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"The question is"--it was the red-haired girl who spoke, and her

tone suggested that the silence marked a lull in some debate--"how

much do you mean to advance me this year from the housekeeping?"

The younger of the two knitters answered without looking up.

"I've told you before; it depends upon circumstances."

"I see no circumstances."

"Don't you? I thought it was you who were so sure about Stephen's

coming home?"

"That makes no difference. If he doesn't come I shall go away. If

he does I shall go away and stay away. In that case I shall want

more money, shan't I? not less." Minnie dug her sharp elbows into

the table and thrust out her chin.

"You'll have to want," said Kate. "You know perfectly well that if

he is here none of us can go away. We must keep together."

"Why must we?"

"Because it's cheaper."

"And suppose I choose to go? What's to keep me?"

"To _keep_ you?"

"I see. You mean there won't be a penny to keep me?"

Kate was silent.

"If it hadn't been for Stephen I could have kept myself long ago--by

my music. That's what I wanted."

"Well, you didn't get what you wanted. Women seldom do."

"I want to go to the Tanquerays. There's no reason why I shouldn't

get that."

"You can't go to the Tanquerays as you are."

Minnie gazed at her clothes, then at her reflection in the opposite

looking-glass.

She wore a shabby, low-necked gown of some bluish-green stuff, with

a collar of coarse lace; also a string of iridescent shells. Under

the flame of her hair her prettiness showed haggard and forlorn.

"Yes, you may well look at yourself. You must have new things if you

go. That means breaking into five pounds."

Minnie's eyes were still fixed on the face in the looking-glass.

"It would be worth it," said she.

"It might be if you stopped five months. Not unless."

"Look here, Kate. It's all very well, but I consider that the house

owes me that five pounds. Mayn't I have it, Stephen or no Stephen?"

"It's no use asking me now. It will depend on Stephen."

"And Stephen, I imagine, will depend on us."

"Probably. Do you hear what Minnie says, Mother?"

The old woman's hands knitted fiercely, while her sharp yellow face

crumpled into an expression half peevish, half resigned.

"I hear what you both say, and I think I've got enough to worry me

without you talking about Stephen coming home."

Her voice was so thin that even Minnie, not hearing, had missed the

point. As for the man outside, he was still struggling with emotion,

and had caught but a word here and there.

Kate's voice was jagged like a saw and carried farther. It was now

that he really began to hear.

"Do you suppose he's made any money out there?"

"Did you ever hear of Stephen making money anywhere?"

"If he has he ought to be made to pay something to the housekeeping.

It's only fair."

"If he's made anything," said Minnie, "he's spent it all. That's why

he's coming. Look at the supper!"

The table before her was laid for the evening meal. She pointed to

the heels of two loaves, a knuckle of ham, a piece of cheese, and

some water in a glass jug. Oatmeal simmered on a reeking oil-stove

in a corner of the room.

"How much will it cost to keep him?"

Kate's narrow, peaked face was raised in calculation. Kate's eyes

became mean homes for meaner thoughts of which she was visibly

unashamed.

"Ten shillings a week at the very least. Fifty-two weeks--that's

twenty-six pounds a year. Or probably fifteen shillings--a man eats

more than a woman, at any rate more butcher's meat--that's

thirty-nine pounds. That's only what he _eats_," she added

significantly. "_What_ did you say, Mother?"

The old lady raised her voice, and the man outside took hope. "I say

I think you're both very unfeeling. For all you know, poor fellow,

he may be quite reformed."

"He may be. I know the chances are he won't," said Kate.

"How do you know anything about it, my dear?"

"I asked Dr. Minify. He has a wide enough experience of these

cases."

Minnie turned fiercely round. "And what made you go and blab to him

about it? I think you might wash your dirty linen at home."

"It's only what you'd have done yourself."

"Not to him."

"Why not?"

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