CHAPTER LIV.

The Fugitives

Tea-time, an hour short of midnight; the place, a French apartment,

comprising some half-dozen rooms;—a dull cold hall or corridor, a

dining-room, a drawing-room, a bed-room, and an inner drawingroom, or

boudoir, smaller and more retired than the rest. All these shut in by

one large pair of doors on the main staircase, but each room provided

with two or three pairs of doors of its own, establishing several means

of communication with the remaining portion of the apartment, or with

certain small passages within the wall, leading, as is not unusual in

such houses, to some back stairs with an obscure outlet below. The

whole situated on the first floor of so large an Hotel, that it did not

absorb one entire row of windows upon one side of the square court-yard

in the centre, upon which the whole four sides of the mansion looked.

An air of splendour, sufficiently faded to be melancholy, and

sufficiently dazzling to clog and embarrass the details of life with a

show of state, reigned in these rooms. The walls and ceilings were

gilded and painted; the floors were waxed and polished; crimson drapery

hung in festoons from window, door, and mirror; and candelabra, gnarled

and intertwisted like the branches of trees, or horns of animals, stuck

out from the panels of the wall. But in the day-time, when the

lattice-blinds (now closely shut) were opened, and the light let in,

traces were discernible among this finery, of wear and tear and dust,

of sun and damp and smoke, and lengthened intervals of want of use and

habitation, when such shows and toys of life seem sensitive like life,

and waste as men shut up in prison do. Even night, and clusters of

burning candles, could not wholly efface them, though the general

glitter threw them in the shade.

The glitter of bright tapers, and their reflection in looking-glasses,

scraps of gilding and gay colours, were confined, on this night, to one

room—that smaller room within the rest, just now enumerated. Seen from

the hall, where a lamp was feebly burning, through the dark perspective

of open doors, it looked as shining and precious as a gem. In the heart

of its radiance sat a beautiful woman—Edith.

She was alone. The same defiant, scornful woman still. The cheek a

little worn, the eye a little larger in appearance, and more lustrous,

but the haughty bearing just the same. No shame upon her brow; no late

repentance bending her disdainful neck. Imperious and stately yet, and

yet regardless of herself and of all else, she sat with her dark eyes

cast down, waiting for someone.

No book, no work, no occupation of any kind but her own thought,

beguiled the tardy time. Some purpose, strong enough to fill up any

pause, possessed her. With her lips pressed together, and quivering if

for a moment she released them from her control; with her nostril

inflated; her hands clasped in one another; and her purpose swelling in

her breast; she sat, and waited.

At the sound of a key in the outer door, and a footstep in the hall,

she started up, and cried “Who’s that?” The answer was in French, and

two men came in with jingling trays, to make preparation for supper.

“Who had bade them to do so?” she asked.

“Monsieur had commanded it, when it was his pleasure to take the

apartment. Monsieur had said, when he stayed there for an hour, en

route, and left the letter for Madame—Madame had received it surely?”

“Yes.”

“A thousand pardons! The sudden apprehension that it might have been

forgotten had struck him;” a bald man, with a large beard from a

neighbouring restaurant; “with despair! Monsieur had said that supper

was to be ready at that hour: also that he had forewarned Madame of the

commands he had given, in his letter. Monsieur had done the Golden Head

the honour to request that the supper should be choice and delicate.

Monsieur would find that his confidence in the Golden Head was not

misplaced.”

Edith said no more, but looked on thoughtfully while they prepared the

table for two persons, and set the wine upon it. She arose before they

had finished, and taking a lamp, passed into the bed-chamber and into

the drawing-room, where she hurriedly but narrowly examined all the

doors; particularly one in the former room that opened on the passage

in the wall. From this she took the key, and put it on the outer side.

She then came back.

The men—the second of whom was a dark, bilious subject, in a jacket,

close shaved, and with a black head of hair close cropped—had completed

their preparation of the table, and were standing looking at it. He who

had spoken before, inquired whether Madame thought it would be long

before Monsieur arrived?

“She couldn’t say. It was all one.”

“Pardon! There was the supper! It should be eaten on the instant.

Monsieur (who spoke French like an Angel—or a Frenchman—it was all the

same) had spoken with great emphasis of his punctuality. But the

English nation had so grand a genius for punctuality. Ah! what noise!

Great Heaven, here was Monsieur. Behold him!”

In effect, Monsieur, admitted by the other of the two, came, with his

gleaming teeth, through the dark rooms, like a mouth; and arriving in

that sanctuary of light and colour, a figure at full length, embraced

Madame, and addressed her in the French tongue as his charming wife.

“My God! Madame is going to faint. Madame is overcome with joy!” The

bald man with the beard observed it, and cried out.

Madame had only shrunk and shivered. Before the words were spoken, she

was standing with her hand upon the velvet back of a great chair; her

figure drawn up to its full height, and her face immoveable.

“Francois has flown over to the Golden Head for supper. He flies on

these occasions like an angel or a bird. The baggage of Monsieur is in

his room. All is arranged. The supper will be here this moment.” These

facts the bald man notified with bows and smiles, and presently the

supper came.

The hot dishes were on a chafing-dish; the cold already set forth, with

the change of service on a sideboard. Monsieur was satisfied with this

arrangement. The supper table being small, it pleased him very well.

Let them set the chafing-dish upon the floor, and go. He would remove

the dishes with his own hands.

“Pardon!” said the bald man, politely. “It was impossible!”

Monsieur was of another opinion. He required no further attendance that

night.

“But Madame—” the bald man hinted.

“Madame,” replied Monsieur, “had her own maid. It was enough.”

“A million pardons! No! Madame had no maid!”

“I came here alone,” said Edith “It was my choice to do so. I am well

used to travelling; I want no attendance. They need send nobody to me.

Monsieur accordingly, persevering in his first proposed impossibility,

proceeded to follow the two attendants to the outer door, and secure it

after them for the night. The bald man turning round to bow, as he went

out, observed that Madame still stood with her hand upon the velvet

back of the great chair, and that her face was quite regardless of him,

though she was looking straight before her.

As the sound of Carker’s fastening the door resounded through the

intermediate rooms, and seemed to come hushed and stilled into that

last distant one, the sound of the Cathedral clock striking twelve

mingled with it, in Edith’s ears. She heard him pause, as if he heard

it too and listened; and then came back towards her, laying a long

train of footsteps through the silence, and shutting all the doors

behind him as he came along. Her hand, for a moment, left the velvet

chair to bring a knife within her reach upon the table; then she stood

as she had stood before.

“How strange to come here by yourself, my love!” he said as he entered.

“What?” she returned.

Her tone was so harsh; the quick turn of her head so fierce; her

attitude so repellent; and her frown so black; that he stood, with the

lamp in his hand, looking at her, as if she had struck him motionless.

“I say,” he at length repeated, putting down the lamp, and smiling his

most courtly smile, “how strange to come here alone! It was unnecessary

caution surely, and might have defeated itself. You were to have

engaged an attendant at Havre or Rouen, and have had abundance of time

for the purpose, though you had been the most capricious and difficult

(as you are the most beautiful, my love) of women.”

Her eyes gleamed strangely on him, but she stood with her hand resting

on the chair, and said not a word.

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“I have never,” resumed Carker, “seen you look so handsome, as you do

tonight. Even the picture I have carried in my mind during this cruel

probation, and which I have contemplated night and day, is exceeded by

the reality.”

Not a word. Not a look Her eyes completely hidden by their drooping

lashes, but her head held up.

“Hard, unrelenting terms they were!” said Carker, with a smile, “but

they are all fulfilled and passed, and make the present more delicious

and more safe. Sicily shall be the place of our retreat. In the idlest

and easiest part of the world, my soul, we’ll both seek compensation

for old slavery.”

He was coming gaily towards her, when, in an instant, she caught the

knife up from the table, and started one pace back.

“Stand still!” she said, “or I shall murder you!”

The sudden change in her, the towering fury and intense abhorrence

sparkling in her eyes and lighting up her brow, made him stop as if a

fire had stopped him.

“Stand still!” she said, “come no nearer me, upon your life!”

They both stood looking at each other. Rage and astonishment were in

his face, but he controlled them, and said lightly,

“Come, come! Tush, we are alone, and out of everybody’s sight and

hearing. Do you think to frighten me with these tricks of virtue?”

“Do you think to frighten me,” she answered fiercely, “from any purpose

that I have, and any course I am resolved upon, by reminding me of the

solitude of this place, and there being no help near? Me, who am here

alone, designedly? If I feared you, should I not have avoided you? If I

feared you, should I be here, in the dead of night, telling you to your

face what I am going to tell?”

“And what is that,” he said, “you handsome shrew? Handsomer so, than

any other woman in her best humour?”

“I tell you nothing,” she returned, until you go back to that

chair—except this, once again—Don’t come near me! Not a step nearer. I

tell you, if you do, as Heaven sees us, I shall murder you!”

“Do you mistake me for your husband?” he retorted, with a grin.

Disdaining to reply, she stretched her arm out, pointing to the chair.

He bit his lip, frowned, laughed, and sat down in it, with a baffled,

irresolute, impatient air, he was unable to conceal; and biting his

nail nervously, and looking at her sideways, with bitter discomfiture,

even while he feigned to be amused by her caprice.

She put the knife down upon the table, and touching her bosom with her

hand, said:

“I have something lying here that is no love trinket, and sooner than

endure your touch once more, I would use it on you—and you know it,

while I speak—with less reluctance than I would on any other creeping

thing that lives.”

He affected to laugh jestingly, and entreated her to act her play out

quickly, for the supper was growing cold. But the secret look with

which he regarded her, was more sullen and lowering, and he struck his

foot once upon the floor with a muttered oath.

“How many times,” said Edith, bending her darkest glance upon him, “has

your bold knavery assailed me with outrage and insult? How many times

in your smooth manner, and mocking words and looks, have I been twitted

with my courtship and my marriage? How many times have you laid bare my

wound of love for that sweet, injured girl and lacerated it? How often

have you fanned the fire on which, for two years, I have writhed; and

tempted me to take a desperate revenge, when it has most tortured me?”

“I have no doubt, Ma’am,” he replied, “that you have kept a good

account, and that it’s pretty accurate. Come, Edith. To your husband,

poor wretch, this was well enough—”

“Why, if,” she said, surveying him with a haughty contempt and disgust,

that he shrunk under, let him brave it as he would, “if all my other

reasons for despising him could have been blown away like feathers, his

having you for his counsellor and favourite, would have almost been

enough to hold their place.”

“Is that a reason why you have run away with me?” he asked her,

tauntingly.

“Yes, and why we are face to face for the last time. Wretch! We meet

tonight, and part tonight. For not one moment after I have ceased to

speak, will I stay here!”

He turned upon her with his ugliest look, and gripped the table with

his hand; but neither rose, nor otherwise answered or threatened her.

“I am a woman,” she said, confronting him steadfastly, “who from her

childhood has been shamed and steeled. I have been offered and

rejected, put up and appraised, until my very soul has sickened. I have

not had an accomplishment or grace that might have been a resource to

me, but it has been paraded and vended to enhance my value, as if the

common crier had called it through the streets. My poor, proud friends,

have looked on and approved; and every tie between us has been deadened

in my breast. There is not one of them for whom I care, as I could care

for a pet dog. I stand alone in the world, remembering well what a

hollow world it has been to me, and what a hollow part of it I have

been myself. You know this, and you know that my fame with it is

worthless to me.”

“Yes; I imagined that,” he said.

“And calculated on it,” she rejoined, “and so pursued me. Grown too

indifferent for any opposition but indifference, to the daily working

of the hands that had moulded me to this; and knowing that my marriage

would at least prevent their hawking of me up and down; I suffered

myself to be sold, as infamously as any woman with a halter round her

neck is sold in any market-place. You know that.”

“Yes,” he said, showing all his teeth “I know that.”

“And calculated on it,” she rejoined once more, “and so pursued me.

From my marriage day, I found myself exposed to such new shame—to such

solicitation and pursuit (expressed as clearly as if it had been

written in the coarsest words, and thrust into my hand at every turn)

from one mean villain, that I felt as if I had never known humiliation

till that time. This shame my husband fixed upon me; hemmed me round

with, himself; steeped me in, with his own hands, and of his own act,

repeated hundreds of times. And thus—forced by the two from every point

of rest I had—forced by the two to yield up the last retreat of love

and gentleness within me, or to be a new misfortune on its innocent

object—driven from each to each, and beset by one when I escaped the

other—my anger rose almost to distraction against both. I do not know

against which it rose higher—the master or the man!”

He watched her closely, as she stood before him in the very triumph of

her indignant beauty. She was resolute, he saw; undauntable; with no

more fear of him than of a worm.

“What should I say of honour or of chastity to you!” she went on. “What

meaning would it have to you; what meaning would it have from me! But

if I tell you that the lightest touch of your hand makes my blood cold

with antipathy; that from the hour when I first saw and hated you, to

now, when my instinctive repugnance is enhanced by every minute’s

knowledge of you I have since had, you have been a loathsome creature

to me which has not its like on earth; how then?”

He answered with a faint laugh, “Ay! How then, my queen?”

“On that night, when, emboldened by the scene you had assisted at, you

dared come to my room and speak to me,” she said, “what passed?”

He shrugged his shoulders, and laughed

“What passed?” she said.

“Your memory is so distinct,” he said, “that I have no doubt you can

recall it.”

“I can,” she said. “Hear it! Proposing then, this flight—not this

flight, but the flight you thought it—you told me that in the having

given you that meeting, and leaving you to be discovered there, if you

so thought fit; and in the having suffered you to be alone with me many

times before,—and having made the opportunities, you said,—and in the

having openly avowed to you that I had no feeling for my husband but

aversion, and no care for myself—I was lost; I had given you the power

to traduce my name; and I lived, in virtuous reputation, at the

pleasure of your breath.”

“All stratagems in love—-” he interrupted, smiling. “The old adage—”

“On that night,” said Edith, “and then, the struggle that I long had

had with something that was not respect for my good fame—that was I

know not what—perhaps the clinging to that last retreat—was ended. On

that night, and then, I turned from everything but passion and

resentment. I struck a blow that laid your lofty master in the dust,

and set you there, before me, looking at me now, and knowing what I

mean.”

He sprung up from his chair with a great oath. She put her hand into

her bosom, and not a finger trembled, not a hair upon her head was

stirred. He stood still: she too: the table and chair between them.

“When I forget that this man put his lips to mine that night, and held

me in his arms as he has done again tonight,” said Edith, pointing at

him; “when I forget the taint of his kiss upon my cheek—the cheek that

Florence would have laid her guiltless face against—when I forget my

meeting with her, while that taint was hot upon me, and in what a flood

the knowledge rushed upon me when I saw her, that in releasing her from

the persecution I had caused by my love, I brought a shame and

degradation on her name through mine, and in all time to come should be

the solitary figure representing in her mind her first avoidance of a

guilty creature—then, Husband, from whom I stand divorced henceforth, I

will forget these last two years, and undo what I have done, and

undeceive you!”

Her flashing eyes, uplifted for a moment, lighted again on Carker, and

she held some letters out in her left hand.

“See these!” she said, contemptuously. “You have addressed these to me

in the false name you go by; one here, some elsewhere on my road. The

seals are unbroken. Take them back!”

She crunched them in her hand, and tossed them to his feet. And as she

looked upon him now, a smile was on her face.

“We meet and part tonight,” she said. “You have fallen on Sicilian

days and sensual rest, too soon. You might have cajoled, and fawned,

and played your traitor’s part, a little longer, and grown richer. You

purchase your voluptuous retirement dear!”

“Edith!” he retorted, menacing her with his hand. “Sit down! Have done

with this! What devil possesses you?”

“Their name is Legion,” she replied, uprearing her proud form as if she

would have crushed him; “you and your master have raised them in a

fruitful house, and they shall tear you both. False to him, false to

his innocent child, false every way and everywhere, go forth and boast

of me, and gnash your teeth, for once, to know that you are lying!”

He stood before her, muttering and menacing, and scowling round as if

for something that would help him to conquer her; but with the same

indomitable spirit she opposed him, without faltering.

“In every vaunt you make,” she said, “I have my triumph. I single out

in you the meanest man I know, the parasite and tool of the proud

tyrant, that his wound may go the deeper, and may rankle more. Boast,

and revenge me on him! You know how you came here tonight; you know

how you stand cowering there; you see yourself in colours quite as

despicable, if not as odious, as those in which I see you. Boast then,

and revenge me on yourself.”

The foam was on his lips; the wet stood on his forehead. If she would

have faltered once for only one half-moment, he would have pinioned

her; but she was as firm as rock, and her searching eyes never left

him.

“We don’t part so,” he said. “Do you think I am drivelling, to let you

go in your mad temper?”

“Do you think,” she answered, “that I am to be stayed?”

“I’ll try, my dear,” he said with a ferocious gesture of his head.

“God’s mercy on you, if you try by coming near me!” she replied.

“And what,” he said, “if there are none of these same boasts and vaunts

on my part? What if I were to turn too? Come!” and his teeth fairly

shone again. “We must make a treaty of this, or I may take some

unexpected course. Sit down, sit down!”

“Too late!” she cried, with eyes that seemed to sparkle fire. “I have

thrown my fame and good name to the winds! I have resolved to bear the

shame that will attach to me—resolved to know that it attaches

falsely—that you know it too—and that he does not, never can, and never

shall. I’ll die, and make no sign. For this, I am here alone with you,

at the dead of night. For this, I have met you here, in a false name,

as your wife. For this, I have been seen here by those men, and left

here. Nothing can save you now.”

He would have sold his soul to root her, in her beauty, to the floor,

and make her arms drop at her sides, and have her at his mercy. But he

could not look at her, and not be afraid of her. He saw a strength

within her that was resistless. He saw that she was desperate, and that

her unquenchable hatred of him would stop at nothing. His eyes followed

the hand that was put with such rugged uncongenial purpose into her

white bosom, and he thought that if it struck at him, and failed, it

would strike there, just as soon.

He did not venture, therefore, to advance towards her; but the door by

which he had entered was behind him, and he stepped back to lock it.

“Lastly, take my warning! Look to yourself!” she said, and smiled

again. “You have been betrayed, as all betrayers are. It has been made

known that you are in this place, or were to be, or have been. If I

live, I saw my husband in a carriage in the street tonight!”

“Strumpet, it’s false!” cried Carker.

At the moment, the bell rang loudly in the hall. He turned white, as

she held her hand up like an enchantress, at whose invocation the sound

had come.

“Hark! do you hear it?”

He set his back against the door; for he saw a change in her, and

fancied she was coming on to pass him. But, in a moment, she was gone

through the opposite doors communicating with the bed-chamber, and they

shut upon her.

Once turned, once changed in her inflexible unyielding look, he felt

that he could cope with her. He thought a sudden terror, occasioned by

this night-alarm, had subdued her; not the less readily, for her

overwrought condition. Throwing open the doors, he followed, almost

instantly.

But the room was dark; and as she made no answer to his call, he was

fain to go back for the lamp. He held it up, and looked round,

everywhere, expecting to see her crouching in some corner; but the room

was empty. So, into the drawing-room and dining-room he went, in

succession, with the uncertain steps of a man in a strange place;

looking fearfully about, and prying behind screens and couches; but she

was not there. No, nor in the hall, which was so bare that he could see

that, at a glance.

All this time, the ringing at the bell was constantly renewed, and

those without were beating at the door. He put his lamp down at a

distance, and going near it, listened. There were several voices

talking together: at least two of them in English; and though the door

was thick, and there was great confusion, he knew one of these too well

to doubt whose voice it was.

He took up his lamp again, and came back quickly through all the rooms,

stopping as he quitted each, and looking round for her, with the light

raised above his head. He was standing thus in the bed-chamber, when

the door, leading to the little passage in the wall, caught his eye. He

went to it, and found it fastened on the other side; but she had

dropped a veil in going through, and shut it in the door.

All this time the people on the stairs were ringing at the bell, and

knocking with their hands and feet.

He was not a coward: but these sounds; what had gone before; the

strangeness of the place, which had confused him, even in his return

from the hall; the frustration of his schemes (for, strange to say, he

would have been much bolder, if they had succeeded); the unseasonable

time; the recollection of having no one near to whom he could appeal

for any friendly office; above all, the sudden sense, which made even

his heart beat like lead, that the man whose confidence he had

outraged, and whom he had so treacherously deceived, was there to

recognise and challenge him with his mask plucked off his face; struck

a panic through him. He tried the door in which the veil was shut, but

couldn’t force it. He opened one of the windows, and looked down

through the lattice of the blind, into the court-yard; but it was a

high leap, and the stones were pitiless.

The ringing and knocking still continuing—his panic too—he went back to

the door in the bed-chamber, and with some new efforts, each more

stubborn than the last, wrenched it open. Seeing the little staircase

not far off, and feeling the night-air coming up, he stole back for his

hat and coat, made the door as secure after him as he could, crept down

lamp in hand, extinguished it on seeing the street, and having put it

in a corner, went out where the stars were shining.

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