IV.

The account which the newspaper made shift to give was but a bald,

disjointed recital of the superficial aspect of events to one whose

memory could so nearly reproduce the vivid fact; and where memory and

experience failed him, his imagination, conversant with the status

depicted, could paint the scene with all the tints of actuality. A

recent steamboat accident on the great Mississippi River had resulted

in much loss of life. The words, as Euphemia droned them, still holding

the newspaper with both arms outstretched, brought back to one of her

listeners the sensation of forging tremulously along in midstream at

nightfall, the shimmer of the shaking chandeliers of the great flimsy

floating palace, the white interior of the ladies’ cabin, with the

“china finish” of the painted and paneled walls, its velvet carpet and

furniture, its grand piano. He heard anew the throb of the engines,

and the rush of water from the great revolving wheels; he had the

sense, too, of the immensity of the vast river, gleaming with twinkling

points of light close at hand, where the waves caught the glitter

from the illuminated craft, and tossed it from one to another as the

surges of the displaced water broke about the hull; further away

could be seen the swift current hurrying on, a different dusky tint

from the darkness; and still further, where the limits of vision were

reached, one had even yet some subtle realization of that unceasing

irresistible flow, although unseen and unheard. He remembered leaning

over the guards and idly watching a number of mules on the deck below,

crowded so thickly that they seemed only a dark restlessly stirring

mass, until at some landing, when they were excited by the clamors

of the roustabouts loading on more cotton, the pallid glare of the

electric light rendered distinguishable the tossing snorting heads and

wild dilated eyes. An ill-starred cargo! The frantic struggles of this

animated mass caused much loss of human life; many a bold swimmer might

have gained the land but for the uncontrolled plunging of those heavy

hoofs. And there was no lack of light to reveal the full horrors of the

fate: those huge piles of bales of blazing cotton illumined the river

for twenty miles. How unprescient, how strangely stolid, the human

organism, the phlegmatic mind, the insensate soul, that no nerve, no

faint tremor of fear or forecast, no vague presentiment, heralded the

moment when every condition of life was reversed!

Up in the pilot-house he was now, with the captain and the pilot and

the great shadowy wheel. The ladies had all vanished, leaving the cabin

below deserted and a trifle forlorn. Once he had taken his way through

those sacred precincts, affecting to be searching for some one; and

so he was,--to discover if any one there was worth looking at twice:

and this he esteemed a justifiable if not a laudable enterprise, for

were the ladies not welcome to look at him? His trim business suit

he felt was quite the correct thing. He had entire confidence in his

tailor, and he swore by his barber! His proper thankfulness to his

Creator, too, was not impaired by any morbid self-depreciation. With

his strong, alert, handsome figure, his dark red-brown hair, his eyes

of the same tint, only kindled into fire, his long dark lashes, his

drooping mustache, and the features with which nature had taken some

very particular pains,--the ladies were quite welcome not to turn their

heads away, if they chose.

However, his vanity was not insatiable. He had made his triumphal

progress through the circle earlier in the evening, and now he was

relishing the captain’s surprised laughter at sundry feats that he was

exhibiting with a silver dollar and a goblet which did not always hold

water. One moment the silver dollar was under it, glimmering affably

through the thin glass; then, with no human approach to it, the goblet

was empty. It seemed the problem of life to the jolly captain to

discover how this was done, and being an ambitious wight, he assured

his passenger, with a wild wager of ten dollars to nothing, that, after

the boat should leave the bank again, he would be able to do the trick

himself before they could make another landing. Before they made

another landing he was initiated into deeper mysteries.

The boat was heading slowly for the shore. For the whistle, in loud

husky amplitudes of sound, overpowering when heard so close at hand,

had broken abruptly on the air, and the echoes of all the wild

moss-draped cypress woods on either hand were answering the accustomed

sound through the dark aisles of the swamp. To many a far cabin up

lonely bayous they carried the note of the progress of “de big boat up

de ribber.” The great tremulous craft was swinging majestically round

in midstream. Now and again sounded the sharp jangling of the pilot’s

bell. Then the boat paused with a quivering shock, backed, veered to

one side, approached the shore, paused again, and then smoothly glided

forward, trembled anew, and was still.

He had gone out on the hurricane deck. The wind blew fresh from the

opposite shore; he was sensible of a certain attraction in the aspect

of the gloom which was as above a darkling sea, for the further bank

was hardly visible by day, and utterly effaced by night. The stars

were in the water as well as in the sky. He looked up at them above

the two dusky columns of the boat’s chimneys, which were bejeweled now

with swinging lights. The sudden stillness of the machinery gave one

to hear the sounds from the land. A crane clanged out a wild woodsy

cry from somewhere in the darkness. An owl, hooting from the bank,

sent its voice of ill omen far along the currents of the great deep

silent river. The clamor from the landing caught his attention, and he

turned back to look down at the cluster of twinkling lights,--for the

place was a mere hamlet. And but for the shifting of his attitude,--oh,

could he but have contented his gaze with the sad spring night by the

riverside, the lonely woods, the waste of waters, the reflection of the

stars in the depths and the stars themselves in the infinite heights of

the dark sky,--could this have sufficed, he said to himself as the girl

read aloud the story of his fate, he might be living now.

For alive as the man looked, he was dead!

And the end of Lucien Royce--for this was his real name--came to pass

in this way.

That night, as he shifted his position on the hurricane deck, a young

fellow coming up the broad landing-stage amongst the neighborhood

loafers bound to take a drink at the bar of every passing steamboat,

caught sight of him in the steady pervasive radiance of the electric

search-light now aflare on the boat, and lifted his voice in a friendly

hail. This young fellow was very visible in the warm spring afternoon

in the far-away mountains, where he had never been. The juggler

inadvertently glanced down at the russet shoes on his feet, for this

man had then stood in them. It was he who wore, that night, the long

blue hose, the blue flannel shirt, the black-and-red blazer, the

knickerbockers, and the tan-colored belt, which was drawn an eyelet

or so tighter now, for the juggler was slighter of build. Notified

by the whistle of the boat of its approach, he had come down to the

landing on his bicycle, merely for the break in the monotony of a long

visit at a relative’s plantation. Royce remembered how this other

fellow had looked in this toggery, grown so familiar, as they stood

together at the bar, and he asked of the newcomer more than once what

he would take. Very jolly they were together at the bar. It was hard

to part. Lucien Royce could scarcely resist the pressing insistence to

return at an early day and visit this friend at his sister’s place, a

few miles back from the river, where he himself was a guest. But John

Grayson was the prodigal son in an otherwise irreproachable family,

and Royce preferred more responsible introduction to make his welcome

good. With this hampering thought in mind he was not apt at excuses.

John Grayson, noting that he was ill at ease, instantly attributed it

to commercial anxiety, and asked, with rude curiosity, how his firm

was weathering the flurry. For this was a time of extreme financial

stress. A general panic was in progress. Assignments were announced by

the dozen daily. The banks were going down one upon another, like a

row of falling bricks. With business much extended, with heavy margins

to cover and notes for large amounts about to fall due, the cotton

commission firm, Greenhalge, Gould & Fife, of St. Louis, of which his

late father had been a partner, and of which he was an employee, had

made great efforts to collect all the money due them in the lower

country, and Lucien Royce had been sent south on this mission. He had

succeeded beyond their expectations. Owing to the prevalent total

lack of confidence in the banks, he had been instructed to transmit a

considerable sum by express. This, however, was promptly attached in

the express office at St. Louis to satisfy a claim against the firm;

and although they were advised it could not be sustained in court, the

proceeding greatly embarrassed them, being, in fact, designed at this

crisis to force a compromise in order to release the surplus funds.

To furnish security proved impossible under the circumstances; and

the firm being thus balked, Royce telegraphed in cipher to them for

authority to bring the remainder home on his person, that it might be

in readiness to take up their paper. Although he was rarely troubled

by the weight of the money-belt which he thus wore, containing a large

sum in bills and specie, he was very conscious of it now when Grayson,

who with all the rest of St. Louis had heard of the attachment suit,

abruptly demanded, with a knitting of his brow, “How in the world

do you get your collections to them, if you can’t send the money by

express or draft?”

Royce controlled his face, and replied evasively, “Oh, the financial

situation is on the mend now. As to the firm, it will pull through all

right, without a doubt.”

John Grayson listened, his auburn head cocked to one side. He winked

a roguish dark eye. Then, with a sudden jocose lunge at his friend,

he slipped his arm around his waist, feeling there the heavy roll

of the belt, and burst into rollicking laughter. The scuffling

demonstration--for Royce had violently resisted--was eyed with stately

disapproval by an elderly planter of the old régime, who possessed now

more manners than means; evidently contrasting the public “horse-play,”

as he doubtless considered it, of these representatives of the present

day with the superior deportment of the youth of the punctilious past.

Lucien Royce remembered that he had been secretly perturbed after this,

for he knew that Grayson drank to excess and talked wildly in his cups;

and although, in view of his own safety, he would hardly have cared

to make public the character of his charge, he realized with positive

dismay that it might be fatal to the interests of the firm should he

encounter some legal process at the wharf in St. Louis, the result of

this discovery.

But he was simple-hearted, after all. He did not suspect John Grayson

of aught dishonorable. To the world at large he seemed a fine young

fellow, of excellent forbears, merely sowing his wild oats,--a crop

which many men have harvested in early years with scant profit, it is

true, but without derogation to common honesty and repute.

Royce subsequently sought to urge in compassion for his friend

that the turpitude of the crime was insomuch the less that it was

not deliberate and premeditated. Certain it was that Grayson’s cry

of amazement and his plunge toward the guards were very like the

precipitancy of dismay when he found that the huge boat was sheering

off; she was turning as he dashed down the stair, and was headed once

more on her course when he realized that in their conviviality he and

his friend had failed to hear the sonorous panting of the engines again

astir, the jangling of the bell, the heavy plashing of the buckets

striking the water as the wheels revolved anew, and that the landing

was now a mile down the river.

The captain showed much polite concern when the two young men resorted

hastily to the “texas” and found him seated at a table, eying, with

an air of great cunning and a robust intention to solve the mystery

forthwith, a silver dollar which was securely invested under an

inverted glass goblet, and which, so far as his powers were capable of

extricating it thence, save by the rule of thumb, as it were, was the

safest silver dollar ever known.

He desisted from this occupation for the moment to master the new

perplexity that confronted him, and to express his most affable and

ceremonious regret; for his boat carried all the cotton shipped from

the rich sister’s plantation, and the dictates of policy aided his

constitutionally kindly disposition.

“Why, I wouldn’t have kidnapped you this way for”--his eye fell on the

bit of silver shining through the goblet--“for a dollar,” he concluded

modestly. “I’ll put you ashore in the yawl, if you like. I would turn

down-stream and land again, but”--he faced half round from the table,

with the lightness characteristic of some portly men, and sat with one

hand on the back of the chair, and the other on the goblet--“but the

truth is I’m running pretty much on one wheel; there was an accident

to the other before we were a hundred miles from New Orleans, and with

this wind blowing straight across the river it’s mighty difficult

getting out from the left bank; she can hardly climb against the

current.”

John Grayson appeared for a moment to contemplate the suggestion of

going ashore in the yawl. The wind came in a great gust through the

towering chimneys, the lights flickered, the texas seemed to rock upon

the superstructure of the hurricane deck. “I don’t believe I care to

be on the river in a yawl in this wind, this dark night,” he said,

evidently debating the matter within himself.

“Then go to St. Louis and back with us!” exclaimed the hospitable

captain. “Shan’t cost you a cent, of course. We’ll make our next

landing a little after midnight, I reckon, and I’ll telegraph Mrs.

Halliday from there.”

The jovial evening seemed to the juggler, as he listened to the girl

reading aloud, and stared at her with eyes blank of expression and that

introverted look which follows mental processes rather than material

objects, like an experience in another planet, so far away it was,

as if so long ago. He remembered that he scarcely dared to touch a

glass, with the consciousness of the treasure he carried in the belt

he wore and all its interdependent interests, but John Grayson drank

blithely enough, and the generous liquor relaxed beyond all precedent

his loosely hinged tongue. Lucien Royce kept close by his side as he

wandered about the boat, having developed a fear that he would tell the

secret that had come so unwarrantably into his possession; and when the

captain asked as a favor that, on account of the crowded condition of

the boat, Royce would share his stateroom with the guest, he acceded at

once, preferring to have Grayson able to talk only to him until such

time as he should be once more duly sober.

He consigned the guest to the upper berth, thinking that thus Grayson

could not leave the stateroom without his knowledge. He lay awake by

a great effort until he was sure from the snores of his jovial friend

that Grayson was asleep; and when he dropped into slumber himself, as

he was young and tired, having been much in the open air that day, to

which he was unaccustomed in his clerical vocation, he slept like a log.

His consciousness was renewed, after a blank interval, with the sense

of being awakened in his berth by a violent jar, and of striving

to rouse himself, and of falling asleep again. Another interval of

blankness, and he remembered definitely the grasp of John Grayson’s

hand on his shoulder, roughly shaking him, with the terrified

announcement that there was something the matter. He experienced a

sort of surprise that John Grayson was in the stateroom; then--it was

strange that his mind should have thus taken cognizance of trifles--he

recalled the crowded condition of the boat, and realized that his

friend was leaping down from the upper berth. He stated, with drowsy

dignity, that he did not care a damn what was the matter; that he had

paid for his stateroom, which was more than _some_ people could say,

and that if he were not allowed to sleep in it, he would give bond that

he would know the reason why.

The next thing of which he was aware was a flash of light in the room.

The door had opened from the saloon, and a clerk had put in his head

to say that there was no danger. The boat had struck a snag, it was

true, but the damage was slight. Somehow Royce slept but lightly after

this. The unreasoning sense of impending misfortune had come to him at

last. Presently he was awake and conscious that he was alone. He lifted

himself on his elbow and listened. What was that low roar? The wind?

That sound of banging timbers must be the flapping of shutters or doors

as the gust rushed across the river. He heard a clamor on the boiler

deck. Voices?--or was it the wind, screaming wildly as it went? And

why did they run the engines at that furious rate? He could feel the

strain of the machinery in the very floor under his feet.

As he slipped out of the lower berth he perceived that the gray dawn

was in the contracted little room; he could see through the glass of

the door opening on the guards the tawny-tinted stretches of water, the

sad-hued cypress woods on a distant bank, draped with fog as well as

with hanging moss, and down the stream the whiter tints of an island of

sand covered with sparse vegetation, locally known as a “tow-head,” for

which the disabled boat was running with every pound of pressure which

the engines could carry. There was, in truth, something the matter, for

the tow-head would have been given a wide berth in a normal state of

affairs; getting aground, when the lesser of two evils, showed a crisis

indeed.

He looked about hastily for his clothes. They were gone, and in their

place John Grayson’s toggery lay in a heap. In his panic and the

darkness Grayson had probably caught the garments nearest to his hand.

His deserted friend hastily invested himself in the suit of clothes

that John Grayson had left. As he was drawing on the blazer, suddenly a

hoarse cry smote his ear. “No bottom!” sang out the leadsman. They were

taking soundings. “No-o bottom!” And he felt the vibrations of the tone

in the very fibres of his quaking heart.

He plunged out at the door on the guards, and as he stood there gasping

for a moment he realized the situation. The boat was sinking fast;

evidently in striking a snag the craft had sprung a leak. He saw on

the deck the frightened passengers huddled together in groups, here

and there a man anxiously fastening life-preservers on the women and

children of his kindred. Again the leadsman’s cry, “No-o bottom!”

floated mournfully over the water, and the frantic panting of the

engines seemed redoubled. He saw the captain, cool and collected, at

his post; the other officers appeared now and again among the groups

of passengers, soothing, reassuring, and doubtless their lies were

condoned for the mercy of the intention. As he passed on amongst them

all, nowhere did he catch a glimpse of John Grayson. “If I didn’t know

the fellow wouldn’t play such a fool trick at such a time, I’d think

he was dodging me,” he muttered. The next moment he had forgotten him

utterly.

“Deep four!” called the leadsman.

As Royce listened he stood still, holding his breath in suspense.

“Mark three!” called the leadsman, sounding again.

Royce heard the plunging of his heart as distinctly as the echoes of

the cry clanging from the shore. But suddenly they were blended with a

new refrain,--“A quarter twain!”

He gave a great sigh of relief, and checked it midway to listen anew.

“Mark twain!” called the leadsman, with a new intonation.

There was no longer doubt,--they were in shallow water. A great

exclamation of delight rose from the crowd. The very hope was like

a rescue,--the relief from the blank despair! Here and there the

hysterical sobbings of the women told of the slackening of the tension

of suspense.

“Quarter less twain!” cried the leadsman, sounding anew.

The juggler remembered how free he had felt, how safe. The boat, even

if her engines could not run her aground, would soon settle in shallow

water, and rescue would come with some passing steamer.

A blinding glare, a thunderous detonation that seemed to shatter his

every nerve, and he was weltering in the river; now sinking down with

a sense of the weight of infinite fathoms of water upon him, and

now mechanically trying to strike out with an unreasoning instinct

like an animal’s. When he could understand what had happened he was

swimming fairly well, although greatly hampered by the clinging

blazer that John Grayson had left on the floor, and which he now

wore. The long reaches of the river, the shore, the dim dawn, were

all lighted with a lurid glare; for the boat had taken fire with the

explosion of the overstrained boiler. The roar of the flames mingled

with the heart-rending screams of those whom hope had so cruelly

deluded. But the sounds were all faint at the distance, and he never

could understand how he had been thrown, unhurt, so far away. He

saw none of the human victims of the disaster. Now and again charred

timbers, shooting by on the current, threatened him, and to avoid

them necessitated some skillful management. A far greater danger was

the proximity of two horses, also gallantly swimming, who followed

him with loud whinnies of inquiry and distress, appealing in their

way for aid and guidance, leaning on the humankind as if recognizing

his superior capacity. More than once, one of them, a spirited mare,

intended for new triumphs at the Louisville races, swam close in front

of him, pausing, as if to say, “Mount, and let us gallop off on dry

ground;” deflecting his course, which was already beset with abnormal

difficulties. For when almost exhausted, he saw that the land he was

approaching, half veiled with the gray fog, was a bluff bank, thirty

feet high at least, and as far as eye could reach up and down the

river there was no lower ground. To scale it was impossible. His heart

sank within him. He felt that his stroke was the feebler when hope no

longer nerved it. In his despair he could hardly make another effort.

And although he had feared the horses, with their lashing hoofs and

their unearthly cries, when the mare--the more importunate in dumb

insistence that he would succor them--threw up her head, and with a

wild inarticulate scream went struggling down into the depths to rise

no more, he felt a choking sob in his throat, his eyes were blurred,

he could scarcely keep his head above the surface. If he were further

conscious, the faculty was not coupled with that of memory, for he

never knew how he came to be in a flatboat floating swiftly down the

stream from the scene of the disaster, and he never saw his other

comrade again. Once more there came an interval void of perception;

then he was vaguely aware that the flatboat was tied up in the bight of

a bend; the shadowy cypresses towered above it,--he heard their waving

boughs,--the water lapped gently about it; then blankness again, and he

never knew how long this continued.

One morning he awoke, restored to his senses, in a bunk against the

wall; he felt the motion of the river, and he knew that the flimsy

craft with the rickety little cabin in its centre was again afloat upon

the stream. Every pulse of the current set his own pulses a-quiver.

The very proximity of the fearful river induced a physical terror that

his mind could not control. It was only by a mighty wrench that his

thoughts could be forced from the subject, and fixed as an alternative

on his surroundings. The interior of the cabin consisted of two

apartments: one for bunks and cooking purposes; the other, apparently,

from the glimpse through a door, fitted up as a store, with small

wares, such as threads and perfumery, soaps and canned goods, and showy

imitation jewelry calculated to take the eye and the earnings of the

negroes at the various landings where the craft, locally called the

“trading-boat,” tied up. Through a further door he had an outlook

upon the deck. An elderly woman with rough red arms was sitting there

on a stool, peeling potatoes; a half-grown boy, cross-legged on the

floor, tailor-wise, was sawing away on an old fiddle. Beyond still

was the vast spread of the tawny-tinted rippling floods and the sad

hues of the nearer shore. Lucien Royce recoiled at the very sight

and turned away his eyes. Within, much of the wearing apparel of the

proprietors dangled from the rafters. There were bunks on the opposite

wall, imperfectly visible through the smoke from the tiny stove,

which, despite a great crackling of driftwood, seemed to labor with an

imperfect draft. Two men were seated close to it, and were talking with

that security which presumes no alien ear to listen. A certain crime of

robbery absorbed their interest, and Royce gathered that, fearing they

might be implicated in it, they had silently fled from the locality

before their presence was well recognized. They had evidently had

naught to do with it. They only wished they had!

A great swag it was, to be sure. The man had worn a money-belt,--a rare

thing in these times. Heavy it must have been and drawn tight, for

both hands had stiffened on its fastenings as if striving to tear it

off. Its weight had doubtless drowned him. It was no joke to swim the

Mississippi at high water, completely dressed and with a tight belt

stuffed with money--gold or silver? And how much could the sum have

been? Whenever this point was broached, a glitter of greed was in

the eyes of each which made the grizzled-bearded faces alike despite

the variations of contour and feature. Always a long pause of silent

speculation ensued, and whenever the supposititious sum total was

mentioned, it had augmented in the interval. No one knew where the man

went down; the body--the face beaten and bruised by floating timbers

out of all semblance to humanity--had been swept upon a sand-bar. There

some pirates of the river-bank had found it, had cut the belt open,

had taken the money and fled, leaving the empty belt to tell its own

futile story. At this point the flatboatmen would pause, and once more

gloomily shake their heads and spit tobacco juice on the tiny stove,

till it was as vocal as a frying-pan, and obviously wish that the

chance had been theirs.

Thus it was that Lucien Royce had been apprised of John Grayson’s death

and of the loss of the funds with which he himself had been entrusted.

Until this moment he had never missed the belt. Doubtless Grayson

took it from him at the first alarm of striking the snag before the

dawn, when he vainly sought to rouse his friend to a sense of danger.

Was it possible, he marveled, that Grayson, leaving him to drown,

as he supposed, had thought that the good money need not be wasted?

Had its custodian been rescued, however, probably Grayson would have

restored it; otherwise suspicion would have fallen upon him, since

they had occupied the same stateroom. But if not, if Lucien Royce’s

body had gone to the bottom of the river, and no one the wiser that

the money-belt did not go with it,--was it upon this chance, in that

supreme moment of terror, that Grayson had had the forethought to act?

He was not a man who made much account of the rights of others when

his own comfort or his own pleasure was at stake. But his life--did he

risk the precious moment that might mean existence to save a sum of

money for a St. Louis cotton commission firm of which he did not know

a single member? Would he have jeopardized his chances in the water

with this weight, with this fatally close-gripping python of a belt,

for a mere commercial matter? It was needless to argue the question.

Royce knew right well, both then and now, that in no event, had he not

survived, did Grayson intend to restore the money. Evidently the idea

had flashed upon him when, in seeking to rouse his companion, his hands

came in contact with the belt and the opportunity was his own. And so

Grayson had gone to his death, drowned by the weight and the pressure

of the stolen money. It seemed a grim sort of justice that with the

last movements of his hands in life, the last effort of his will, he

sought to tear it off, to cast it from him, as he went down into the

hopeless depths.

Royce experienced hardly a regret for his false friend,--not more than

a physical pang of sympathy, an involuntary shudder, his very nerves

instinct with the terror of the water. Had Grayson not tampered with a

secret that was not his own, the belt would now be safe. Royce himself

had had the strength to sustain its weight in the water. He was used

to it, and its size had been carefully adjusted to his slender figure.

Now the money was gone,--the belt was found on another man. They would

seem to have been confederates in the robbery of the fund. He was

responsible for it. He could not reasonably account for its being out

of his own possession without incriminating himself. Should he seek to

inculpate the dead man alone, he was aware that the fact that Grayson

could not speak for himself would speak for him. Nothing could palliate

the circumstance that the belt was found on another man than its proper

custodian, and that the leather had been slit and the money extracted.

He would have to account for this, and improbable excuses would not go

far with men smarting under a ruinous loss from the carelessness or the

drunkenness or the cupidity of their employee. He could not go back. He

could never face the firm!

So light of heart he had always been, so light of heel, so light, so

very light of head, that the anguish which pierced him at the idea of

the loss of public esteem, of his commercial honor, of the confidence

of the firm, involved in his seeming failure of probity, subacutely

amazed him at its keen poignancy. He had hardly known how he valued

these spiritual, immaterial assets. More than life,--far, far more than

life! He began to contemn the struggle he had made in the water; he had

been wondering and calculating, with an early gleam of consciousness

and an athlete’s stalwart vanity, how far he had swum, how long he had

sustained himself in the great flood; for what purpose, he thought

now, what melancholy purpose, to save his life for the ignominy of an

episode behind the bars for breach of trust, embezzlement, robbery--he

hardly cared what might be the technical rank of the crime of which he

would so certainly be accused. Every reflection brought confirmations

of the popular suspicion which would be so false, and which could not,

alas, be disproved. With a mechanical review, as of a life when it is

closed, sundry gambling escapades of John Grayson’s recurred to his

mind, in which he had been nearly concerned and which had attained

a certain degree of notoriety. On one occasion, indeed, when he was

younger and more easily led by his friend, a gambling establishment had

been raided by the police, the two had been among the captured players,

and being arraigned, although under false names, were nevertheless

recognized. The exploit was so well bruited abroad that the senior

member of the firm, who had been a friend as well as a partner of his

father’s, had given him what the old gentleman was pleased to term a

“remonstrance,” and what he himself denominated a “blistering.” “Mark

my words,” had been its conclusion, “that fellow Grayson will ruin

you.” Was it possible that this prophet of evil would fail to note the

fulfillment of the prognostication? Would this event give no color to

the supposition that he had been gambling with the money, that Grayson

had won it, and then was drowned and robbed?

Oh, why, why had he so struggled to save his wretched life? The terrors

of the water no longer shook his nerves. As he noted the trembling of

the little craft,--the flimsiest thing, he thought, that he had ever

seen afloat,--he said to himself that it would be the luckiest chance

that had ever befallen him should the flatboat suddenly disintegrate,

timber from timber, on the swelling centre of the tide, engulfing him

never to rise again. “I would not move a hand to save my life. I wish I

were dead,” he said, his white face turned to the wall. “I wish I were

dead.” And then he realized that he had his wish. He was dead.

For the flatboatmen were talking again, with a morbid revolving around

the subject. From their disjointed dialogue it appeared that the

“stiff” was not on the sand-bar now; it had been removed in obedience

to a telegram from a firm in St. Louis,--Greenhalge, Gould & Fife,

cotton commission merchants. One of their clerks had come down by

train on the other side of the river, “nigh tore up” about the belt

and the loss of the money. He recognized the dead man by his clothes,

and the color of his hair and eyes,--“there was no other way to know

him, he was such a s’prisin’ bruised-up sight.” This clerk had once

given the man a meerschaum pipe that was in the breast-pocket yet, and

some papers were dried off, and read and identified. He was shipped

by train. They would bury him where he came from. The firm and its

employees would turn out, probably, and do the handsome thing. “Good

for trade, I reckon,” remarked the proprietor of the flatboat store,

with an appreciation of sentiment as an agent of profit.

“What’s the man’s name?” demanded the other.

“He never left no name as I heard. He loafed round Kyarter’s sto’ over

thar in the bend awhile, an’ a nigger rowed him over in a dug-out to

see the stiff, an’ he give his orders an’ put out fur the up-country

quick.”

“I ain’t talkin’ ’bout _him_. I mean the stiff. What was the stiff’s

name?”

“Oh, Royce. Lucien Royce,--that’s the stiff’s name. Lucien Leonard

Royce.”

And thus it was that the juggler realized that he was dead.

He made haste to leave the trading-boat as soon as he could stand,

however unsteadily, on his feet. And the boatmen were not ill pleased

to see him go. The humane search for all survivors of the wreck and the

rescue of the bodies had been in progress for some days, but with a

vague terror of implication in crime which must indeed be appalling to

the poor, who believe that justice is meted out according to the price

the victim can pay for it, the flatboatmen were drifting night and

day further and further away from the dreaded locality. When they had

chanced to meet the skiffs sent out by the search-parties for victims

of the disaster, they had said naught of the man whom they had rescued,

who lay between life and death in the bunk. They had even relinquished

the opportunity of “scrapping” about the waters for floating articles,

of scant value in themselves, hardly worth the gathering of them

together by the owners, but precious indeed to those of so restricted

opportunities,--tins of edibles, cutlery, bedding, cooking utensils,

bits of furniture, table-ware, garments, and the like. Once a stranger

had boarded the craft, but he came no further than the door of the

store, where he was furnished with a flask of whiskey needed for a

half-drowned man lying hard by on a sand-bar. So when their guest was

at last on his feet again they bade him farewell with a right good

will, and the trifle of change that was in the pocket of poor John

Grayson’s knickerbockers was a superfluity to their satisfaction.

They set Royce ashore one night at a point which they stated was half

a mile from the railroad; it seemed a league or more through the dense

oak forests, clear of undergrowth, level as a park, before he sighted a

red lantern and an empty box car on a siding near a great tank. There

was apparently not another soul in the world, so unutterably lonely

was the spot. He clambered into the car, knowing that he could not

well play the rôle of tramp on any discerning train-man while wearing

Grayson’s expensive russet shoes, albeit somewhat the worse for water,

and his natty knickerbockers and blazer. He would invent some story and

beg a ride. He lay down behind a pile of bagging, and when he awoke he

saw that the car was moving rapidly, that it was half full of freight,

that an afternoon sun was streaming in dusty bars through the chinks

in the door, that he must have traversed many a mile of the inland

country from the scene of the disaster; so many miles that, the next

morning, when the car was opened in the yard of the freight depot of

a small town, the whole landscape was as strange to him as if he had

entered a new world. Great purple mountains, wooded to their crests,

encircled the horizon, itself seeming lifted to a great height, in

contrast with the low-lying skies of the swamp country; and now and

again, where the summit-lines were broken by gaps, further visions of

enchanted heights in ethereal tints of blue and alluring sun-flooded

slopes met his gaze. There was a river, too, narrow, smoothly flowing,

but cliff-bound, crystal-clear in a rocky channel that curved between

the mountains it reflected. The sunshine was so dazzling that he made

scant shift to see the men, who, in moving the freight, discovered

him. The first demonstration of the yardmaster was wrathful bluster

because of the impudent device of the supposed tramp and his success in

stealing a ride. But as Lucien Royce rose to his feet, and his costume

that of a young gentleman of bucolic proclivities taking his ease and

dispensing with ceremony, became visible, he was received with banter

and laughter. He was presumed to be engaged in some kind of adolescent

escapade,--stealing a ride for a wager, perhaps; and as, with his

quick intelligence, he perceived this fact, he answered in the same

vein. He leaped out of the car, made his way from the yard and up the

main street of the town, and when, reaching its opposite extremity,

he was out in the country, he walked as if for his life. All day long

he trudged at the top of his speed. Pedestrianism had been one of his

many fads, and he wished more than once for his pedometer, that he

might have his score to boast of and break the record of the pedestrian

club of which he was an active member; and then he would check himself

suddenly, remembering that it was decreed that he should never see his

old comrades again. He was dead! His safety imperatively required that

he should remain dead.

Apparently he left the sunshine behind him; the wind flagged and fell

back; only certain clouds maintained an equal pace, congregating about

the summits of the mountains, showing tier on tier above them, so

darkly purple that sometimes he could hardly tell which was shadowy

earth and which over-shadowing sky. Always, as he clambered over

the flank of some great ridge and looked upon the deep dells of the

valley, these clouds were already crossing it, and rising, peak on

peak and towering height over height, above the crest of the mountains

still beyond. In one of these sequestered nooks among the vast ranges,

when the swift lightnings were unleashed and the thunder reverberated

from dome to dome and the weighty rain fell in tumultuous torrents,

he dragged his stumbling feet to a lighted window dimly flickering in

the gloom, and found the latch-string of Tubal Cain Sims’s door on the

outside, as the hospitable mistress of the cabin said it always should

be, when she welcomed the wayfarer.

And thus it came to pass that within a fortnight after the disaster the

juggler sat listening to the miller’s daughter as she read the account

of the terrible death of young Lucien Royce. He could have given the

journalist many points on the details of the accident. But his mind

ceased its retrospection, and he hearkened with keen interest, for one

so very dead, to the narrative of the supplemental events occurring in

the city of his home. As Euphemia droned drearily on, he gathered that

the firm had made an assignment, the result of the loss of the funds

of which Lucien Royce had been robbed, and their consequent inability

to take up their paper. The amount was stated at thrice the reality,

and his lips curved with a scornful wonder as to whether this was a

commercial device to render the failure more seemly and respectable,

or was merely due to the magnifying proclivities natural to the race of

reporters. “It lets the house down easier,--that’s one good thing,” he

reflected. And then he checked himself, marveling if other people who

were dead could not immediately dissever their interests and affections

from those subjects and associations that had once enthralled them.

“It must take a long time to get thoroughly acclimated to another

world,” he thought, realizing that the impulse of satisfaction which

he had experienced because the “break” had its justification in the

eyes of the commercial world was the loyal sentiment to the firm shared

by every man on their pay-roll. “We could have weathered the flurry

easily enough but for this,” he knew the various employees were all

severally saying to their personal friends and such of the general

public as came within their opportunity. It seems that cynicism is not

a growth exclusively native to this sphere, for he presently found

himself attributing to a wish to fix general attention on this subject

of the loss of the money the firm’s elaborate attention to the details

of the obsequies of their unfortunate employee. But they would not

overdo it, he realized even before Euphemia, hobbling painfully among

words whose existence had hitherto been undreamed-of by her, and whose

structure would serve to render them obsolete forever in her vocabulary

after this single usage, had reached the description of the funeral

arrangements. He had feared she would flag, and would thus balk his

palpitating curiosity; but the mournful pageantry of death has its

fascination for certain temperaments, and it is fair to say she would

not have read so long, nor would Tubal Sims and his wife have waking

listened, had the theme been more cheerful.

No, the firm would not overdo it. They were men of good taste and

acumen. The public received sundry reminders that Lucien Royce’s

deceased father had been a member of the firm for many years, and much

of the quondam prosperity had been due to his sagacity and sterling

qualities. The young man’s inherited interest in the business was of

course swamped with the rest. And all this made the presence of each of

the partners and of all the employees, together with large and showy

floral tributes at St. ---- Church, the more appropriate and natural.

As no simple interment could have done, however, it had also riveted

attention on that especial feature, the loss of the money, which was

in itself calculated to excite much sympathy and commiseration in the

commercial heart, and to be of service in securing a composition with

creditors and the possibility of continuance.

“They needn’t have been so mighty particular,” he said to himself a

moment afterward, his eyes bright and shining, the color in his cheeks.

“I could have gotten up a big enough blow-out all by myself.”

For that meed of popularity which many better men never achieve had

been a gratuitous gift to Lucien Royce, who had never done aught to

secure it or given it a thought in his life. His gay young friends

were bereaved. All experiencing a sense of personal loss, all struck

aghast with dismay and pity, those attended in a body who were of

his many clubs and societies, and others singly if they happened to

be merely friends outside the bonds of fraternities. The church was

densely thronged; a wealth of flowers filled the chancel. The words

of a popular hymn were sung by a member of the Echo Quartet, a singer

of local renown, to an air composed by the late Lucien Royce,--so

pathetic, with such sudden minor transitions, such dying falls (it had

been a love-song, and he had written the words as well as the music),

that the congregation were in tears as they listened.

“Ah ha, my fine first tenor!” the juggler said to himself in prideful

triumph at the praise of print. “And how about that final phrase of

each refrain that you persisted ought to resolve itself into the major,

and not the minor chord? Oh, oh! Mightily pleased to stand up before a

big crowd and sing it now, for all its faulty harmony!”

But if he had already been gratified, he was shortly delighted. The

account digressed to the personal qualities of the deceased, his

exceptional popularity, the high esteem in which he was held by his

business associates, the great affection which his personal friends

entertained for him, the extraordinary versatility of his talents.

He was a wonderful athlete for an amateur. (The juggler listened with

a critical jealous ear to the detail of certain feats of lifting,

walking, and swimming. “I can break that record now,” he muttered.) He

was a very acceptable amateur actor. He sang delightfully, and composed

charming songs with words of considerable merit; in fact, he had a

gift of light, easy versification. He was hospitable and joyous, and

fond of entertaining his friends, to whom he was much attached,--the

more as he was so alone in the world, having no near kindred since the

death of his father. There was no bitterness in his mirth; he laughed

with you rather than at you. (“Don’t be too sure of that,” said the

juggler, in his sleeve.) He was wonderfully quick in learning, even

quick in acquiring any mechanical art that struck his attention. He had

really become a skillful prestidigitator (how the juggler blessed the

six-pronged unpronounceable word as Euphemia struggled to take hold

of it, and finally left it as incomprehensible!): and this came about

partly through his extraordinary quickness, and partly because no one

could resist his fascinating _bonhomie_, and many a traveling artist

in legerdemain had imparted his professional secrets to him from sheer

good will and liking. He was the same to all classes; he had an easy

capacity for adapting himself to the company he was in for the time

being, as if it were his choice. Many a pleasant haunt of his friends

would lack its relish after this, and it would be long before the name

or face of Lucien Royce would be forgotten in St. Louis city.

“Well,” mused the juggler, with a sigh, as the reading concluded, “it’s

worth dying once in a while, to get a send-off like that.”

“Pore young man!” ejaculated Mrs. Sims, looking up with a sigh too, the

relief from the long tension, her big creased solemn face bereft of

every dimple.

The juggler caught himself hastily. “The paper doesn’t say what

Sabbath-school he was a member of,” he observed, with mock seriousness.

“That’s a fac’,” returned Euphemia, unfolding the upper part of the

journal to reperuse with a searching eye the portion relating to

biographical detail. After an interval of vain scrutiny she remarked,

“Nor it don’t say nuther whether he war a member o’ the Hard-Shell

Baptis’ or Missionary or Methody.”

“He mought be a sinner, an’ the paper don’t like ter say it, him bein’

dead,” wheezed Mrs. Sims lugubriously, intuitively seizing upon a

salient point of polite modern journalism. The anxious speculation

in her fat overclouded countenance was painful to see, for Mrs. Sims

believed in a material hell with a plenitude of brimstone and blue

blazes.

“I dare say he _was_ a sinner!” exclaimed the juggler, with his manner

of half-mocking banter. “Poor Lucien Royce!”

Only late that night, when all the house was still, and darkness was

among the sombre mountains, and the absolute negation of vision seemed

to nullify all the world, did his mood change. He lay staring with

unseeing eyes into the void gloom about him, yet beholding with a

faculty more potent than sight the decorated chancel, the clergyman

in his surplice, the crowds of sympathetic faces, the casket with the

funeral wreaths covering it,--the hideous mockery that it all was, the

terrible hoax!

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