When she spoke again it was to say: “When do you take the new place?”

“Next month.”

“I am so glad you will be your own master at last! Will you go in on a

later train in the mornings, dear?”

“I’ll take an earlier one.”

“But then you’ll come out sooner in the afternoon?”

“I’ll come out much later.”

“Oh, oh!” she sighed, with the prevision of long hours of loneliness for

herself.

“At least, you can take more than that miserable two weeks’ holiday in

the summer.”

“My dear girl, I shall probably have no vacation at all. You don’t

understand; I’ve got to work.”

There was another pause. The fire was burning low, and the room had sunk

into partial obscurity. She was the first to speak, as before,

conquering anew the tremulousness in her voice:

“Did you hear me say that Theodosia is coming next month?”

“Yes. How long is she to stay?”

“For all winter. She’s to study music, you remember?”

“For all winter!” He sat up straight with the emphasis of his words.

“Why, where will you put her?”

“Oh, I’ll manage that. But I do wish we had a larger house; this is

maddening sometimes.”

“Perhaps we’ll be able to build some day.”

“Oh, if we could really have our own house!”

She paused, her imagination leaping forward to that future which is the

summit of good to suburban dwellers, when the contracted space of a

rented house can be changed for a roomy one honeycombed with impossible

closets and lined with hard-wood floors throughout.

“I know exactly how I should furnish it; I saw the loveliest things

to-day in town.”

Already the thought of brass and mahogany and Oriental rugs, rich in

texture and delicious in coloring, filled her mind.

To Lois, an intelligent and practical woman, the possession of money

meant the opportunity to buy; the possession of yet more money would

mean more opportunity to buy. To Justin, on the other hand, it meant the

ability to pay; the comfort of being able to accede, with ease and

promptness, to the demands upon him. Like most American husbands in his

station, the sum spent upon house and family far exceeded in ratio his

own personal expenses. There were a few luxuries which he casually

looked forward to enjoying, but beyond this money represented to him

pre-eminently further business possibilities, the power to play

competently in the great game, with the result of a sufficient provision

for his wife and children in case of his death. His heart leaped now at

the thought of taking a front rank among the players. If in this next

year——

“Do you think I had better buy the new rug when I go to town Friday, or

wait until next month?” asked Lois suddenly.

“You had better wait,” said Justin, with decision. He rose, and added:

“You must go to bed, Lois.”

She rose also, in obedience, and he kissed her officially.

“Good night.”

“You are not going to sit up later!”

“Just a minute. I want to light the candle and look for something in

this paper I forgot to notice earlier.”

He loved his wife, but felt, without owning it, that he must stay for a

brief space beyond the sound of her voice.

“Now, don’t wait another moment, or you’ll get cold.” He spoke

authoritatively. “The fire’s almost out.”

He had already turned from her, and was sitting down by the dim flicker

of the newly lighted candle, absorbed once more in figures, with the

newspaper before him. The midnight hour had failed of its inspiration;

both experienced the spiritual dearth and fatigue which follows

time-worn and trivial conversation.

Lois’ pensive eyes were full of a wistful question as she left the room;

but after a slight interval she returned with a gliding step and softly

placed a fresh log upon the dull red embers of the dying fire, and

fanned them noiselessly until a flame leaped out again, holding her

white draperies to one side the while, with one long curl falling across

her bosom. As her husband looked up, her beautiful self-forgetting smile

shone out and became a part of the light around him before she vanished

once more through the doorway.

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