At once Polly Ann began her task. And then--

It was the French doll that did it. Polly Ann was sure of that, as she

thought it over afterward. From the middle drawer where were John's

presents the doll fell somehow into the box where were Mary's. There

the fluffy gold of the doll's hair rioted gloriously across a pair of

black woolen socks, and the blue satin of its gown swept glistening

folds of sumptuousness across a red flannel petticoat. One rose-tipped

waxen hand, outflung, pointed, almost as if in scorn, to the corner of

the box where lay another doll, a doll in a brown delaine dress, a doll

whose every line from her worsted-capped head to her black-painted feet

spelled durability and lack of charm.

Polly Ann saw this, and sighed. She was thinking of Mary's little

crippled Nellie for whom the brown delaine doll was designed; and she

was remembering what that same Nellie had said one day, when they had

paused before a window wherein stood another just such a little

satin-clad lady as this interloper from the middle bureau drawer.

"Oh, Cousin Polly, look--look!" Nellie had breathed. "Is n't she

be-yu-tiful? Oh, Cousin Polly, if--if I had--one--like that, I don't

think I 'd mind even _these_--much," she choked, patting the crutches

that supported her.

Polly Ann had sighed then, and had almost sobbed aloud as she

disdainfully eyed her own thin little purse, whose contents would

scarcely have bought the gown that Miss Dolly wore. She sighed again

now, as she picked up the doll before her, and gently smoothed into

order the shining hair. If only this were for Nellie!--but it was n't.

It was for Julia's Roselle, Roselle who already possessed a dozen

French dolls, and would probably possess as many more before her doll

days were over, while Nellie--

With a swift movement Polly Ann dropped the doll back into the box, and

picked up the other one. The next moment the brown delaine dress was

rubbing elbows with a richly bound book and a Duchesse lace collar in

the middle bureau drawer. Polly Ann cocked her head to one side and

debated; did she dare ask Aunt Margaret to make the change?

With a slow shake of her head she owned that she did not. She knew her

aunt and her aunt's convictions as to the ethics of present-giving too

well. And, if she were tempted to doubt, there were the two sets of

presents before her, both of which, even down to the hemp twine and

brown paper in one and the red ribbons and white tissue-paper in the

other, proclaimed their donor's belief as to the proper distribution of

usefulness and beauty.

The two dolls did look odd in their present environment. Polly Ann

admitted that. Reluctantly she picked them up, and was about to return

each to her own place, when suddenly the Great Idea was born.

With a little cry and a tense biting of her lip Polly Ann fell back

before it. Then excitedly she leaned forward, and examined with

searching eyes the presents. She drew a long breath, and stood erect

again.

"Well, why not?" she asked herself. Aunt Margaret had said she was

utterly irresponsible and absent-minded. Very well, then; she would be

utterly irresponsible and absent-minded. She would change the labels

and misdirect the boxes. John's should go to Mary, and Mary's to John.

Nellie should have that doll. Incidentally Nellie's mother and sisters

and brother and grandmother should have, too, for once in their starved

lives, a Christmas present that did not shriek durability the moment

the wrappings fell away.

It was nothing but fun for Polly Ann after this. With unafraid hands

she arranged the two sets of presents on the top of the bureau, and

planned their disposal. Mentally she reviewed the two families. In

Mary's home there were Mary herself; Joe, eighteen; Jennie, sixteen;

Carrie, fourteen; Tom, eleven; and Nellie, six; besides Grandma. In

John's there were John, his wife, Julia; their son Paul, ten; and

daughter Roselle, four; besides John's younger sister Barbara,

eighteen, and his mother.

It took a little planning to make the presents for six on the one hand

do for seven on the other, and vice versa; but with a little skillful

dividing and combining it was done at last to Polly Ann's huge

satisfaction. Then came the tying-up and the labeling. And here again

Polly Ann's absent-mindedness got in its fine work; for the red ribbons

and the white tissue-paper went into Mary's box, which left, of course,

only the brown paper and hemp twine for John's.

"There!" sighed Polly Ann when the boxes themselves were at last tied

up and addressed. "Now we 'll see what we shall see!" But even Polly

Ann, in spite of her bravely upheld chin, trembled a little as she

turned toward the room where Margaret Brackett lay sick.

It was a pity, as matters were, that Polly Ann could not have been a

fly on the wall of Mary's sitting-room at that moment, for Mary's

Jennie was saying gloomily, "I suppose, mother, we'll have Cousin

Margaret's Christmas box as usual."

"I suppose so," her mother answered. Then with a determined

cheerfulness came the assertion, "Cousin Margaret is always very kind

and thoughtful, you know, Jennie."

There was a pause, broken at last by a mutinous "I don't think so,

mother."

"Why, _Jennie_!"

"Well, I don't. She may be kind, but she isn't--thoughtful."

"Why, my daughter!" remonstrated the shocked mother again. "I 'm

ashamed of you!"

"I know; it's awful, of course, but I can't help it," declared the

girl. "If she really were thoughtful, she 'd think sometimes that we

'd like something for presents besides flannel things."

"But they're so--sensible, Jennie, for--us."

"That's just what they are--sensible," retorted the girl bitterly.

"But who wants sensible things always? We _have_ to have them the

whole year through. Seems as if at Christmas we might have

something--foolish."

"Jennie, Jennie, what are you saying? and when Cousin Margaret is so

good to us, too! Besides, she does send us candy always, and--and

that's foolish."

"It would be if 't was nice candy, the kind we can't hope ever to buy

ourselves. But it isn't. It's the cheap Christmas candy, two pounds

for a quarter, the kind we have to buy when we buy any. Mother, it's

just that; don't you see? Cousin Margaret thinks that's the only sort

of thing that's fit for us! cheap, sensible things, the kind of things

we have to buy. But that does n't mean that we would n't like

something else, or that we have n't any taste, just because we have n't

the means to gratify it," finished the girl chokingly as she hurried

out of the room before her mother could reply.

All this, however, Polly Ann did not hear, for Polly Ann was not a fly

on Mary's sitting-room wall.

On Christmas Day Sarah Bird appeared, cheerfully ready to take charge

of her yearly patient; and Polly Ann went home. In less than a week,

however, Polly Ann was peremptorily sent for by the sick woman. Polly

Ann had expected the summons and was prepared; yet she shook in her

shoes when she met her kinswoman's wrathful eyes.

"Polly Ann, _what_ did you do with those presents?" demanded Margaret

Brackett abruptly.

"P-presents?" Polly Ann tried to steady her voice.

"Yes, yes, the ones for Mary and John's family."

"Why, I did them up and sent them off, to be sure. Did n't they get

'em?"

"Get them!" groaned Margaret Brackett, "get them! Polly Ann, what did

you do? You must have mixed them awfully somehow!"

"Mixed them?" In spite of her preparation for this very accusation

Polly Ann was fencing for time.

"Yes, mixed them. Look at that--and that--and that," cried the irate

woman, thrusting under Polly Ann's nose one after another of the notes

of thanks she had received the day before.

They were from John and his family, and one by one Polly Ann picked

them up and read them.

John, who had not for years, probably, worn anything coarser than silk

on his feet, expressed in a few stiff words his thanks for two pairs of

black woolen socks. Julia, famed for the dainty slenderness of her

hands, expressed in even stiffer language her thanks for a pair of gray

woolen gloves. She also begged to thank Cousin Margaret for the doll

so kindly sent Roselle and for the red mittens sent to Paul. John's

mother, always in the minds of those who knew her associated with

perfumed silks and laces, wrote a chilly little note of thanks for a

red flannel petticoat; while John's sister, Barbara, worth a million in

her own right, scrawled on gold-monogrammed paper her thanks for the

dozen handkerchiefs that had been so kindly sent her in the Christmas

box.

"And there were n't a dozen handkerchiefs, I tell you," groaned

Margaret, "except the cotton ones I sent to Mary's two girls, Jennie

and Carrie, six to each. Think of it--cotton handkerchiefs to Barbara

Marsh! And that red flannel petticoat, and those ridiculous gloves and

socks! Oh, Polly Ann, Polly Ann, how could you have done such a thing,

and got everything so hopelessly mixed? There was n't a thing, not a

single thing right but that doll for Roselle."

Polly Ann lifted her head suddenly.

"Have you heard from--Mary?" she asked in a faint voice.

"Not yet. But I shall, of course. I suppose _they_ got John's things.

Imagine it! Mary Hemenway and a Duchesse lace collar!"

"Oh, but Mary would like that," interposed Polly Ann feverishly. "You

know she's invited out a good deal in a quiet way, and a bit of nice

lace does dress up a plain frock wonderfully."

"Nonsense! As if she knew or cared whether it was Duchesse or--or

imitation Val! She 's not used to such things, Polly Ann. She would

n't know what to do with them if she had them. While John and

Julia--dear, dear, what shall I do? Think of it--a red flannel

petticoat to Madam Marsh!"

Polly Ann laughed. A sudden vision had come to her of Madam Marsh as

she had seen her last at a family wedding clad in white lace and

amethysts, and with an amethyst tiara in her beautifully dressed hair.

Margaret Brackett frowned.

"It's no laughing matter, Polly Ann," she said severely. "I shall

write to both families and explain, of course. In fact, I have done

that already to John and Julia. But nothing, nothing can take away my

mortification that such a thing should have occurred at all. And when

I took so much pains in selecting those presents, to get suitable ones

for both boxes. I can't forgive you, Polly Ann; I just can't. And,

what's more, I don't see how in the world you did it. I am positive

that I had each thing marked carefully, and--"

She did not finish her sentence. Sarah Bird brought in a letter, and

with a petulant exclamation Margaret Brackett tore it open.

"It's from Mary," she cried as soon as Sarah Bird had left the room;

"and--goodness, look at the length of it! Here, you read it, Polly

Ann. It's lighter by the window." And she passed the letter to her

niece.

_Dear Cousin Margaret_ [read Polly Ann aloud]: I wonder if I can

possibly tell you what that Christmas box was to us. I 'm going to

try, anyway; but I don't believe, even then, that you'll quite

understand it, for you never were just as we are, and you'd have to be

to know what that box was to us.

You see we can't buy nice things, really nice things, ever. There are

always so many "have-to-gets" that there is never anything left for the

"want-to-gets"; and so we had to do without--till your box came. And

then--but just let me tell you what did happen when it did come.

The expressman brought it Christmas Eve, and Joe opened it at once.

Mother and I and all the children stood around watching him. You

should have heard the "Ohs!" and "Ahs!" of delight when the pretty

white packages all tied with red ribbons were brought to light. By the

way, Nellie has captured all those red ribbons, and her entire family

of dolls is rejoicing in a Merry Christmas of their own in consequence.

As for the presents themselves--I don't know where to begin or how to

say it; but I'll begin with myself, and try to make you understand.

That beautiful Duchesse lace collar! I love it already, and I'm

actually vain as a peacock over it. I had made over mother's black

silk for myself this fall, and I did so want some nice lace for it!

You've no idea how beautiful, really beautiful, the dress looks with

that collar. I shan't cry now when I'm invited anywhere. It's a pity,

and I'm ashamed that it is so; but clothes do make such a difference.

Mother is fairly reveling in that lovely silk and lace workbag. She

has carried it with her all day all over the house, just to look at it,

she says. She has always wanted some such thing, but never thought she

ought to take the money to buy one. She and two or three other old

ladies in the neighborhood have a way of exchanging afternoon visits

with their work; and mother is as pleased as a child now, and is

impatiently awaiting the next "meet" so she can show off her new

treasure. Yet, to see her with it, one would think she had always

carried silk workbags, scented with lavender.

Joe is more than delighted with his handsome set of books. And really

they do lighten our dull sitting-room wonderfully, and we are all proud

of them. He is planning to read them aloud to us all this winter, and

I am so glad. I am particularly glad, for we not only shall have the

pleasure of hearing the stories themselves, but I shall have the

satisfaction of knowing where my boy is evenings. Joe is a good lad

always, but he has been worrying me a little lately, for he seemed to

like to be away so much. Yet I could n't wonder, for I had so little

to offer him at home for entertainment. Now I have these books.

Carrie is wild over her necklace of pretty stones. She says they're

"all the rage" at school among the girls, and the very latest thing

out. Dear child! she does so love pretty things, and of course I can't

give them to her. It is the same with Jennie, and she is equally

pleased with that dainty lace-edged handkerchief. It is such a nice

handkerchief, and Jennie, like her mother, does so love nice things!

Tom was almost speechless with joy when he discovered that sumptuous

knife. But he has n't been speechless since--not a bit of it! There

is n't any one anywhere within the radius of a mile, I guess, to whom

he has n't shown every blade and corkscrew and I don't-know-what-all

that that wonderful knife can unfold.

I've left Nellie till the last, but not because she is the least. Poor

dear little girlie! My heart aches now that I realize how she has

longed for a beautiful doll, one that could open and shut its eyes, say

"Papa" and "Mamma," and one that was daintily dressed. I had no idea

the little thing would be so overcome. She turned white, then red, and

actually sobbed with joy when the doll was put into her arms, though

since then she has been singing all over the house, and has seemed so

happy. I 'm sure you will believe this when I tell you that I

overheard her last night whisper into dolly's ear that now she did n't

mind half so much not being like other girls who could run and play,

because she had her to love and care for.

And then the candy that was marked for all of us--and such candy! All

their lives the children have longingly gazed at such candy through

store windows, and dreamed what it might taste like; but to have it

right in their hands--in their mouths! You should have heard their

rapturous sighs of content as it disappeared.

And now, dear Cousin Margaret, can you see a little what that Christmas

box has been to us? I can't bear to say, "Thank you"; it seems so

commonplace and inadequate. And yet there is n't anything else I can

say. And we do thank you, each and every one of us. We thank you both

for our own gift, and for all the others, for each one's gift is making

all the others happy. Do you see? Oh, I hope you do see and that you

do understand that we appreciate all the care and pains you must have

taken to select just the present that each of us most longed for.

Lovingly and gratefully yours,

MARY.

Polly Ann's voice quivered into silence. It had already broken once or

twice, and it was very husky toward the last. For a moment no one

spoke; then with an evident attempt at carelessness Margaret said: "I

guess, Polly Ann, I won't write to Mary at all that there was any

mistake. We 'll let it--pass."

There was no answer. Twice Polly Ann opened her lips, but no sound

came. After a moment she got to her feet, and walked slowly across the

room. At the door she turned abruptly.

"Aunt Margaret," she panted, "I suppose I ought to tell you. There

wa'n't any--mistake. I--I changed those presents on purpose." Then

she went out quickly and shut the door.

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