Jim had no definite plan as he tramped down the road in the falling
darkness. He felt uncertain and miserable as he speculated with regard
to Lydia. She could not guess at half the unkind things people must be
saying; but she would ask for the bread of sympathy and they would give
her a stone. He wished he might carry her away, shielding her and
comforting her against the storm. He knew he would willingly give his
life to make her happier. Of course she did not care for him. How could
she? Who was he—Jim Dodge—to aspire to a girl like Lydia?
The wind had risen again and was driving dark masses of cloud across
the sky; in the west a sullen red flared up from behind the hills,
touching the lower edges of the vaporous mountains with purple. In a
small, clear space above the red hung the silver sickle of the new
moon, and near it shone a single star.... Lydia was like that star, he
told himself—as wonderful, as remote.
There were lights in the windows of Bolton House. Jim stopped and gazed
at the yellow squares, something big and powerful rising within him.
Then, yielding to a sudden impulse, he approached and looked in. In a
great armchair before the blazing hearth sat, or rather crouched,
Andrew Bolton. He was wearing a smoking-jacket of crimson velvet and a
pipe hung from his nerveless fingers. Only the man’s eyes appeared
alive; they were fixed upon Lydia at the piano. She was playing some
light tuneful melody, with a superabundance of trills and runs. Jim did
not know Lydia played; and the knowledge of this trivial accomplishment
seemed to put her still further beyond his reach. He did not know,
either, that she had acquired her somewhat indifferent skill after long
years of dull practice, and for the single purpose of diverting the
man, who sat watching her with bright, furtive eyes.... Presently she
arose from the piano and crossed the room to his side. She bent over
him and kissed him on his bald forehead, her white hands clinging to
his shoulders. Jim saw the man shake off those hands with a rough
gesture; saw the grieved look on her face; saw the man follow her
slight figure with his eyes, as she stooped under pretext of mending
the fire. But he could not hear the words which passed between them.
“You pretend to love me,” Bolton was saying. “Why don’t you do what I
want you to?”
“If you’d like to go away from Brookville, father, I will go with you.
You need me!”
“That’s where you’re dead wrong, my girl: I don’t need you. What I do
need is freedom! You stifle me with your fussy attentions. Give me some
money; I’ll go away and not bother you again.”
Whereat Lydia had cried out—a little hurt cry, which reached the ears
of the watcher outside.
“Don’t leave me, father! I have no one but you in all the world—no
one.”
“And you’ve never even told me how much money you have,” the man went
on in a whining voice. “There’s daughterly affection for you! By rights
it all ought to be mine. I’ve suffered enough, God knows, to deserve a
little comfort now.”
“All that I have is yours, father. I want nothing for myself.”
“Then hand it over—the control of it, I mean. I’ll make you a handsome
allowance; and I’ll give you this place, too. I don’t want to rot
here.... Marry that good-looking parson and settle down, if you like. I
don’t want to settle down: been settled in one cursed place long
enough, by gad! I should think you could see that.”
“But you wanted to come home to Brookville, father. Don’t you remember
you said—”
“That was when I was back there in that hell-hole, and didn’t know what
I wanted. How could I? I only wanted to get out. That’s what I want
now—to get out and away! If you weren’t so damned selfish, you’d let me
go. I hate a selfish woman!”
Then it was that Jim Dodge, pressing closer to the long window, heard
her say quite distinctly:
“Very well, father; we will go. Only I must go with you.... You are not
strong enough to go alone. We will go anywhere you like.”
Andrew Bolton got nimbly out of his chair and stood glowering at her
across its back. Then he burst into a prolonged fit of laughter mixed
with coughing.
“Oh, so you’ll go with father, will you?” he spluttered. “You
insist—eh?”
And, still coughing and laughing mirthlessly, he went out of the room.
Left to herself, the girl sat down quietly enough before the fire. Her
serene face told no story of inward sorrow to the watchful eyes of the
man who loved her. Over long she had concealed her feelings, even from
herself. She seemed lost in revery, at once sad and profound. Had she
foreseen this dire disappointment of all her hopes, he wondered.
He stole away at last, half ashamed of spying upon her lonely vigil,
yet withal curiously heartened. Wesley Elliot was right: Lydia Orr
needed a friend. He resolved that he would be that friend.
In the room overhead the light had leapt to full brilliancy. An
uncertain hand pulled the shade down crookedly. As the young man turned
for a last look at the house he perceived a shadow hurriedly passing
and repassing the lighted window. Then all at once the shadow,
curiously huddled, stooped and was gone. There was something sinister
in the sudden disappearance of that active shadow. Jim Dodge watched
the vacant window for a long minute; then with a muttered exclamation
walked on toward the village.