LONDON

IT was very late when they parted on the door-step of the house in Hyde

Park Square.

"I don't know how to let you go," he said, and took both her hands,

regardless of the cabman's stony attention. "I shall just go back to my

rooms in Montague Street--Thirty-seven; I've written it down for you.

And, look here, I won't come and see you and I won't bother you, but if

you want me I'll be there. You must just do what you want to do."

What she wanted to do was to jump into the waiting taxicab and go back

with him into that world of fine and delicate adventure where were blue

skies, gold sun, green leaves, the mystery of mountains, the sparkle of

water, and the velvet of old lawns; and, for each in the soul of the

other, a whole world of unexplored wonder and delight.

What she said was: "Thank you. I will write and tell you what happens.

Good-by--oh, good-by. I feel as though I ought to ask you to forgive

me."

"For what?"

"Oh, I don't know," she said, "but--no--I don't know; but you do

understand that I couldn't stay away when she asked for me. She's the

only person in the world, except you, that I--that ever-- Good-by!"

There was a moment of hesitation which, later, in the recollection of

it, thrilled them both. Then the cabman had the satisfaction, such as it

was, of seeing one of his fares raise to his lips the fingers of the

other. Then the knocker sounded softly, the heavy door opened and

received her into a warmly lamp-lit hall, closed again, and left him

alone.

When he reached Montague Street rain was falling and a chill wind blew.

He had not been expected and his rooms were dusty and disheveled.

Intensely quiet, too; through the roar of London far below one could

almost hear the silence of these deserted rooms where, day by day, while

he had been out in the beautiful bright world, the dim dust had slowly

settled down.

It was characteristic of him that he lit a big fire and carried his

bedding out and spread it in the growing glow and warmth. "I'm not going

to risk a cold in the head at this crisis of my affairs," he told

himself, "even if she doesn't care--and Heaven knows how she can! I

needn't make myself a ridiculous and disgusting object in her eyes."

To the same end he set the kettle on the fire and made hot coffee for

himself. When, at last, he turned into well-aired sheets he found that

he could not sleep.

"Confound the coffee!" he said, and tried to attribute to that brown

exotic elixir the desperate sense of futility and emptiness which

possessed him. His mind assured him that there was nothing the matter

with him but coffee; but his heart said: "You won't see her in the

morning. You won't spend the day with her to-morrow, nor the next day,

nor the next." And his heart cursed the mock marriage and all the

reservations and abstentions that it demanded. "If she had been really

my wife--" If she had been really his wife he would have called three

times a day to know how things were with her. He would have seen her,

held her hands, felt again the confiding droop of her head on his

shoulder. But as it was-- She had consented to the mock marriage, he

knew, because she did not desire to give him any rights, not even the

right to ring at her aunt's front door and ask for Mrs. Basingstoke.

He fell asleep at last, and dreamed that they had taken an unfurnished

flat in a neolithic cave and that he had killed a bear and was dragging

it home to show her. The bear seemed to be not quite dead, for it was

growling, and its weight on his back awoke him, to find that Charles had

thought his master's shoulders a convenient site for slumber. He

sleepily had it out with Charles, and when he slept again he dreamed

that he and she had decided to live in a captive balloon. She was

already installed, but he could find no ladder long enough to reach her.

She was laughing down at him and showering pink rose-leaves on his

up-turned face when he woke to find Charles conscientiously licking his

ears. This time he found energy to get up and put a closed door between

himself and Charles, and then he dreamed that he had arranged to meet

her under the clock at Charing Cross Station, and that the Government

had just decided to establish uniformity in railway stations, and had

called every station Charing Cross, and had, moreover, furnished each

station with six hundred and sixty-six clocks, which all ticked louder

than Big Ben. He awoke, and it was morning, and there were no clocks

ticking, but from beyond the door came the measured thump-thump-thump of

Charles's tail on the floor of the sitting-room. So all night he had

dreamed of her, yet never once seen her.

"If I believed in omens--" he said, and rang, to make known his return

to the people of the house.

While his sitting-room was being put in order he went down to Covent

Garden and came back with his arms full of roses and white lilies, which

he set up in mugs and pots of Grès de Flandre and old brass and green

Bruges ware.

"I wish you'd only 'a' told me, sir," said his landlady, kindly but

aggrieved. "I wouldn't have had you come home and find the place all of

a mess like this, not for a pound, I wouldn't. But you never wrote nor

nothing, and the dust it do incriminate so. But if you're going out for

the day I'll make it all as clean as a whistle by this evening. It's a

twelve-hour job, so it is. If I'd only known you was to be expected."

"But you didn't know," said Edward, "and it's not going to be a

twelve-hour job, but a two-hour job. I'll go out for two hours, and when

I come back I sha'n't know the place, shall I? You'll work like a good

fairy. I know you."

"Go on with you, sir," she advised. "You will have your joke."

"I was never more serious. You see, a lady might call." He voiced in

words what he had not dared to voice in his heart.

"Oh, if it's a lady," said the landlady--and through the tired, ridged,

gray, London face something pretty and immortally young stirred and

sparkled--"_the_ young lady, sir, if I might make so bold?"

"You've hit it, Mrs. Jilks," he said--"_the_ lady. If she comes before I

come back--but I don't think she will--beg her to wait and say I'll be

back by noon. Come on, Charles."

He went and sat in Regents Park and tried to fancy himself once more in

the deep peace of the Welsh Hills till Charles had a difference of

opinion with a Cocker spaniel and dreams were set to flight.

He went back, hoping against hope that he might find her there. She was

not there, nor did she come. Why should she? In the middle of the

afternoon came a letter; it had no beginning. It said:

I had a stiff and stifling interview with my aunt--the

one Charles came to life under the knees of in the

cart. She was as horrid as any one could possibly be.

She reproached me for marrying a pauper, and said I'd

better have stuck to the piano-tuner unless you were

he in disguise! I was as dumb as a mule--indeed, I

almost felt my ears beginning to lie back, as mules'

ears do when they've decided they aren't going to,

whatever it is. Presently I got it out of her that

Aunt Alice's attack is very serious. If she gets over

it she's to go to Switzerland; there's an old school

friend out there that she loves, and who wants

frightfully to have her there. So then I shall be

able to come back, and we'll go out together again and

see the world. You won't worry about me, will you?

Because this house is quite the lap of. And you know

that I wouldn't have broken off our mock-wedding tour

for anything in the world except for her--because . . .

but you know all that. Give my love to Charles.

"Yours sincerely" was crossed out, and a postscript added:

I don't know how to end this letter. I won't end it.

I'll just put something at the end to show that this

isn't the end--of our times together, I mean.

(To be continued.)

He thought it the prettiest, wittiest ending in the world.

His room was neat as a new pin, as Mrs. Jilks had promised. The roses

and the lilies made it what Mrs. Jilks called a perfect bower. "Any one

could tell," she assured him, "that it was _the_ young lady you was

expecting. Why, it's like a wedding already! She's sure to come soon,

sir, and I'll have the kettle on the boil and make her a nice cup of tea

the minute she comes."

But she did not come, and he had the nice cup of tea alone, unless you

count Charles, who ate seven large doughnuts--seven for sixpence--in

seven great gulps--with no resultant modification of his natural high

spirits. Another day went by, and another, and she did not come. Edward

realized that she would not come, and that he had been a fool ever to

half hope that she would.

He drugged the empty hours with shopping. He wandered about London

buying things--the oddest things. He bought a pair of cut-crystal

lusters and the skin of a leopard, a _papier-mâché_ fire-screen and a

string of amber beads six feet long. He sent the amber to her in a

sandalwood box cunningly carved and inlaid with ivory and ebony and

silver. That was on the first day. Her second letter thanked him for it:

How did you know that yellow was my fortunate color? I

was born under the sign of the lion, so a

fortune-teller told me, so all yellow stones are lucky

for me. I am so sorry that you have to be in London in

the summer. Wouldn't you like to go into the country?

Auntie is a little better.

So then he went out and bought the topaz brooch that he had thought of

buying when he first saw it in that jolly little shop in Vigo Street.

And he sent her that with the topaz necklace he had bought in Warwick.

They are beautiful [she wrote] and I love them, but

you are not to be extravagant. I should like to write

you a long letter, but auntie gets restless if I'm not

sitting beside her. She's really getting better, but

I'm afraid it will be several weeks . . . and she keeps

asking me not to leave her. I wish I could ask you to

come here, to see me. There are lots of odd minutes,

when she's asleep. But my other aunt would certainly

be hateful to you--and I couldn't stand that.

Again and again he asked himself why he had promised, voluntarily

promised, not to call at the house. What had he been thinking of? He had

been thinking of her, of course; he had wanted to make things easy for

her. He had at least made them very hard for himself. He missed her

every hour of the day; he would not have believed that he could have

missed anything so much.

The time crawled by; the hours were long and the days interminable. Even

buying things--a luxury in which he allowed himself considerable

latitude--could not possess the empty spaces in a life that had been

filled with her presence.

And to her, moving gently in the curtained stillness of the sick-room,

among the medicine-bottles and the apparatus of sickness as the rich

know it, holding the thin hand that came out of a scented, soft bed to

cling to hers, it seemed that either this ordered quietude was a dream,

or else that nothing in the last few weeks was true, had been true,

could ever be true again. The escape, the flight, the Medway days, the

reckless mock marriage, the life of fine and delicate adventure, the

blue sky, the green leaves, the mystery of mountains, the sparkle of

water, and the velvet of old lawns, the constant and deepening

comradeship of a man of whose existence a month ago she had not so much

as dreamed--could these be real--all these which she had renounced to

come to the sick woman who longed for her--had these really been

hers--could they ever be hers again?

Suffering had broken down the consistent unselfishness of a lifetime,

and the aunt clung to her as children cling, frightened in the dark.

"You won't leave me," she said, over and over again. "Your husband won't

mind. It won't be for long."

"Of course I'll not leave you," she said, and wondered at the thrill her

aunt's words gave her and the pang she felt as she uttered her own.

Every day while the aunt slept she crept away and went out into the

air--the first day into bright sunshine which was unbearable; after that

into the quiet, lamp-lit dusk of the square at night. The London night

was so unlike night on the Welsh Hills that it seemed a medium that

could not torment her with memories. Whereas the sunshine was the same

sunshine which had lain like a benediction in that far country of

delight. The lilacs and snowberries in the square inclosure, which were

dried and dusty by day, borrowed from the kindly twilight the air of

fresh groves, and among their somber shadows she walked as in some

garden of dusky enchantments, where, alone with her dreams and her

memories, she could weave, out of the past and the future, a web of

glory to clothe the cold walls of the empty room which, she began to

perceive, life without Edward was, and must be.

It was on the third evening, as she stood, fumbling with the key of the

garden, she knew that some one stood on the pavement just behind her,

and, turning sharply, was face to face with Mr. Schultz.

He raised his hat and smiled at her; held out a hand, even. She was

child enough to put her two hands behind her, and woman enough to hope

that he hated to see her do it. She was surprised to find herself alert

and alive to the interest of the encounter; not afraid at all, only

interested. Gone was the panic terror which had overwhelmed her in the

Kenilworth dungeon. Anger and resentment remained, but stronger than

either was curiosity, so she stood with her hands behind her, looking at

him.

"Oh, very well," he said; "just as you like. I want a few words with

you."

"I don't want to talk to you," she said, and locked the square gate

again.

"Couldn't we walk around the garden once or twice?" he asked. "I know

you don't want to talk to me, but I want to talk to you. I'm sorry if I

upset you that day in the ruins, but it's nothing to the way your dog

upset me. I had to have it cauterized, besides doing completely for the

only decent suit I had with me. Besides, you hit me, you know, with your

parasol. Come, don't bare malice. I don't. Call it quits and open the

square door."

Now you may think it was quite easy for her to turn her back on Mr.

Schultz and go back to her aunt's house, leaving him planted there, but

it was not really easy, because she wanted something of the man, and if

she turned her back with sufficient firmness it might be that she would

never see him again. What she wanted was the remission of the promise

she had made him, unasked and of her own initiative--the promise that

she would not tell Edward of that day in the dungeon.

"I can't open the square gate for you," she said. "If you've really

anything to say, you can say it here. I can spare you three minutes,"

she added, conclusively.

"Then let's walk around outside the railings. It's better than standing

here; it won't look so odd if any one comes along who knows you," he

said, and it seemed strange to her that he should have so much

consideration for her. She was pleased. Her soul was of the order that

delights to find others better than her mind had led her to expect.

There are people, as you know, to whom it is always somewhat of a

disappointment to find that any one is not so black as their fancy

painted him. She turned and they walked slowly along the pavement that

encircles the railings of the square garden.

"Well?" she said, "you said you had something to say to me."

"Yes, lots," he told her. "I was just trying to think which to say

first. You know you've upset me a good deal. Oh, I forgive you, but it

ought to be mutual. Yes, I'll put that first--I want us to forgive each

other--forgive and forget and not bear grudge."

"Very well," she said, coldly. "I forgive you, but--"

He interrupted her before she could make the request that was on her

lips. "That'll do," he said. "Now, if you don't mind, I'm going to tell

you how it was that I acted like a fool. I admit I acted like a fool,"

he added, handsomely. "I don't suppose I shall ever see you again and I

don't want you to go on thinking me a perfect beast. I'd rather you

didn't, though I know I was one that day, and I don't know why, but I

would, even if I'm never to set eyes on you again. Well, you see, it's

like this: I dare say it'll sound silly to you, but even when I was at

school I always wanted to do something noble--romantic, you

know--rescuing ladies in distress, like Scott's novels, and things like

that. I know it's too rotten for words, nowadays, what with machinery

and telegraphs and radium and things, but that's what I used to think.

And when I came up with you on the Seaford Road with no hat on and your

poor little satin shoes all dusty and splitting, I thought, by Jove! my

boy, here's your chance! And I did behave all right that day, didn't I?"

His voice was wistful, and she said, eagerly: "You were very, very kind.

No one could have been nicer and more--more--"

"Respectful, eh? Well, I meant to be. I felt respectful; I do still. And

you won't mind me saying I felt like a knight and you were the lady. I

don't mean that you aren't a lady now, but you see what I mean, and you

can't blame me if I thought it would all end in me and you

being--well--you and me living happy ever after, the same as they do in

books."

Enchanted by the revelation, she said, "Indeed, I don't blame you," more

earnestly than she meant to do.

"Don't be too kind to me," he said, grimly. "I know it doesn't mean

anything, but it puts a man out. Well, then _he_ came along, and you

said he was your brother, and anybody could see with half an eye that he

wasn't your brother; and I felt I'd been made a fool of, a complete,

particular, first-class fool, and that put my back up. And I saw that

things don't happen like they do in books. And I hadn't, somehow,

thought you'd say anything that wasn't true."

She felt her face burn, and realized for the first time that in their

brief and stormy acquaintance he had not been the only one to blame, and

that, anyhow, it was she who had taken the first false step.

"I oughtn't to have told you a lie," she said, and added ingenuously,

"especially after you'd been so kind; but I didn't know what to do--it

seemed so difficult to explain." She could not tell him how difficult,

nor why.

"Oh, that's all right," he said. "I should have said the same myself. It

wasn't exactly a lie. It's a thing most people wouldn't make any bones

about, only I thought you were different, that's all. And that was one

of the things that made me feel it was fair to hunt you down, if I

could--tit for tat, so to speak--and, besides, it was fun trying to see

what I _could_ find out. Then there's another thing I must tell you, I

used to think it would be fun to be other things out of

books--highwaymen and detectives and things--and I got a lead when I saw

you at Cookham. After that I tracked you down like any old Sherlock

Holmes, and I'm afraid at Kenilworth I behaved more like a highwayman

than a respectable solicitor--for that's what I am."

"That's forgiven and forgotten," she told him.

"Well, I tracked you to Warwick, and when I saw your name in the

visitors' book--Mr. and Mrs. Basingstoke--"

"But it wasn't--"

"It was, I assure you. Well, when I saw that I didn't know what to

think, but I saw, however it was, it was all up with me; but I didn't

want to see it, so I followed you to Kenilworth, and got a chance I

didn't expect to behave like a cad and an ass, and behaved like them.

But I don't think you know how pretty you are--and I didn't believe you

were married, and all the things I'd thought while I was driving you to

Tunbridge came up into my head and turned themselves inside out,

somehow, and I felt what a fool I'd been, and I lost my head. And then

you told me you wouldn't tell him, for fear he should hurt me; and

that's really what I came here to say. That's what I can't stick. I can

take care of myself. I want you to tell him anything you like--see?

Here's my card--and he can write to me, and I'll meet him anywhere he

likes and let's see who's the best man. To set out to be a knight and

all that, and end up with hiding behind a woman--and you to be the

woman--no, I really can't stick it. So will you tell him?"

"I'll tell him everything," she said, "and he won't want to see who's

the best man, and I don't want him to want it. And I don't want you to,

either. You were a very kind knight-errant--but you weren't such a very

good detective, or you'd have found out--"

"What?"

"I'll tell you, if you'll promise to give up wanting to find out who's

the best man. Will you?"

"I'll do anything you like as long as you don't think I'm afraid of him,

and don't let him think it, either. I don't think much of him, and I

don't know whether you'll believe it, but it was that as much as

anything set me to the detective business. I wanted to--to--I thought

you wanted looking after. And then I acted like a brute--but I won't go

on about that. Now tell me what it was I didn't find out?"

She pulled a little pale-silk bag from her pocket and took out a stiff

folded paper and gave it to him. By the light of the next gas-lamp he

unfolded it; it was a long slip, partly printed, partly written. It

was, in fact, the "marriage certificate" which had been obtained in

order to quiet her family and to make possible the romance and adventure

of the incredible honeymoon.

He glanced at it, folded it, and gave it back. "Thank you," he said. "I

don't want to try who's the best man. He is. He's got you."

She could find nothing to say that should be at once true and kind.

"So that's all over," he said, straightening his shoulders. "There's

only one thing more. You remember I went out to see about the car at

Tunbridge, and I was rather a long time gone? Well, I rushed into a shop

and bought this. I meant to throw it over Westminster Bridge as soon as

I left you--but now, will you take it for a wedding-present? I'd like

you to."

He fumbled at a spring, opened a case, and showed a half-hoop of

sapphires.

"But I can't! It's too--"

"I'm _awfully_ rich," he said, bitterly. "I've come into my father's

business at Canterbury. I don't know what to do with my money, and the

thing didn't cost much, really, but it was the best I could get. You

believe that, don't you? And I thought it might be the beginning of

living happy ever after, and I should like you to have it, just to show

you really have forgiven me. You will, won't you?"

"I can't take the ring," she said, "but I wish I could, and I thank you

very much for wishing me to have it--and for all your kindness and your

kind thoughts of me."

"But you won't take the ring. He said you wouldn't."

"Who did?"

"My confessor. You see, I'm a Catholic, and I had to tell him about

Kenilworth, and so I told him the whole thing. If it hadn't been for him

I shouldn't have tried to tell you about it all and get you to forgive

me. I'm glad I did, though."

Then she understood, and ceased to wonder how this man had got his poor,

complicated, involved little history straightened out to such a

convincing simplicity.

"I wish you'd have had the ring," he said again, discontentedly. "I

never know what to do with my money."

"If I had a lot of money I'd go about the world trying to be a real

knight-errant--just looking out for people who want things and don't ask

for them--poor, proud, self-respecting people, poor schoolmasters and

young men in shops who don't have good times. There was a man in a book

who thought he was ill, and his doctor told him to help one person a

day with his money. He got cured in no time; and you're not ill."

"I shouldn't know how to begin," he said. "You could have shown me, but

you won't. Look here, don't go yet; stay a little and tell me how to

begin."

Walking around and around the railings of the garden, she developed her

thesis. They had been walking together for an hour and a half before

they parted on her door-step, and at parting she did give him her hand.

In the hall she stood a minute or two, thinking. Then she slipped

quietly out again and took an omnibus to Museum Street, and from there

walked to Montague Street. She felt that the only important thing was to

see Edward, to clear away the one cloud of concealment that lay between

them--no, not the only one. The other was a very little thing; he, at

least, had never known that it was there.

But when she reached number 37 it showed no light at any of its windows;

only the basement window and the fanlight above the door gave out a

dusky radiance. It seemed impossible to ring the bell and be faced with

the assurance that he was not at home. So she walked slowly away.

And behind drawn curtains in the flower-scented, flower-bright room

Charles stirred restlessly, and Edward, also restless, was saying, "I

could almost believe that she would come to-night, now. All the rest of

the time I have known in my heart that she would not come, but now, for

the first time, it seems possible."

But the hours wore on and still he and the flowers and Charles were

alone together.