CHAPTER XVIII. GOOD OUT OF EVIL.

|That journey back to town was one of the most terrible things Maud had

ever yet known in her poor little life. Dick leaned back disconsolate in

one corner of the carriage, and she in the opposite one. Neither spoke a

single word; neither needed to speak, for each knew without speech what

the other was thinking of. Every now and again Dick would catch some

fresh shade of expression coursing like a wave over Maud's unhappy face,

and recognise in it the very idea that a moment before had been passing

through his own troubled mind. It was pitiable to see them. Their whole

scheme of life had suddenly and utterly broken down before them; their

sense of self-respect was deeply wounded--nay, even their bare

identity was all but gone, for the belief that they were in very truth

descendants of the royal Plantagenets had become as it were an integral

part of their personality, and woven itself intimately into all their

life and thought and practice. They ceased to be themselves in ceasing

to be potential princes and princesses.

For the Great Plantagenet Delusion which Edmund Plantagenet had started,

and only half or a quarter believed in himself, became to his children

from youth upward, and especially to Maud and Dick, a sort of family

religion. It was a theory on which they based almost everything that was

best and truest within them; a moral power for good, urging them

always on to do credit to the great House from which they firmly and

unquestioningly believed themselves to be sprung. Probably the moral

impulse was there first by nature; probably, too, they inherited it, not

from poor, drunken, do-nothing Edmund Plantagenet himself, through whom

ostensibly they should have derived their Plantagenet character, but

from that good and patient nobody, their hard-working mother. But none

of these things ever occurred at all to Maud or Dick; to them it had

always been a prime article of faith that _noblesse oblige_, and

that their lives must be noble in order to come up to a preconceived

Plantagenet standard of action. So the blow was a crushing one. It was

as though all the ground of their being had been cut away from beneath

their feet. They had fancied themselves so long the children of kings,

with a moral obligation upon them to behave--well, as the children of

kings are little given to behaving; and they had found out now they were

mere ordinary mortals, with only the same inherent and universal

reasons for right and high action as the common herd of us. It was a sad

comedown--for a royal Plantagenet.

The revulsion was terrible. And Maud, who was in some ways the prouder

of the two, and to whom, as to most of her sex, the extrinsic reason for

holding up her head in the midst of poverty and disgrace had ever been

stronger and more cogent than the intrinsic one, felt it much the more

keenly. To women, the social side of things is always uppermost. They

journeyed home in a constant turmoil of unrelieved wretchedness; they

were not, they had never been, royal Plantagenots. Just like all

the rest of the world--mere ordinary people! And they who had been

sustained, under privations and shame, by the reflection that, if every

man had his right, Dick would have been sitting that day on the divided

throne of half these islands! Descendants, after all, of a cobbler and

a dancing-master! No Black Prince at all in their lineage--no Henry,

no Edward, no Richard, no Lionel! Cour-de-Lion a pale shade--Lackland

himself taken away from them! And how everybody would laugh when they

came to know the truth! Though that was a small matter. It was no minor

thing like this, but the downfall of a faith, the ruin, of a principle,

the break-up of a rule in life, that really counted!

There you have the Nemesis of every false idea, every unreal belief:

when once it finally collapses, as collapse it needs must before the

searching light of truth, it leaves us for awhile feeble, uncertain,

rudderless. So Dick felt that afternoon; so he felt for many a weary

week of reconstruction afterwards.

At last they reached home.'Twas a terrible home-coming. As they crept

up the steps, poor dispossessed souls, they heard voices within--Mrs.

Plantagenet's, and Gillespie's, and the children's, and Mary Tudor's.

Dick opened the door in dead silence and entered. He was pale as a

ghost. Maud walked statelily behind him, scarcely able to raise her eyes

to Archie Gillespie's face, but still proud at heart as ever. Dick sank

down into a chair, the very picture of misery. Maud dropped into another

without doing more than just stretch out one cold hand to Archie. Mrs.

Plantagenet surveyed them both with a motherly glance.

'Why, Dick,' she cried, rushing up to him, 'what's the matter? Has there

been a railway accident?'

Dick glanced back at her with affection half masked by dismay.

'A railway accident!' he exclaimed, with a groan. 'Oh, mother dear,

I wish it had only been a railway accident! It was more like an

earthquake. It's shaken Maud and me to the very foundations of

our nature!' Then he looked up at her half pityingly. She wasn't a

Plantagenet except by marriage; she never could quite feel as they did

the sanct---- And then he broke off suddenly, for he remembered with a

rush that horrid, horrid truth. He blurted it out all at once: 'We are

not--we never were, real royal Plantagenets!'

'I was afraid of that,' Mary Tudor said simply. 'That was just why I was

so anxious dear Maud should go with you.'

Gillespie said nothing, but for the first time in public he tried to

take Maud's hand for a moment in his. Maud drew it away quickly.

'No, Archie,' she said, with a sigh, making no attempt at concealment;

'I can never, never give it to you now again, for to-day I know we've

always been nobodies.'

'You're what you always were to me,' Gillespie answered, in a low voice.

'It was you yourself I loved, Maud, not the imaginary honours of the

Plantagenet family.'

'But I don't want to be loved so,' Maud cried, with all the bitterness

of a wounded spirit. 'I don't want to be loved for myself. I don't want

anyone to love me--except as a Plantagenet.'

Dick was ready, in the depth of his despair and the blackness of his

revulsion, to tell out the whole truth, and spare them, as he thought,

no circumstance of their degradation.

'Yes, we went to Framlingham princes and princesses--and more than

that,' he said, almost proud to think whence and how far they had

fallen'; 'we return from it beggars. I looked up the whole matter

thoroughly, and there's no room for hope left, no possibility of error.

The father of Giles Plantagenet, from whom we're all descended, most

fatally descended, was one Richard--called Plantagenet, but really

Muggins, a cobbler at Framlingham; the same man, you know, Mary, that I

told you about the other day. In short, we're just cousins of the other

Plantagenets--the false Plantagenets--the Sheffield Plantagenets--the

people who left the money.'

He fired it off at them with explosive energy. Mary gave a little start.

'But surely in that case, Dick,' she cried, 'you must be entitled

to their fortune! You told me one day it was left by will to the

descendants and heirs-male of Richard Muggins, alias Plantagenet, whose

second son George was the ancestor and founder of the Sheffield family.'

'So he was,' Dick answered dolefully, without a light in his eye. 'But,

you see, I didn't then know, or suspect, or even think possible--what I

now find to be the truth--the horrid, hateful truth--that our ancestor,

Giles Plantagenet, whom I took to be the son of Geoffrey, the descendant

of Lionel, Duke of Clarence, was in reality nothing more than the eldest

son of this wretched man Richard Muggins; and the elder brother of

George Muggins, alias Plantagenet, who was ancestor of the Sheffield

people who left the money.'

'But if so,' Gillespie put in, 'then _you_ must be the heirs of the

Plantagenets who left the money, and must be entitled, as I understand,

to something like a hundred and fifty or a hundred and sixty thousand

pounds sterling!'

'Undoubtedly,' Dick answered in a tone of settled melancholy. .

Gillespie positively laughed, in spite of himself, though Maud looked up

at him through her tears, and murmured:

'Oh, Archie, how can you?

'Why, my dear follow,' he said, taking Dick's arm, 'are you really quite

sure it's so? Are you perfectly certain you've good legal proof of the

identity of this man Giles with your own earliest ancestor, and of the

descent of your family from the forefather of the Sheffield people?'

'I'm sorry to say,' Dick answered with profound dejection, 'there can't

be a doubt left of it. It's too horribly certain. Hunting up these

things is my trade, and I ought to know. I've made every link in the

chain as certain as certainty. I have a positive entry for every step in

the pedigree--not doubtful entries, unfortunately, but such conclusive

entries as leave the personality of each person beyond the reach of

suspicion. Oh, it's a very bad business, a terrible business!' And

he flung his arms on the table, and leaned over it himself, the very

picture of mute misery.

'Then you believe the money's yours?' Gillespie persisted, half

incredulous.

'Believe it!' Dick answered. 'I don't believe it; I know it is--the

wretched stuff! There's no dodging plain facts. I can't get out of it,

anyhow.'

'Did you realize that this money would be yours when you saw the entries

at Framlingham?' Gillespie inquired, hardly certain how to treat such

incredible behaviour.

'I didn't think of it just at once,' Dick answered with profound despair

in his voice; 'but it occurred to me in the train, and I thought how

terrible it would be to confess it before the whole world by claiming

the wretched money. Though it might perhaps be some consolation, after

all, to poor mother.'

'And you, Maud?' Gillespie inquired, turning round to his sweetheart,

and with difficulty repressing a smile. 'Did _you_ think at all of it?'

'Well, I knew if we were really only false Plantagenets, like the

Sheffield people,' Maud answered bravely through the tears that

struggled hard to fall, 'we should probably in the end come into their

money. But oh, Archie, it isn't the money Dick and I would care for. Let

them take back their wealth--let them take it--if they will! But give us

once more our own Plantagenet ancestry!'

Gillespie drew Mary aside for a moment.

'Say nothing to them about it for the present,' he whispered in her ear.

'Let the first keen agony of their regret pass over. I can understand

their feeling. This myth had worn itself into the very warp and woof of

their natures. It was their one great inheritance. The awakening is

a terrible shock to them. All they thought themselves once, all they

practically were for so many years together, they have suddenly ceased

to be. This grief and despair must wear itself out. For the present we

mustn't even inquire of them about the money.'

And indeed it was a week or two before Dick could muster up heart to

go with Archie Gillespie to a lawyer about the matter. When he did,

however, he had all the details of the genealogy, all the proofs of

that crushing identification he had longed to avoid, so fully at his

finger-ends, that the solicitor whom he consulted, and to whom he showed

copies of the various documents in the case, hadn't a moment's doubt as

to the result of his application. 'I suppose this will be a long job,

though,' Gillespie suggested, 'and may want a lot of money, to prosecute

it to its end?

It'll have to be taken for an indefinite time into Chancery, won't it?'

'Not at all,' the solicitor answered. 'It's very plain sailing. We can

get it through at once. There's no hitch in the evidence. You see,

it isn't as if there were any opposition to the claim, any other

descendants. There are none, and by the very nature of the case there

can't be any. Mr. Plantagenet has anticipated and accounted for

every possible objection. The thing is as clear as mud. His official

experience has enabled him to avoid all the manifold pitfalls of amateur

genealogists. I never saw an inheritance that went so far back made more

absolutely certain.'

Poor Dick's heart sank within him. He knew it himself already; but

still, he had cherished throughout some vague shadow of a hope that

the lawyer might discover some faint flaw in the evidence which, as he

considered, had disinherited him. There was nothing for it now but to

pocket at once the Plantagenet pride and the Plantagenet thousands--to

descend from his lofty pedestal and be even as the rest of us

are--except for the fortune. He turned to Gillespie with a sigh.

'I was afraid of this,' he said. 'I expected that answer. Well, well,

it'll make my dear mother happy; and it'll at least enable me to go back

again to Oxford.'

That last consideration was indeed in Maud's eyes the one saving grace

of an otherwise hopeless and intolerable situation. Gradually, bit by

bit, though it was a very hard struggle, they reconciled themselves to

their altered position. The case was prepared, and, as their lawyer

had anticipated, went straight through the courts with little or no

difficulty, thanks to Dick's admirable working up of all the details of

the pedigree. By the time eight months were out, Dick had come into

the inheritance of 'the Plantagenets who left the money,' and was even

beginning to feel more reconciled in his heart to the course of

events which had robbed him so ruthlessly of his fancied dignity, but

considerably added to his solid comfort.

Before Dick returned to Oxford, however, to finish his sadly interrupted

University career, he had arranged with Mary that as soon as he took his

degree they two should marry. As for poor Maud, woman that she was, the

loss of that royal ancestry that had never been hers seemed to weigh

upon her even more than it weighed upon her brother. The one point that

consoled her under this crushing blow was the fact that Archie, for

whose sake she had minded it most at first, appeared to care very little

indeed whether the earliest traceable ancestor of the girl he loved

had been a royal Plantagenet or a shoemaking Muggins. It was herself he

wanted, he said with provoking persistence, not her great-great-great

grandfathers. Maud could hardly understand such a feeling herself; for

when Archie first took a fancy to her, she was sure it must have been

her name and her distinguished pedigree that led an Oxford man and a

gentleman, with means and position, to see her real good points through

the poor dress and pale face of the country dancing-master's daughter.

Still, if Archie thought otherwise---- Well, as things had turned out,

she was really glad; though, to be sure, she always felt in her heart he

didn't attach _quite_ enough importance to the pure Plantagenet pedigree

that never was theirs, but that somehow ought to have been. However,

with her share of that hateful Sheffield money she was now a lady, she

said--Archie strenuously denied she could ever have been anything else,

though Maud shook her head sadly--and when Archie one day showed her

the photograph of a very pretty place among the Campsie Fells which his

father had just bought for him, 'in case of contingencies,' and asked

her whether she fancied she could ever be happy there, Maud rose with

tears in her eyes and laid her hand in his, and answered earnestly:

'With you, dearest Archie, I'm sure I could be happy, my life long,

anywhere.'

And from that day forth she never spoke to him again of the vanished

glories of the Plantagenet pedigree.

Perhaps it was as well they had believed in it once. That strange myth

had kept them safe from sinking in the quicksands when the danger was

greatest. It had enabled them to endure, and outlive with honour, much

painful humiliation. It had been an influence for good in moulding their

characters. But its work was done now, and 'twas best it should go.

Slowly Dick and Maud began to realize that themselves. And the traces

it left upon them, after the first poignant sense of loss and shame had

worn off, were all for the bettering of their moral natures.

THE END.

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