CHAPTER XIII

There had been a slight, sudden movement as Julian opened the door, as

though Mrs. Romayne had changed her attitude quickly. She was leaning

forward now, looking at an illustrated paper, but the cushions behind

her were tumbled and crushed, as if she had been leaning back on them,

and leaning heavily. She was wearing a tea-gown, and she seemed to keep

her face rather carefully in shadow.

“Rather an amusing party, wasn’t it?” she said lightly, looking up as he

came in. “Everybody goes to that woman’s. I can’t imagine why. Well, and

is there any news, sir?”

“I’m afraid not,” returned Julian gaily. “I’ve spent an hour at the club

to try and pick up some crumbs for you, but there was nothing going.”

The manner of each to the other was precisely the same, now that they

were alone together, as it had been when they addressed one another

incidentally in the course of general conversation. The very familiarity

between them had a flavour of artificiality about it, and that flavour

was mainly given, strangely enough, by Mrs. Romayne rather than by

Julian. It was her manner, not his, that lacked ease and overdid the

spontaneity. They chatted brightly about men and things, but she never

asked him a single personal question, though at any incidental allusion

let fall by him as to his doings a faint contraction of the muscles

about her eyes gave her a hungry, concentrated look, as of a creature

catching at a crumb. It seemed to be in a great measure that tendency to

keen intentness of expression which had so greatly altered her face.

“You see I’ve been lazy!” she said lightly, indicating her dress with a

slight gesture as they sat down to dinner. They were going out in the

evening, and she usually dressed before dinner on such occasions. “I

really couldn’t be bothered to dress before!”

The lamplight was full on her face now, and Julian, his attention drawn

to her by the words, saw that she looked frightfully haggard and worn

under her paint and her little air of gaiety. Paint had ceased to be an

appendage of full dress with her since her three days’ illness. The

combination added a touch of repulsion to his feeling towards her. But

his tone as he answered her was the tone of affectionate concern,

over-elaborated by the merest shade only.

“You’ve not over-tired yourself, I hope, dear?” he said. “I don’t

believe you ought to go out again to-night, do you know!”

Mrs. Romayne’s thin fingers were tearing fiercely at the

pocket-handkerchief in her lap as he spoke, and her eyes were bright

with pain. It seemed as though her ears had caught that subtle shade of

over-elaboration, though they must have been quick indeed to do so. But

she answered, almost before he had finished speaking, in a rather

high-pitched tone of eager determination.

“Silliest of boys,” she said; “the topic is threadbare. I am quite well!

Oh, it is very evident that my retiring to bed for a day or two is an

unparalleled event, or you would not be quite so slow in grasping the

fact that it is possible to recover after such a terrific crisis! Now,

do promise not to talk any more about what you don’t in the least

understand!”

The merriment of her tone was fictitious, even to Julian’s unheeding

ear, but he took it up with a mental shrug of his shoulders. It was not

his fault, he told himself, if she would overdo herself for the sake of

a little excitement.

He told himself the same thing, carelessly enough, when he put her into

her carriage two or three hours later. It was early; Mrs. Romayne had

declared the party to be insufferably dull and had stayed only half an

hour, during which time she had been as vivacious and attractive as

usual. But towards the end her eyes had become feverishly bright, and

Julian, as he took her out, could feel that she was trembling from head

to foot.

“Are you coming home?” she said to him.

“Well, if you don’t mind, dear, I was thinking of going to look up

Loring at the club.”

A breath of relief parted Mrs. Romayne’s lips, and she answered hastily.

Apparently she had no desire for her son’s company on her way home.

“Go, by all means!” she said. “Of course I don’t mind!”

She pulled up the window almost abruptly, nodding to him with a smile,

the singular ghastliness of which was, presumably, referable to some

effect of gaslight. Then as the carriage rolled away she sank back and

let her face relax into an expression of utter weariness, with a little

gasping catch of her breath as of deadly physical exhaustion.

His words about Loring had been a mere figure of speech on Julian’s

part, but he did intend to go to the club, and he carried his intention

into effect. He glanced round the smoking-room as he went in to see if

Loring was there, but the fact that he was not visible in no way

affected his serenity. He was so altered from the boy of a twelvemonth

before, and his intercourse with Loring had been so completely suspended

during the period of his developement, that their friendship seemed now

to belong to some previous phase of his existence; it was his sense that

he had passed utterly out of touch with the man with whom he had once

been intimate, together with a conviction that Loring’s keen perceptions

would be by no means a desirable factor in his surroundings at the

moment, that had dictated his demonstration of delight at Loring’s

reappearance. An outward show of enthusiasm was a very effective blind,

in his opinion.

His manner was regulated on the same principle on Loring’s appearance in

the smoking-room about half an hour later. He was on his way to the

card-room, and he was anything but pleased at the frustration of his

plans in that direction; but his reception of Loring indicated, rather,

that he had spent the last half-hour in watching for him.

“Here you are at last, old man!” he cried. “I thought you’d turn up some

time or other! What became of you this afternoon? I never saw you after

you disappeared with my mother.”

The two men had met close to the door, and they were still standing,

Loring, as _blasé_ and imperturbable-looking as usual, with his

observant eyes on Julian’s face.

“I didn’t care to spoil sport!” he returned with a significant smile.

“You seemed to be particularly well employed!”

Julian laughed--the conscious, not ill-pleased laugh which belonged to

his part. Such contingencies were all incidental to the situation.

“Oh, come, old boy,” he said deprecatingly. Then he laughed again, and

added: “I suppose my mother said something to you?”

“No!” returned Loring quietly. “I happen to have eyes, you see!”

“Don’t make magnifying glasses of them, then!” was the laughing retort.

“Now then, there are several fellows here who have been asking for you.”

But as Julian glanced round he became aware that the room chanced to be

almost empty. Loring understood at the same time that he had wished to

make the conversation general and impersonal, and a slight smile touched

his lips.

Marston Loring had various reasons of his own for not intending to allow

himself to be eluded by Julian Romayne. The change in the young man

alone would have excited his curiosity; and sundry details which had

already come to his knowledge, notably one across which he had stumbled

in the City that morning, had quickened that curiosity. His suspicions

of the preceding autumn, that there was something behind Julian’s life

as it appeared on the surface, were by no means forgotten by him. His

departure for Africa had taken him out of the way of the crisis, but he

more than half suspected that a crisis there had been. The connection

between the present and the past, and the means by which it could be

most advantageously applied to the furtherance of his own ends, were the

problems he had set himself to solve.

“We’re rather in luck!” he said. “We can have a quiet chat together.”

He established himself lazily and comfortably as he spoke, as Julian

with much apparent satisfaction flung himself into another chair, and

took out his cigar-case.

Julian’s questions followed one another thick and fast. His interest in

his friend’s life during the last six months seemed to be inexhaustible

in its intelligence and sympathy. He had a great deal to tell, too; and

he told it so fluently and gaily as almost to disguise the fact that the

allusions to his own doings were of the most superficial type. But at

last there was a pause. Julian was pulling out his watch, and saying

something about going home, when Loring lighted a fresh cigar and opened

the proceedings--as he conceived them.

“I heard of you in the City this morning!” he said nonchalantly.

There was no pause in the movement with which Julian returned his watch

to his pocket; nothing, absolutely, to betray the fact that the words

were a surprise to him. Yet they were a surprise, and an exceedingly

unpleasant one. His transactions in the City he had arranged to keep

secret; that their nature should become known was eminently

undesirable, and he had decided that the fact itself would be

inconsistent with his pose before the world. That Loring should be the

man to unearth them was exceptionally unfortunate.

“Did you?” he said lightly; “and who was saying what of me in the

City--a vague locality, by-the-bye.”

“The introduction of your name was accidental--accidents will happen,

you know, even in Adams’s office. Is that a definite locality enough to

please you?”

Julian burst into a boyish laugh and flung himself back in his chair; he

carried his cigar to his lips as he did so, not noticing apparently that

it had gone out. Loring noticed it, however.

“What a fellow you are, Loring!” he cried. “You’ve not been in England

three days before you unearth a poor chap’s most private little games! I

say, you’ll keep it dark, won’t you? I wouldn’t have it come round to my

mother, you know! She’s so awfully generous to me, and it might hurt her

feelings.”

There was an ingenuous frankness and confidence in his voice which gave

to the whole affair the aspect of a youthful escapade. Loring smiled as

he answered:

“I wouldn’t have a hand in hurting Mrs. Romayne’s feelings for the

world.” He paused a moment, and then added carelessly, as if the whole

transaction was the merest matter of course: “Been doing much?”

Julian shook his head.

“No, of course not,” he said lightly. “Only a little occasional lark,

don’t you know. I leave the big things to clever fellows like you.

By-the-bye, Loring, I’d no idea you did anything in that way.”

Loring puffed slowly at his cigar before he answered.

“I’m an old hand,” he said nonchalantly. “I wait for certainties, my

boy!” He paused again. “To tell you the truth,” he said slowly,

fastening a keen, cleverly-veiled gaze on Julian’s face, “I did not ask

the question altogether idly. It occurred to me that if you had made

anything worth mentioning you might be on the look-out for a means

of--well, we’ll put it mildly and say--increasing it.”

There was considerable meaning in Loring’s voice, careless as it was.

Julian became very still, and into his eyes there crept an eager, hungry

light which harmonised ill with the fixed nonchalance of the rest of his

features as he answered with a laugh:

“I don’t know the fellow who could refuse to admit that soft

impeachment! We’re all in the same boat as far as that goes, I take it.

You haven’t got a good thing up your sleeve, old man, have you?”

Loring smiled ambiguously.

“Most ‘good things’ would come to an untimely end if every one with a

finger in them spread them abroad, my boy!” he observed. “Since it can’t

concern you personally--if you’ve no capital--we’ll say no more about

it.”

A certain amount of Loring’s practice dealt with financial affairs; he

was no mean authority on City matters, and there was something about his

manner indescribably provocative. Julian leaned forward with a movement

of irrepressible eagerness.

“Is it really a good thing?” he said. He spoke with a quick, low-toned

directness which put aside the fencing of the previous dialogue, and

replied not to what Loring had said, but to what he had implied. Loring

looked him full in the face and answered laconically and significantly:

“Rather!”

The hungry light was burning fiercely in Julian’s eyes, and he turned

his face away from Loring and began to fidget with an ash-tray lying on

the table by him.

“Capital?” he said. “What do you call capital, now?”

“Oh, anything between ten thousand and five-and-twenty thousand,” said

Loring carelessly.

There was a silence. Julian’s brain was working feverishly, and Loring

was well content to let it work. At last Julian began to speak in a low,

rapid tone, with the air of one who has made up his mind to frank

confidence. He had intended to keep Loring at arm’s length; he had

decided now to play a bolder game, and use him.

“Look here, Loring,” he said, “I may as well make a clean breast of it!

I have gone a bit farther than I said. You see, as I told you, my

mother’s most awfully generous, and I wouldn’t let a hint of this get to

her for the world; but a man doesn’t like to feel that he’s dependent on

his mother for everything, don’t you know--especially if he’s thinking

of marrying. You know what it is when one once begins to feel the money

come in! I’ve gone on, you see--as lots of fellows do--and I’ve got a

tidy little pile. Of course I’m very keen on making it more

before--well, before I propose, don’t you know! And if you can give me a

lift up I shall be eternally obliged.”

He stopped, and Loring smoked for a minute or two in silence. At last he

said slowly:

“I understand! It’s natural, of course. Well, I don’t stand alone in the

affair, to tell you the truth. There’s another man to be consulted. But

I’ll talk the matter over with him, and if I can manage to get you in

you may be sure I will. You shall have a line in a day or two, or I’ll

see you again.” Loring dropped the end of his cigar into the ash-tray

and rose.

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