CHAPTER XVIII.

CONDITION OF FREE COLORED PEOPLE.

Pursuant to a call given in the summer of 1830, by the colored residents

of Philadelphia, for a National Convention of their race, I started in

company with a friend to attend it; having previously engaged seats inside

Mr. Coe's stage-coach as far as Utica, N.Y., to which place we had paid

our fare the same as other passengers.

We rode on to Auburn very pleasantly, but when at that place, we with

others moved to resume our seats; we were met by a stern rebuke for

presuming to seat ourselves on the inside, and were ordered to ride on the

outside of the coach. In vain we expostulated; in vain we reminded the

driver of the agreement, and of our having paid for an inside seat; we

were told to take the outside of the coach or remain behind.

Desiring to attend the convention, we concluded to go on, submitting to

this rank injustice and dishonesty, until our return, when we determined

to sue the proprietor of that line of stages. An opportunity was offered

soon after, when I commenced a suit for damages against Mr. Sherwood, who

was the great stage proprietor of those days. He, however, cleared himself

by declaring that he was in no way responsible for the failures of Mr.

Coe, to whom I must look for remuneration. I never found it convenient to

sue Mr. Coe, and so the matter ended.

We passed through New York City to the place of our destination, where we

found many of our brethren already assembled.

Philadelphia, which I now saw for the first time, I thought the most

beautiful and regularly laid out city I ever beheld. Here had lived the

peaceable, just, and merciful William Penn; and here many of his adherents

still reside. Here, too, was the place where the Rt. Rev. Bishop Allen,

the first colored American bishop in the United States, had labored so

successfully. When the Methodists sought to crush by cruel prejudice the

poor African, he stepped boldly forward in defence of their cause, which

he sustained, with a zeal and talent ever to be revered.

Thousands were brought to a knowledge of the truth, and induced "to seek

first the kingdom of heaven and its righteousness," through his

instrumentality. Through the benign influence of this good man, friends

and means were raised for his poor brethren, to build houses of worship,

where they would no more be dragged from their knees when in prayer, and

told to seat themselves by the door. Oh, how much good can one good and

faithful man do, when devoted to the cause of humanity--following in the

footsteps of the blessed Christ; doing unto others as they would be done

by; and remembering those in bonds as bound with them. What though his

skin be black as ebony, if the heart of a brother beats in his bosom? Oh,

that man could judge of character as does our Heavenly Father; then would

he judge righteous judgment, and cease to look haughtily down upon his

afflicted fellow, because "his skin is colored not like his own."

We convened at the specified time, and organized by appointing Rev. R.

Allen, president, A. Steward, vice-president, and J.C. Morrell, secretary.

The convention which continued in session three days, was largely attended

by all classes of people, and many interesting subjects were ably

discussed; but the most prominent object was the elevation of our race.

Resolutions were passed calculated to encourage our brethren to take some

action on the subjects of education and mechanism. Agricultural pursuits

were also recommended;--and here allow me to give my opinion in favor of

the latter, as a means of sustenance and real happiness.

I knew many colored farmers, all of whom are well respected in the

neighborhood of their residence. I wish I could count them by hundreds;

but our people mostly flock to cities where they allow themselves to be

made "hewers of wood and drawers of water;" barbers and waiters,--when, if

they would but retire to the country and purchase a piece of land,

cultivate and improve it, they would be far richer and happier than they

can be in the crowded city. It is a mistaken idea that there is more

prejudice against color in the country. True, it exists everywhere, but I

regard it less potent in the country, where a farmer can live less

dependant on his oppressors. The sun will shine, the rains descend, and

the earth bring forth her increase, just as readily for the colored

agriculturist as for his pale face neighbor. Yes, and our common mother

Earth will, when life is ended, as readily open her bosom to receive your

remains in a last embrace, as that of the haughty scorner of our rights.

In the city, however, there is no escape from the crushing weight of

prejudice, to ramble over fields of your own cultivation; to forget your

sorrows in the refreshing air that waves the loaded branches of an orchard

of your own planting; nor to solace yourself with a gambol over the green

meadow with your little ones. It is all toil, toil, with a burthened heart

until shadows fall across the hearth-stone, and dismal forebodings darken

the fireside, from whence the weary wife retires to refresh herself in

broken slumber for the renewed toil of another day. Will not my friends

think of these and many other advantages in favor of a country life, and

practice accordingly?

After the close of the convention, I returned to my business in Rochester.

Until the discussion, which commenced about this time on the subject of

temperance, I had been engaged, as most other grocers were at that time,

in the sale of spirituous liquors somewhat extensively. My attention had

never before been called especially to the subject, though I had witnessed

some of its direst evils; but now, when I saw the matter in its true

light, I resolved to give it up. I was doing well and making handsome

profits on the sale of alcoholic beverages. I had also experienced a good

deal of trouble with it. My license allowed me to sell any quantity less

than five gallons; but it was a fine of twenty-five dollars if drunk on

the premises,--one half of the sum to go to the complainant. If a vicious

man got out of funds it became both easy and common for him to give some

person a sixpence, half of which was to be spent for whisky, which made

him a witness for the other, who would make immediate complaint, and

collect his share of the fine. Nor could I prevent men who came with

bottles, and purchased whisky, from drinking it where they pleased;

consequently I was often called to answer to such complaints.

One morning a man entered my store and called for liquor, which the clerk

gave him. After drinking it, he went directly to the office of A. House,

Esq., and entered a complaint against the clerk who had served him; then

stepped out for consultation with his counsel. At that moment I arrived at

the office of the magistrate to whom I immediately made complaint against

myself, relating to him also just how the event happened. In a few minutes

the original complainant returned, to whom 'Squire House explained that he

should have arraigned the proprietor of the store, and not the clerk as he

had done. Determined on making a speculation, however, he demanded a

precept for myself. The 'Squire, laughing most heartily, informed him that

he was too late,--that Mr. Steward had the start of him, having just

entered a complaint against himself, by which he saves one half of the

fine. The man walked out, looking rather "cheap," nor did he or others

annoy me afterwards by making complaints of that kind.

But now I saw, as never before, the sin of selling that which would make

beasts of men, and only stopped to inquire what was duty in the matter.

All the arguments in favor of its sale were more forcible then than now.

All classes of persons used and drank the article; and it required more

moral courage, to relinquish the business than it does now. Nevertheless,

it appeared plain to my mind, that duty to God and my fellow-men required

it, and I cheerfully gave it up forever.

I could not conscientiously, nor do I see how any man can, continue to

traffic in this most fruitful source of pauperism and crime. No benefit

whatever arises from its use as a beverage or from its sale. It is a curse

to the drinker, to the seller, and to the community. Those who are

licensed venders take from the government fifty dollars for every one put

into the treasury. The money paid for licenses is a very meager

compensation for the beggary, crime, and bloodshed which rum produces. All

who have any knowledge of the statistics of the State, or of our prison

and police records know, that intemperance has done more to fill the

prisons, work-houses, alms-houses, and asylums of the State than all other

influences combined; and yet men uphold the traffic. Their favors are for

those who love its use and sale, and their anathemas for him, who is

striving to save a nation of drunkards from swift destruction; yea, their

own sires, sons, and brothers from the grave of the inebriate.

When in Rochester a short time since, soliciting subscribers for this

work, I stepped into a distillery and asked a man to subscribe for it. He

hesitated in his decision until he took a tumbler and filling it with

brandy, invited me to drink. I thanked him, saying I never drink brandy.

"Never drink!" he growled, "then I tell you, sir, that you stand a much

better chance of being struck by lightning than of getting a subscriber

here." Oh, very well; most likely had he agreed to take a copy, he would

have been sorely displeased with my views of the liquor traffic, and

perhaps with the compliment I have here paid him.

But in the foregoing remarks I have said but a tithe of what my heart

feels, when I think of the sufferings occasioned by drunkenness.

Even the cup of the burthened slave, writhing in his chains and toiling

under the lash, is not full of bitterness until the demon rum throws in

its dregs and fills it to overflowing.

How often does it occur that a passionate master, heated with wine,--mad

with himself and all about him, pours out his vengeful ire on the head and

back of some helpless slave, and leaves him weltering in his blood! How

often may be heard the agonized wail of the slave mother, deploring the

departure of some innocent child that has been lost in gambling, while the

master was intoxicated!

How often do the shrieks of the poor but virtuous slave girl, ring through

the midnight air, as she, pleading for death rather than life, rushes

screaming away from a brutal master, infuriated and drunk! If it is a

fact, and certainly it is, that the master is thus affected by his costly

wine; what, think you, will be the temper and condition of the coarse and

heartless overseer who drinks his miserable whisky or bad brandy? It is

horrible, beyond description. I have often myself seen a drunken overseer,

after pouring down dram after dram, mount his horse and ride furiously

among the slaves, beating, bruising, mangling with his heavy cowhide every

one he chanced to meet, until the ground presented the appearance of a

battlefield.

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