CHAPTER XIX.

At first, a kind of horror seized upon me; for I knew not if this could

be reality, or the mockery of that relentless Fiend, that would lure me

on to destruction. But, with a violent effort, I summoned up courage; an

entire revolution again took place in my mind; new hopes and feelings

began to break through the gloom and melancholy, which for a space had

gathered around me.

With eager eyes, I devoured the charms of Aurelia, which from the

enchanted canvass now gleamed out in full splendour before me. Yet,

alas! did not these childlike pious looks seem only to complain against

the murderer of her brother? The mystery of his guilt, however, which

had been deposited in my bosom, gave me confidence; and even a malicious

spirit of scorn and irony rose within me. I only regretted now, that in

that fatal night of Hermogen's death, Aurelia had not become mine. His

appearance had then frustrated my plans; but with death he had expiated

the rashness of his attempts against me.--"Aurelia," said I, "yet

survives; and this alone is sufficient to encourage my hopes of one day

possessing her. From the destiny in which she is involved, it is

impossible for her to escape; for am not I myself the living

impersonization of the fate to which she is subjected?"

All the sadly-cherished dreams of youth, all feelings of piety which the

Abbess's portrait had inspired, were thus banished; and, still gazing on

Aurelia, I encouraged myself to the commission of deliberate and

premeditated crime. The old man was astonished at my conduct. He drawled

out a long string of words, about drawing, tone, colouring, etc. etc.; but

I heard him not. The thoughts of Aurelia, the hopes that I might yet

fulfil some one of those many plans, which had only been delayed,

absorbed me so completely, that I walked away, as in a dream, from the

exhibition-room, without once asking for the painter--thus losing,

perhaps, the best opportunity of learning what sort of connection there

existed betwixt myself and these pictures, which seemed to comprehend

in that magic circle the chief impressions of my whole life.

Once more, I was now resolved to venture all things for Aurelia. Nay, it

seemed almost as if the clouds of mystery would soon be broken--as if,

elevated to a station from which I could overlook all the characters and

events connected with my life, I could have from them nothing to fear,

and therefore nothing to risk. I brooded, as formerly, over a thousand

plans and resolutions, in order to arrive nearer to my object. In the

first place, I perceived that I should, no doubt, learn much from the

strange painter, and, by conversation with him, develope many trains of

evidence, of which the possession was to me most important. At last, I

had nearly resolved that I would return, in my present state of complete

disguise and metamorphosis, to the Baron's castle. Nor, to my excited

feelings and disordered imagination, did this appear as an act of

extraordinary hazard and daring.

In the evening, I went, as usual, to the club-room, where I had trouble

enough to restrain the vehemence of my emotions, and to prevent the

ebullitions of my overheated phantasy from being observed. I heard much

of the strange painter's productions, especially of that wonderful power

of expression which he had displayed in his portraits, above all in that

of Aurelia. I had now the means of joining in this approbation, and,

with a peculiar splendour, and strength of language, (heightened, too,

by a kind of scorn and irony, for I felt my own superiority in speaking

of this picture,) I described the nameless graces, the angelic charms,

which were spread over that saint-like countenance. Hereupon, one of the

party declared his intention of bringing the painter himself to the club

on the following evening, adding, that, though advanced in years, he was

still an interesting and agreeable companion, and that he would be

detained here for some time longer, having been employed professionally

by several rich families in the town.

* * * * *

Agitated by a tempest of conflicting feelings and indefinable

apprehensions, I could scarcely summon up resolution for the encounter

which I had so much wished, and, on the following night, went at a later

hour than usual to the club-room.

On my entrance, I perceived at once which was the stranger, though his

countenance was not turned towards me. A conviction of the truth

immediately flashed on my mind; and, when I went round, and took my

place opposite to him--then, oh Heaven! there glared out upon me the

never-to-be-forgotten features of that horrible Unknown, the same who,

on St Anthony's day, had leaned against the pillar of the church, and

filled me with abhorrence and consternation!

Now, too, even as then, he looked at me with the same fixed solemnity of

aspect--the same cold spectral self-possession. But the mood of mind

which I had so recently been cherishing, the thoughts of Aurelia, and my

determination to brave all things for her sake, gave me courage and

stability to bear up against his inspection, apparently unmoved. I could

no longer suppose that I but dreamed. The enemy had now visibly started

into life; and I was necessitated to venture the combat.

I resolved, however, not to begin, but wait for his attack; and, should

he attempt to tear off the mask by which I was now concealed, to beat

him back with weapons, on the strength of which I flattered myself that

I could rely.

After a short interval, however, the stranger appeared to take no

particular notice of me, but, turning his looks another way, continued

the conversation in which he had been engaged at my entrance. The party

began, at length, to speak of his own works, and bestowed especial

praise on the portrait of Aurelia. Some one among them maintained, that,

although this picture was, even at first sight, evidently a portrait,

yet it might serve for an imaginative study, and be taken for the _beau_

(or _belle_) _ideal_ of a female saint. As I had, on the preceding

evening, been so eloquent in praise of this work, they now asked my

opinion, and, almost unconsciously, I said that I coincided with the

last speaker, and that I could not imagine to myself the blessed St

Rosalia otherwise than as a counterpart of the female here represented.

The painter seemed scarcely to notice my words, but again broke

in--"Indeed, that young lady, whom the portrait, whatever may be its

merit as a work of art, very faithfully resembles, is a real and

immaculate saint--who, in the spiritual combat, exalts herself even to

supernatural excellence. I have painted her at the moment when, under

the influence of the most overwhelming griefs, she yet placed her hope

and trust in religious consolation,--in the aid of that Divine

Providence which unceasingly watches over us.

"The expression of this hope, which, in a perfect degree, can dwell only

in a mind elevated above all that is terrestrial, I have endeavoured to

give to my picture--I cannot flatter myself that I have adequately

succeeded, but the principle, '_in magnis voluisse_,' seems to me to

have rendered it at least one of the most tolerable of my productions."

The conversation now wandered away to other subjects.--The wine, which

to-day, in honour of the stranger-guest, was of a better sort, and drunk

more freely than usual, soon did its good office in enlivening the

party--Every one of them at last found something diverting to relate, or

some comical song to sing. The painter, meanwhile, seemed only to laugh

inwardly. If any change was produced in his countenance, it was to be

observed in his eyes, which were lighted up occasionally with a certain

mysterious lustre,--yet, by means of a few striking and powerful words

occasionally thrown in, he was able to play his part, and to keep the

whole company in admirable good humour.

Although, whenever the stranger happened to fix his looks on me, I could

not repress a certain feeling of apprehension, yet I gradually overcame

that still worse mood of mind into which I had been brought, on my first

_reconnoissance_ of his features. I even told stories of the absurd

Belcampo, who was known less or more to all the party, and, to their

great amusement, gave such a lively account of his behaviour on the day

of my arrival, (with imitations of his voice and gesticulations,) that a

good-humoured fat merchant who sat opposite to me, declared, with tears

of laughter in his eyes, "That was the most delightful evening he had

ever spent in his life!"

When the merriment that I had raised had begun to decline away, the

stranger suddenly inquired--"Gentlemen, has any one among you ever seen

the Devil?"

This question was received but as the prelude to some new and comical

story. Of course, every one assured him, in turn, "that he had never yet

had that honour."

"Well," said the stranger, "it so happened, that I was very lately

within a hair-breadth of attaining myself to that honour, and this,

namely, at the Castle of the Baron von R----, among the Thuringian

mountains."

I now trembled in every limb; but the others laughed aloud, crying out,

"Go on--go on!"

"Gentlemen," said the painter, "you probably all know that wild district

in the Thuringian mountains, through which every one must pass, who

travels in that direction northwards. But there is especially, on a

by-road, one romantic spot, where, if the traveller emerges out of the

dark pine-tree forests, and advances to the height of the rocky cliffs,

he finds himself suddenly, to his amazement, on the extreme verge of an

awful, deep, and, indeed, bottomless abyss. This is called the devil's

ground, and the projecting promontory of the rock the devil's chair.

"Of the devil's chair it is related, that once, when a certain Count

Victorin, with his head full of wicked projects, had sat down upon this

rock, the devil suddenly appeared beside him; and because he was himself

resolved to carry the Count's wicked designs into execution, he

incontinently hurled Victorin down into the unfathomable gulf.

"Thereafter, the devil appeared as a capuchin monk, at the castle of the

Baron von R----; and when he had taken his pleasure with the Baroness,

he first sent her out of the world, (no one knew how,) and then, because

the Baron's son, a madman, would by no means allow of this masquerade,

but always called out, 'The devil, the devil is among us!' he strangled

him. However, by that persevering _annonce_ of the madman, _one_ pious

soul at least was saved from the destruction which the devil had

intended for them all; and this was the young Baroness Aurelia, the

subject of the picture, which you have this night been commending.

"Afterwards, the capuchin, (or the devil,) in an inconceivable manner,

vanished; and it is said, that he fled, coward-like, from Victorin, who

had risen like a bloody spectre from the grave against him.

"Let all this be as it may, I can assure you, in plain truth, that the

Baroness died mysteriously--probably by poison; and that Hermogen (the

madman) was assassinated. The Baron himself, shortly afterwards, died of

grief; and Aurelia, the pious Saint, whose portrait I painted, at the

very time when these horrible events had taken place at the castle, fled

as a desolate orphan into a distant Cistertian Convent, of which the

Abbess had been in terms of friendship with her father.

"You have seen and admired in my gallery the likeness of this admirable

and unfortunate young lady. But as to other circumstances, this

gentleman (pointing to me) will be better able to inform you than I am,

since, during the whole of the adventures to which I have alluded, he

was an inhabitant of the castle!"

All looks, full of astonishment, were now directed towards me. Quite

unnerved, and lost to all self-possession, I started up--"How, sir!"

exclaimed I, in a violent tone--"What have I to do with your absurd

stories of capuchins, and devils, and assassinations? You mistake

me--you mistake me completely, I assure you; and I must beg that, for

this once, you will leave me completely out of the question."

Considering the tumult of my mind, it was difficult for me to give my

words even this much of connection and propriety, or to assume any

degree of composure. The powerful influence of the painter's narrative,

and my excessive disquietude, were only too visible. The cheerful tone

which prevailed through the party rapidly declined; and as the members

of the club gradually recollected that I was a complete stranger, and

had only by accident obtained my place among them, they began to fix on

me mistrustful and suspicious glances.

Meanwhile, the painter had risen from his chair, and, standing opposite,

transfixed me once more with his dead-alive glaring eyes, as formerly in

the Capuchin church. He did not utter a word; he stood cold, stiff, and,

but for the expression of his eyes, as if lifeless.

But at those ghostly looks, my hair rose on end; cold drops gathered on

my forehead, and, seized by the most intense horror, I trembled through

every fibre. "Avaunt!--away with thee!" I exclaimed, out of myself with

agitation; "for thou thyself art Satan! Thou art the murderer--yet over

me thou hast no power!"

The whole party instantly left their seats.--"What's the matter? Who is

that?" was heard from all quarters; and out of the adjoining _salle_,

the people, terrified by my voice, having left their amusements, came

thronging into our room.--"A drunk man!--A madman!--Turn him out!" cried

several voices.

Meanwhile, the painter stood there steadfast, and immovably staring upon

me. The power which he thus (I know not how) exerted over my very mind

and thoughts--the whole train of consequences which the discovery he was

determined to force out would bring upon me--the wretched thraldom in

which I should remain at present, and the destruction which must

ensue--all these ideas conflicted together in my mind. But even without

their aid, the looks of the spectral painter alone were more than I

could endure. Methought his detestable features at length enlarged,

moved, and were writhen in mockery and scorn. At last, driven to the

uttermost paroxysm of rage and despair, I drew forth the stiletto with

which I had, in self-defence, killed Hermogen, and which I always

carried in my breast-pocket.

With this weapon in my hand, I now fell upon my enemy; but his quick eye

had caught every movement, and one blow of his powerful arm brought me

to the ground. Methought I heard him laugh aloud, in hideous and

scornful triumph, so that his voice resounded through the chamber.

"Brother Medardus!" said he, "Brother Medardus, play no longer this

false game! Go, return to the sanctuary of thy convent, and humble

thyself to the dust in shame and repentance!"

I now felt myself seized by the people in the room; and allowing them to

raise me up, pretended at first to be quite exhausted; then, all at

once, rousing my whole strength, I drove and struck like a raging wild

beast against my assailants; and this so unexpectedly, that several of

them fell to the ground, and I made myself a passage towards the door;

but had scarcely rushed into the corridor, when a small side door

opened, and I felt myself seized on by an invisible arm, by which I was

drawn into a dark chamber. To this I made no resistance, for the

multitude of pursuers were raging behind me.

Into this dark room I had been drawn just as I turned round a corner of

the corridor, and the mob of people, imagining that I had run onwards

and escaped down stairs, passed by the door and left me for the moment

unmolested. My invisible companion listened to their proceedings, and

in a few moments led me by the arm down a dark, private staircase, into

a back court, and then through the buildings behind into the open

street. By the light of the lamps I here recognised as my deliverer the

absurd Belcampo!

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