CHAPTER XI.

Father Ignatius Returns To England.

He lands at Dover on the 1st April, 1852, comes home, sets his house

in order at the Hyde, and goes, after Holy Week, to see Father Eugene,

the Provincial, at St. Wilfrid's, to give an account of himself. His

name was about this time in every one's mouth, his doings were

canvassed by friends and foes, and many and various were the opinions

held about him. In the meantime he went on with his ordinary duties.

He gives the retreat in Sedgeley Park again, and one to the

congregation at Havant. It was whilst here, in the house of Mr.

Scholfield, that he read Lord Derby's proclamation against appearing

abroad in the religious habit.

Father Ignatius had to return to London next day, and did not wish to

violate this prohibition. He was sadly at a loss; he had brought no

secular clothes with him, and the gentleman with whom he was staying

was short and stout, so that it was hopeless to think of getting

anything suitable from his wardrobe. The butler was taxed for a

contribution; all who had an article to spare gave heartily, and the

Monk was, after some ingenuity, equipped in the following fashion: A

pair of very light shoes, fitting badly and pinching sorely, a pair of

short coloured pantaloons, a great pilot overcoat, a Scotch cap, cut

so as to make it fit his head, formed the _cap-à-pie_ of Father

Ignatius. He took refuge in Spanish Place until the darkness of night

might save him from his juvenile friends along the Edgware Road, who,

if they recognised him in his new fashion, would treat him to a more

than ordinary share of ridicule. He took off the shoes when outside

London, and one may imagine the surprise of {437} the religious when

he entered the choir thus arrayed, in the middle of matins, to get

Father Provincial's permission to _change!_

Our Fathers shortly after were convoked by the Provincial to a kind of

chapter. Among other matters submitted to their consideration, came

the doings of Father Ignatius. There were cavils on all sides, from

within and without, and many thought that it was his imprudence that

drew forth the proclamation. The nature of the charges against him

will be seen from an apologetic letter of his to the _Standard_:--

To The Editor Of The "Catholic Standard."

Jesu Christi Passio.

Sir,--I remarked in my last, not as a complaint, but quite the

contrary, that I have often heard that good Catholics have suspected

me to be not right in my head, because of my strange devotion to the

conversion of England and of the many strange things which this

fancy, as it seems to them, has led me to do. So far, indeed, am I

from being surprised at or vexed by them, that I fairly declare that

something like a suspicion of this kind sometimes flashes across my

own mind. Suppose, for instance, I might hear of any one becoming

deranged or being in danger of it, I have felt at times something

like a sympathetic chord struck in my own mind, which seems to say,

"Are people right, perhaps, after all? Am I not really mad on this

point?' And it may take me a moment's thought to keep my fair even

balance. How do I keep it?--Not as I might have done, some thirty

years ago, by recollecting, what when young I used to hear said by

my relations, with self-congratulation, "Well, thank God, there is

no taint of madness in our family!--"No; I get my satisfaction

independently of this, from a twofold consciousness, to one branch

of which I could not have referred then--that is, from the

consciousness, first, of a yet unimpaired memory concerning what I

have seen and said and heard within reasonable limits of time; and

secondly, from the consciousness, glory be to God for {438} it, of

(may I say it without rashness?) a perfect Catholic, Apostolic,

Roman faith. I _remember_--I cannot be mistaken in this--that, not

two years ago, I spent four months in Rome, and spoke out there all

my thoughts on this subject, as far as I had opportunity given,

without a shadow of reserve, to the first authorities of the Church;

and that it ended by my receiving and having in my possession

documents fully approving of what I had been doing and purposed to

do, from the first authorities of the Church, to which I may add the

mention of testimonials signed by the Generals of the Dominicans, of

the Conventual Franciscans, of the Franciscans _Strictioris

Observantiae_, and of the Capuchins, recommending me to all local

superiors of their respective orders, to the end that they should

receive me to hospitality in all their houses, allow the use of

their churches to preach in, and assist me in every possible way in

my purposes. I have then said to myself, "It would indeed be no

ordinary sort of madness breaking out for the first time in a

family, which should have the marvellous power of communicating

itself, infecting and dragging after it such a number of certainly

very respectable heads; to which I may add, that the foundation, as

it were, of all these testimonials, was a letter from his Eminence

the Archbishop of Westminster, given me when I went into Germany in

the summer of 1851, renewed with a fresh signature in 1852, after

all my vagaries (?) at Vienna had taken place. In this letter,

written in French by the hand of his Eminence himself--of whom I

never heard any one express the idea that he was touched in the

brain--he states that "having perfectly known me from the time of my

conversion [I feel an intimate conviction in myself no one knows me

better] he does not hesitate to recommend me to all the Catholics of

the Continent, particularly to all bishops and ecclesiastics,

secular and regular, as worthy of all their consideration and of

their support, in the matters about which I should be engaged." No;

I say, that on divine principles, almost as well as human, it is too

much to imagine that I have been mad, thus far; whatever may be the

case hereafter. Protestants, at least some of them, might say so,

and might {439} think it too. No wonder. But will this remonstrance

suffice to put an end to such insinuations from good Catholics?

Mind, I am not displeased at them; nay, I relish these insinuations

beyond what I can express. I have solid reasons for this; but I

desire for the future to forego this personal consolation, for the

sake of the souls of my poor countrymen, and of hundreds of millions

more throughout the world, which I have the conviction might be

saved, if the Catholics of England and Ireland would at length have

done with their objections, and undertake with all their heart the

gaining of this kingdom to God and His Church--and a reputed madman

is not likely to move them to it. I cannot but think that the

authorities under whose sanction I have acted might be considered a

sufficient defence against objections to the movement which I call

for so pertinaciously. I will, however, proceed to answer one by one

the remarks which I supposed in my last letter might be passed on my

narrative of proceedings at Vienna. First, I supposed some would

smile at my ignorance of the world, in expecting that in our days

young princes like the Emperor of Austria and his brother should

have any dispositions to enter into ideas like mine. But why not?

Are they not good ideas? at least, I think them so; and am I to

think a person incapable of great and good designs because he is an

emperor--a prince? There is no doubt that because he is a prince, he

is immensely more responsible for the objects which he pursues; and

that the glory of God would be incomparably more advanced by his

devoting himself to heavenly pursuits than if he were an ordinary

person; and are we tamely to surrender to the service of the world,

and of the Prince of this world, all who have power to influence the

world, and be content on God's behalf to have none but the poor and

weak on the other side? I know it is in the Word of God that not

many wise, not many noble, &c., are called. God has chosen the poor

in this world; but yet there has been a St. Henry, an emperor; a St.

Stephen, King of Hungary; a St. Louis of France; a St. Edward the

Confessor, and so many more; and what magnificent instruments have

such {440} men been for exalting the Church, converting nations, and

saving souls! If they have been few in comparison with kings and

emperors whose views have been all temporal, is that a reason

against trying to add one or two more to their number? I think it is

a reason why we _should_ try; and if we are to try, let us do it in

the spirit of hope, or we shall do it very languidly. If after all

we fail, what have we lost by trying and by hoping? You may answer,

we shall suffer disappointment. Ah! who says that? No! no

disappointment for those who hope in God and work for Him

legitimately. It would make my heart bleed, if I had a heart fit for

it, to think of the noble, truly princely youths in question,

sinking down to the wretched level of worldly, selfish, immoral,

useless men of power, of whom the world has borne so many; and for a

time, if but for a time, I have indulged bright visions about them;

not mere dreamy visions, for their education, the circumstances of

their elevation, the young Emperor's career hitherto, his late

wonderful deliverance from assassination, in which he behaved, as

report says, in away to encourage all such thoughts as mine--all

these are reasons on my side; but suppose I am disappointed there;

suppose no one sympathizes in my thoughts; suppose the Emperor has

forgotten all about my appeal, and I never travel more, or never

more to Vienna, and no one else will take any trouble about it--is

God's arm shortened? Are there no other emperors, or kings, or

queens for Him to choose among, if emperors He has need of for the

work? My friends, fear not. I do not intend to be disappointed, and,

what is more, I shall not be, nor will any of those be who work for

the saving of souls, even on the very largest scale, unless we are

so foolish as to turn back and grow slack. But is it not an error,

it will be asked, a mistake to wish kings and emperors to interfere

in such things? I know many persons of great consideration have this

thought; but the mistake seems to me to lie in not making a

distinction between such interference as that of Constantius,

Valens, Julian, in old times; Henry IV. and Joseph II. of Austria,

Henry VIII. of England, and that of such princes as I have named

above, whom the Church has canonized for {441} what they did for

her. This is my opinion, others have theirs; how shall we decide?

Can we here again know the mind of Rome; and will not that have some

weight in settling the question? I will just relate what took place

there relative to this matter. When preparing to leave Rome for

Vienna, I desired to obtain from the Austrian Ambassador there a

letter, which might facilitate my access to the Emperor, on which I

had set my heart. But I understood the Ambassador himself was not

easily accessible, and that I had better obtain a note of

introduction to him, and from no one would it be so desirable as

from Cardinal Antonelli, the Pope's Secretary of State. I obtained

an audience from him and made my request. He answered: "We have a

nuncio at Vienna; it will do better for you to have a letter from me

to him." Of course I accepted this spontaneous offer most

thankfully. The Cardinal desired me to tell him what I wished at

Vienna, I said: "An audience of the Emperor: and as I am asking the

favour of your Eminence to assist me in obtaining it, it seems right

you should know for what end I desire it. It is to propose to the

Emperor to take to heart my great object of the conversion of

England, and of Protestants in general, and to move his subjects to

it." The Cardinal explained to me some circumstances in the position

of the Emperor, which made it unlikely that he would be led to take

any open steps of this kind; but he gave me the letter without a

word of objection to my wish, on principle; and it was on my

presenting it to the Nuncio, that he most graciously desired that I

should lodge in his palace all the time that I was in Vienna. As I

have been led to mention this audience with Cardinal Antonelli, I

think others may share with me in the feelings of satisfaction and

admiration with which the remainder of what passed impressed me. I

took occasion from finding myself in company with the Pope's

Secretary of State, to make an additional effort towards moving Rome

in the great cause; and as, by his office, he had to regard the

political effect of a decided movement such as I was begging, I

urged my conviction that no political ill consequences need be

feared from the Holy Father calling on all Christendom to {442} move

in this spiritual enterprise. He interrupted me with saying: "The

Holy Father fears no man and nothing in the world." He adverted to

the position in which he had seen him at Gaèta, and said: "The

political power of the Holy See depends on its weakness." I do not

remember the exact words; but they amounted to a noble adoption by

the Apostolic See of the famous Apostolic sentiment: "When I am

weak, then am I strong," in relation not only to the wielding of its

own inalienable spiritual sovereignty, but to its accidental

temporal power, in the exercise of which we perhaps should not

expect always to see the Divine principle so prominent. This

discourse gave me the consoling assurance that when the mind of his

Holiness should be guided by the light which is in him, to judge

that the time is come for a powerful call on Christendom to move

forward in the great enterprise, no human considerations will check

his steps. The Holy Father knows no fear of man.

I am, your obedient servant,

Ignatius Of St. Paul, Passionist.

The joyous way in which he received crosses and mortifications may be

seen from this letter. It seemed as if nothing could ruffle his

temper. He remarks on the Proclamation, in a letter he wrote to make

arrangements for saying mass in a private chapel: "There ought to be

something in the way of a cassock too, as the Queen and Lord Derby

have been pleased to make the country too hot for me to keep on my

wearing of the habit for the present. At least so it seems."

When he attended the meeting of our Fathers, alluded to above, he

travelled by train, with his habit slung over his shoulder, and the

sign conspicuous, saying, "Since they won't let me wear my habit like

a religious, I shall carry it like a slave."

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