ACT IV

SCENE--Same as Act I. It is afternoon of a fine day three days later.

Motors are heard coming up the drive in front of the house. There is

the muffled sound of voices. The MAID is seen going along the hall to

the front door. Then the family enter from the rear. First come JAYSON

and ESTHER with MRS. DAVIDSON--then LILY, DICK and SHEFFIELD--then JOHN

and his wife. All are dressed in mourning. The only one who betrays any

signs of sincere grief is MRS. DAVIDSON. The others all have a strained

look, irritated, worried, or merely gloomy. They seem to be thinking

"The worst is yet to come."

JAYSON--[Leading MRS. D., who is weeping softly, to the chair at left

of table--fretfully.] Please do sit down, Aunt. [She does so

mechanically.] And do stop crying. [He sits down in front of table.

ESTHER goes to couch where she is joined by EMILY. MARK goes over and

stands in back of them. DICK and JOHN sit at rear of table. LILY comes

down front and walks about nervously. She seems in a particularly

fretful, upset mood.]

LILY--[Trying to conceal her feelings under a forced flippancy.] What

ridiculous things funerals are, anyway! That stupid minister--whining

away through his nose! Why does the Lord show such a partiality for men

with adenoids, I wonder.

JAYSON--[Testily.] Sshhh! Have you no respect for anything?

LILY--[Resentfully.] If I had, I'd have lost it when I saw all of you

pulling such long faces in the church where you knew you were under

observation. Pah! Such hypocrisy! And then, to cap it all, Emily has to

force out a few crocodile tears at the grave!

EMILY--[Indignantly.] When I saw Curt--that's why I cried--not for her!

JAYSON--What a scene Curt made! I actually believe he wanted to throw

himself into the grave!

DICK--You BELIEVE he wanted to! Why, it was all Mark and I could do to

hold him, wasn't it, Mark? [SHEFFIELD nods.]

JAYSON--Intolerable! I never expected he'd turn violent like that. He's

seemed calm enough the past three days.

LILY--Calm! Yes, just like a corpse is calm!

JAYSON--[Distractedly.] And now this perfectly mad idea of going away

to-day to join that infernal expedition--leaving that child on our

hands--the child he has never even looked at! Why, it's too monstrously

flagrant! He's deliberately flaunting this scandal in everyone's face!

JOHN--[Firmly.] He must be brought to time.

SHEFFIELD--Yes, we must talk to him--quite openly, if we're forced to.

After all, I guess he realizes the situation more keenly than any of us.

LILY--[Who has wandered to window on right.] You mean you think he

believes--Well, I don't. And you had better be careful not to let him

guess what you think. [Pointing outside.] There's my proof. There he is

walking about with Bigelow. Can you imagine Curt doing that--if he

thought for a moment--

DICK--Oh, I guess Curt isn't all fool. He knows that's the very best

way to keep people from suspecting.

ESTHER--[Indignantly.] But wouldn't you think that Bigelow person--It's

disgusting, his sticking to Curt like this.

SHEFFIELD--Well, for one, I'm becoming quite resigned to Bigelow's

presence. In the first place, he seems to be the only one who can bring

Curt to reason. Then again, I feel that it is to Bigelow's own interest

to convince Curt that he mustn't provoke an open scandal by running

away without acknowledging this child.

LILY--[Suddenly bursting forth hysterically.] Oh, I hate you, all of

you! I loathe your suspicions--and I loathe myself because I'm

beginning to be poisoned by them, too.

EMILY--Really, Lily, at this late hour--after the way Curt has

acted--and her last words when she was dying--

LILY--[Distractedly.] I know! Shut up! Haven't you told it a million

times already? [MRS. DAVIDSON gets up and walks to the door, rear. She

has been crying softly during this scene, oblivious to the talk around

her.]

JAYSON--[Testily.] Aunt Elizabeth! Where are you going? [As she doesn't

answer but goes out into the hall.] Esther, go with her and see that

she doesn't--

ESTHER--[Gets up with a jealous irritation.] She's only going up to see

the baby. She's simply forgotten everything else in the world!

LILY--[Indignantly.] She probably realizes what we are too mean to

remember--that the baby, at least, is innocent. Wait, Esther. I'll come

with you.

JAYSON--Yes, hurry, she shouldn't be left alone. [ESTHER and LILY

follow the old lady out, rear.]

DICK--[After a pause--impatiently.] Well, what next? I don't see what

good we are accomplishing. May I run along? [He gets up restlessly as

he is speaking and goes to the window.]

JAYSON--[Severely.] You will stay, if you please. There's to be no

shirking on anyone's part. It may take all of us to induce Curt--

SHEFFIELD--I wouldn't worry. Bigelow is taking that job off our hands,

I imagine.

DICK--[Looking out of the window.] He certainly seems to be doing his

damnedest. [With a sneer.] The stage missed a great actor in him.

JAYSON--[Worriedly.] But, if Bigelow should fail--

SHEFFIELD--Then we'll succeed. [With a grim smile.] By God, we'll have

to.

JAYSON--Curt has already packed his trunks and had them taken down to

the station--told me he was leaving on the five o'clock train.

SHEFFIELD--But didn't you hint to him there was now this matter of the

child to be considered in making his plans?

JAYSON--[Lamely.] I started to. He simply flared up at me with insane

rage.

DICK--[Looking out the window.] Say, I believe they're coming in.

JAYSON--Bigelow?

DICK--Yes, they're both making for the front door.

SHEFFIELD--I suggest we beat a retreat to Curt's study and wait there.

JAYSON--Yes, let's do that--come on, all of you. [They all retire

grumblingly but precipitately to the study, closing the door behind

them. The front door is heard opening and a moment later CURT and

BIGELOW enter the room. CURT's face is set in an expression of stony

grief. BIGELOW is flushed, excited, indignant.]

BIGELOW--[As CURT sinks down on the couch--pleading indignantly.] Curt,

damn it, wake up! Are you made of stone? Has everything I've said gone

in one ear and out the other? I know it's hell for me to torment you at

this particular time but it's your own incredibly unreasonable actions

that force me to. I know how terribly you must feel but--damn it, man,

postpone this going away! Face this situation like a man! Be reconciled

to your child, stay with him at least until you can make suitable

arrangements--

CURTIS--[Fixedly.] I will never see it! Never!

BIGELOW--How can you keep repeating that--with Martha hardly cold in

her grave! I ask you again, what would she think, how would she

feel--If you would only consent to see this baby, I know you'd realize

how damnably mad and cruel you are. Won't you--just for a second?

CURTIS--No. [Then raging.] If I saw it I'd be tempted to--[Then

brokenly.] No more of that talk, Big. I've heard enough. I've reached

the limit.

BIGELOW--[Restraining his anger with difficulty--coldly.] That's your

final answer, eh? Well, I'm through. I've done all I could. If you want

to play the brute--to forget all that was most dear in the world to

Martha--to go your own damn selfish way--well, there's nothing more to

be said. You will be punished for it, believe me! [He takes a step

toward the door.] And I--I want you to understand that all friendship

ceases between us from this day. You are not the Curt I thought I

knew--and I have nothing but a feeling of repulsion--good-by. [He

starts for the door.]

CURTIS--[Dully.] Good-by, Big.

BIGELOW--[Stops, his features working with grief and looks back at his

friend--then suddenly goes back to him--penitently.] Curt! Forgive me!

I ought to know better. This isn't you. You'll come to yourself when

you've had time to think it over. The memory of Martha--she'll tell you

what you must do. [He wrings CURT's hand.] Good-by, old scout!

CURTIS--[Dully.] Good-by. [BIGELOW hurries out, rear. CURT sits in a

dumb apathy for a while--then groans heart-brokenly.] Martha! Martha!

[He springs to his feet distractedly. The door of the study is slowly

opened and SHEFFIELD peers out cautiously--then comes into the room,

followed by the others. They all take seats as before. CURT ignores

them.]

SHEFFIELD--[Clearing his throat.] Curt--

CURTIS--[Suddenly.] What time is it, do you know!

SHEFFIELD--[Looking at his watch.] Two minutes to four.

CURTIS--[Impatiently.] Still an hour more of this!

JAYSON--[Clearing his throat.] Curt--[Before he starts what he intends

to say, there is the sound of voices from the hall. ESTHER and LILY

help in MRS. DAVIDSON to her former chair. The old lady's face is again

transformed with joy. ESTHER joins EMILY on the couch. LILY sits in

chair--front right. There is a long, uncomfortable pause during which

CURT paces up and down.]

MRS. DAVIDSON--[Suddenly murmuring aloud to herself--happily.] He's

such a dear! I could stay watching him forever.

JAYSON--[Testily.] Sshhh! Aunt! [Then clearing his throat again.]

Surely you're not still thinking of going on the five o'clock train,

are you, Curt?

CURTIS--Yes.

SHEFFIELD--[Drily.] Then Mr. Bigelow didn't persuade you--

CURTIS--[Coldly and impatiently.] I'm not to be persuaded by Big or

anyone else. And I'll thank you not to talk any more about it. [They

all stiffen resentfully at his tone.]

JAYSON--[To CURT--in a pleading tone.] You mustn't be unreasonable,

Curt. After all we are your family--your best friends in the world--and

we are only trying to help you--

CURTIS--[With nervous vehemence.] I don't want your help. You will help

me most by keeping silent.

EMILY--[ With a meaning look at the others--sneeringly.] Yes, no doubt.

ESTHER--Sshhh, Emily!

JAYSON--[Helplessly.] But, you see, Curt--

SHEFFIELD--[With his best judicial air.] If you'll all allow me to be

the spokesman, I think perhaps that I--[They all nod and signify their

acquiescence. ] Well, then, will you listen to me, Curt? [This last

somewhat impatiently as CURT continues to pace, eyes on the floor.]

CURTIS--[Without looking at him--harshly.] Yes, I'm listening. What

else can I do when you've got me cornered? Say what you like and let's

get this over.

SHEFFIELD--First of all, Curt, I hope it is needless for me to express

how very deeply we all feel for you in your sorrow. But we sincerely

trust that you are aware of our heartfelt sympathy. [They all nod. A

bitter, cynical smile comes over LILY's face.]

ESTHER--[Suddenly breaking down and beginning to weep.] Poor Martha!

[SHEFFIELD glances at his wife, impatient at this interruption. The

others also show their irritation.]

EMILY--[Pettishly.] Esther! For goodness sake! [CURT hesitates, stares

at his sister frowningly as if judging her sincerity--then bends down

over her and kisses the top of her bowed head impulsively--seems about

to break down himself--grits his teeth and forces it back--glances

around at the others defiantly and resumes his pacing. ESTHER dries her

eyes, forcing a trembling smile. The cry has done her good.]

SHEFFIELD--[Clearing his throat.] I may truthfully say we all feel--as

Esther does--even if we do not give vent--[With an air of sincere

sympathy.] I know how terrible a day this must be for you, Curt. We all

do. And we feel guilty in breaking in upon the sanctity of your sorrow

in any way. But, if you will pardon my saying so, your own course of

action--the suddenness of your plans--have made it imperative that we

come to an understanding about certain things--about one thing in

particular, I might say. [He pauses. CURT goes on pacing back and forth

as if he hadn't heard.]

JAYSON--[Placatingly.] Yes, it is for the best, Curt.

ESTHER--Yes, Curt dear, you mustn't be unreasonable.

DICK--[Feeling called upon to say something.] Yes, old man, you've got

to face things like a regular. Facts are facts. [This makes everybody

uneasy.]

LILY--[Springing to her feet.] Phew! it's close in here. I'm going out

in the garden. You can call me when these--orations--are finished. [She

sweeps out scornfully.]

JAYSON--[Calling after her imperiously.] Lily! [But she doesn't answer

and he gives it up with a hopeless sigh.]

CURTIS--[Harshly.] What time is it?

SHEFFIELD--You have plenty of time to listen to what I--I should rather

say we--have to ask you, Curt. I promise to be brief. But first let me

again impress upon you that I am talking in a spirit of the deepest

friendliness and sympathy with you--as a fellow-member of the same

family, I may say--and with the highest ideals and the honor of that

family always in view. [CURT makes no comment. SHEFFIELD unconsciously

begins to adopt the alert keenness of the cross-examiner.] First, let

me ask you, is it your intention to take that five o'clock train to-day?

CURTIS--[Harshly.] I've told you that.

SHEFFIELD--And then you'll join this expedition to Asia?

CURTIS--You know that.

SHEFFIELD--To be gone five years?

CURTIS--[Shrugging his shoulders.] More or less.

SHEFFIELD--Is it your intention to return here at any time before you

leave for Asia?

CURTIS--No!

SHEFFIELD--And your determination on these plans is irrevocable?

CURTIS--Irrevocable! Exactly. Please remember that.

SHEFFIELD--[Sharply.] That being your attitude, I will come bluntly to

the core of the whole matter--the child whose coming into the world

cost Martha her life.

CURTIS--[Savagely.] Her murderer! You are right! [They all look

shocked, suspicious.]

SHEFFIELD--[Remonstratingly but suspiciously.] You can hardly hold the

child responsible for the terrible outcome. Women die every day from

the same cause. [Keenly.] Why do you attribute guilt to the child in

this case, Curt?

CURTIS--It lives and Martha is gone--But, enough! I've said I never

wanted it mentioned to me. Will you please remember that?

SHEFFIELD--[Sharply.] Its name is Jayson. Curt--in the eyes of the law.

Will YOU please remember that?

CURTIS--[Distractedly.] I don't want to remember anything! [Wildly.]

Please, for God's sake, leave me alone!

SHEFFIELD--[Coldly.] I am sorry, Curt, but you cannot act as if you

were alone in this affair.

CURTIS--Why not? Am I not alone--more alone this minute than any

creature on God's earth?

SHEFFIELD--[Soothingly.] In your great grief. Yes, yes, of course. We

all appreciate--and we hate to--[Persuasively.] Yes, it would be much

wiser to postpone these practical considerations until you are in a

calmer mood. And if you will only give us the chance--why not put off

this precipitate departure--for a month, say--and in the meantime--

CURTIS--[Harshly.] I am going when I said I was. I must get away from

this horrible hole--as far away as I can. I must get back to my work

for only in it will I find Martha again. But you--you can't understand

that. What is the good of all this talking which leads nowhere?

SHEFFIELD--[Coldly.] You're mistaken. It leads to this: Do you

understand that your running away from this child--on the very day of

its mother's funeral!--will have a very queer appearance in the eyes of

the world?

EMILY--And what are you going to do with the baby, Curt? Do you think

you can run off regardless and leave it here--on our hands?

CURTIS--[Distractedly.] I'll give it this home. And

someone--anyone--Esther, Lily--can appoint a nurse to live here and--

[Breaking down.] Oh, don't bother me!

SHEFFIELD--[Sharply.] In the world's eyes, it will appear precious like

a desertion on your part.

CURTIS--Oh, arrange it to suit yourselves--anything you wish--

SHEFFIELD--[Quickly. ] I'll take you at your word. Then let us arrange

it this way. You will remain here a month longer at least--

CURTIS--No!

SHEFFIELD--[Ignoring the interruption.] You can make plans for the

child's future in that time, become reconciled to it--

CURTIS--No!

JAYSON--[Pleadingly.] Curt--please--for all our sakes--when the honor

of the family is at stake.

DICK--Yes, old man, there's that about it, you know.

CURTIS--No!

EMILY--Oh, he's impossible!

SHEFFIELD--Perhaps Curt misunderstood me. [Meaningly.] Be reconciled to

it in the eyes of the public, Curt. That's what I meant. Your own

private feelings in the matter--are no one's business but your own, of

course.

CURTIS--[Bewilderedly.] But--I don't see--Oh, damn your eyes of the

public!

EMILY--[Breaking in.] It's all very well for you to ignore what people

in town think--you'll be in China or heaven knows where. The scandal

won't touch you--but we've got to live here and have our position to

consider.

CURTIS--[Mystified.] Scandal? What scandal? [Then with a harsh laugh.]

Oh, you mean the imbecile busy-bodies will call me an unnatural father.

Well, let them! I suppose I am. But they don't know--

EMILY--[Spitefully.] Perhaps they know more than you think they do.

CURTIS--[Turning on her--sharply.] Just what do you mean by that, eh?

ESTHER--Emily! Shhh!

JAYSON--[Flurriedly.] Be still, Emily. Let Mark do the talking.

SHEFFIELD--[Interposing placatingly.] What Emily means is simply this,

Curt: You haven't even been to look at this child since it has been

born--not once, have you?

CURTIS--No, and I never intend--

SHEFFIELD--[Insinuatingly.] And don't you suppose the doctors and

nurses--and the servants--have noticed this? It is not the usual

procedure, you must acknowledge, and they wouldn't be human if they

didn't think your action--or lack of action--peculiar and comment on it

outside.

CURTIS--Well, let them! Do you think I care a fiddler's curse how

people judge me?

SHEFFIELD--It is hardly a case of their judging--you. [Breaking off as

he catches CURT'S tortured eyes fixed on him wildly.] This is a small

town, Curt, and you know as well as I do, gossip is not the least of

its faults. It doesn't take long for such things to get started.

[Persuasively.] Now I ask you frankly, is it wise to provoke

deliberately what may easily be set at rest by a little--I'll be

frank--a little pretense on your part?

JAYSON--Yes, my boy. As a Jayson, I know you don't wish--

ESTHEE--[With a sigh.] Yes, you really must think of us, Curt.

CURTIS--[In an acute state of muddled confusion.] But--I--you--how are

you concerned? Pretense? You mean you want me to stay and pretend--in

order that you won't be disturbed by any silly tales they tell about

me? [With a wild laugh.] Good God, this is too much! Why does a man

have to be maddened by fools at such a time! [Raging.] Leave me alone!

You're like a swarm of poisonous flies.

JAYSON--Curt! This is--really--when we've tried to be so considerate--

JOHN--[Bursting with rage.] It's an outrage to allow such insults!

DICK--You're not playing the game, Curt.

EMILY--[Spitefully.] It seems to me it's much more for Martha's sake,

we're urging you than for our own. After all, the town can't say

anything against us.

CURTIS--[Turning on her.] Martha's sake? [Brokenly.] Martha is gone.

Leave her out of this.

SHEFFIELD--[Sharply.] But unfortunately, Curt, others will not leave

her out of this. They will pry and pry--you know what they are--and--

EMILY--Curt couldn't act the way he is doing if he ever really cared

for her.

CURTIS--You dare to say that! [Then controlling himself a bit--with

scathing scorn.] What do know of love--women like you! You call your

little rabbit-hutch emotions love--your bread-and-butter passions--and

you have the effrontery to judge--

EMILY--[Shrinking from him frightenedly.] Oh! John!

JOHN--[Getting to his feet.] I protest! I cannot allow even my own

brother--

DICK--[Grabbing his arm.] Keep your head, old boy.

SHEFFIELD--[Peremptorily.] You are making a fool of yourself, Curt--and

you are damned insulting in the bargain. I think I may say that we've

all about reached the end of our patience. What Emily said is for your

own best interest, if you had the sense to see it. And I put it to you

once and for all: Are you or are you not willing to act like a man of

honor to protect your own good name, the family name, the name of this

child, and your wife's memory? Let me tell you, your wife's good name

is more endangered by your stubbornness than anything else.

CURTIS--[Trembling with rage.] I--I begin to think--you--all of

you--are aiming at something against Martha in this. Yes--in back of

your words--your actions--I begin to feel--[Raging.] Go away! Get out

of this house--all of you! Oh, I know your meanness! I've seen how

you've tried to hurt her ever since we came--because you resented in

your small minds her evident superiority--

EMILY--[Scornfully.] Superiority, indeed!

CURTIS--Her breadth, of mind and greatness of soul that you couldn't

understand. I've guessed all this, and if I haven't interfered it's

only because I knew she was too far above you to notice your sickening

malice--

EMILY--[Furiously.] You're only acting--acting for our benefit because

you think we don't--

CURTIS--[Turning on her--with annihilating contempt.] Why, you--you

poor little nonentity! [John struggles to get forward but Dick holds

him back.]

EMILY--[Insane with rage--shrilly.] But we know--and the whole town

knows--and you needn't pretend you've been blind. You've given the

whole thing away yourself--the silly way you've acted--telling everyone

how you hated that baby--letting everyone see--

JAYSON--Emily! [The others are all frightened, try to interrupt her.

CURT stares at her in a stunned bewilderment]

EMILY--[Pouring forth all her venom regardless.] But you might as well

leave off your idiotic pretending. It doesn't fool us--or anyone

else--your sending for Bigelow that night--your hobnobbing with him

ever since--your pretending he's as much your friend as ever. They're

all afraid of you--but I'm not! I tell you to your face--it's all

acting you're doing--just cheap acting to try and pull the wool over

our eyes until you've run away like a coward--and left us to face the

disgrace for you with this child on our hands!

ESTHER--[Trying to silence her--excitedly.] Emily! Keep still, for

Heaven's sake! [The others all utter exclamations of caution, with

fearful glances at CURT.]

EMILY--[Becoming exhausted by her outburst--more faintly.] Well,

someone had to show him his place. He thinks he's so superior to us

just because--telling us how much better she was than--But I won't

stand for that. I've always had a clean name--and always will--and my

children, too, thank God! [She sinks down on the couch exhausted,

panting but still glaring defiantly at CURT.]

CURTIS--[An awareness of her meaning gradually forcing itself on his

mind.] Bigelow! Big? Pretending he's as much my friend--[With a sudden

gasp of sickened understanding.] Oh! [He sways as if he were about to

fall, shrinking away from EMILY, all horror.] Oh, you--you--you-filth!

JOHN--[His fists clenched, tries to advance on his brother.] How dare

you insult my wife! [He is restrained, held bake by his remonstrating

father and DICK.]

MRS. DAVIDSON--[As if suddenly coming out of a dream--frightenedly.]

What is the matter? Why is John mad at Curt?

CURTIS--[His hands over his eyes, acting like a person stricken with a

sudden attack of nausea, weakly.] So--that's--what has been in your

minds. Oh, this is bestial--disgusting! And there is nothing to be

done. I feel defenseless. One would have to be as low as you are--She

would have been defenseless, too. It is better she is dead. [He stares

about him--wildly.] And you think--you all think--

ESTHER--[Pityingly.] Curt, dear, we don't think anything except what

you've made us think with your crazy carrying-on.

CURTIS--[Looking from one to the other of them.] Yes--all of you--it's

on your faces. [His eyes fix themselves on his aunt.] No, you

don't--you don't--

MRS. DAVIDSON--I? Don't what, Curtis? My, how sick you look, poor boy!

CURTIS--You--don't believe--this child--

MRS. DAVIDSON--He's the sweetest baby I ever saw [proudly] and Jayson

right to the tips of his toes.

CURTIS--Ah, I know you--[Looking around at the others with loathing and

hatred.] But look at them--[With a burst of fierce determination.]

Wait! I'll give you the only answer--[He dashes for the door in rear,

shakes off his father and DICK, who try to stop him, and then is heard

bounding up the stairs in hall. DICK runs after him, JAYSON as far as

the doorway. ESTHER gives a stifled scream. There is a tense pause.

Then DICK reappears.]

DICK--It's all right. I saw him go in.

JAYSON--[Frightenedly.] But--good God--he's liable--why didn't you

follow him?

DICK--The doctor and nurse are there. They would have called out,

wouldn't they, if--

MRS. DAVIDSON--[Getting angrier and angrier as her puzzlement has grown

greater--in a stern tone.] I understand less and less of this. Where

has Curtis gone? Why did he act so sick? What is the matter with all of

you?

ESTHER--Nothing, Aunt dear, nothing!

MRS. DAVIDSON--No, you'll not hush me up! [Accusingly.] You all look

guilty. Have you been saying anything against Curtis' baby? That was

what Curtis seemed to think. A fine time you've picked out--with his

wife not cold in her grave!

JAYSON--Aunt!

MRS. DAVIDSON--I never liked that woman. I never understood her. But

now--now I love her and beg her forgiveness. She died like a true woman

in the performance of her duty. She died gloriously--and I will always

respect her memory. [Suddenly flying into a passion.] I feel that you

are all hostile to her baby--poor, little, defenseless creature! Yes,

you'd hate the idea of Curtis' having a son--you and your girls! Well,

I'll make you bitterly regret the day you--[She plumps herself down in

her chair again, staring stubbornly and angrily before her.]

EMILY--[Spitefully.] I fear it will be necessary to tell Aunt--

JAYSON--Sshh! You have made enough trouble with your telling already!

[Miserably.] It should never have come to this pass. Curt will never

forgive us, never!

ESTHER--[Resentfully to EMILY.] See what not holding your tongue has

done--and my children will have to suffer for it, too!

SHEFFIELD--[Severely.] If Emily had permitted me to conduct this

business uninterruptedly, this would never have occurred.

EMILY--That's right! All pick on me! Cowards! [She breaks down and

sobs.]

DICK--[From the doorway. Coming back into the room.] Sstt! Here he

comes!

CURTIS--[Reenters. There is a look of strange exultation on his face.

He looks from one to the other of them. He stammers.] Well--my answer

to you--your rotten world--I kissed him--he is mine! He looked at

me--it was as if Martha looked at me--through his eyes.

ESTHER--[Voicing the general relief. Joyfully.] Oh, Curt! You won't go

now? You'll stay?

CURTIS--[Staring at her, then from one to another of the rest with a

withering scorn.] Ha! Now you think you have conquered, do you? No, I'm

not going to stay! Do you think your vile slander could influence me to

give up my work? And neither shall you influence the life of my son. I

leave him here. I must. But not to your tender mercies. No, no! Thank

God, there still remains one Jayson with unmuddled integrity to whom I

can appeal. [He goes to MRS. DAVIDSON.] I will leave him in your care,

Aunt--while I am gone.

MRS. DAVIDSON--[Delighted.] It will be a great happiness. He will

be--the one God never granted me. [Her lips trembling.] God has

answered my prayer at last.

CURTIS--I thank you, Aunt. [Kisses her reverentially.]

MRS. DAVIDSON--[Pleased but morally bound to grumble at him] But I

cannot approve of your running away like this. It isn't natural. [Then

with selfish haste, fearing her words may change his mind and she will

lose the baby.] But you always were a queer person--and a man must do

faithfully the work ordained for him.

CURTIS--[Gladly.] Yes, I must go! What would I be for him--or

anyone--if I stayed? Thank God, you understand. But I will come back.

[The light of an ideal beginning to shine in his eyes.] When he is old

enough, I will teach him to know and love a big, free life. Martha used

to say that he would take her part in time. My goal shall be his goal,

too. Martha shall live again for me in him. And you, Aunt, swear to

keep him with you--out there in the country--never to let him know this

obscene little world. [He indicates his relatives.]

MRS. DAVIDSON--Yes, I promise, Curtis. Let anyone dare--! [She glares

about her. The noise of a motor is heard from the drive. It stops in

front of the house.]

CURTIS--I must go. [He kisses his aunt.] Teach him his mother was the

most beautiful soul that ever lived. Good-by, Aunt.

MRS. DAVIDSON--Good-by, Curtis! [Without looking at the others, he

starts for the door, rear. They all break out into conscience-stricken

protestations.]

JAYSON--[Miserably.] Curt! You're not leaving us that way?

ESTHER--Curt--you're going--without a word! [They all say this

practically together and crowd toward him. JOHN and EMILY remain

sullenly apart. CURT turns to face them.]

LILY--[Enters from the rear.] You're not going, Curt?

CURTIS--[Turning to her.] Yes. Good-by, Lily. [He kisses her.] You

loved her, didn't you? You are not like--Take my advice and get away

before you become--[He has been staring into her face. Suddenly he

pushes her brusquely away from him--coldly.] But I see in your face

it's too late.

LILY--[Miserably.] No, Curt--I swear--

CURTIS--[Facing them all defiantly.] Yes, I am going without a

word--because I cannot find the fitting one. Be thankful I can't. It

would shrivel up your souls like flame, [He again turns and strides to

the door.]

JAYSON--[His grief overcoming him.] My boy! We are wrong--we

know--but--at least say you forgive us.

CURTIS--[Wavers with his back towards them--then turns and forces the

words out.] Ask forgiveness of her. She--yes--she was so fine--I feel

she--so you are forgiven. Good-by. [He goes. The motor is heard driving

off. There is a tense pause.]

LILY--Then he did find out? Oh, a fine mess you've made of everything!

But no--I should say "we," shouldn't I? Curt guessed that. Oh, I hate

you--and myself! [She breaks down.]

[There is a strained pause during which they are all silent, their eyes

avoiding each other, fixed in dull, stupid stares. Finally, DICK

fidgets uncomfortably, heaves a noisy sigh, and blurts out with an

attempt at comforting reassurance:]

DICK--Well, it isn't as bad as it might have been, anyway. He did

acknowledge the kid--before witnesses, too.

JAYSON--[Testily.] Keep your remarks to yourself, if you please! [But

most of his family are already beginning to look relieved.]

[The Curtain Falls]

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