” he said, “this is my last dance

to-night.”

“Why?”

“I leave you to guess,” said he.

“It was as near perfection as could be,” she admitted. “I feel rather

like that myself. Perhaps more so; for I don’t want to spoil things even

by dancing with you again.”

“Do you really mean it?”

She nodded frankly, intimately, deliciously.

“Let us go outside, away from everybody,” he suggested.

They crossed the lounge and reached the Western door. Both were living a

little above themselves.

“When last we talked sense,” she said, “you spoke about a fundamental

law. Come and expound it to me.”

They stood on the terrace amid other flushed and happy dancers.

“Let us get away from these people.”

“Who know nothing of the fundamental law,” said Lucilla.

So they went along a spur of the terrace, a sort of rococo bastion

guarding the entrance to the hotel, and there they found solitude. They

sat beneath the velvet, star-hung sky. Fifty yards away flowed the Nile,

with now and then a flashing ripple. From a ghyassa with ghostly white

sail creeping down the river came an Arab chant. The flowers of the

bougainvillea on the hotel porch gleamed dim and pale. A touch of

khamsin gave languor to the air. Lucilla drew off her gloves, bade him

put them down for her. He preferred to keep them warm and fragrant, a

part of herself.

“Now about this fundamental law,” she said in her lazy contralto.

Her hand hung carelessly, temptingly over the arm of her chair.

Graciously she allowed him to take and hold it.

“Surely you know.”

“I want you to tell me, Mr. Philosopher.”

He dallied with the adorable situation.

“Since when have I become Master and you Pupil, Lucilla?”

“Since you began, presumably to plunge deep into profundities of wisdom

where I can’t follow you. Behold me at your feet.”

He moved his chair close to hers and she allowed him to play with her

slender fingers.

“The fundamental law of life,” said he, bending towards her, “is love.”

“I wonder!” said Lucilla.

She lay in the long chair, her head against the back. He drew her

fingers to his lips.

“I’m sure of it. I’m sure of it as I’m sure that there’s a God in

Heaven, as that,” he whispered, in what the sophisticated may term an

anti-climax, “there’s a goddess on earth.”

“Who is the goddess?” she murmured.

“You,” said he.

“I like being called a goddess,” she said, “especially after dancing the

two-step. Hymns Ancient and Modern.”

“Do you know what is the most ancient hymn in the world?”

“No.”

“Shall I tell you?”

“Am I not here to be instructed?”

“You are beautiful and I love you. You are wonderful and I love you. You

are adorable and I love you.”

“How did you learn to become so lyrical?”

Martin knew not. He was embarked on the highest adventure of his life. A

super-Martin seemed to speak. Her tone was playful, not ironical. It

encouraged him to flights more lyrical still. In the daylight of reason

what he said was amazing nonsense. Beneath the Egyptian stars, in the

atmosphere drowsy with the scents of the East and the touch of khamsin

it sounded to receptive ears beautifully romantic. Through the open door

came the strains of an old-fashioned waltz, perhaps meretricious, but in

the exotic surroundings sensuous and throbbing with passion. He bent

over her and now possessed both hands.

“All that I feel for you, all that you are to me,” he said, concluding

his rhapsody. Then, as she made no reply, he asked: “You aren’t angry

with me?”

“I’m not a granite sphinx,” she said, in her low voice. “No one has ever

said things like that to me before. I don’t say men haven’t tried. They

have; but they’ve always made themselves ridiculous. I’ve always wanted

to laugh at them.”

Said Martin: “You are not laughing at me?”

“No,” she whispered. And after a long pause: “No, I am not laughing at

you.”

She turned her face to him. Her lips were very near. Mortal man could

have done neither more nor less than that which Martin did. He kissed

her. Then he drew back shaken to the roots of his being. She with closed

eyes; he saw the rise and fall of her bosom. The universe, earth and

stars and the living bit of the cosmos that was he, hung in breathless

suspense. Time stopped. There was no space.

He was holding her beloved hands so delicately and adorably veined:

before his eyes, in the dim light, were her lips, slightly parted, which

he had just kissed.

Presently she stirred, withdrew her hands, passed them across her eyes

and with dainty touches about her hair, as she sat up. Time went on and

there was space again and the stars followed their courses. Martin threw

an arm round her.

“Lucilla,” he cried quiveringly.

But with a quick movement she eluded his embrace and rose to her feet.

She kept him off with a little gesture.

“No, no, Martin. There has been enough foolishness for one night.”

But Martin, man at last, caught her and crushed her to him with all his

young strength and kissed her, not as worshipper kisses goddess, but as

a man kisses a woman.

At last she said, like millions of her sisters in similar circumstances:

“You’re hurting me.”

Like millions of his brethren, he released her. She panted for a moment.

Then she said: “We must go in. Let me go first. Give me a few minutes’

grace. Good-night.”

Mortal gentleman and triumphant lover could do no more or no less. She

sped down the terrace and disappeared. He waited, his soul aflame. When

he entered the lounge, she was not there. He saw the Dangerfields and

the Watney-Holcombes and one or two others sitting in a group over

straw-equipped glasses. He knew that Lucilla was not in the

dancing-room. He knew that she had fled to solitude. Cheery

Watney-Holcombe catching sight of him, waved an inviting hand. Martin,

longing for the sweet loneliness of the velvet night, did not dare

refuse. His wits were sharpened. Refusal would give cause for

intolerable gossip. He came forward.

“What have you done with Lucilla?” cried Mrs. Dangerfield.

“She has gone to bed. We’ve had a heavy day. She’s dead beat,” said

Martin.

And thus he entered into the Kingdom of the Men of the World.

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