CHAPTER XXIII

The night had fallen, black, with breaking clouds, and the moon

struggling through, as Paul set out for church. Ignorant of the city’s

streets, his instinct for direction, developed on many a northern trail,

guided him aright as he cut across the city by back streets and lanes

towards his destination.

Passing along a dark street, he saw before him a group of men, noisy,

hilarious, quarrelling. Drawing near, he discovered the group to consist

of three men assisting a fourth, apparently drunk, and blocking the

sidewalk. He was not entirely ignorant of the ways of men in liquor, and

was proceeding quietly on his way when he was hailed by the drunken man.

“Hello there, boy! Come here, boy! Come here, I want you.”

“What do you want?” replied Paul, drawing near.

“Come here, boy,” said the drunken man, with great gravity. “I want

shplain shomething. Lemme go. Want shee thish young man. Hands off. My

name’sh Dan Tussock, can’t come over me.”

“That’s all right, Dan. Come along now. Don’t go making a row,” said one

of his friends, soothingly.

“Lemme go, I tell you. Walk by myshelf. Here, boy!” He seized Paul by

the coat collar and hung, swaying.

Paul stood regarding them curiously.

“What are you looking at, young man? Did you never see a man pickled

before?” The speaker had an evil face, cunning, and with a shaggy growth

of whiskers.

“Yes, I have seen men pickled,” said Paul. “But if this gentleman wants

to speak to me I am going to hear what he has to say.”

“That’sh all ri’. Don’t take no lip from ole Sammy here. My name’sh Dan

Tussock, can’t come over me.”

“Ah, come along, Dan,” said “whiskers.” “The cops will get you.”

“Copsh? Who’sh ’fraid copsh? Copsh know Dan Tussock, Sammy.”

“Sure they do, Dan,” said another of the men, smooth of face and smooth

of manner. “We are just getting our friend here home,” he added in an

aside to Paul. “We don’t want him run in, you see.”

But Dan Tussock was very alert, although thoroughly “pickled.”

“Sure thing,” he said. “Friendsh sheeing me home. Shay, meet my friend,

Mishter—shay, what’sh your name?” to “smooth face.”

“Why you know your old chum, Dan. You know my name—Sissons.”

“Sure I do. Shis-sh—Shish-sh—what’sh your name?”

“Sissons, you know. Say, Dan, you are pretty well stewed when you can’t

say my name,” said the man, with a loud laugh.

“Meet my friend, Shish—Shish—Shis-sh— What the hell name is thish

anyway?”

“Sissons! Sissons!” said the smooth-faced fellow, sharply.

“That’sh what I say. Mr. Shis-sh—meet my friend, Mr. Shis-sh—What’s your

name, boy?”

“Paul.”

“Sure! Paul. ‘Paul who was also called Saul.’ No, not ri’. ‘Saul who was

also called Paul.’ Meet my friend Shis-sh——” But the name was too much

for Dan.

“Come on now, Dan,” said the third man, a giant of a fellow. “We are not

going to stay here all night, and if you want that drink you have to

come right away.” So saying, he threw his arm around the drunken man and

lifted him along with him. “And you, young man,” he added, turning to

Paul, “cut away from here. You are holding up the procession. Git!”

“Yes,” said “smooth face,” quietly, “you just slide. We will handle him

all right. Good night!”

“Good night!” said Paul, none too sure that all was well, but unwilling

to interfere and anxious to be on his way.

But he had not gone very many yards when loud voices from the group

arrested him and, turning about, the moon showed a struggle going on.

Immediately he ran back toward them. As he ran he saw a hand rise and

fall and then a form crumple to the sidewalk. Swiftly and silently he

was upon them. As he had expected, he found Dan Tussock down and two of

the men going through his pockets. The giant whirled on him, swung

something over his head, which, fortunately for him, Paul caught in a

paralysing blow upon his arm. A half-arm upper cut caught the giant

fairly under the chin, the head snapped sharply back and he pitched

backward off the sidewalk and there lay. With an oath “whiskers” rushed

at Paul, but tripping over the drunken man he too fell headlong.

“Come on, I’ve got it,” shouted “smooth face,” dashing off. But Paul

with his unharmed arm caught him round the neck, shouting for help at

the same time to a cab which was driving past, and slipping his hand

into the man’s inside pocket grasped what he found there.

At the approach of the cabman, “smooth face” tore himself free and made

off, followed by “whiskers,” and, in a minute or so, by the giant who

had risen, painfully and dazed, to his feet. Paul, bending over Dan

Tussock, found him still insensible, and the moon, breaking through,

showed his face pallid as that of a dead man.

“Dead?” asked the cabby.

“No, his heart is beating. Strange! No blood, no wound,” said Paul.

“Black-jack!” grunted the cabby. “Does the trick very neat, without

blood or broken bones. Friend of yours?”

“No, not exactly. But we will bring him along.”

Together they lifted the unconscious man into the cab and set off for

Paul’s boarding house. By the time they had arrived there, Tussock was

able to speak and to help himself to a certain extent. They reached

Paul’s room with difficulty and against the protests of the landlady,

who declared that she “kept a respectable house and didn’t want no

toughs round here.”

“Toughs?” cried the cabby indignantly. He had just pocketed his fare

from Paul. “What you givin’ us? Don’t you know a gentleman when you see

him? This chap has had an accident.” Then, in an aside, he added, “He’s

all right, and he’ll make it all right with you too, old girl, if you

play up properly.”

Impelled by the suggestion, the landlady did what experience had taught

her was necessary, and soon Paul had Dan Tussock deposited in his own

bed, where he lay snoring heavily till morning.

He wakened late and sat up, asking in a loud voice and with an indignant

oath, “Where am I? What house is this?”

“You are in my room, and I hope feeling better,” said Paul.

“Better? I have got a head and a throat burning like hell fire. Who are

you, young fellow, and how did I get into your room?”

Then Paul told him the tale of his last night’s adventure, Tussock

staring at him with dull red eyes.

“And you brought me here, eh? What made you jump into this thing?”

“Well, I couldn’t see a helpless man beaten up by ruffians, could I?”

“And so you jumped in to help a stranger? Well, Dan Tussock doesn’t

forget a friend, you will find. Where did _you_ sleep?” he added.

Paul pointed to his blankets on the floor.

“Gave me your bed, eh?”

“Oh, that’s nothing,” said Paul lightly. “I’ve often slept in worse

places.”

“What’s your name?”

“Paul Gaspard.”

“What are you doing here?”

“Well,” said Paul, “it’s a little difficult to explain. I came to study

to be an engineer and eventually to make twenty-five thousand dollars.

Now, however, I chiefly want a job to pay my board.”

“Twenty-five thousand dollars? You don’t want much, do you? What do you

want it for?”

To his own astonishment Paul found himself taking this rough, uncouth

man into his confidence and telling him as much of his story as seemed

necessary.

“Twenty-five thousand dollars, eh?” repeated Dan Tussock. “Well, men

have made more than that in a few weeks in this country. How much have

you got now?”

“On Saturday night,” replied Paul, with a humorous smile, “I had two

hundred and fifty dollars or so, as I approached the city. Unfortunately

I fell asleep on the train——” He paused.

“And now?”

Paul put his hand into his pocket and brought out some silver.

“That is all,” he said. “But my board is paid for a week. So you see I

must have a job.”

“Jumpin’ Judas! You are a cool one!” said Tussock. “Well, we’ll see

about that.” He made an attempt to rise but speedily collapsed, pale and

panting for breath. “My God! What is the matter with me?”

“Black-jack, the cabman said,” replied Paul. “Lie still for a while.

Tell me what you want and I shall get it for you.”

“Lie still! Say! What day is this?”

“This is Monday.”

“Monday! What time?” Again he attempted to rise, swung his feet over the

bedside, hung there for a few moments, and again collapsed.

“There, you see. You must lie still,” said Paul.

“Boy! Boy!” Tussock gasped faintly. “What time is it? In God’s name,

what time is it?”

“Ten thirty.”

“Bring me my pocket book. Quick! Quick!” With trembling fingers he

turned out its contents, bills, soiled papers, newspaper cuttings. “How

much money do you make?”

“Six hundred and fifty dollars,” said Paul after he had counted.

“Six hundred and fifty? Oh, curse them! They rolled me for five hundred.

Got to find that someway. Who will lend it to me? Forbes might do it,

but I don’t know. Must find some way.”

“Here is another pocket book,” said Paul, “which I pulled from the man’s

pocket.”

“Let me see!” shouted Tussock. “Jumpin’ Jeroosha! What’s this? Four

hundred, five hundred, six hundred! Saved, by the celestial climbing

cats! Saved!” He lay back, gasping. “Paul, Paul, listen to me,” he said,

grabbing Paul by the hand. “You got to get to the office of Gunning &

Strong—get the names, Gunning and Strong—Gunning is the man to ask

for—Gunning & Strong, lawyers. Got to pay them before eleven thirty one

thousand dollars to hold a big deal. Chance of a lifetime! Chance for a

fortune! My third chance, and my last chance! Got to get that to them

before eleven thirty. Pay it! Get a receipt! Go! Go! Run like ten

thousand devils were huntin’ you. Don’t talk to me!” he cried, pushing

Paul off from him.

“I don’t know where these men are.”

“You don’t know the town? Lord above!”

“Draw me a map,” said Paul. “I can follow a trail.”

With fingers that shook Tussock tore a leaf from a note book and drew a

map showing the shortest route to the office of Gunning & Strong.

“There! Follow that. Run! And come back quick. Go! Get out of this!” he

fairly yelled.

Impelled by his impetuosity, Paul rushed from the room, and in half an

hour was back, receipt in hand, and with him a man whom Tussock greeted

in enthusiastic welcome.

“Hello, Con, you blasted old whale! Say, did you get that thing done?”

“Nip and tuck, Dan!” replied the man. “This young fellow held them to

it. Mighty smart, too. Got the deal cinched all right. But what has been

biting you? What’s the matter?”

“What’s the matter? What’s always the matter? What’s been the matter for

twenty years? I am a fool, a golly-woggled, horn-shackled, blankety

blank fool. That’s all. Nothing more. And this young fellow pulled me

out of a hell hole last night, put me to bed, kissed me good night, and

now is nursing me back to health. That is what I want, Con—a nurse, a

keeper. I ain’t safe. I ought to be on a string, like a blankety blank

poodle dog, muzzled and on a string! Say, boy!” he said, turning to

Paul, “give me your hand. You’re a man, straight grained and white to

the core. You want a job, eh?”

“Yes, I do.”

“You don’t want one any longer. You’ve got one now. You are hired with

Dan Tussock, at one hundred and fifty per! And, by the eternal jumpin’

crickets! two hundred, if you keep me from making a gosh blamed fool of

myself. Two hundred a month, do you hear? Start at one hundred and

fifty, as time-keeper, book-keeper, anything you like! You show him the

ropes tomorrow morning, eh, Con? We need ’im.”

“Yes,” replied Con, “we need someone, sure thing. We need him bad, you

know that, Dan.”

“Know it?” replied Dan. “Con, you hear me, I am on my last chance. Three

out, all out, with me. This young fellow is sound timber, white pine, no

knots, no chicks, straight grain. I know ’im. I’m makin’ ’im my keeper.

By Jingo! I will make him my treasurer. I won’t draw no money without

his signature, so help me, great Jehoshaphat! We will start him at one

hundred and fifty per, and two hundred if he makes good on the job of

keeping me straight, with an increase every quarter. I am on the biggest

thing I ever struck in my lifetime, and this time I’m going to make

good. But I sure want a keeper. And he looks to me like one. Good-bye,

Con. Get the men out on that Heights job and push it like all possessed.

I’ll be there some time, when Paul here gets me on my feet. That’s his

job.” Tussock broke into an explosive shout of laughter. “You’ll earn

your money, boy.”

“I’m not hired yet, Mr. Tussock,” said Paul quietly.

“What? Don’t you want a job?”

“Yes, I want a _job_. Time-keeper? Yes. Book-keeper? Yes. Man-keeper?

No.”

“Why not? Somehow I just know you can keep me straight.”

“No,” said Paul sharply. “How can I keep you straight? No man can keep

another man straight.”

“Look here, young fellow, I mean this.” Tussock’s voice was very solemn.

“I have made and lost two fortunes. I have a chance now of a third. But

what’s the use? When I get a roll in my pants, these blood-suckers smell

it like a rat does cheese. Oh, I don’t blame them, it ain’t their fault,

it’s my own. And sometimes I think it ain’t no use tryin’.” He rolled

over, with his face to the wall. “I feel like it’s no good. I might as

well quit. When I am on a big job I’m all right; when I’m through, with

my money in my pocket, I am a fool.”

The helplessness in his voice touched the boy’s heart. “I can keep your

money for you,” he said, “if you give me the authority. But——”

“Then what are you kickin’ about?” Tussock turned once more toward Paul.

“If you keep my money, if you make me an allowance, if I can pay no

money except on your order, they can’t roll me, can they?”

“All that I can do, Mr. Tussock,” said Paul.

“Will you?”

“Yes, I will.”

“Give me your hand,” Tussock shouted. “Con, I’m going to win this time.

We are all going to win. Now get out, and get to work! I’m going to

sleep.”

That same night, as Paul was passing up to his room after tea, he again

met Dalton, who greeted him gruffly.

“Come in, Gaspard,” he said. “I want to talk to you.” Together they

entered Dalton’s room. “I say, I want to apologise to you,” said Dalton.

“I was crazy last night and acted like an insolent fool.”

“Oh, that’s all right,” said Paul lightly. Then, as if struck by a

sudden thought, “I say, you are a lawyer, aren’t you?”

“Yes, a kind of lawyer. With Gunning & Strong. I saw you through the

window at our place today.”

“I want to ask you something.” And Paul proceeded to tell him of the

arrangement which he had entered into with Dan Tussock that morning.

“Can some paper be drawn up,” he asked, “to give me control of his

money? I don’t care much for the job, but somehow I feel as if I want to

help him. He seems a good chap.”

Dalton was extremely pessimistic about the whole matter. It was easy

enough to draw up an instrument giving Paul control of Tussock’s money,

but no man could be kept straight by anyone but himself. “I have tried

it for five years, and I tell you it’s no good. The money part can be

arranged, but it’s not a question of money. It’s a question of habit, of

inclination, of will power.”

“Come up and see him,” urged Paul.

“No. I’ve no desire to see another wreck.”

“Come. I would like you to draw up this agreement.”

Reluctantly Dalton went with him. It was indeed a strange meeting. The

three men spent the night exchanging their life stories and discussing

the future.

Paul led the way, giving them as much as he thought necessary of the

story of his life.

Dan Tussock followed. An orphan at an early age, he had been brought up

in the school of hard knocks and hard work. He had made his own way

since he was twelve years of age. He had developed a power of

organisation and leadership among men, he had become a money maker, but

uneducated and ignorant of the ways of the business world he had been a

mark for sharps and sharks and, most of all, with no human ties and

responsibilities to steady him, he had been the victim of his own

passions, and now at fifty years of age he was a failure.

Dalton’s story was different, but with a like ending. Born of a good

Ontario family, after a distinguished university course he had become a

student in theology. Gifted with brilliant social parts, a mis-step led

him to abandon his theological studies and become a student in law.

Again he registered a brilliant success, but again he became a victim of

his social qualities. Five years ago he had found it necessary to sever

his connection with the firm in Toronto in which he had held a junior

partnership and had come to the West, resolved to make a new bid for

success in the new country. He had obtained a junior position in the law

firm of Gunning & Strong, and for a time did well, but discouragement

and loneliness sapped the strength of his resistance, and for the past

three years he had been steadily deteriorating until he had become a

mere office clerk, “a sort of glorified office boy,” as he himself said,

“and headed for hell. In want of a keeper too, begad!” he said, with a

bitter laugh. “Better take me on too, Gaspard.”

His words suggested an idea to Dan Tussock. “Right you are, boy!” he

cried, sitting upright in bed. “A keeper it is that you want. Let us

make a partnership of it. I’ve got my hand on one of the biggest things

ever swung on this coast. As I told you, I can organise the work and see

it through, but sure as fate I go to pieces when the job is done.

Dalton, you’re pretty much in the same fix. You hate your work, there’s

nothing in it for you, and you’re going to the devil. Here’s Paul,

wanting to make twenty-five thousand and needing a start. I can show him

twenty-five thousand dollars, and more, if he ties up to me. What do you

say? Let’s make a partnership of it.” And with growing enthusiasm he

proceeded to expound his scheme. He had just completed a job out of

which he had made several thousand dollars, he had that day made his

first payment on a purchase of another tract of wild land which he

proposed to clear up and sell as city lots. There was big money in it,

if properly handled. The city was growing, building sites were badly

needed; he knew he could swing the work and push it through, but on the

business end he was always falling down. “And worse than that, with

money in my pocket I need a keeper. Dalton, you are a lawyer, and I

guess you know your job. You look to me like a worker. Can’t do anything

with a lazy man, but you’re not lazy. What you want is something worth

while to keep you climbing. You’re a fool like me. You need a keeper

like me. Here’s Paul, wanting a job. We’ll give him the job.”

Dalton sat gloomily smoking. “You’re right, Tussock,” he said. “I need a

keeper.” He put his face in his hands and groaned. “I’m a fool. I am

worse than a fool, I’m a dead failure.”

“See here, Dalton,” said Tussock. “I’m an older man than you. I’ve seen

fifty years of life. I never had a friend that didn’t help me down. I’m

not saying it wasn’t my own fault, but every friend I have had has

helped me down. Dalton, what about you?”

Dalton sat thinking, smoking savagely.

“A friend?” he said slowly. “There was my mother. But she died. And—” he

paused a moment “—there was one other. But I threw her down. Oh, hell

and blazes!” he broke forth with a fierceness that startled both his

hearers. “What are you talking to me about? Friends? Yes. They were all

going the same way, and they all helped me down. No—I helped them down.

We went down together. Oh, hell and damnation! Damn all friends! Damn

life! Take your damn partnership! It’s all a piece of cursed foolery.

I’m through. I’m sick, I’m done with it. I’m going to hell alone.” He

rose, kicked back his chair and made for the door.

“Hold on, Dalton,” shouted Tussock. “Come back here. Give me one chance

more. Don’t be so darned selfish. Give me a chance. I want you. We want

the same things—something to work at, something worth working for, and,

yes, more than anything else, a friend to climb up with. We both want a

keeper, Dalton. And here’s Paul, young, clean, fit, and a fighter, and,

by the eternal jumpin’ cats! I believe a friend to tie to.”

“Sit down, Dalton,” said Paul quietly. “I need your help in something. I

want to ask you something.” His quiet words brought Dalton back again to

his chair.

“Spit it out!” he said.

Paul pulled out his Bible, turned the leaves over and handed Dalton the

book. “Read that to us,” he said, his finger upon one of the great

psalms of Hebrew literature.

“‘He will not suffer thy foot to be moved. He that keepeth thee will not

slumber. The Lord is thy keeper. The Lord shall keep thee from all evil.

He shall keep thy soul. The Lord shall keep thy going out and thy coming

in, from this time forth and forever more.’”

“Tell me, Dalton,” said Paul, leaning forward, his hands on his knees,

his face set in eager and intense anxiety. “You have studied this. Is

the Bible true, Dalton? Do you believe it is true? Wait a minute! I was

sure till yesterday morning, till I heard a preacher in this city say it

might not be.”

With deadly earnestness he told of his yesterday morning’s experience.

He was like a man pleading for his very life, indeed something more than

life was at stake. In simple, almost childlike words, he told the story

of his boyhood’s faith, of how he had come to feel about God, to see Him

in the clouds, and to feel that He was near and that He was good. He

told the men listening to him with very grave and solemn faces of his

mother’s faith and how it had brought her comfort and strength and

peace. He told of his father’s failure, and then of his return to faith.

He gave a vivid account of his six years in the Chippewayan country, and

how the thought of God had always been with him and how the conviction

that God was caring for him and showing him the way had kept his heart

up and his courage from failing.

“Till yesterday morning,” he said, his voice vibrating with the

intensity of his passion, “every word in that Bible was true to me. But

that minister said the story of Adam and Eve, of Noah, of Joseph, of

Moses, _might_ be true. I could have torn him out of the pulpit and

smashed in his face. But he is a scholar and he is a preacher. Dalton,

you have studied these things—tell me, is that true?” The boy pointed

with a shaking finger at the book in Dalton’s hand.

Dalton sat silent. He recalled his own discussions, as a student, with

the young professor setting forth his theories of Biblical criticism. He

remembered how he too had sweated when this brilliant teacher of his had

cast doubt upon the historicity of parts of the Bible. And he understood

to some degree at least the intensity of the emotions in this boy’s

heart. The words of scornful disbelief that were ready on his lips died

there. The boy’s face, the honest, clear, blue-grey eyes, the pain in

them, the anxiety, the doubt, held back Dalton’s glib disclaimer of

faith. He temporised.

“Is what true?” he said.

“Is the Bible true? The story of Adam and Eve, of Joseph, of David and

Goliath—that Psalm, is that true?” Again Paul laid a shaking finger upon

the words that had just been read.

“Gaspard,” said Dalton, “don’t be a darned fool. What has that psalm got

to do with Adam and Eve, and Noah, and the rest of those old boys? Don’t

you know how your Bible is made up? That’s not one book. That’s a

library of sixty-six books bound in one volume, written by I don’t know

how many authors, who lived I don’t know how many centuries apart—did

know once, but I’ve forgotten. The early parts of the Bible came down to

us as fragments of literature preserved by the Hebrew people, literature

of all kinds, folk lore, songs, political addresses, great poems,

letters, theological discussions, differing in character, content,

quality and worth. If you ask me, Do I believe the Bible is true? I

would have to say, Yes and no. I’m not going to give you a lecture on

Biblical criticism just now, but I want to say this, you don’t need to

believe that the man who wrote the story of Adam and Eve was writing

history, in order to believe that the psalm I have just read is true.

Don’t you go chucking your faith in the Bible till you have studied a

lot more about it. And as to that psalm, your mother believed it, didn’t

she?”

“She did,” said Paul, under his breath. “Yes, she did.”

“And she lived by it, didn’t she?”

“Yes, she did.”

“That ought to be good enough for you. There are millions more like her

in the world today, and they’re all the best people.”

Then silence for some moments, Paul’s face carrying deep lines of

anxiety and doubt and dread. To him it seemed as if the foundations of

life were rocking under his feet. Intently Dalton studied his face, then

in a kindlier tone said:

“Gaspard, listen to me. I am no religious man, but I have studied these

things a bit. That book of yours is a unique book. Some fools insist on

going to it for geology, history and that sort of thing. My professor

said to me once a thing that helped me when I was in the sweat box of

unbelief and all that. He said something like this:

“This is the book of God and man. The heart of it is a noble and worthy

conception of the unseen God—that is its contribution to human thought

and life. It is a Revelation of God, a revelation steadily growing in

clarity till it finds perfect expression in Jesus the Christ.’

“Oh confound it, Gaspard! God knows there are problems scientific,

ethical, philosophical and religious that no man can solve. Get hold of

the great simple fundamental fact of God revealed and mediated in the

Christ, and let the other things in the meantime go hang. Our faith is

the _Christian_ faith, we are no bally Mohammedans. It is, as my

professor used to say, Christocentric—Christ centered faith—chew on that

and don’t worry.”

Again there was silence for some moments, and then Paul, leaning

forward, said in a voice hardly above a whisper, “Dalton, do you believe

that psalm is true?” With an oath Dalton sprang to his feet. “Look here,

I’m not in the confessional. But,” he shouted, “I do believe it. In

spite of hell, in spite of the devil, I do believe it. And when I give

that up I’ll blow my brains out.”

“Then,” said Paul, sitting back in his chair, with a deep sigh of

relief, “there’s the Keeper you need, Dalton.”

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