CHAPTER XV.

ISABEL looked down at the letter in her hand--considered it in

silence--and turned to Moody. “I feel tempted to open it already,” she

said.

“After giving your promise?” Moody gently remonstrated.

Isabel met that objection with a woman’s logic.

“Does a promise matter?” she asked, “when one gives it to a dirty,

disreputable, presuming old wretch like Mr. Sharon? It’s a wonder to me

that you trust such a creature. _I_ wouldn’t!”

“I doubted him just as you do,” Moody answered, “when I first saw him in

company with Mr. Troy. But there was something in the advice he gave

us at that first consultation which altered my opinion of him for the

better. I dislike his appearance and his manners as much as you do--I

may even say I felt ashamed of bringing such a person to see you. And

yet I can’t think that I have acted unwisely in employing Mr. Sharon.”

Isabel listened absently. She had something more to say, and she was

considering how she should say it. “May I ask you a bold question?” she

began.

“Any question you like.”

“Have you--” she hesitated and looked embarrassed. “Have you paid Mr.

Sharon much money?” she resumed, suddenly rallying her courage. Instead

of answering, Moody suggested that it was time to think of returning

to Miss Pink’s villa. “Your aunt may be getting anxious about you.” he

said.

Isabel led the way out of the farmhouse in silence. She reverted to Mr.

Sharon and the money, however, as they returned by the path across the

fields.

“I am sure you will not be offended with me,” she said gently, “if I own

that I am uneasy about the expense. I am allowing you to use your purse

as if it was mine--and I have hardly any savings of my own.”

Moody entreated her not to speak of it. “How can I put my money to a

better use than in serving your interests?” he asked. “My one object

in life is to relieve you of your present anxieties. I shall be

the happiest man living if you only owe a moment’s happiness to my

exertions!”

Isabel took his hand, and looked at him with grateful tears in her eyes.

“How good you are to me, Mr. Moody!” she said. “I wish I could tell you

how deeply I feel your kindness.”

“You can do it easily,” he answered, with a smile. “Call me

‘Robert’--don’t call me ‘Mr. Moody.’”

She took his arm with a sudden familiarity that charmed him. “If you had

been my brother I should have called you ‘Robert,’” she said; “and no

brother could have been more devoted to me than you are.”

He looked eagerly at her bright face turned up to his. “May I never

hope to be something nearer and dearer to you than a brother?” he asked

timidly.

She hung her head and said nothing. Moody’s memory recalled Sharon’s

coarse reference to her “sweetheart.” She had blushed when he put the

question? What had she done when Moody put _his_ question? Her face

answered for her--she had turned pale; she was looking more serious than

usual. Ignorant as he was of the ways of women, his instinct told him

that this was a bad sign. Surely her rising color would have confessed

it, if time and gratitude together were teaching her to love him? He

sighed as the inevitable conclusion forced itself on his mind.

“I hope I have not offended you?” he said sadly.

“Oh, no.”

“I wish I had not spoken. Pray don’t think that I am serving you with

any selfish motive.”

“I don’t think that, Robert. I never could think it of _you_.”

He was not quite satisfied yet. “Even if you were to marry some other

man,” he went on earnestly, “it would make no difference in what I am

trying to do for you. No matter what I might suffer, I should still go

on--for your sake.”

“Why do you talk so?” she burst out passionately. “No other man has such

a claim as you to my gratitude and regard. How can you let such thoughts

come to you? I have done nothing in secret. I have no friends who are

not known to you. Be satisfied with that, Robert--and let us drop the

subject.”

“Never to take it up again?” he asked, with the infatuated pertinacity

of a man clinging to his last hope.

At other times and under other circumstances, Isabel might have answered

him sharply. She spoke with perfect gentleness now.

“Not for the present,” she said. “I don’t know my own heart. Give me

time.”

His gratitude caught at those words, as the drowning man is said to

catch at the proverbial straw. He lifted her hand, and suddenly and

fondly pressed his lips on it. She showed no confusion. Was she sorry

for him, poor wretch!--and was that all?

They walked on, arm-in-arm, in silence.

Crossing the last field, they entered again on the high road leading

to the row of villas in which Miss Pink lived. The minds of both

were preoccupied. Neither of them noticed a gentleman approaching on

horseback, followed by a mounted groom. He was advancing slowly, at the

walking-pace of his horse, and he only observed the two foot-passengers

when he was close to them.

“Miss Isabel!”

She started, looked up, and discovered--Alfred Hardyman.

He was dressed in a perfectly-made travelling suit of light brown,

with a peaked felt hat of a darker shade of the same color, which, in

a picturesque sense, greatly improved his personal appearance. His

pleasure at discovering Isabel gave the animation to his features which

they wanted on ordinary occasions. He sat his horse, a superb hunter,

easily and gracefully. His light amber-colored gloves fitted him

perfectly. His obedient servant, on another magnificent horse, waited

behind him. He looked the impersonation of rank and breeding--of wealth

and prosperity. What a contrast, in a woman’s eyes, to the shy, pale,

melancholy man, in the ill-fitting black clothes, with the wandering,

uneasy glances, who stood beneath him, and felt, and showed that he

felt, his inferior position keenly! In spite of herself, the treacherous

blush flew over Isabel’s face, in Moody’s presence, and with Moody’s

eyes distrustfully watching her.

“This is a piece of good fortune that I hardly hoped for,” said

Hardyman, his cool, quiet, dreary way of speaking quickened as usual,

in Isabel’s presence. “I only got back from France this morning, and

I called on Lady Lydiard in the hope of seeing you. She was not at

home--and you were in the country--and the servants didn’t know the

address. I could get nothing out of them, except that you were on a

visit to a relation.” He looked at Moody while he was speaking. “Haven’t

I seen you before?” he said, carelessly. “Yes; at Lady Lydiard’s. You’re

her steward, are you not? How d’ye do?” Moody, with his eyes on the

ground, answered silently by a bow. Hardyman, perfectly indifferent

whether Lady Lydiard’s steward spoke or not, turned on his saddle and

looked admiringly at Isabel. “I begin to think I am a lucky man at

last,” he went on with a smile. “I was jogging along to my farm, and

despairing of ever seeing Miss Isabel again--and Miss Isabel herself

meets me at the roadside! I wonder whether you are as glad to see me as

I am to see you? You won’t tell me--eh? May I ask you something else?

Are you staying in our neighborhood?”

There was no alternative before Isabel but to answer this last question.

Hardyman had met her out walking, and had no doubt drawn the inevitable

inference--although he was too polite to say so in plain words.

“Yes, sir,” she answered, shyly, “I am staying in this neighborhood.”

“And who is your relation?” Hardyman proceeded, in his easy,

matter-of-course way. “Lady Lydiard told me, when I had the pleasure of

meeting you at her house, that you had an aunt living in the country.

I have a good memory, Miss Isabel, for anything that I hear about You!

It’s your aunt, isn’t it? Yes? I know everybody about hew. What is your

aunt’s name?”

Isabel, still resting her hand on Robert’s arm, felt it tremble a little

as Hardyman made this last inquiry. If she had been speaking to one of

her equals she would have known how to dispose of the question without

directly answering it. But what could she say to the magnificent

gentleman on the stately horse? He had only to send his servant into the

village to ask who the young lady from London was staying with, and the

answer, in a dozen mouths at least, would direct him to her aunt. She

cast one appealing look at Moody and pronounced the distinguished name

of Miss Pink.

“Miss Pink?” Hardyman repeated. “Surely I know Miss Pink?” (He had not

the faintest remembrances of her.) “Where did I meet her last?” (He ran

over in his memory the different local festivals at which strangers

had been introduced to him.) “Was it at the archery meeting? or at the

grammar-school when the prizes were given? No? It must have been at the

flower show, then, surely?”

It _had_ been at the flower show. Isabel had heard it from Miss Pink

fifty times at least, and was obliged to admit it now.

“I am quite ashamed of never having called,” Hardyman proceeded. “The

fact is, I have so much to do. I am a bad one at paying visits. Are you

on your way home? Let me follow you and make my apologies personally to

Miss Pink.”

Moody looked at Isabel. It was only a momentary glance, but she

perfectly understood it.

“I am afraid, sir, my aunt cannot have the honor of seeing you to-day,”

she said.

Hardyman was all compliance. He smiled and patted his horse’s neck.

“To-morrow, then,” he said. “My compliments, and I will call in the

afternoon. Let me see: Miss Pink lives at--?” He waited, as if he

expected Isabel to assist his treacherous memory once more. She

hesitated again. Hardyman looked round at his groom. The groom could

find out the address, even if he did not happen to know it already.

Besides, there was the little row of houses visible at the further end

of the road. Isabel pointed to the villas, as a necessary concession

to good manners, before the groom could anticipate her. “My aunt lives

there, sir; at the house called The Lawn.”

“Ah! to be sure!” said Hardyman. “I oughtn’t to have wanted reminding;

but I have so many things to think of at the farm. And I am afraid I

must be getting old--my memory isn’t as good as it was. I am so glad to

have seen you, Miss Isabel. You and your aunt must come and look at my

horses. Do you like horses? Are you fond of riding? I have a quiet roan

mare that is used to carrying ladies; she would be just the thing for

you. Did I beg you to give my best compliments to your aunt? Yes? How

well you are looking! our air here agrees with you. I hope I haven’t

kept you standing too long? I didn’t think of it in the pleasure of

meeting you. Good-by, Miss Isabel; good-by, till to-morrow!”

He took off his hat to Isabel, nodded to Moody, and pursued his way to

the farm.

Isabel looked at her companion. His eyes were still on the ground. Pale,

silent, motionless, he waited by her like a dog, until she gave the

signal of walking on again towards the house.

“You are not angry with me for speaking to Mr. Hardyman?” she asked,

anxiously.

He lifted his head it the sound of her voice. “Angry with you, my dear!

why should I be angry?”

“You seem so changed, Robert, since we met Mr. Hardyman. I couldn’t help

speaking to him--could I?”

“Certainly not.”

They moved on towards the villa. Isabel was still uneasy. There was

something in Moody’s silent submission to all that she said and all that

she did which pained and humiliated her. “You’re not jealous?” she said,

smiling timidly.

He tried to speak lightly on his side. “I have no time to be jealous

while I have your affairs to look after,” he answered.

She pressed his arm tenderly. “Never fear, Robert, that new friends will

make me forget the best and dearest friend who is now at my side.” She

paused, and looked up at him with a compassionate fondness that was very

pretty to see. “I can keep out of the way to-morrow, when Mr. Hardyman

calls,” she said. “It is my aunt he is coming to see--not me.”

It was generously meant. But while her mind was only occupied with the

present time, Moody’s mind was looking into the future. He was learning

the hard lesson of self-sacrifice already. “Do what you think is right,”

he said quietly; “don’t think of me.”

They reached the gate of the villa. He held out his hand to say good-by.

“Won’t you come in?” she asked. “Do come in!”

“Not now, my dear. I must get back to London as soon as I can. There is

some more work to be done for you, and the sooner I do it the better.”

She heard his excuse without heeding it.

“You are not like yourself, Robert,” she said. “Why is it? What are you

thinking of?”

He was thinking of the bright blush that overspread her face when

Hardyman first spoke to her; he was thinking of the invitation to her

to see the stud-farm, and to ride the roan mare; he was thinking of the

utterly powerless position in which he stood towards Isabel and towards

the highly-born gentleman who admired her. But he kept his doubts and

fears to himself. “The train won’t wait for me,” he said, and held out

his hand once more.

She was not only perplexed; she was really distressed. “Don’t take leave

of me in that cold way!” she pleaded. Her eyes dropped before his, and

her lips trembled a little. “Give me a kiss, Robert, at parting.” She

said those bold words softly and sadly, out of the depth of her pity

for him. He started; his face brightened suddenly; his sinking hope

rose again. In another moment the change came; in another moment he

understood her. As he touched her cheek with his lips, he turned pale

again. “Don’t quite forget me,” he said, in low, faltering tones--and

left her.

Miss Pink met Isabel in the hall. Refreshed by unbroken repose, the

ex-schoolmistress was in the happiest frame of mind for the reception of

her niece’s news.

Informed that Moody had travelled to South Morden to personally report

the progress of the inquiries, Miss Pink highly approved of him as a

substitute for Mr. Troy. “Mr. Moody, as a banker’s son, is a gentleman

by birth,” she remarked; “he has condescended, in becoming Lady

Lydiard’s steward. What I saw of him, when he came here with you,

prepossessed me in his favor. He has my confidence, Isabel, as well as

yours--he is in every respect a superior person to Mr. Troy. Did you

meet any friends, my dear, when you were out walking?”

The answer to this question produced a species of transformation in Miss

Pink. The rapturous rank-worship of her nation feasted, so to speak, on

Hardyman’s message. She looked taller and younger than usual--she was

all smiles and sweetness. “At last, Isabel, you have seen birth and

breeding under their right aspect,” she said. “In the society of Lady

Lydiard, you cannot possibly have formed correct ideas of the English

aristocracy. Observe Mr. Hardyman when he does me the honor to call

to-morrow--and you will see the difference.”

“Mr. Hardyman is your visitor, aunt--not mine. I was going to ask you to

let me remain upstairs in my room.”

Miss Pink was unaffectedly shocked. “This is what you learn at Lady

Lydiard’s!” she observed. “No, Isabel, your absence would be a breach

of good manners--I cannot possibly permit it. You will be present to

receive our distinguished friend with me. And mind this!” added Miss

Pink, in her most impressive manner, “If Mr. Hardyman should by any

chance ask why you have left Lady Lydiard, not one word about those

disgraceful circumstances which connect you with the loss of the

banknote! I should sink into the earth if the smallest hint of what

has really happened should reach Mr. Hardyman’s ears. My child, I stand

towards you in the place of your lamented mother; I have the right to

command your silence on this horrible subject, and I do imperatively

command it.”

In these words foolish Miss Pink sowed the seed for the harvest of

trouble that was soon to come.

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