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LOUIS SPOHR’S AUTOBIOGRAPHY.

TRANSLATED FROM THE GERMAN.

_COPYRIGHT EDITION._

LONDON:

LONGMAN, GREEN, LONGMAN, ROBERTS, & GREEN.

CASSELL AND GŒTTINGEN: GEORGE H. WIGAND.

1865.

PREFACE.

In publishing an English translation of the unadorned yet highly

interesting Autobiography of the celebrated Violinist and great

Composer _Louis Spohr_, we consider we are but satisfying a natural

desire on the part of his many admirers in this country to become

more intimately acquainted with both the public and private life of

this great musical genius--this noble, manly character, in whom were

combined in so high a degree the qualities of the true artist with

those of the really great-minded and thoroughly good man.

Although nearly twelve years have elapsed since _Spohr’s_ last

appearance in England, and during that time numberless foreign artists

of distinction have visited us and gathered well-earned laurels and

golden opinions in these islands; yet still above all _Spohr_ shines

out a star of the first magnitude, and there are no doubt thousands yet

amongst us who were present at the performance of his oratorios, under

his direction, at Norwich, or attended his concerts in London, and to

whom this Autobiography will be of interest. We have little to say of

it here--it speaks for itself. Simple and truthful throughout, it is

a mirror of the mind of him who jotted down the details composing the

same. Modest and unassuming at the commencement of his career, _Spohr_

continued so till the end, notwithstanding the celebrity he achieved

and the high position to which he attained. The praises showered upon

him neither turned his brain nor puffed him up with pride; and he has

left us an example of high morality, great amiability, and bright

domestic virtues, too rare alas! among artists and men of genius.

_Spohr_ was a man devoted to his art, and although far from wealthy,

often sacrificed his time--which to him, as to most of us, was

money--in giving gratuitous instruction to young men of ability too

poor to pay for lessons; and not unfrequently has he unhesitatingly

dismissed some rich, well-paying, but dull scholar to make way for a

poor but talented pupil, in hopes of thereby benefitting his art--and

this was his sole reward.

Another prominent trait in _Spohr’s_ character was his childlike

simplicity, combined with never-failing good-nature and an inability

to bear malice. Nor did the many unavoidable trials and vexations of a

long life ever permanently disturb his good humour or sour his temper;

and even gross injustice failed to do more than temporarily ruffle the

calm serenity of his soul. Thus he passed through the world, an active

and highly useful member of society, beloved and respected by all who

knew him, till in process of time he went down to his grave full of

years and honour.

As is explained in the text, the Autobiography comes to an end with the

month of June 1838; but the description of the life and doings of the

great master from that date till the time of his death was continued

from reliable materials furnished by Mrs. _Spohr_ and other members of

the family; so that the whole forms a true account and lively picture

of _Spohr’s_ earthly career from his cradle to his grave.

With these few remarks we submit the work to the perusal and kind

consideration of the gentle reader.

_London_, October 1864.

THE TRANSLATOR.

Chronological Index of Contents.

Vol. I.

Page

1784 to 1799. _Spohr’s_ childhood and youth at Seesen and Brunswick.--

Musical proclivities, and the instrument of his choice.--His first

instructors on the violin.--First attempts at composition.--Sent by

his father to Hamburg to seek his fortune.--Disappointed hopes,

and return to Brunswick.--Singular interview with the Duke

of Brunswick.--Appointed violinist in the court orchestra of the

Duke.--Undertakes the musical education of his brother _Ferdinand_.--

His admiration of the music of _Mozart_.--Disturbs the Duchess of

Brunswick at her party of “ombre” with his “murderous fiddling.” 1

1802. _Spohr_ proceeds with _Franz Eck_ to St. Petersburg.--Revisits

Hamburg.--Cultivates at intervals his fondness for drawing and

painting in water-colours.--His first love.--Dussek.--_Spohr’s_ first

published work, violin concerto _Op. 1._--Stay at Strelitz.--Romantic

adventure.--Second capture of _Spohr’s_ heart.--Königsberg.--St.

Petersburg.--Impressions, and incidents during his stay in that

Capital.--Returns by sea to Germany.--Arrival at Brunswick 14

1803. Appointed court musician at Brunswick 62

1804. Musical tour to Leipsic, Dresden and Berlin 67

1805. Appointed Concert-Master at Gotha.--Present with Prince

_Louis Ferdinand_ at the military manœuvres at Magdeburg 84

1806. Marriage of _Spohr_ with _Dorette Scheidler_ 95

1807. Musical tour to Weimar, Leipsic, Dresden, Prague, Munich,

Frankfort, Stuttgard and Heidelberg 101

1808. Pedestrian tour through the Harz with his pupils 112

Composes his opera of “Alruna” 115

Congress at Erfurt 117

1809. Musical tour to Leipsic, Breslau, Berlin and Hamburg 128

1810. Musical festival at Frankenhausen 139

Performance of the opera: “Zweikampf mit der Geliebten,” at Hamburg 153

1812. Performance of the oratorio: “Das jüngste Gericht” at the

Musical festival at Erfurt 157

Musical tour to Leipsic, Prague and Vienna 159

1813. Appointed director of the orchestra at the theatre An der Wien 168

Composes his opera of “Faust” 178

1814. Composes his cantata: “The Liberation of Germany” 182

1815. Journey to Brünn, Breslau, Carolath.--Third musical

festival at Frankenhausen 203

Musical tour to Wurzburg, Nuremberg and Munich 211

1816. Frankfort.--Strasbourg, &c. 217

Visit to Switzerland 234

Journey to Milan 251

Journey to Venice 270

Journey to Bologna, Florence and Rome 283

1817. Departure from Rome.--Arrival at Naples 325

Vol. II.

1817. Residence in Naples 1

Ascends Mount Vesuvius 3

Departure from Naples to Rome 32

“Miserere” in the Sistine Chapel 36

Departure from Rome 41

Addenda in reference to the Italian journey 47

Visit to Holland 53

Appointed director of the orchestra at Frankfort 53

1818. Composes the opera: “Zemire and Azor” 58

Journey to the musical festival at Mannheim 59

1819. Leaves Frankfort 66

Musical tour to Berlin, Dresden, Leipsic and Cassel 68

Visit to Brussels 68

1820. Journey to London 72

First concert at the Philharmonic Society 82

_Spohr’s_ concert at the New Argyll Rooms, London 94

Mr. Logier’s Musical Academy 98

Return to Germany 102

Musical festival at Quedlinburg 105

Journey to Paris by way of Frankfort and Heidelberg 105

1821. Return to Gandersheim 134

Concerts at Alexisbad and Pyrmont 135

Removal to Dresden 138

1822. Appointed director of the orchestra of the court

theatre at Cassel 141

1823. Institutes the Society of St. Cecilia 147

Composes the opera: “Jessonda” in Cassel, where it is

first performed 148

1824. “Jessonda” performed in Leipsic 153

1825. “Jessonda” performed in Berlin 157

Composes the opera of “The Mountain Sprite” in Cassel,

where it is first performed 157

1826. Composes the oratorio of: “Die letzten Dinge” in Cassel,

where it is first performed 159

Musical festival at Düsseldorf 161

1827. Composes the opera: “Pietro von Abano” 163

1828. Musical festival at Halberstadt 165

1829. Musical festival at Nordhausen 166

1830. Composes the opera: “The Alchymist” 168

1831. Celebration festival upon the occasion of the grant of a

constitution to Hesse 172

Celebration of _Spohr’s_ “Silver Wedding” 173

Terminates his work “The Violin School” 176

1832. Composes the symphony: “Die Weihe der Töne” 178

Celebration of the “Golden Wedding” of _Spohr’s_ parents 180

1833. Musical festival at Halberstadt 183

1834. Journey to Marienbad 184

Death of _Spohr’s_ first wife 187

1835. Finishes the oratorio: “Des Heilands letzte Stunden” (Calvary)

in Cassel, where it is performed for the first time 188

Journey to Sandfort in Holland 188

1836. _Spohr’s_ second marriage 194

Journey to Leipsic, Dresden and Saxon Switzerland 195

Musical festival at Brunswick 197

Millenium-jubilee at Paderborn 199

1837. Projected musical festival at Cassel 202

Journey to Prague 204

Vienna--Salzburg, &c. 206

1838. Death of _Theresa Spohr_ 209

Journey to Carlsbad 209

Continuation of _Spohr’s_ Biography by his family 210

1839. Composes his “Historical Symphony” 215

Departure to the musical festival at Norwich 215

1840. Journey to the musical festival at Aix-la-Chapelle 227

Journey to Lübeck and Hamburg 229

1841. Journey to Switzerland by way of Stuttgard and Hechingen 232

Musical festival at Lucerne 235

Composes his “Double Symphony” 237

Musical performance in honour of _Mozart_ in Cassel 239

1842. Journey to Carlsbad 240

1843. Invitation to Prague 244

Journey to London to direct the “Fall of Babylon” 249

1844. Composes the opera: “The Crusaders” 257

Journey to Paris 257

Journey to the musical festival at Brunswick 260

1845. His opera of “The Crusaders” performed for the first

time, at Cassel 261

Journey to Oldenburg, Carlsbad and Berlin 262

Journey to Bonn to the inauguration of the memorial

erected to _Beethoven_ 270

1846. Journey to Leipsic and Carlsbad 276

1847. _Spohr’s_ twenty-fifth Anniversary as director at Cassel 282

_Spohr’s_ journey to London 287

Musical performances in commemoration of the death of _Mendelssohn_ 291

1848. Festivities at Cassel 293

1849. Journey to Leipsic and Carlsbad 293

1850. _Spohr’s_ fall upon the ice 295

Composes his symphony “The Seasons” 295

Journey to Leipsic, Breslau and Berlin 296

1851. Journey to Switzerland and Italy 300

Journey to Göttingen 300

1852. Law-suit relative to the fine imposed upon _Spohr_ for his

absence on a journey without permission 301

Journey to London to direct the performance of his opera: “Faust” 302

Appointment of a second director of the orchestra, Mr.

_Bott_ at Cassel 306

1853. Journey to London to direct the performance of his opera

“Jessonda,” &c. 308

1854. Journey to Switzerland, Munich and Alexandersbad 314

1855. Journey to Hannover 316

Journey to Hamburg and Lübeck 319

1856. Journey to Dresden, Saxon Switzerland and Prague 321

Journey to the Harz 321

1857. Journey to Holland 323

_Spohr_ pensioned off by the Elector of Hesse 325

Breaks his arm 327

1858. Journey to Magdeburg, &c. 327

Journey to Bremen 329

Journey in Prague to the jubilee of the conservatory 329

Visit to Alexandersbad 331

Journey to Wiesbaden to the musical festival of the Middle-Rhine 331

Journey to Leipsic 331

His _Last composition_ 334

1859. Journey to Meiningen. _Spohr_ directs an orchestra for the

last time 336

Journey to Detmold 338

Journey to Alexandersbad and Würzburg 339

_Spohr’s_ last illness and death 341

My father, _Carl Heinrich Spohr_, Doctor of Medecine, afterwards

Medical Councillor, was the son of a Clergyman at Woltershausen in

the district of Hildesheim. He married, November 26, 1782, _Ernestine

Henke_, daughter of the Clergyman of the Aegydian church of Brunswick,

and at first resided with her parents at the parsonage[1]. I was the

eldest child of this marriage, and was born April 5, 1784. Two years

later, my father was transferred as district physician to Seesen. My

earliest recollections reach back to that removal; for the impression

made upon me by my mother’s weeping, after having taken leave of her

parents, and our arrival at the simple and somewhat rustic house at

Seesen, have remained with me up to the present time. I remember also

the smell of the newly whitewashed walls striking me as disagreeable,

and even now I still retain an uncommon acuteness and sensibility of

the senses.

[1] The house is still standing, and, as Number 7, forms the corner of

the Aegydian churchyard in Monk street. For several years it has been

given up to the Military musical institution, since the parish was

abolished during the Westphalian times.

In Seesen were born my four brothers, and one sister. My parents were

musical: my father played the flute, and my mother, a pupil of the

Conductor _Schwaneberger_ in Brunswick, played on the piano with great

ability, and sang the Italian bravuras of that time. As they practiced

music very often in the evening, a sense and love for the art was early

awakened in me. Gifted with a clear soprano voice, I at first began

to sing, and already in my fourth or fifth year I was able to sing

duets with my mother at our evening music. It was at this time that my

father, yielding to my eagerly expressed wish, bought me a violin at

the yearly fair, upon which I now played incessantly. At first I tried

to pick out the melodies I had been used to sing, and was more than

happy when my mother accompanied me.

Soon after, I had lessons from Herr _Riemenschneider_, and I still

remember, that, after the first lesson, in which I had learned to

play the _G_-sharp accord upon all four strings, in an extasy at the

harmony, I hastened into the kitchen to my mother, and arpeggiod the

chord to her so incessantly that she was obliged to drive me out.

When I had learned the fingering of the violin from notes, I was also

allowed to practise music with the others in the evening, as violinist,

and there were particularly three trios by _Kalkbrenner_, for piano,

flute and violin, which, after being studied, were executed in presence

of our circle of friends.

About the year 1790 or 91 a French emigrant, named _Dufour_, came to

Seesen. Although an amateur, only, he was an accomplished violinist and

violoncellist. He settled there; and being supplied with free board

by the more wealthy inhabitants, maintained himself by giving French

lessons. The days on which he used to come to my parents, we always

practised music, and I still remember having been moved to tears the

first time I heard him play. I now gave my parents no rest until I had

lessons from him.

_Dufour_, astonished at my rapid progress, was the first to persuade my

parents to devote me entirely to music. My father, who had predestined

me for the study of medecine, was from his love of music soon brought

to agree to this; but he had a hard struggle with my grandfather,

whose idea of a Musician was limited to that of a Tavern-fiddler who

played to dancers. Subsequently, after I had been so early appointed

_Kammermusicus_[2] in Brunswick, I had the satisfaction to induce

my grandfather, who loved me very much, to adopt a higher opinion

respecting my chosen career as a musical _artiste_.

[2] Musician in the Ducal Orchestra, or Court Musician.

It was while I took lessons from M. _Dufour_, that I made my first

attempts at composition, but without yet having had any instruction

in harmony. They consisted in duets for two violins, and I executed

them with my teacher at our musical soirées; astonishing my parents

with them in the highest degree. To this day, I recollect the proud

feeling of being already able to appear before the friends of the

house as a composer. As a reward, I received from my parents a gala

dress, consisting of a red jacket with steel buttons, yellow breeches,

and laced boots with tassels; a dress for which I had long prayed in

vain. The duets, which my father has carefully preserved, are indeed

incorrect and childish, but possess a certain form and a flowing melody.

This first brilliant success in composition, so inspired me, that from

this time I devoted nearly every hour which the school allowed me, to

similar attempts: I even ventured upon a little opera, the text of

which I took from “_Weisse’s Kinderfreund_.” It may be mentioned as

characteristic, that, I began with the title-page, and first of all

painted it very finely with Indian ink; then followed the overture,

then a chorus, then an air, and there the work came to a standstill.

As I had never yet seen an opera performed, I took the model for these

musical pieces from _Hiller’s_ operas “_Die Jagd_”, and “_Lottchen am

Hofe_”, of which my mother had a pianoforte arrangement, and which she

had often sung with me and my father. But I soon felt that I needed

both knowledge and experience for such an undertaking, and I therefore

set to work at other attempts. In this however, I had a hard struggle

with my father, who strongly insisted that every work once begun should

be completed before another was commenced; and only because my father

was convinced that I was unequal to so great a task, was an exception

made on this occasion; but it was never allowed again. To this severity

I owe my perseverance in working, and I have always recollected the

paternal precept.

As my father liked to superintend the labours of his son, he allowed

me to establish myself in his study, not being at all disturbed by the

humming and whistling of the young composer. When I had written down

anything wrong, which happened frequently enough, and was obliged to

scratch it out, my father heard it at once, and would say half angrily:

“Now the stupid boy is making windows again!”--for thus he designated

the marks I made across the lines, in scratching out. I was very

sensitive to this, and that is perhaps the reason why I acquired early

the habit of writing off a clean score without erasing anything.

Since it was now determined, on the advice of _Dufour_, that I should

devote myself entirely to music; _Dufour_ insisted that I should

be sent to Brunswick to enjoy the advantage of better lessons,

particularly in theory. This could not take place till I was confirmed.

According to a law strictly observed in the Dutchy of Brunswick,

confirmation could not take place before the age of fourteen; in order

therefore to lose no time, I was sent to my grandfather in the district

of Hildesheim, where it was left to the decision of the clergyman as to

when the children could be admitted to confirmation. Here, during the

winter, I had lessons from my clever grandfather, both in religion, and

other things; but music-lessons were not attended to, for neither my

grandfather nor my uncles understood anything about it. I was therefore

obliged to walk twice a week to Alefeld with my violin, to take lessons

from the precentor there. Tedious as were these journeys, owing to the

frequent severity of the winter weather, I was always pleased with

them, chiefly, indeed, because I felt that I was above my teacher, and

often brought him into difficulties by my fluent reading of the notes;

and besides, I had not unfrequently the secret triumph of seeing him

brought to a standstill.

Half way to Alefeld, stood a solitary mill. I once entered there during

a heavy shower of rain, and gained the good will of the miller’s wife

to such a degree, that from that time I was obliged to call every

day I passed by, and was treated with coffee, cakes and fruit; for

which I used to improvise something upon my violin by way of thanks.

I still remember having once so completely ravished her by playing

_Wranitzky’s_ variations upon “_Du bist liederlich_”, into which all

the juggles with which _Paganini_ afterwards enchanted the world were

introduced, that she would not let me leave her during the whole day.

Soon after returning from Woltershausen, I was sent to Brunswick,

where I was received into the house of the rich gingerbread-baker

_Michaelis_, as one of his own children, and treated with kindness by

all the members of the family; my father had been their physician and

had cured _Michaelis’_ wife of a dropsy.

I commenced my musical and other studies with eagerness. I received

instruction on the Violin from _Kammermusicus Kunisch_, a well

grounded and amiable teacher, to whom I owe much. Less friendly was

my instructor in harmony and counterpoint, an old organist named

_Hartung_; and I still remember how severely he once rebuked me, when,

soon after the beginning of the lessons, I showed him a composition

of my own. “There is time enough for that,” said he, “you must learn

something first.” But after some months he himself encouraged me to

make trials in composition: he corrected me, however, so mercilessly,

and scratched out so many ideas which to me appeared sublime, that I

lost all desire to show him anything further. Not long afterwards,

our lessons were brought to a close by the ill health of the old man;

and these were the only lessons in theory, I ever had. I was now

obliged to seek for instruction in theoretical works. But the reading

of good scores was of special advantage to me; these I obtained from

the Theatrical library through the interest of my teacher _Kunisch_.

In this manner I soon learned to write harmony correctly; and I now

ventured for the first time to appear publicly in Brunswick with a

composition for the violin. This took place in the School-concert

of the _Katharinen-Schule_, which I attended as a _Secundaner_.

These concerts were instituted by the Prefect for the practice of

the School-choir; but from several members of the _Hof-Kapelle_, the

Town musicians, and accomplished amateurs taking part in them, they

became so important, that greater works could always be executed, such

as Cantatas, Symphonies, and instrumental Concertos. From this time

everything was studied very exactly, and the performances, which were

held in the tolerably large saloon of the head class, soon became so

celebrated, that it enabled a trifling entrance money to be charged

to defray the expenses. At one of these concerts I thus appeared for

the first time in my native-town, and achieved so much success that I

was invited to assist at the Subscription concerts at the _Deutsches

Haus_, and received the usual remuneration. This first payment which

I earned as an artist made me very happy, nor have I forgotten the

proud feeling with which I announced it to my parents. I now frequently

played solos at the subscription concerts, and generally some of my

own compositions. I was also allowed to play in the Orchestra of the

Theatre for my own practice, and, thereby, became familiar with much

good music.

At this time, still possessing my clear, high soprano voice, it gave

me much pleasure also to join the School chorus in its perambulations

through the town. The leader, who since then has become celebrated

as the Bass singer, _Strohmeyer_, gave the soprano solos to me very

readily, from my being able to sing them without fault at sight.

My teacher _Kunisch_, who interested himself for me in a paternal

manner, now insisted that I should take lessons of the Concert-Director

_Maucourt_, the best violinist of the Brunswick orchestra. My father

agreed readily, although it was much against his grain to pay the

higher charge for this instruction; and the more so, as I had been

obliged to leave _Michaelis’_ house from his inability to give me up

a special apartment, and that it was quite impossible for me to play

and compose quietly in the same room with the children of the house.

A further consequence of this change of dwelling was, that my father

was obliged to arrange with his former aquaintances about my having

free board; this was very galling to his ambitious son. Nevertheless

I was treated in a friendly way by all these people, and thus the

humiliating feeling of my position was soon dissipated. I now, with

another _Secundaner_, inhabited a room in the house of the organist

_Bürger_; here however I could practise and compose undisturbed, for

our landlord, who interested himself in my musical studies, placed his

music room and pianoforte at my disposal.

With M. _Maucourt’s_ instruction, I progressed more and more towards

becoming (for my age) an excellent solo player: and after the lapse

of about a year, as my father was unable to defray the great expense

of my living in Brunswick, on account of the growing up of his other

children, he considered me to have made progress enough to enable me

to try my luck in the world as a travelling “_Artiste_.” He determined

therefore to send me first to Hamburgh, where he had acquaintances to

whom he could give me letters of recommendation.

Accustomed to obey my father in everything, and well disposed to

consider myself a shining light, I had no objection to this. If it

appear hazardous in the extreme to send a boy of fourteen into the

world, left entirely to himself, and trust everything to fortune, its

explanation is to be found in the character and life-experience of

my father. Bold and enterprising in the highest degree, he also had

already emancipated himself in his sixteenth year. In order to escape

punishment at school, he had run away from Hildesheim, and supported

himself most precariously in Hamburgh, first as a teacher of languages,

and afterwards, by giving lessons in the _Büsching_ Commercial school.

He then attended several Universities, struggling through great

privations by help of his enterprising spirit and unwearying activity;

and, at last, without any help from home; after a most adventurous

youth, succeeded in establishing himself in practice as a physician

in Brunswick. He found it therefore very natural that his son should

try the same course, although my mother shook her head thoughtfully at

it. Scantily provided with money for the journey, but furnished with

much good advice, I was sent by the mail to Hamburgh. Still, filled

with the lively impression made upon me by the crowded Commercial

City, and the ships, now seen for the first time, I went, full of hope

and in high spirits, to Professor _Büsching_, to whom I had a letter

of introduction from my father. But how soon were those hopes to be

destroyed! The Professor, after he had read the letter with increasing

astonishment, exclaimed: “Your father is then still, the same as ever!

What madness to send a boy into the world trusting merely to good

luck!” He then explained to me, that, in order to arrange a concert

in Hamburgh, one must either possess a well known name, or at least,

the means to bear the great expenses it would entail. But, that in

summer, when all the rich people were at their country seats, such an

undertaking would be quite impossible. Completely down cast by this

explanation, I could not answer a single word, and was hardly able to

repress my tears. I took leave in silence, and hastened to my lodging

full of despair, without thinking of delivering the other letters of

recommendation. Here, upon thinking over my situation, the certainty

that my money would hardly suffice for a couple of days, terrified me

to such a degree, that, in thought, I already saw myself in the claws

of the crimps of whom my father had drawn a warning picture. I made up

my mind at once, packed up my violin and other things again, sent them

to Brunswick by the mail, paid my bill, and with the scanty remainder

of my money, which might perhaps suffice to my subsistence, I set out

on foot, on my return to Brunswick.

Some miles from the town, calmer reflection brought regret for this

overhaste; but it was too late; had it not been so, I would have turned

back. I said to myself that it was foolish not at least to have

delivered the other letters first. They might perhaps have procured for

me the aquaintance of some musical person who would have appreciated

my talent, and have procured some information how arrangements might

have been made for a Concert. To this was added the humiliating thought

that my father who had been so enterprising himself, would upbraid me

as childish, cowardly and thoughtless. Thus, saddened to the depth of

my soul, I wandered farther, thinking continually how I might avoid the

humiliation of returning to my paternal home without having effected

anything whatever.

At last, the idea struck me of addressing myself to the Duke of

Brunswick, to solicit from him the means to carry on my studies. I knew

that the duke had earlier played the violin himself, and I therefore

hoped that he would recognise my talent. When (thought I) he has

heard me play but one of my concertos, my fortune is made. With newly

awakened courage I now journeyed onward, and got over the rest of the

road in the most cheerful disposition of mind.

Scarcely arrived in Brunswick, I concocted a petition to the Duke, in

which I laid before him my whole situation, ending with the request

either for aid towards improving myself, or, for a situation in the

ducal orchestra. As I knew that the Duke was in the habit of walking

every morning in the park of the Palace, I sought him there with my

petition in my pocket, and had the good fortune to have it accepted by

him. After having glanced over it and asked me some questions about

my parents and former Instructors, which I fearlessly answered, he

enquired who had worded the petition. “Well, who but I myself? I need

no help for that,” was my reply, half offended at the doubt as to my

ability. The Duke smiled and said: “Well, come to the palace to-morrow

at eleven; we will then speak further about your request.” Who so

happy as I! Punctually at eleven I presented myself before the groom

of the chambers and requested to be announced to the Duke. “And who

may _Er_[3] be?” snarled the groom to me in unfriendly tone. “I am no

_Er_. I am here by the Duke’s command, and _Er_ has to announce me”,

was my indignant reply. The groom went to announce me, and before my

excitement had subsided I was introduced. My first word to the Duke was

therefore, “Your Serene Highness! your servant calls me “_Er_”; I must

earnestly remonstrate against that.” The duke laughed aloud, and said:

“Come, calm yourself; he will not do it again”. Then, after having

put several questions to me to which I gave the most unembarrassed

answers, he said: “I have enquired about your abilities from your

last teacher _Maucourt_, and am now desirous to hear you play one of

your own compositions; this can take place at the next concert in the

apartments of the Duchess. I will have it intimated to the director

_Schwaneberger_.”

[3] _Er_, or he, used in this mode of address, is a contemptuous style

of expression in the German language, which has its equivalent only in

the English word _fellow_, used in a rude sense.

In most happy mood I left the Palace, hastened to my lodging, and

prepared myself for the concert in the most careful manner.

The Court concerts in the apartments of the duchess took place once

a week, and were most disagreeable to the musicians of the Ducal

Orchestra: for, according to the then prevailing custom, cards were

played during the music. In order not to be disturbed, the Duchess had

ordered the orchestra, always to play _piano_. The leader therefore

left out the trumpets and kettle drums, and insisted strongly that no

_forte_ should be played in its full strength. As this was not always

to be avoided in Symphonies, however softly the band might play, the

Duchess ordered a thick carpet to be spread out under the orchestra, in

order to deaden the sound. One heard therefore the words “I play”, “I

stand” and so forth, much louder than the music.

However, the evening on which I played there for the first time, the

card tables and carpet had disappeared; the orchestra, informed that

the Duke would be present, had well prepared themselves, and the music

went on excellently. As I then still appeared without any timidity,

and well knew that my whole future fate depended upon the success of

that day, I played with real inspiration; and must have surpassed the

expectations of the Duke, for he, even while I was playing, cried

repeatedly “bravo”. After I had finished, he came to me, patted me

on the shoulder, and said, “The talent is there; I will take care of

you. Come to me to-morrow.” In an extasy of delight I returned to my

lodging, wrote immediately to my parents of my good fortune, and could

get no sleep for a long time, from excitement and joy.

The next day, the Duke said to me, “there is a place vacant in the

orchestra, I will give it to you. Be diligent and behave well. If after

some years you have made good progress, I will send you to some great

master; for here you have no great model to follow!” This last speech

filled me with astonishment, for till then I had considered the playing

of my Instructor _Maucourt_, as the utmost that could be attained.

In this manner, in the beginning of my fifteenth year I was appointed

_Kammermusicus_. The Rescript of my appointment which was drawn up

later, is dated August 2^{nd}, 1799. Although the salary was only 100

thalers, yet by great economy, and with the help of other trifling

earnings, it sufficed to me; and I did not now need any further help

from home. Nay, I was even happy enough to be enabled to render the

education of the other children easier for my parents, by taking my

brother _Ferdinand_, who was eight years younger than I, and who showed

an inclination and talent for music, to live with me, and give him my

assistance to become an artist.

From this time, the young _Kammermusicus_ was in full activity. His

duties consisted in playing at the Court-concerts and in the Theatre,

for which latter, a French operatic and dramatic company had been

engaged shortly before. I therefore became earlier acquainted with the

French dramatical music than with the German; and this was not without

influence upon the tendency of my taste, and upon my compositions of

that time. At last, during the two fairs, a German operatic company

from Magdeburgh was also engaged, and the grandeur of _Mozart’s_

operatic music burst upon me. _Mozart_ now became for my life time my

ideal and model. Even now I well remember the transport and dreamy

enchantment with which I heard for the first time, the “_Zauberflöte_”

and “_Don Juan_”; and that I had no rest until I had got the scores

lent to me, and had brooded over them half the night long.

Neither did I fail to be present at all the other musical parties

in the town: I was a member of all the quartetto circles. In one of

these which had been formed by two of the singers of the French opera,

who played the violin, I heard for the first time the quartettos of

_Beethoven_, and from that time raved no less about them than I had

before done about those of _Haydn_ and _Mozart_. With such constant

practice, my playing and taste could not fail to become more and more

cultivated. The presence of two foreign violinists who at this time

visited Brunswick, produced also a favourable influence upon me. These

were _Seidler_, and the boy _Pixis_. The former impressed me by his

beautiful tone and his pure playing, the latter by his execution, which

for his years, was extraordinary.

I very often played in private parties, with the brothers _Pixis_,

and in their second public concert I performed in a double concerto,

by Pleyel the violinist. After such encouragement I always studied

with redoubled diligence. The duke, who did not lose sight of me,

had allowed me to inform him whenever I intended to execute a new

composition at the Court concerts, and he was sometimes present, to the

great annoyance of the duchess, who was thus disturbed in her party at

Ombre. One day when the duke was not there, and for that reason nobody

was listening to the music; the prohibition regarding the _forte_ being

renewed, and the dreadful carpet again spread, I tried a new concerto

of my own. I can only call these performances rehearsals, because no

preparation was ever made beforehand, excepting on the days upon which

we knew that the duke would be present. Engrossed with my work which,

I heard for the first time with the orchestra, I quite forgot the

prohibition, and played with all the vigour and fire of inspiration;

so that I even carried away the orchestra with me. Suddenly, in the

middle of the solo, my arm was seized by a lackey, who whispered to

me, “Her Highness sends me to tell you that you are not to scrape away

so furiously.” Enraged at this interruption I played, if possible, yet

more loudly; but was afterwards obliged to put up with a rebuke from

the Marshal of the Court.

The Duke, to whom I complained the next day; laughed heartily: but on

this occasion he at the same time adverted to his former promise, and

told me to choose a teacher at once from among the great Violinists of

the day. Without hesitation I named _Viotti_, and the duke approved of

the choice. He was immediately written to, to London, where he resided

at the time. Alas! He refused the request: he wrote word that “he had

become a wine merchant,”--“occupied himself but seldom with music, and

therefore could not receive any pupils”[4].

[4] It is related of _Viotti_ (the father of Modern Violin-Playing)

when thus established in London as a Wine-merchant, that, a Nobleman

who had previously been a great admirer and patron of his talent,

rebuked him for having abandoned his art to become a dealer in Wine!

“My dear Sir” replied _Viotti_, “I have done so, simply because I find

that the English like Wine better than Music!”

Next to _Viotti_, _Ferdinand Eck_, in Paris was at that time the most

celebrated violinist. He was therefore next applied to. But he also,

would take no pupils. A short time before, when engaged in the Court

orchestra at Munich, he had eloped with a rich countess; had married

her in Switzerland, and now led an affluent life, partly in Paris,

and partly upon an estate near Nancy which had been bought with the

fortune of the countess. He, however, proposed his younger brother and

pupil, _Francis Eck_, as master. As he was at that time travelling

through Germany, and had appeared with great success at Berlin, he was

written to; and, in case of his accepting the proposition, invited to

Brunswick. _Eck_ came; played at Court, and pleased the Duke greatly.

As however he was about to start for Petersburgh upon an artistic

tour, I was sent with him as a pupil for a year; and it was settled

that I should bear half the expenses of the journey: and that _Eck_,

at the end of the instruction should receive a suitable reward from

the Duke. A diary of this journey exists, which from some extracts may

perhaps be of interest. It commences a few days before our departure

(which took place April 24, 1802), in the following childish manner;

notwithstanding I was already a youth of eighteen.

“The Leave-taking.”

“To the most sorrowful hours of life, belong those of leave taking

from loving parents, and tried friends. Not even the prospect of an

agreeable and profitable journey can brighten them; time only, and the

hope of a speedy meeting again, can assuage their pain. From these

also do I expect relief on recommencing my musical tour. Farewell,

therefore, parents and friends! The remembrance of the many happy hours

enjoyed with you will always accompany me.”

We first went to Hamburgh, where _Eck_ intended giving concerts. I

regarded this town again, from which I had fled some years ago so full

of despair, with a certain degree of self-satisfaction and content.

After _Eck_ had delivered his letters of recommendation, the lessons

began. Concerning these, the following is written in my diary:

“This morning, April 30, Herr _Eck_ commenced my lessons. But alas!

how was I humiliated! I, who imagined myself one of the first virtuosi

of Germany, could not play one single bar to his satisfaction; but was

obliged to repeat it ten times at least, in order in some degree to

gain his approbation. My bow-ing particularly displeased him, to alter

which, I now also see is very necessary. At first it will of course be

difficult for me; but at last, convinced of the great advantage of the

change, I hope to accomplish it.”

The diary now describes everything that the travellers saw and heard.

Attractive as these were to me, yet I did not neglect my musical

studies for them. The forenoon, which in Hamburgh lasts till three

o’clock, was devoted entirely to practising what _Eck_ gave me. It was

not long before he expressed himself favourably as to my progress.

Already on May 10, I wrote:

“Herr _Eck_ begins to be more satisfied with my playing, and was kind

enough to assure me yesterday that I was now able to play the concerto

I had studied under him, without fault.”

The intervals between practising, I employed in painting. From my

earliest youth I had applied myself to drawing and painting in water

colours, and had attained some proficiency without ever having had any

good instruction. Yes, I had even hesitated for some time, as to which

of the two arts, music or painting, I should choose for my profession.

I now made my first attempt at portrait painting. The 12^{th} of May I

wrote:

“On Sunday I commenced a miniature which I finished this forenoon. I

tried to paint myself, and am quite satisfied with the result. This,

and playing on the violin have occupied me so fully, that I have not

left the house for four days. I sent this picture to my parents, and

then commenced painting Herr _Eck_, who was patient enough to sit to

me.”

It is now time to mention that the young artist, from his earliest

youth, was very susceptible to female beauty, and already when a boy

fell in love with every beautiful woman. It is therefore not to be

wondered at, that, the diary of the youth of eighteen contains many

pages of the outpourings of the emotions of his heart. But there

is great comicality in the earnestness with which these fleeting

inclinations are spoken of.

In Hamburgh it was a Miss _Lütgens_, the daughter of a music master,

who particularly won my heart. After a visit paid to the father, I

wrote the following:

“His eldest daughter, a girl of thirteen, a very fine, innocent

creature, pleased me particularly by her agreable and modest demeanour.

She is very beautiful, has hair that curls naturally, very lively

brown eyes, and a neck of dazzling whiteness. Her father, whose

hobby is counterpoint and harmony, entertained me continually with

the resolution and combination of the chords; finding in me the most

patient listener to his sermon, while I would much have greatly

preferred to speak with his amiable daughter about the combination of

hearts and lips.”

In order to a more frequent near approach, I asked permission to take

her likeness, which was willingly granted. But before the sittings

commenced, I was warned by Herr _Eck_, whom oddly enough I had made

my confidant, that she was a coquette, and unworthy of my regard. At

first I could not believe that a girl of thirteen could already be a

coquette, but after the first sitting, I became of the same opinion,

and wrote the following remarks:

“Henrietta begged me to take her portrait in the dress which she

wore, assuring me that she had chosen it expressly; for her other

dresses were not cut low enough, and covered her neck too much. I was

astonished at her vanity, and the sight of this charming neck which

otherwise would have enchanted me now saddened me; being convinced

that she was already infected by the vanity and shamelessness of the

Hamburgh ladies. While I painted, she chatted with her cousin, (an ugly

but vain girl,) of nothing but the dress she intended wearing at the

ball which was to take place on the following evening. Quite vexed, I

returned home, and wished that we might now leave as soon as possible,

for Hamburgh began to displease me more and more. My sociable heart,

which could so willingly attach itself to any one, finds here nobody.

In this girl, I thought to have found something on which to set my

affections; but I see I am again deceived. I had intended making a copy

of this portrait for myself; but I am still too much embittered against

her to be able to do so. Neither have I now any wish to go to the ball.”

But two days afterwards I wrote, “This forenoon I worked diligently at

Miss _Lütgens’_ portrait--and began also a copy of it for myself. After

dinner I went to her..... Henrietta received me with reproaches for

not having been at the ball.... To-day, she was so modestly dressed,

and spoke so reasonably, that I occupied myself more with her than with

my painting, which was the cause of my not quite finishing it. It is

really a thousand pities that this girl with so much talent and good

sense, lives in such vulgar society, and is thereby led away into the

follies of Hamburgh.”

With the presentation of the portrait, and our departure, which took

place immediately after; this little romance, that never came to a

declaration, terminates.

With respect to the point I had at that time reached in my art, and

my views of the latter, my diary shews proofs at every page, of my

opinion of what I heard in Hamburgh. Without doubt those judgments

are pronounced with the naïve assurance that belongs to youth, and

require without a doubt many modifications, if these were possible

after the lapse of so long a time. The opinion about Operas, and their

performance, may be well passed over, for those works have for the most

part, disappeared from the repertoire, and the singers, also, have

passed away.

But respecting other matters, as well as those of my Instructor, the

following incidents may be mentioned.

“May 5. To-day we were invited to dinner by Herr _Kiekhöver_, and there

met _Dussek_ and some other musicians. This was very agreeable to me,

as I had long earnestly wished to hear _Dussek_ play. Herr _Kiekhöver_

and his wife are very kind people, and in their house good taste is

combined with splendour. The conversation at table, was almost always

in French. As I am not well versed in that language I could take

but little part in it. But, I took all the more in the music which

followed. Herr _Eck_, began with a quartett of his own composition,

and enchanted all the listeners. Then Herr _Dussek_ played a sonata

for the piano, of his own composition, which however did not seem to

please particularly. Now followed a second quartett by Herr _Eck_,

which so delighted Herr _Dussek_, that he enthusiastially embraced him.

In conclusion, Herr _Dussek_ played a new quintett he had composed in

Hamburgh, which was praised to the skies. However, it did not entirely

please me; for, despite the numerous modulations, it became tedious

towards the end, and the worst was, that it had neither form nor

rhythm, and the end could quite as well have been made the beginning as

not.”

At a musical party at M. _Thornton’s_ country house, I became

acquainted with Fräulein _Grund_, at that time the most esteemed singer

of Hamburgh. My diary speaks of her with great enthusiasm. Among other

remarks:

“At first, the conversation was very vapourous; for the merchants spoke

of nothing but the contrary winds that prevented their ships entering

the Elbe. By and by however, it became more interesting, particularly

when Fräulein _Grund_ joined in it. I had already admired her correct

and polished language, and her captivating and obliging manners. But

when at table, she spoke alternately French with one, and English with

another, and that one gentleman informed me she spoke and wrote four

languages correctly, I began to envy her, and to be ashamed that I,

as a man, was so far behind this girl. She had also attained great

proficiency in music, and enchanted us so much yesterday evening by

her singing, that Herr _Eck_ proposed to her to sing at his Concert,

which she also promised to do. My neighbour at dinner, informed me that

her father maintained his family by giving Instruction in Music, and

spent a great deal upon the education of his children. In this, his

eldest daughter assisted him greatly; since she not only instructed

her brothers and sisters in music and languages, but also earned a

considerable sum by giving lessons in the first houses in Hamburgh.

I would gladly have made her acquaintance at once, but she was so

surrounded by young men that I could not approach her.”

My diary mentions the following with regard to Herr _Eck’s_ public

concert in the _Logensaal_ on the _Drehbahn_ on the eighteenth of May:

“Herr _Eck_ had great reason to be satisfied with the orchestra, for

his concerti were admirably accompanied; not so the arias of Fräulein

_Grund_, which were somewhat difficult for the wind instruments. At the

head of this well drilled orchestra, is _Massoneau_, well known by his

charming compositions. The appearance of this man by no means indicates

his great talent; for his manner of playing and his bow-ing are so bad,

that one might take him for the greatest bungler--and yet he does not

direct at all badly.”

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