LITTLE TOD FOGARTY
With the warmth of Jane's parting grasp lingering in his own Doctor
John untied the mare, sprang into his gig, and was soon clear of the
village and speeding along the causeway that stretched across the salt
marshes leading past his own home to the inner beach beyond. As he
drove slowly through his own gate, so as to make as little noise as
possible, the cottage, blanketed under its clinging vines, seemed in
the soft light of the low-lying moon to be fast asleep. Only one eye
was open; this was the window of his office, through which streamed the
glow of a lamp, its light falling on the gravel path and lilac bushes
beyond.
Rex gave a bark of welcome and raced beside the wheels.
"Keep still, old dog! Down, Rex! Been lonely, old fellow?"
The dog in answer leaped in the air as his master drew rein, and with
eager springs tried to reach his hands, barking all the while in short
and joyful yelps.
Doctor John threw the lines across the dash-board, jumped from the gig,
and pushing open the hall door--it was never locked--stepped quickly
into his office, and turning up the lamp, threw himself into a chair at
his desk. The sorrel made no attempt to go to the stable--both horse
and man were accustomed to delays--sometimes of long hours and
sometimes of whole nights.
The appointments and fittings of the office--old-fashioned and
practical as they were--reflected in a marked degree the aims and
tastes of the occupant. While low bookcases stood against the walls
surmounted by rows of test-tubes, mortars and pestles, cases of
instruments, and a line of bottles labelled with names of various
mixtures (in those days doctors were chemists as well as physicians),
there could also be found a bust of the young Augustus; one or two
lithographs of Heidelberg, where he had studied; and some line
engravings in black frames--one a view of Oxford with the Thames
wandering by, another a portrait of the Duke of Wellington, and still
another of Nell Gwynn. Scattered about the room were easy-chairs and
small tables piled high with books, a copy of Tacitus and an early
edition of Milton being among them, while under the wide, low window
stood a narrow bench crowded with flowering plants in earthen pots, the
remnants of the winter's bloom. There were also souvenirs of his
earlier student life--a life which few of his friends in Warehold,
except Jane Cobden, knew or cared anything about--including a pair of
crossed foils and two boxing-gloves; these last hung over a portrait of
Macaulay.
What the place lacked was the touch of a woman's hand in vase, flower,
or ornament--a touch that his mother, for reasons of her own, never
gave and which no other woman had yet dared suggest.
For an instant the doctor sat with his elbows on the desk in deep
thought, the light illuminating his calm, finely chiselled features and
hands--those thin, sure hands which could guide a knife within a hair's
breadth of instant death--and leaning forward, with an indrawn sigh
examined some letters lying under his eye. Then, as if suddenly
remembering, he glanced at the office slate, his face lighting up as he
found it bare of any entry except the date.
Rex had been watching his master with ears cocked, and was now on his
haunches, cuddling close, his nose resting on the doctor's knee. Doctor
John laid his hand on the dog's head and smoothing the long, silky
ears, said with a sigh of relief, as he settled himself in his chair:
"Little Tod must be better, Rex, and we are going to have a quiet
night."
The anxiety over his patients relieved, his thoughts reverted to Jane
and their talk. He remembered the tone of her voice and the quick way
in which she had warded off his tribute to her goodness; he recalled
her anxiety over Lucy; he looked again into the deep, trusting eyes
that gazed into his as she appealed to him for assistance; he caught
once more the poise of the head as she listened to his account of
little Tod Fogarty's illness and heard her quick offer to help, and
felt for the second time her instant tenderness and sympathy, never
withheld from the sick and suffering, and always so generous and
spontaneous.
A certain feeling of thankfulness welled up in his heart. Perhaps she
had at last begun to depend upon him--a dependence which, with a woman
such as Jane, must, he felt sure, eventually end in love.
With these thoughts filling his mind, he settled deeper in his chair.
These were the times in which he loved to think of her--when, with pipe
in mouth, he could sit alone by his fire and build castles in the
coals, every rosy mountain-top aglow with the love he bore her; with no
watchful mother's face trying to fathom his thoughts; only his faithful
dog stretched at his feet.
Picking up his brierwood, lying on a pile of books on his desk, and
within reach of his hand, he started to fill the bowl, when a scrap of
paper covered with a scrawl written in pencil came into view. He turned
it to the light and sprang to his feet.
"Tod worse," he said to himself. "I wonder how long this has been here."
The dog was now beside him looking up into the doctor's eyes. It was
not the first time that he had seen his master's face grow suddenly
serious as he had read the tell-tale slate or had opened some note
awaiting his arrival.
Doctor John lowered the lamp, stepped noiselessly to the foot of the
winding stairs that led to the sleeping rooms above--the dog close at
his heels, watching his every movement--and called gently:
"Mother! mother, dear!" He never left his office when she was at home
and awake without telling her where he was going.
No one answered.
"She is asleep. I will slip out without waking her. Stay where you are,
Rex--I will be back some time before daylight," and throwing his
night-cloak about his shoulders, he started for his gig.
The dog stopped with his paws resting on the outer edge of the top step
of the porch, the line he was not to pass, and looked wistfully after
the doctor. His loneliness was to continue, and his poor master to go
out into the night alone. His tail ceased to wag, only his eyes moved.
Once outside Doctor John patted the mare's neck as if in apology and
loosened the reins. "Come, old girl," he said; "I'm sorry, but it can't
be helped," and springing into the gig, he walked the mare clear of the
gravel beyond the gate, so as not to rouse his mother, touched her
lightly with the whip, and sent her spinning along the road on the way
to Fogarty's.
The route led toward the sea, branching off within the sight of the
cottage porch, past the low, conical ice-houses used by the fishermen
in which to cool their fish during the hot weather, along the
sand-dunes, and down a steep grade to the shore. The tide was making
flood, and the crawling surf spent itself in long shelving reaches of
foam. These so packed the sand that the wheels of the gig hardly made
an impression upon it. Along this smooth surface the mare trotted
briskly, her nimble feet wet with the farthest reaches of the incoming
wash.
As he approached the old House of Refuge, black in the moonlight and
looking twice its size in the stretch of the endless beach, he noticed
for the hundredth time how like a crouching woman it appeared, with its
hipped roof hunched up like a shoulder close propped against the dune
and its overhanging eaves but a draped hood shading its thoughtful
brow; an illusion which vanished when its square form, with its wide
door and long platform pointing to the sea, came into view.
More than once in its brief history the doctor had seen the volunteer
crew, aroused from their cabins along the shore by the boom of a gun
from some stranded vessel, throw wide its door and with a wild cheer
whirl the life-boat housed beneath its roof into the boiling surf, and
many a time had he helped to bring back to life the benumbed bodies
drawn from the merciless sea by their strong arms.
There were other houses like it up and down the coast. Some had
remained unused for years, desolate and forlorn, no unhappy ship having
foundered or struck the breakers within their reach; others had been in
constant use. The crews were gathered from the immediate neighborhood
by the custodian, who was the only man to receive pay from the
Government. If he lived near by he kept the key; if not, the nearest
fisherman held it. Fogarty, the father of the sick child, and whose
cabin was within gunshot of this house, kept the key this year. No
other protection was given these isolated houses and none was needed.
These black-hooded Sisters of the Coast, keeping their lonely vigils,
were as safe from beach-combers and sea-prowlers as their white-capped
namesakes would have been threading the lonely suburbs of some city.
The sound of the mare's feet on the oyster-shell path outside his cabin
brought Fogarty, a tall, thin, weather-beaten fisherman, to the door.
He was still wearing his hip-boots and sou'wester--he was just in from
the surf--and stood outside the low doorway with a lantern. Its light
streamed over the sand and made wavering patterns about the mare's feet.
"Thought ye'd never come, Doc," he whispered, as he threw the blanket
over the mare. "Wife's nigh crazy. Tod's fightin' for all he's worth,
but there ain't much breath left in him. I was off the inlet when it
come on."
The wife, a thick-set woman in a close-fitting cap, her arms bared to
the elbow, her petticoats above the tops of her shoes, met him inside
the door. She had been crying and her eyelids were still wet and her
cheeks swollen. The light of the ship's lantern fastened to the wall
fell upon a crib in the corner, on which lay the child, his short
curls, tangled with much tossing, smoothed back from his face. The
doctor's ears had caught the sound of the child's breathing before he
entered the room.
"When did this come on?" Doctor John asked, settling down beside the
crib upon a stool that the wife had brushed off with her apron.
"'Bout sundown, sir," she answered, her tear-soaked eyes fixed on
little Tod's face. Her teeth chattered as she spoke and her arms were
tight pressed against her sides, her fingers opening and shutting in
her agony. Now and then in her nervousness she would wipe her forehead
with the back of her wrist as if it were wet, or press her two fingers
deep into her swollen cheek.
Fogarty had followed close behind the doctor and now stood looking down
at the crib with fixed eyes, his thin lips close shut, his square jaw
sunk in the collar of his shirt. There were no dangers that the sea
could unfold which this silent surfman had not met and conquered, and
would again. Every fisherman on the coast knew Fogarty's pluck and
skill, and many of them owed their lives to him. To-night, before this
invisible power slowly closing about his child he was as powerless as a
skiff without oars caught in the swirl of a Barnegat tide.
"Why didn't you let me know sooner, Fogarty? You understood my
directions?" Doctor John asked in a surprised tone. "You shouldn't have
left him without letting me know." It was only when his orders were
disobeyed and life endangered that he spoke thus.
The fisherman turned his head and was about to reply when the wife
stepped in front of him.
"My husband got ketched in the inlet, sir," she said in an apologetic
tone, as if to excuse his absence. "The tide set ag'in him and he had
hard pullin' makin' the p'int. It cuts in turrible there, you know,
doctor. Tod seemed to be all right when he left him this mornin'. I had
husband's mate take the note I wrote ye. Mate said nobody was at home
and he laid it under your pipe. He thought ye'd sure find it there when
ye come in."
Doctor John was not listening to her explanations; he was leaning over
the rude crib, his ear to the child's breast. Regaining his position,
he smoothed the curls tenderly from the forehead of the little fellow,
who still lay with eyes closed, one stout brown hand and arm clear of
the coverlet, and stood watching his breathing. Every now and then a
spasm of pain would cross the child's face; the chubby hand would open
convulsively and a muffled cry escape him. Doctor John watched his
breathing for some minutes, laid his hand again on the child's
forehead, and rose from the stool.
"Start up that fire, Fogarty," he said in a crisp tone, turning up his
shirt-cuffs, slipping off his evening coat, and handing the garment to
the wife, who hung it mechanically over a chair, her eyes all the time
searching Doctor John's face for some gleam of hope.
"Now get a pan," he continued, "fill it with water and some corn-meal,
and get me some cotton cloth--half an apron, piece of an old petticoat,
anything, but be quick about it."
The woman, glad of something to do, hastened to obey. Somehow, the
tones of his voice had put new courage into her heart. Fogarty threw a
heap of driftwood on the smouldering fire and filled the kettle; the
dry splinters crackled into a blaze.
The noise aroused the child.
The doctor held up his finger for silence and again caressed the boy's
forehead. Fogarty, with a fresh look of alarm in his face, tiptoed back
of the crib and stood behind the restless sufferer. Under the doctor's
touch the child once more became quiet.
"Is he bad off?" the wife murmured when the doctor moved to the fire
and began stirring the mush she was preparing. "The other one went this
way; we can't lose him. You won't lose him, will ye, doctor, dear? I
don't want to live if this one goes. Please, doctor--"
The doctor looked into the wife's eyes, blurred with tears, and laid
his hand tenderly on her shoulder.
"Keep a good heart, wife," he said; "we'll pull him through. Tod is a
tough little chap with plenty of fight in him yet. I've seen them much
worse. It will soon be over; don't worry."
Mrs. Fogarty's eyes brightened and even the fisherman's grim face
relaxed. Silent men in grave crises suffer most; the habit of their
lives precludes the giving out of words that soothe and heal; when
others speak them, they sink into their thirsty souls like drops of
rain after a long drought. It was just such timely expressions as these
that helped Doctor John's patients most--often their only hope hung on
some word uttered with a buoyancy of spirit that for a moment stifled
all their anxieties.
The effect of the treatment began to tell upon the little sufferer--his
breathing became less difficult, the spasms less frequent. The doctor
whispered the change to the wife, sitting close at his elbow, his
impassive face brightening as he spoke; there was an oven chance now
for the boy's life.
The vigil continued.
No one moved except Fogarty, who would now and then tiptoe quickly to
the hearth, add a fresh log to the embers, and as quickly move back to
his position behind the child's crib. The rising and falling of the
blaze, keeping rhythm, as it were, to the hopes and fears of the group,
lighted up in turn each figure in the room. First the doctor sitting
with hands resting on his knees, his aquiline nose and brow clearly
outlined against the shadowy background in the gold chalk of the
dancing flames, his black evening clothes in strong contrast to the
high white of the coverlet, framing the child's face like a nimbus.
Next the bent body of the wife, her face in half-tones, her stout
shoulders in high relief, and behind, swallowed up in the gloom, out of
reach of the fire-. gleam, the straight, motionless form of the
fisherman, standing with folded arms, grim and silent, his unseen eyes
fixed on his child.
Far into the night, and until the gray dawn streaked the sky, this
vigil continued; the doctor, assisted by Fogarty and the wife, changing
the poultices, filling the child's lungs with hot steam by means of a
paper funnel, and encouraging the mother by his talk. At one time he
would tell her in half-whispered tones of a child who had recovered and
who had been much weaker than this one. Again he would turn to Fogarty
and talk of the sea, of the fishing outside the inlet, of the big
three-masted schooner which had been built by the men at Tom's River,
of the new light they thought of building at Barnegat to take the place
of the old one--anything to divert their minds and lessen their
anxieties, stopping only to note the sound of every cough the boy gave
or to change the treatment as the little sufferer struggled on fighting
for his life.
When the child dozed no one moved, no word was spoken. Then in the
silence there would come to their ears above the labored breathing of
the boy the long swinging tick of the clock, dull and ominous, as if
tolling the minutes of a passing life; the ceaseless crunch of the sea,
chewing its cud on the beach outside or the low moan of the outer bar
turning restlessly on its bed of sand.
Suddenly, and without warning, and out of an apparent sleep, the child
started up from his pillow with staring eyes and began beating the air
for breath.
The doctor leaned quickly forward, listened for a moment, his ear to
the boy's chest, and said in a quiet, restrained voice:
"Go into the other room, Mrs. Fogarty, and stay there till I call you."
The woman raised her eyes to his and obeyed mechanically. She was worn
out, mind and body, and had lost her power of resistance.
As the door shut upon her Doctor John sprang from the stool, caught the
lamp from the wall, handed it to Fogarty, and picking the child up from
the crib, laid it flat upon his knees.
He now slipped his hand into his pocket and took from it a leather case
filled with instruments.
"Hold the light, Fogarty," he said in a firm, decided tone, "and keep
your nerve. I thought he'd pull through without it, but he'll strangle
if I don't."
"What ye goin' to do--not cut him?" whispered the fisherman in a
trembling voice.
"Yes. It's his only chance. I've seen it coming on for the last
hour--no nonsense now. Steady, old fellow. It'll be over in a minute.
... There, my boy, that'll help you. Now, Fogarty, hand me that cloth.
... All right, little man; don't cry; it's all over. Now open the door
and let your wife in," and he laid the child back on the pillow.
When the doctor took the blanket from the sorrel tethered outside
Fogarty's cabin and turned his horse's head homeward the sails of the
fishing-boats lying in a string on the far horizon flashed silver in
the morning sun, His groom met him at the stable door, and without a
word led the mare into the barn.
The lamp in his study was still burning in yellow mockery of the rosy
dawn. He laid his case of instruments on the desk, hung his cloak and
hat to a peg in the closet, and ascended the staircase on the way to
his bedroom. As he passed his mother's open door she heard his step.
"Why, it's broad daylight, son," she called in a voice ending in a yawn.
"Yes, mother."
"Where have you been?"
"To see little Tod Fogarty," he answered simply.
"What's the matter with him?"
"Croup."
"Is he going to die?"
"No, not this time."
"Well, what did you stay out all night for?" The voice had now grown
stronger, with a petulant tone through it.
"Well, I could hardly help it. They are very simple people, and were so
badly frightened that they were helpless. It's the only child they have
left to them--the last one died of croup."
"Well, are you going to turn nurse for half the paupers in the county?
All children have croup, and they don't all die!" The petulant voice
had now developed into one of indignation.
"No, mother, but I couldn't take any risks. This little chap is worth
saving."
There came a pause, during which the tired man waited patiently.
"You were at the Cobdens'?"
"Yes; or I should have reached Fogarty's sooner."
"And Miss Jane detained you, of course."
"No, mother."
"Good-night, John."
"Say rather 'Good-day,' mother," he answered with a smile and continued
on to his room.