CHAPTER VIII.

The events above narrated were all prefatory of the great success

accomplished by Mr. Vincent in Carlingford. Indeed, the date of the

young minister's fame--fame which, as everybody acquainted with that

town must be aware, was widely diffused beyond Carlingford itself, and

even reached the metropolis, and gladdened his _Alma Mater_ at

Homerton--might almost be fixed by a reference to Lady Western's

housekeeping book, if she kept any, and the date of her last

summer-party. That event threw the young Nonconformist into just the

state of mind which was wanted to quicken all the prejudices of his

education, and give individual force to all the hereditary limits of

thought in which he had been born. An attempt on the part of the

Government to repeal the Toleration Act, or reinstate the Test, could

scarcely have produced a more permanent and rapid effect than Lady

Western's neglect, and the total ignorance of Mr. Vincent displayed by

polite society in Carlingford. No shame to him. It was precisely the

same thing in private life which the other would have been in public.

Repeal of the Toleration Act, or re-enactment of the Test, are things

totally impossible; and when persecution is not to be apprehended or

hoped for, where but in the wrongs of a privileged class can the true

zest of dissidence be found? Mr. Vincent, who had received his

dissenting principles as matters of doctrine, took up the familiar

instruments now with a rush of private feeling. He was not conscious of

the power of that sentiment of injury and indignation which possessed

him. He believed in his heart that he was but returning, after a

temporary hallucination, to the true duties of his post; but the fact

was, that this wound in the tenderest point--this general slight and

indifference--pricked him forward in all that force of personal

complaint which gives warmth and piquancy to a public grievance. The

young man said nothing of Lady Western even to his dearest friend--tried

not to think of her except by way of imagining how she should one day

hear of him, and know his name when it possessed a distinction which

neither the perpetual curate of St. Roque's, nor any other figure in

that local world, dared hope for. But with fiery zeal he flew to the

question of Church and State, and set forth the wrongs which

Christianity sustained from endowment, and the heinous evils of rich

livings, episcopal palaces, and spiritual lords. It was no mean or

ungenerous argument which the young Nonconformist pursued in his fervour

of youth and wounded self-regard. It was the natural cry of a man who

had entered life at disadvantage, and chafed, without knowing it, at all

the phalanx of orders and classes above him, standing close in order to

prevent his entrance. With eloquent fervour he expatiated upon the

kingdom that was not of this world. If these words were true, what had

the Church to do with worldly possessions, rank, dignities, power? Was

his Grace of Lambeth more like Paul the tentmaker than his Holiness of

Rome? Mr. Vincent went into the whole matter with genuine conviction,

and confidence in his own statements. He believed and had been trained

in it. In his heart he was persuaded that he himself, oft disgusted and

much misunderstood in his elected place at Salem Chapel, ministered the

gospel more closely to his Master's appointment than the rector of

Carlingford, who was nominated by a college; or the curate of St.

Roque's, who had his forty pounds a-year from a tiny ancient endowment,

and was spending his own little fortune on his church and district.

These men had joined God and mammon--they were in the pay of the State.

Mr. Vincent thundered forth the lofty censures of an evangelist whom the

State did not recognise, and with whom mammon had little enough to do.

He brought forth all the weapons out of the Homerton armoury, new,

bright, and dazzling; and he did not know any more than his audience

that he never would have wielded them so heartily--perhaps would

scarcely have taken them off the wall--but for the sudden sting with

which his own inferior place, and the existence of a privileged class

doubly shut against his entrance, had quickened his personal

consciousness. Such, however, was the stimulus which woke the minister

of Salem Chapel into action, and produced that series of lectures on

Church and State which, as everybody knows, shook society in Carlingford

to its very foundation.

"Now we've got a young man as is a credit to us," said Tozer; "and now

he's warming to his work, as I was a little afraid of at first; for

somehow I can't say as I could see to my satisfaction, when he first

come, that his heart was in it,--I say, now as we've got a pastor as

does us credit, I am not the man to consider a bit of expense. My

opinion is as we should take the Music Hall for them lectures. There's

folks might go to the Music Hall as would never come to Salem, and we're

responsible for our advantages. A clever young man like Mr. Vincent

ain't to be named along with Mr. Tufton; we're the teachers of the

community, that's what we are. I am for being public-spirited--I always

was; and I don't mind standing my share. My opinion is as we should take

the Music Hall."

"If we was charging sixpence a-head or so----" said prudent Pigeon, the

poulterer.

"That's what I'll never give my consent to--never!" said Tozer. "If we

was amusin' the people, we might charge sixpence a-head; but mark my

words," continued the butterman, "there ain't twenty men in Carlingford,

nor in no other place, as would give sixpence to have their minds

enlightened. No, sir, we're conferring of a boon; and let's do it

handsomely, I say--let's do it handsomely; and here's my name down for

five pound to clear expenses: and if every man in Salem does as well,

there ain't no reason for hesitating. I'm a plain man, but I don't make

no account of a little bit of money when a principle's at stake."

This statement was conclusive. When it came to the sacrifice of a little

bit of money, neither Mrs. Pigeon nor Mrs. Brown could have endured

life had their husbands yielded the palm to Tozer. And the Music Hall

was accordingly taken; and there, every Wednesday for six weeks, the

young Nonconformist mounted his _cheval de bataille_, and broke his

impetuous spear against the Church. Perhaps Carlingford was in want of a

sensation at the moment; and the town was virgin soil, and had never yet

been invaded by sight or sound of heresy. Anyhow, the fact was, that

this fresh new voice attracted the ear of the public. That personal

impetuosity and sense of wrong which gave fire to the discourse, roused

the interest of the entire community. Mr. Vincent's lectures became the

fashion in Carlingford, where nobody in the higher levels of society had

ever heard before of the amazing evils of a Church Establishment. Some

of the weaker or more candid minds among the audience were even upset by

the young minister's arguments. Two or three young people of both sexes

declared themselves converted, and were persecuted to their hearts'

desire when they intimated their intention of henceforward joining the

congregation of Salem. The two Miss Hemmings were thrown into a state of

great distress and perplexity, and wrung their hands, and looked at each

other, as each new enormity was brought forth. A very animated

interested audience filled the benches in the Music Hall for the three

last lectures. It was Mr. Tozer's conviction, whispered in confidence to

all the functionaries at Salem, that the rector himself, in a muffler

and blue spectacles, listened in a corner to the voice of rebellion; but

no proof of this monstrous supposition ever came before the public.

Notwithstanding, the excitement was evident. Miss Wodehouse took

tremulous notes, her fingers quivering with anger, with the intention of

calling upon Mr. Wentworth to answer and deny these assertions. Dr.

Marjoribanks, the old Scotchman, who in his heart enjoyed a hit at the

Episcopate, cried "Hear, hear," with his sturdy northern _r_ rattling

through the hall, and clapped his large brown hands, with a broad grin

at his daughter, who was "high," and one of Mr. Wentworth's sisters of

mercy. But poor little Rose Lake, the drawing-master's daughter, who was

going up for confirmation next time the bishop came to Carlingford,

turned very pale under Mr. Vincent's teaching. All the different phases

of conviction appeared in her eager little face--first indignation, then

doubt, lastly horror and intense determination to flee out from Babylon.

Her father laughed, and told her to attend to her needlework, when Rose

confided to him her troubles. Her needlework! She who had just heard

that the Church was rotten, and tottering on its foundations; that it

was choked with filthy lucre and State support; that Church to which she

had been about to give in her personal adhesion. Rose put away her

catechism and confirmation good-books, and crossed to the other side of

the street that she might not pass Masters's, that emporium of evil. She

looked wistfully after the young Nonconformist as he passed her on the

streets, wondering what high martyr-thoughts must be in the apostolic

mind which entertained so high a contempt for all the honours and

distinctions of this world. Meanwhile Mr. Vincent pursued his own way,

entirely convinced, as was natural for a young man, that he was "doing a

great work" in Carlingford. He was still in that stage of life when

people imagine that you have only to state the truth clearly to have it

believed, and that to convince a man of what is right is all that is

necessary to his immediate reformation. But it was not with any very

distinct hopes or wishes of emptying the church in Carlingford, and

crowding Salem Chapel, that the young man proceeded. Such expectations,

high visions of a day to come when not a sitting could be had in Salem

for love or money, did indeed glance into the souls of Tozer and his

brother deacons; but the minister did not stand up and deliver his blow

at the world--his outcry against things in general--his warm youthful

assertion that he too had a right to all the joys and privileges of

humanity,--as, by means of sermons, lectures, poems, or what not, youth

and poverty, wherever they have a chance, do proclaim their protest

against the world.

On the last night of the lectures, just as Vincent had taken his place

upon his platform, a rustle, as of some one of importance entering,

thrilled the audience. Looking over the sea of heads before him, the

breath almost left the young minister's lips when he saw the young

Dowager, in all the glory of full-dress, threading her way through the

crowd, which opened to let her pass. Mr. Vincent stood watching her

progress, unaware that it was time for him to begin, and that his

hearers, less absorbed than he, were asking each other what it was which

had so suddenly paled his face and checked his utterance. He watched

Lady Western and her companion come slowly forward; he saw Tozer, in a

delighted bustle, leading the way to one of the raised seats of the

orchestra close to the platform. When they were seated, and not till

then, the lecturer, drawing a long gasping breath, turned to his

audience. But the crowd was hazy to his eyes. He began, half

mechanically, to speak--then made a sudden pause, his mind occupied with

other things. On the very skirts of the crowd, far back at the door,

stood his friend of Back Grove Street. In that momentary pause, he saw

her standing alone, with the air of a person who had risen up

unconsciously in sudden surprise and consternation. Her pale dark face

looked not less confused and startled than Vincent himself was conscious

of looking, and her eyes were turned in the same direction as his had

been the previous moment. The crowd of Carlingford hearers died off from

the scene for the instant, so far as the young Nonconformist was

concerned. He knew but of that fair creature in all her sweet bloom and

blush of beauty--the man who accompanied her--Mrs. Hilyard, a thin,

dark, eager shadow in the distance--and himself standing, as it were,

between them, connecting all together. What could that visionary link be

which distinguished and separated these four, so unlike each other, from

all the rest of the world? But Mr. Vincent had no leisure to follow out

the question, even had his mind been sufficiently clear to do it. He saw

the pale woman at the end of the hall suddenly drop into her seat, and

draw a thick black veil over her face; and the confused murmur of

impatience in the crowd before him roused the young man to his own

position. He opened the eyes which had been hazing over with clouds of

imagination and excitement. He delivered his lecture. Though he never

was himself aware what he had said, it was received with just as much

attention and applause as usual. He got through it somehow; and, sitting

down at last, with parched lips and a helpless feeling of excitement,

watched the audience dispersing, as if they were so many enemies from

whom he had escaped. Who was this man with Her? Why did She come to

bewilder him in the midst of his work? It did not occur to the poor

young fellow that Lady Western came to his lecture simply as to a

"distraction." He thought she had a purpose in it. He pretended not to

look as she descended daintily from her seat in the orchestra, drawing

her white cloak with a pretty shiver over her white shoulders. He

pretended to start when her voice sounded in his expectant ear.

"Oh, Mr. Vincent, how very clever and wicked of you!" cried Lady

Western. "I am so horrified, and charmed. To think of you attacking the

poor dear old Church, that we all ought to support through everything!

And I am such a stanch churchwoman, and so shocked to hear all this; but

you won't do it any more."

Saying this, Lady Western leaned her beautiful hand upon Mr. Vincent's

table, and looked in his face with a beseeching insinuating smile. The

poor minister did all he could to preserve his virtue. He looked aside

at Lady Western's companion to fortify himself, and escape the

enervating influence of that smile.

"I cannot pretend to yield the matter to your ladyship," said Vincent,

"for it had been previously arranged that this was to be the last of my

lectures at present. I am sorry it did not please you."

"But it did please me," said the young Dowager; "only that it was so

very wicked and wrong. Where did you learn such dreadful sentiments? I

am so sorry I shan't hear you again, and so glad you are finished. You

never came to see me after my little fête. I am afraid you thought us

stupid. Good-night: but you really must come to me, and I shall convert

you. I am sure you never can have looked at the Church in the right way:

why, what would become of us if we were all Dissenters? What a frightful

idea! Thank you for such a charming evening. Good-night."

And Lady Western held out that "treasured splendour, her hand," to the

bewildered Nonconformist, who only dared touch it, and let it fall,

drawing back from the smile with which the syren beguiled him back again

into her toils. But Mr. Vincent turned round hastily as he heard a

muttered exclamation, "By Jove!" behind him, and fixed the gaze of angry

and instinctive repugnance upon the tall figure which brushed past.

"Make haste, Alice--do you mean to stay here all night?" said this

wrathful individual, fixing his eyes with a defiant stare upon the

minister; and he drew the beauty's arm almost roughly into his own, and

hurried her away, evidently remonstrating in the freest and boldest

manner upon her civility. "By Jove! the fellow will think you are in

love with him," Vincent, with his quickened and suspicious ears, could

hear the stranger say, with that delightful indifference to being

overheard which characterises some Englishmen of the exalted classes;

and the strain of reproof evidently continued as they made their way to

the door. Vincent, for his part, when he had watched them out of sight,

dropped into his chair, and sat there in the empty hall, looking over

the vacant benches with the strangest mixture of feelings. Was it

possible that his eager fervour and revolutionary warmth were diminished

by these few words and that smile?--that the wrongs of Church and State

looked less grievous all at once, and that it was an effort to return to

the lofty state of feeling with which he had entered the place two hours

ago? As he sat there in his reverie of discomfiture, he could see Tozer,

a single black figure, come slowly up the hall, an emissary from the

group at the door of "chapel people," who had been enjoying the defeat

of the enemy, and were now waiting for the conqueror. "Mr. Vincent,"

shouted Tozer, "shall we turn off the gas, and leave you to think it all

over till the morning, sir? They're all as pleased as Punch and as

curious as women down below here, and my Phoebe will have it you're

tired. I must say as it is peculiar to see you a-sitting up there all by

yourself, and the lights going out, and not another soul in the place,"

added the butterman, looking round with a sober grin; and in reality the

lights diminished every moment as Mr. Vincent rose and stumbled down

from his platform into the great empty hall with its skeleton benches.

If they _had_ left him there till the morning, it would have been a

blessed exchange from that walk home with the party, that invitation to

supper, and all the applauses and inquiries that followed. They had the

Pigeons to supper that night at the butter-shop, and the whole matter

was discussed in all its bearings--the flutter of the "Church folks,"

the new sittings let during the week, the triumphant conviction of the

two deacons that Salem would soon be overflowing.

"Oh, why were 'deacons' made so coarse,

Or parsons made so fine?"

Mr. Vincent did not bethink himself of that touching ditty. He could not

see the serio-comic lights in which the whole business abounded. It was

all the saddest earnest to the young pastor, who found so little

encouragement or support even in the enthusiasm of his flock.

"And, oh, Mr. Vincent," said the engaging Phoebe, in a half-whisper

aside, "how _did_ you come to be so friendly with Lady Western? How she

did listen, to be sure! and smiled at you _so_ sweetly. Ah, I don't

wonder now that you can't see anything in the Carlingford young ladies;

but do tell us, please, how you came to know her so well?"

Insensibly to himself, a gleam of gratification lighted up Mr. Vincent's

face. He was gracious to Phoebe. "I can't pretend to know her _well_,"

he said, with a little mock humility; whereupon the matrons of the party

took up their weapons immediately.

"And all the better, Mr. Vincent--all the better!" cried Mrs. Tozer;

"she didn't come there for no good, you may be sure. Them great ladies,

when they're pretty-looking, as I don't deny she's pretty-looking----"

"Oh, mamma, beautiful!" exclaimed Phoebe.

"When they're pretty-looking, as I say," continued Mrs. Tozer, "they're

no better nor evil spirits--that's what I tell you, Phoebe. They'll go

out o' their way, they will, for to lay hold on a poor silly young man

(which was not meaning you, Mr. Vincent, that knows better, being a

minister), and when they've got him fast, they'll laugh at him--that's

their sport. A minister of our connection as was well acquainted among

them sort of folks would be out o' nature. My boy shall never make no

such acquaintances as long as I'm here."

"I saw her a-speaking to the minister," said Mrs Pigeon, "and the

thought crossed my mind as it wasn't just what I expected of Mr.

Vincent. Painted ladies, that come out of a night with low necks and

flowers in their hair, to have all Carlingford a-staring at them, ain't

fit company for a good pastor. _Them's_ not the lambs of the flock--not

so far as I understand; they're not friends as Salem folks would approve

of, Mr. Vincent. I'm always known for a plain speaker, and I don't

deceive you. It's a deal better to draw back in time."

"I have not the least reason to believe that Lady Western means to

honour me with her friendship," said Vincent, haughtily--"so it is

premature to discuss the matter. As I feel rather tired, perhaps you'll

excuse me to-night. Come over to my rooms, Mr. Tozer, to-morrow, if you

can spare a little time and we will discuss our business there. I hope

Mrs. Tozer will pardon me withdrawing so early, but I am not very

well--rather tired--out of sorts a little to-night."

So saying, the young pastor extricated himself from the table, shook

hands, regardless of all remonstrances, and made his way out with some

difficulty from the little room, which was choke-full, and scarcely

permitted egress. When he was gone, the three ladies looked at each

other in dumb amazement. Phoebe, who felt herself aggrieved, was the

first to break silence.

"Ma and Mrs. Pigeon," cried the aggravated girl, "you've been and hurt

his feelings. I knew you would. He's gone home angry and disappointed;

he thinks none of us understand him; he thinks we're trying to humble

him and keep him down, when, to tell the truth----"

Here Phoebe burst into tears.

"Upon _my_ word," said Mrs. Pigeon, "dear, deary me! It's just what I

said whenever I knew you had made up your minds to a _young_ minister.

He'll come a-dangling after our girls, says I, and a-trifling with their

affections. Bless my heart, Phoebe! if it had been my Maria now that's

always a-crying about something--but you! Don't take on,

dear--fretting's no good--it'll spoil your colour and take away your

appetite, and that ain't the way to mend matters: and to think of his

lifting his eyes to my Lady Dowager! Upon _my_ word! but there ain't no

accounting for young men's ways no more than for girls--and being a

minister don't make a bit of difference, so far as I can see."

"Why, what's the matter?" cried Tozer: "the pastor's gone off in a huff,

and Phoebe crying. What's wrong? You've been saying somethin'--you

women with your sharp tongues."

"It's Phoebe and Mr. Vincent have had some words. Be quiet,

Tozer--don't you see the child's hurt in her feelings?" said his wife.

Mr. and Mrs. Pigeon exchanged looks. "I'll tell you what it is," said

the latter lady, solemnly. "It's turned his head. I never approved of

the Music Hall myself. It's a deal of money to throw away, and it's not

like as if it was mercy to poor souls. And such a crush, and the

cheering, and my Lady Western to shake hands with him, has turned the

minister's head. Now, just you mark my words. He hasn't been here three

month yet, and he's a-getting high already. You men'll have your own

adoes with him. Afore a year's over our heads, he'll be a deal too high

for Salem. His head's turned--that's what it is."

"Oh, Mrs. Pigeon, how unkind of you!" cried Phoebe, "when he's as good

as good--and not a bit proud, nor ever was--and always such a

gentleman!--and never neglects the very poorest whenever he's sent

for--oh, it's _so_ unkind of you."

"I can't see as his head isn't straight enough on his shoulders," said

Tozer himself, with authority. "He's tired, that's what it is--and

excited a bit, I shouldn't wonder: a man can't study like he does, and

make hisself agreeable at the same time--no, no--by a year's time he'll

be settling down, and we'll know where we are; and as for Salem and our

connection, they never had a chance, I can tell you, like what they're

a-going to have now."

But Mrs. Pigeon shook her head. It was the first cloud that had risen on

the firmament of Salem Chapel, so far as Mr. Vincent was concerned.

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