I went back to the railroad station as soon as a wagon come along that
would give me a ride, about half a hour after I left the hired man in
the buckboard. Then I went on up to Cody. When I got there I done what
anybody who knows cowpunchers knows I'd do in them circumstances. I
certainly did run true to form.
First, I went to the telegraph office and sent a telegram to Old Man
Wright: "Don't do nothing till you hear from me." Next, I showed I was a
good business man by going and buying a railroad ticket back to Chicago;
and I left it and ten dollars with the clerk at the hotel.
It might of been seven or eight days I was busy celebrating my losing my
job like a cowpuncher almost always does. Having so much money it took
me quite a while to finish decorating Cody the way I liked it best.
Still, after a while, being down to ten dollars and the railroad ticket,
I concluded to go back home.
When I got back to Chicago I found Old Man Wright setting right where
I'd left him and he looked like he really hadn't done nothing since. His
hair was right long and his face was full of whiskers.
"Well, I found 'em," says I.
"What did you do, Curly?" says he.
"I didn't shoot him none," says I. "So to speak, he taken my gun away
from me."
"Huh! Where is she? How is she?"
I had to tell him I didn't bring no word from Bonnie Bell at all, and
hadn't seen her even.
"I couldn't stand it, Colonel," says I. "He made a awful strong talk to
me, Colonel," says I.
He didn't say nothing for a long time. He begin to talk right slow then.
"I thought I had one friend in the world," says he, "one man I could
rest on. But even you've gone back on me--even you failed me, Curly."
"Yes, Colonel," says I. "I've done a heap worse than that. I know how
you feel and I feel the same way. I ain't fitten to be your foreman. You
only brought me on here because you was so damn softhearted you couldn't
fire me. You didn't use no judgment or you'd of fired me then, and a
hundred times since then. All this whole mix-up was because I didn't
have no brains--I couldn't see a load of hay; yet it was me that was
doing all the seeing--you never took no hand in it at all. Shore, I fell
down! You ain't firing me right now; I fire myself. I've come back to
say that to you, Colonel. I taken about a week in Cody to think it all
over--with help."
He only set and looked at me, and I had a hard time trying to talk. I
told him where them two was living.
Then all at once the whole picture of the old days, when him and me was
young, seemed to come up before him. He flared up like only part of him
had been afire inside. He got up and walked up and down, with his hands
clinched tight.
"Damn you all!" says he, and his eyes was like coals now. "What have I
done to any of you? What have I done wrong to anybody that I should
deserve this? Can't you remember when you was a man, Curly? Can't you
remember when you and me set on the gate of the big pasture, with our
rifles acrost our knees, and waited for them sheepmen to come up and try
to get them sheep through us? Did they get through? No; no one had us
buffaloed. That was when you and me was men, Curly.
"What have we done now? We let this damn hypocrite, Dave Wisner, get the
best of us all the way down the line. He's married his hired man to my
girl; and he's set up that hired man out on the old home ranch, where
her ma and me made our first start. Could anything be harder for me to
bear than that? You was on the gate, Curly; and you let 'em through."
"He said they was plumb happy--them two, Colonel," says I. "What in hell
could I do, Colonel? It all come over me. I could see the sun shining; I
could feel the wind blowing again, like it was in the old days."
"Happy!" says he. He was half whispering now and his voice was like that
of a right old man. "Happy! So was I--so was her ma--out there in the
old log house, with the mountains, and the sun shining, and the wind
blowing. Curly," says he, "what made her throw her life away? What made
us come here at all?"
"I wish you'd stake me to some ham and aigs, Colonel," says I, "before I
go. I met a fellow a while back that was broke; so I haven't et much."
"Go eat, man," says he, "And don't talk to me about going away."
"What's that?" says I.
"You're a damn, worthless, trifling cowhand and you'll never be anything
different. I ought to fire you--ought to of done it long ago; but I fire
my own men--they don't fire theirselfs. Go eat."
"Can't you eat none now, too, Colonel?" I ast him.
"Not yet," says he. "Maybe after a while."
I went out and got the first square meal I'd had for two days. When I
couldn't eat no more right then, I sort of taken a pasear around the
house, which was looking like hell by now. When I come back I seen a
electric brougham out at our front yard. Tom Kimberly was just coming
in. Out in the brougham I seen two girls. One was Katherine and the
other seemed like it was Sally Henderson.
"I shan't try to say anything, Mr. Wright," says Tom Kimberly after a
while to the old man--"only, whatever Bonnie Bell's done, she's done
because she's thought it was best. She's tried to do what was honest and
fair. If she didn't love me it wouldn't have been fair to marry me. She
never said she'd marry me; she said she'd tell me sometime. It was her
right to decide for herself. I wish her well, hard as that is for me to
say."
"Yes; I know," says the old man. "She was a fine girl, Tom. But she
ain't the only one in the world at that; and she had freckles,
some--they get worse when they get old. There's plenty girls in the
world handsomer'n her--always is plenty. If I hadn't happened to marry
her ma, Tom, I'd of married any other of half a dozen more girls, like,
just as they come along. They're all alike, anyways, you see; so don't
take it hard."
He was a damn old liar! He never would of married no other woman in the
world but the one he did marry, and he knew it; but he was trying to
make Tom feel more comfortable. So Tom he set there and lit a cigarette.
His trousers was right short, and when he hitched 'em up I seen he wore
garters--blue ones. I was reconciled then.
After a time he got up and said good-by to us. Then he went out to where
the brougham was standing in the street. One of the girls inside opened
the door for him to get in--maybe Sally Henderson.