CHAPTER XI.

I AM SUMMONED TO THE COUNTESS' CHAMBER, AND MAKE A CONFESSION.

Sperver's pale face and rapid glance intimated that something unusual

was happening; nevertheless, he was calm and did not appear surprised at

my presence in Knapwurst's room.

"Gaston," he said briefly, "I have come to get you!"

I rose without replying and followed him. No sooner had we left the

lodge than he seized me by the arm and drew me hastily towards the

Castle.

"The Countess Odile wants to speak to you," he whispered.

"The Countess! Is she ill?"

"No, she is quite recovered, but something unusual is going on. This

morning at about one o'clock, thinking that the Count was about to

breathe his last, I went to wake the Countess, but as I was on the point

of ringing, my heart failed me. 'Why should I fill her with despair?' I

asked myself. 'She will learn of her misfortune soon enough; and then to

wake her up in the middle of the night, when she is so frail and broken

by so much sorrow, might prove her own death-blow.' I stood some minutes

reflecting what course to pursue, and at last I decided to take the

responsibility upon myself, and I returned to the Count's room. I looked

about; no one was there. Impossible! the man was in his last agonies! I

ran along the corridor like a madman; no one was to be seen! I entered

the gallery; no one there! Then I lost my head and rushed again to the

Countess Odile's chamber. This time I rang. She appeared in tears.

"'My father is dead?'

"'No, madame!'

"'He has disappeared?'

"'Yes; I left the room for a moment, and when I returned--'

"'And Monsieur de la Roche; where is he?'

"'In Hugh's Tower.'

"'In the Tower!'

"She threw on a dressing-gown, seized a lamp and hurried out. I remained

behind. A quarter of an hour afterwards she returned, her feet covered

with snow, and very pale; it was pitiful to see. She set the lamp on

the mantelpiece, and looking steadily at me, she said:

"'Was it you who put the doctor in the Tower?'

"'Yes, madame.'

"'Unhappy man! you will never know the harm that you have done!'

"I wanted to reply, but she stopped me.

"'That is enough! Go and fasten all the doors and lie down. I will sit

up myself. To-morrow morning you will go and find the doctor in

Knapwurst's lodge, and you will bring him to me. Breathe no word of this

to anybody! Remember you have seen nothing and know nothing!'"

"Is that all, Sperver?"

He nodded gravely.

"And the Count?"

"He has come back again; he seems better."

We had reached the antechamber. Gideon knocked gently on the door, then

opened it, announcing, "Monsieur the doctor."

[Illustration: "I STEPPED FORWARD AND FOUND MYSELF IN THE PRESENCE OF

ODILE."]

I stepped forward and found myself in the presence of Odile. Sperver

withdrew, closing the door behind him.

A strange impression was produced upon my mind by the appearance of the

young Countess, robed in a long gown of black velvet, and standing pale

and firm with her hand resting on the back of an armchair, her eyes

glistening with a feverish light.

"Monsieur," she said, pointing to a chair; "pray be seated. I wish to

speak with you upon a very grave subject."

I obeyed silently. She seated herself in turn, and seemed trying to

arrange her thoughts.

"Chance, monsieur," she continued after a moment, fixing her large blue

eyes upon me--"chance or Providence, I know not which to call it--has

made you the witness of a mystery in which is involved the honor of our

family."

She knew everything, then. I was astonished.

"Let us call it Providence!" I cried. "Who knows but that through me the

spell that has so long overhung the Castle is destined to be broken?"

"All this is frightful!" she continued; then in a despairing tone, "My

father is not guilty of this crime!"

I sprang up, and stretching out my hands deprecatingly, I exclaimed:

"I know it, mademoiselle; I know of the Count's past life, and it is one

of the purest that it would be possible to conceive!"

Odile half rose from her chair as if to protest against any harsh

judgment of her father, but seeing me myself undertake his defence, she

sank back, and covering her face with her hands, burst into tears.

"God bless you, monsieur," she murmured; "had you entertained a

suspicion of my father, it would have killed me!"

"Why, mademoiselle! Who could mistake for realities the unreasoning

actions of the somnambulist?"

"That is true, monsieur. I had reflected upon this myself--but

appearances--I feared--pardon me--but I should have remembered that you

are a man of honor."

"Pray, dear Countess, calm yourself!" I exclaimed, feeling myself on the

verge of losing my composure, so deeply was I moved by the grief of my

beloved mistress.

"No," she cried; "let me weep. These tears are a relief. I have suffered

so for the past ten years! This secret, so long locked in my breast, was

killing me, and I should have died at last like my dear mother! God has

taken pity on me, and he has sent you to share the burden with me. Let

me tell you all, monsieur, let me--" She could not continue; her voice

was stifled in sobs. Her proud and high-strung nature, after having

conquered grief so long, had succumbed to the fateful happening of the

night before; the seal once broken and her secret betrayed, her

vanquished nature, still struggling to shield its sacred trust, sought a

grateful relief in unrestrained tears.

My one sentiment of love and sympathy, repressed until that moment, now

demanded expression with a power which I was unable to gainsay. I cast

all prudence to the winds, and dropping on one knee beside Odile, I

seized the delicate hands that covered her face and drew them gently

away until her sorrowing glance rested on my face.

"Odile!" I said, as her name rose naturally to my lips, in a voice so

choked with emotion as to be hardly more than a whisper, "forgive my

rashness, but it no longer rests with me to speak or not as I choose! I

might never have said anything of this, at least not now, but your

suffering affects me so powerfully that to be silent longer is not

within my power. It must have been evident to you, had you cared to read

it, that I love you and have loved you, far, far dearer than life

itself, ever since my eyes first rested upon you in the Count's chamber,

that first night when I came to the Castle. I cannot ask pardon for it!

No! For I am convinced that no man could be near you for even this brief

time and experience the wonderful charm of your being, to say nothing of

witnessing your present sorrow, without feeling himself moved to the

depths of his own nature. Odile, I love you! I see no goal in life but

you, no future but one passed in your divine companionship; and though

you might well reproach me for choosing such a moment to tell you so,

believe me, it is through no wish to take advantage of your confidence.

Did I feel myself guilty of such baseness, I should despise myself more

than you could possibly do. Odile, my darling, I could not choose but

speak. I must tell you this, even though it should be at the cost of

your further favor!"

As I spoke, Odile's eyes were fastened on my face with an expression of

surprise, indeed, but in it there was no trace of disfavor, and her

hands were not withdrawn from mine. A bright flush that, for the first

time since I knew her, had succeeded to her usual pallor, mounted to her

cheeks and served to increase her matchless beauty.

She remained silent for some moments still, and I could perceive the

agitation which my words had caused her, by the slight tremor of her

frame and her quickened breathing.

At length she began, with her clear, frank gaze fastened on my face:

"I am deeply sensible of the honor you do me in expressing yourself as

you have done, and I am convinced that no woman can do otherwise than

feel a sense of the greatest satisfaction in knowing that she is so

regarded by an honorable man. I must confess," she continued after a

moment of hesitation, "that your words are far from being indifferent or

unwelcome to me! Oh, how strange are the circumstances of my life! I

know not how to reply to you! I know not--"

And she paused, at a loss how to continue.

I was happy. Odile had confessed enough to make me feel that I could

bide my time for the present without endangering my future hopes;

indeed, I felt that it might be wisdom to grant her time more fully to

determine her sentiments, before pursuing the victory already won. I was

now about to share in the secret of her life at her own request; and I

resolved, if the reason of her vow should be explained, as I felt it

must, to controvert it by any honorable means.

"You have said enough to make me supremely happy!" I exclaimed. "You

have not denied me the happiness of hope, and I shall not despair!

Meanwhile, whatever I may win is fairly mine, is it not?"

"Yes," murmured Odile, with just the slightest smile, in which I fancied

there was less sorrow than before.

"And now, dear one, I fear I have been selfish in intruding my own

feelings where so much grief is present! Pray forgive me, and continue

your story."

I pressed her hands once more, and as she gently disengaged them I

resumed my chair.

Odile dried her tear-stained cheeks, and resting her face on her fair

hand she began:

"When I go back into the past, and return to my earliest dreams, I see

again my mother. She was a stately woman, pale and silent, and still

young at the time of which I am now speaking. She was scarcely thirty

years, and you would have thought her at least fifty. White locks

veiled her thoughtful forehead; her thin cheeks and severe profile, and

her lips ever firmly closed with an expression of pain, gave to her

features a strange character, in which grief and pride were blended.

There was nothing that suggested youth in this old woman of thirty;

nothing but her upright, haughty bearing, her brilliant eyes, and her

voice, pure and sweet as the dreams of childhood. She often walked up

and down for hours together in this very chamber, with her head bowed

down, and I ran happily along by her side, little knowing that my mother

was deep in sorrow, too young to comprehend the grief that was preying

upon her heart. I knew nothing of the past; the present alone possessed

any reality for me; this was happiness, and the future was but

to-morrow's play." Odile smiled sadly, and resumed:

"Sometimes it happened that in the midst of my dancing about her, I

would interrupt my mother's walk, and she would stop, and seeing me at

her feet, bend down and kiss me on the forehead with a far-off smile;

then she would resume her interrupted walk. Since then, when I have

wished to search my memory for remembrances of those early days, this

tall, pale woman has appeared before me like the image of melancholy

itself. There she is," she exclaimed, pointing to a picture on the wall;

"not such as illness made her, as my father believed, but that terrible

and fatal secret. Look!"

I turned, and my glance falling suddenly upon the portrait which the

young girl indicated, I shuddered. It was a long, thin, pale face,

stamped with the cold rigidity of death, and with dark hollows under the

eyes, which looked at you with a fixed, burning gaze of terrible

intensity. There was a moment's silence.

"How she must have suffered!" I exclaimed, with a sinking of the heart.

"I know not how my mother made this frightful discovery," continued

Odile; "but she knew of the mysterious attraction of the Black Plague,

and of their meetings in Hugh's Tower,--all, in short,--but she never

suspected my father. No! only she slowly pined away, as I am doing now."

I hid my face in my hands, and the tears started involuntarily.

"One winter night," she went on, "when I was only ten years old, my

mother, whose energy alone sustained her,--for she was in the last

stages of a decline,--came to my room. I was sleeping, when suddenly a

cold, nervous hand seized my wrist. I opened my eyes, and opposite me

stood a woman; with one hand she held a torch, and with the other she

held my arm, which felt as if clasped in a chill vise. Her dress was

covered with snow, a convulsive trembling agitated her limbs, and her

eyes burned with a dark fire through the white, disordered locks that

hung about her face. It was my mother.

"'Odile, my child, rise and come with me! You must know everything!' she

said.

"I dressed myself tremblingly, and leading me along the lonely

corridors to Hugh's Tower, she showed me the staircase that led down to

the chasm.

"'Your father will come out this way,' she said, pointing to the tower;

'he will come out with the she-wolf. Fear nothing! He cannot see you.'

"Hardly had she finished speaking, when my father appeared with the old

woman, carrying his funereal burden. Taking me in her arms, my mother

followed them, and I witnessed the scene on the Altenberg.

"'Look, child!' she cried; 'you must, for I am going to die, and you

shall keep the secret! You shall watch over your father alone--all

alone! The honor of our family depends upon it!'

"We returned. A fortnight later my mother died, leaving to me the

accomplishment of her vow and the lesson of her example. I have

faithfully discharged my trust, but oh, at what a cost! You have seen

it! I have been obliged to disobey my father and make him wretched. My

marriage could have accomplished nothing, though he does not know it,

and to marry would have been to bring a stranger into our midst and

betray the family secret. I resisted. No one in the Castle knows the

nature of my father's malady, and had it not been for yesterday's

crisis, which broke down my strength and prevented me from watching by

my father, I should still have been the sole depositary of the secret.

God has willed otherwise; he has placed in your keeping the honor of our

family.

"Such is my story, and in view of what you told me a few moments ago

(and she colored charmingly), I feel that I need hardly ask you if you

will share with me my burden, for my strength is unequal to it--I am

bending beneath its weight."

She had risen as she finished speaking. For all answer, I sprang

forward, and throwing my arms about her I drew her close to me and

covered her upturned face and forehead with passionate kisses, and she

rested, a delicious burden in my arms.

"Odile," I cried, "I will be all this and a thousand times more, if you

will only consent to let me. I am the petitioner, not you; and in

allowing me to share with you even the least of your trials, you make me

forever your debtor. You have told me the reason of your vow, and in

doing so you have removed the necessity for its further existence. Oh,

Odile, may I hope--may I hope, I say, that if I can raise the spell

which overhangs the Castle, and restore your father's health,--as the

price of it, I may have your love?"

After a moment, she replied softly, as she gently disengaged herself

from my arms:

"You may;" and she added, "until then my first duty is ever to my

father."

I pressed the hand which she yielded to me to my lips, exclaiming with a

smile, "This seals the promise!"

Then I continued:

"And one thing more. We must seize this creature known as the Black

Plague, and find out what she is, whence she comes, and what she wants

here."

"Oh," she exclaimed, with a motion of her beautiful head, "I fear that

is impossible!"

"Who can say that?" I replied. "I want only your permission, and I will

undertake to seize the Plague at once."

"Do as your judgment dictates. I consent to everything beforehand."

I took a long and reluctant leave of Odile, and hurried jubilantly to

Sperver's room.

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