CHAPTER IV.--As A Hatter!

YES, the white hat, lying there all battered and crushed on the white

snow, must be the hat of Sir Runan! Who else but the tigerish aristocrat

that disdained the homely four-wheeler and preferred to walk five

miles to his victim on this night of dread--who else would wear the gay

gossamer of July in stormy December?

In that hat, thanks doubtless to its airy _insouciant_ grace, he had won

Philippa; in that hat he would have bearded her, defied her, and cast

her off! The cruelty of man! The larger and bulkier crumpled heap which

lay on the road a little beyond the hat, that heap with all its outlines

already blurred by snow, that heap must be the baronet himself!

Oh, but this was vengeance, swift, deadly vengeance!

But how, but how had she wreaked it? _She_, already my heart whispered

_she!_

Was my peerless Philippa then a murderess?

Oh, say not so; call hers (ye would do so an she had been an Irish

felon) ‘the wild justice of revenge,’ or the speedy execution of the

outraged creditor.

Killed by Philippa!

Yes, and why? The answer was only too obvious. She must have gone

forth to meet him, and to wring from him, by what means she might, that

quarter’s salary which the dastard had left unpaid. Then my thoughts

flew to the door-key, the cause of that fierce family hatred which

burned between Philippa and her betrayer. That latch-key she had wrested

from him, it had fallen from her hand, and I--I had pitched it into

space!

Overcome with emotion, I staggered in the direction of the ‘pike. All

the way, in the blinding, whirling snow, I traced the unobliterated

prints of a small fairy foot.

This was a dreary comfort! Philippa had gone before me; the prints of

the one small foot were hers. She must, then, have hopped all the way!

Could such a mode of progression be consistent with a feeling of guilt?

Could remorse step so gaily?

My man William, the Sphynx, opened the door to me. Assuming a natural

air, I observed:--

‘Miss South is at home?’

‘Yes, sir. Just come in, sir.’

‘Where is she now?’

‘Well, sir, she just is on the rampage. “I’ll make ‘is fur fly,” she up

and sez, sez she, when she heard as you was hout. Not a nice young lady

for a small tea-party, sir,’ he added, lowering his voice; ‘a regular

out-and-outer your sister is, to be sure.’

The Sphynx, in spite of his stolidity, occasionally ventured upon some

slight liberty when addressing me.

I made a gay rejoinder, reflecting on the character of his own unmarried

female relations, and entered the room.

Philippa was sitting on the lofty, dark oak chimney-piece, with her feet

dangling unconventionally over the fireplace. The snow, melting from her

little boots and her hair, had made a large puddle on the floor.

I came up and stood waiting for her to speak, but she kept pettishly

swinging her small feet, as one who, by the action, means to signify

displeasure.

‘Philippa,’ I said sternly, ‘speak to me.’

‘Well, here’s a gay old flare-up!’ cried Philippa, leaping from the

chimney-piece, and folding her arms fiercely akimbo.

‘Who are you? Where’s the baby? _You_ a brother; you’re a pretty

brother! Is _this_ the way you keep ‘pointments with a poor girl? Who

killed the baby? You did--you _all_ did it.’

Her words ran one into the other, as with an eloquence, which I cannot

hope to reproduce (and indeed my excellent publisher would not permit

it for a moment), she continued to dance derisively at me, and to heap

reproaches of the most vexatious and frivolous nature on my head.

‘Philippa,’ I remarked at last, ‘you frivol too much.’

A sullen look settled on her face, and, with the aid of a chair, she

reseated herself in her former listless, drooping attitude upon the

chimney-piece.

On beholding these symptoms, on hearing these reproaches, a great wave

of joy swept over my heart. Manifestly, Philippa was indeed, as Mrs.

Thompson had said, ‘as mad as a hatter.’ Whatever she might have done

did not count, and was all right. We would plead insanity.

She had fallen a victim to a mental disease, the source of which I have

no hesitation in saying has not yet been properly investigated. So far

as I know there is no monograph on the subject, or certainly I would

have read it up carefully for the purpose of this Christmas Annual. I

cannot get on without a mad woman in my stories, and if I can’t find a

proper case in the medical books, why, I invent one, or take it from the

French. This one I have invented.

The details of Philippa’s case, though of vast and momentous

professional interest, I shall reserve for a communication to some

journal of Science.

As for the treatment, I measured out no less than sixty drops of

laudanum, with an equal amount of very old brandy, in a separate vessel.

But preparing a dose and getting a patient like this to take it, are two

different things. I succeeded by the following device.

I sent for some hot water and sugar and a lemon. I mixed the boiling

element carefully with the brandy, and (separately) with the laudanum.

I took a little of the _former_ beverage. Philippa with unaffected

interest beheld me repeat this action again and again. A softer, more

contented look stole over her beautiful face. I seized the moment. Once

more I pressed the potion (the _other_ potion) upon her.

This time successfully.

Softly murmuring ‘More sugar,’ Philippa sank into a sleep--sound as the

sleep of death.

Philippa might awaken, I hoped, with her memory free from the events of

the day.

As Princess Toto, in the weird old Elizabethan tragedy, quite forgot

the circumstance of her Marriage, so Philippa might entirely forget her

Murder.

When we remember what women are, the latter instance of obliviousness

appears the more probable.

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