IX. SARA'S WAY

The warm June sunshine was coming down through the trees, white

with the virginal bloom of apple-blossoms, and through the

shining panes, making a tremulous mosaic upon Mrs. Eben Andrews'

spotless kitchen floor. Through the open door, a wind, fragrant

from long wanderings over orchards and clover meadows, drifted

in, and, from the window, Mrs. Eben and her guest could look down

over a long, misty valley sloping to a sparkling sea.

Mrs. Jonas Andrews was spending the afternoon with her

sister-in-law. She was a big, sonsy woman, with full-blown peony

cheeks and large, dreamy, brown eyes. When she had been a slim,

pink-and-white girl those eyes had been very romantic. Now they

were so out of keeping with the rest of her appearance as to be

ludicrous.

Mrs. Eben, sitting at the other end of the small tea-table that

was drawn up against the window, was a thin little woman, with a

very sharp nose and light, faded blue eyes. She looked like a

woman whose opinions were always very decided and warranted to

wear.

"How does Sara like teaching at Newbridge?" asked Mrs. Jonas,

helping herself a second time to Mrs. Eben's matchless black

fruit cake, and thereby bestowing a subtle compliment which Mrs.

Eben did not fail to appreciate.

"Well, I guess she likes it pretty well--better than down at

White Sands, anyway," answered Mrs. Eben. "Yes, I may say it

suits her. Of course it's a long walk there and back. I think

it would have been wiser for her to keep on boarding at

Morrison's, as she did all winter, but Sara is bound to be home

all she can. And I must say the walk seems to agree with her."

"I was down to see Jonas' aunt at Newbridge last night," said

Mrs. Jonas, "and she said she'd heard that Sara had made up her

mind to take Lige Baxter at last, and that they were to be

married in the fall. She asked me if it was true. I said I

didn't know, but I hoped to mercy it was. Now, is it, Louisa?"

"Not a word of it," said Mrs. Eben sorrowfully. "Sara hasn't any

more notion of taking Lige than ever she had. I'm sure it's not

MY fault. I've talked and argued till I'm tired. I declare to

you, Amelia, I am terribly disappointed. I'd set my heart on

Sara's marrying Lige--and now to think she won't!"

"She is a very foolish girl," said Mrs. Jonas, judicially. "If

Lige Baxter isn't good enough for her, who is?"

"And he's so well off," said Mrs. Eben, "and does such a good

business, and is well spoken of by every one. And that lovely

new house of his at Newbridge, with bay windows and hardwood

floors! I've dreamed and dreamed of seeing Sara there as

mistress."

"Maybe you'll see her there yet," said Mrs. Jonas, who always

took a hopeful view of everything, even of Sara's contrariness.

But she felt discouraged, too. Well, she had done her best.

If Lige Baxter's broth was spoiled it was not for lack of cooks.

Every Andrews in Avonlea had been trying for two years to bring

about a match between him and Sara, and Mrs. Jonas had borne her

part valiantly.

Mrs. Eben's despondent reply was cut short by the appearance of

Sara herself. The girl stood for a moment in the doorway and

looked with a faintly amused air at her aunts. She knew quite

well that they had been discussing her, for Mrs. Jonas, who

carried her conscience in her face, looked guilty, and Mrs. Eben

had not been able wholly to banish her aggrieved expression.

Sara put away her books, kissed Mrs. Jonas' rosy cheek, and sat

down at the table. Mrs. Eben brought her some fresh tea, some

hot rolls, and a little jelly-pot of the apricot preserves Sara

liked, and she cut some more fruit cake for her in moist plummy

slices. She might be out of patience with Sara's "contrariness,"

but she spoiled and petted her for all that, for the girl was the

very core of her childless heart.

Sara Andrews was not, strictly speaking, pretty; but there was

that about her which made people look at her twice. She was very

dark, with a rich, dusky sort of darkness, her deep eyes were

velvety brown, and her lips and cheeks were crimson.

She ate her rolls and preserves with a healthy appetite,

sharpened by her long walk from Newbridge, and told amusing

little stories of her day's work that made the two older women

shake with laughter, and exchange shy glances of pride over her

cleverness.

When tea was over she poured the remaining contents of the cream

jug into a saucer.

"I must feed my pussy," she said as she left the room.

"That girl beats me," said Mrs. Eben with a sigh of perplexity.

"You know that black cat we've had for two years? Eben and I

have always made a lot of him, but Sara seemed to have a dislike

to him. Never a peaceful nap under the stove could he have when

Sara was home--out he must go. Well, a little spell ago he got

his leg broke accidentally and we thought he'd have to be killed.

But Sara wouldn't hear of it. She got splints and set his leg

just as knacky, and bandaged it up, and she has tended him like a

sick baby ever since. He's just about well now, and he lives in

clover, that cat does. It's just her way. There's them sick

chickens she's been doctoring for a week, giving them pills and

things!

"And she thinks more of that wretched-looking calf that got

poisoned with paris green than of all the other stock on the

place."

As the summer wore away, Mrs. Eben tried to reconcile herself to

the destruction of her air castles. But she scolded Sara

considerably.

"Sara, why don't you like Lige? I'm sure he is a model young

man."

"I don't like model young men," answered Sara impatiently. "And

I really think I hate Lige Baxter. He has always been held up to

me as such a paragon. I'm tired of hearing about all his

perfections. I know them all off by heart. He doesn't drink, he

doesn't smoke, he doesn't steal, he doesn't tell fibs, he never

loses his temper, he doesn't swear, and he goes to church

regularly. Such a faultless creature as that would certainly get

on my nerves. No, no, you'll have to pick out another mistress

for your new house at the Bridge, Aunt Louisa."

When the apple trees, that had been pink and white in June, were

russet and bronze in October, Mrs. Eben had a quilting. The

quilt was of the "Rising Star" pattern, which was considered in

Avonlea to be very handsome. Mrs. Eben had intended it for part

of Sara's "setting out," and, while she sewed the red-and-white

diamonds together, she had regaled her fancy by imagining she saw

it spread out on the spare-room bed of the house at Newbridge,

with herself laying her bonnet and shawl on it when she went to

see Sara. Those bright visions had faded with the apple

blossoms, and Mrs. Eben hardly had the heart to finish the quilt

at all.

The quilting came off on Saturday afternoon, when Sara could be

home from school. All Mrs. Eben's particular friends were ranged

around the quilt, and tongues and fingers flew. Sara flitted

about, helping her aunt with the supper preparations. She was in

the room, getting the custard dishes out of the cupboard, when

Mrs. George Pye arrived.

Mrs. George had a genius for being late. She was later than

usual to-day, and she looked excited. Every woman around the

"Rising Star" felt that Mrs. George had some news worth listening

to, and there was an expectant silence while she pulled out her

chair and settled herself at the quilt.

She was a tall, thin woman with a long pale face and liquid green

eyes. As she looked around the circle she had the air of a cat

daintily licking its chops over some titbit.

"I suppose," she said, "that you have heard the news?"

She knew perfectly well that they had not. Every other woman at

the frame stopped quilting. Mrs. Eben came to the door with a

pan of puffy, smoking-hot soda biscuits in her hand. Sara

stopped counting the custard dishes, and turned her

ripely-colored face over her shoulder. Even the black cat, at

her feet, ceased preening his fur. Mrs. George felt that the

undivided attention of her audience was hers.

"Baxter Brothers have failed," she said, her green eyes shooting

out flashes of light. "Failed DISGRACEFULLY!"

She paused for a moment; but, since her hearers were as yet

speechless from surprise, she went on.

"George came home from Newbridge, just before I left, with the

news. You could have knocked me down with a feather. I should

have thought that firm was as steady as the Rock of Gibraltar!

But they're ruined--absolutely ruined. Louisa, dear, can you

find me a good needle?"

"Louisa, dear," had set her biscuits down with a sharp thud,

reckless of results. A sharp, metallic tinkle sounded at the

closet where Sara had struck the edge of her tray against a

shelf. The sound seemed to loosen the paralyzed tongues, and

everybody began talking and exclaiming at once. Clear and shrill

above the confusion rose Mrs. George Pye's voice.

"Yes, indeed, you may well say so. It IS disgraceful. And to

think how everybody trusted them! George will lose considerable

by the crash, and so will a good many folks. Everything will

have to go--Peter Baxter's farm and Lige's grand new house. Mrs.

Peter won't carry her head so high after this, I'll be bound.

George saw Lige at the Bridge, and he said he looked dreadful cut

up and ashamed."

"Who, or what's to blame for the failure?" asked Mrs. Rachel

Lynde sharply. She did not like Mrs. George Pye.

"There are a dozen different stories on the go," was the reply.

"As far as George could make out, Peter Baxter has been

speculating with other folks' money, and this is the result.

Everybody always suspected that Peter was crooked; but you'd have

thought that Lige would have kept him straight. HE had always

such a reputation for saintliness."

"I don't suppose Lige knew anything about it," said Mrs. Rachel

indignantly.

"Well, he'd ought to, then. If he isn't a knave he's a fool,"

said Mrs. Harmon Andrews, who had formerly been among his

warmest partisans. "He should have kept watch on Peter and found

out how the business was being run. Well, Sara, you were the

level-headest of us all--I'll admit that now. A nice mess it

would be if you were married or engaged to Lige, and him left

without a cent--even if he can clear his character!"

"There is a good deal of talk about Peter, and swindling, and a

lawsuit," said Mrs. George Pye, quilting industriously. "Most of

the Newbridge folks think it's all Peter's fault, and that Lige

isn't to blame. But you can't tell. I dare say Lige is as deep

in the mire as Peter. He was always a little too good to be

wholesome, _I_ thought."

There was a clink of glass at the cupboard, as Sara set the tray

down. She came forward and stood behind Mrs. Rachel Lynde's

chair, resting her shapely hands on that lady's broad shoulders.

Her face was very pale, but her flashing eyes sought and faced

defiantly Mrs. George Pye's cat-like orbs. Her voice quivered

with passion and contempt.

"You'll all have a fling at Lige Baxter, now that he's down. You

couldn't say enough in his praise, once. I'll not stand by and

hear it hinted that Lige Baxter is a swindler. You all know

perfectly well that Lige is as honest as the day, if he IS so

unfortunate as to have an unprincipled brother. You, Mrs. Pye,

know it better than any one, yet you come here and run him down

the minute he's in trouble. If there's another word said here

against Lige Baxter I'll leave the room and the house till you're

gone, every one of you."

She flashed a glance around the quilt that cowed the gossips.

Even Mrs. George Pye's eyes flickered and waned and quailed.

Nothing more was said until Sara had picked up her glasses and

marched from the room. Even then they dared not speak above a

whisper. Mrs. Pye, alone, smarting from the snub, ventured to

ejaculate, "Pity save us!" as Sara slammed the door.

For the next fortnight gossip and rumor held high carnival in

Avonlea and Newbridge, and Mrs. Eben grew to dread the sight of a

visitor.

"They're bound to talk about the Baxter failure and criticize

Lige," she deplored to Mrs. Jonas. "And it riles Sara up so

terrible. She used to declare that she hated Lige, and now she

won't listen to a word against him. Not that I say any, myself.

I'm sorry for him, and I believe he's done his best. But I can't

stop other people from talking."

One evening Harmon Andrews came in with a fresh budget of news.

"The Baxter business is pretty near wound up at last," he said,

as he lighted his pipe. "Peter has got his lawsuits settled and

has hushed up the talk about swindling, somehow. Trust him for

slipping out of a scrape clean and clever. He don't seem to worry

any, but Lige looks like a walking skeleton. Some folks pity

him, but I say he should have kept the run of things better and

not have trusted everything to Peter. I hear he's going out West

in the Spring, to take up land in Alberta and try his hand at

farming. Best thing he can do, I guess. Folks hereabouts have

had enough of the Baxter breed. Newbridge will be well rid of

them."

Sara, who had been sitting in the dark corner by the stove,

suddenly stood up, letting the black cat slip from her lap to the

floor. Mrs. Eben glanced at her apprehensively, for she was

afraid the girl was going to break out in a tirade against the

complacent Harmon.

But Sara only walked fiercely out of the kitchen, with a sound as

if she were struggling for breath. In the hall she snatched a

scarf from the wall, flung open the front door, and rushed down

the lane in the chill, pure air of the autumn twilight. Her

heart was throbbing with the pity she always felt for bruised and

baited creatures.

On and on she went heedlessly, intent only on walking away her

pain, over gray, brooding fields and winding slopes, and along

the skirts of ruinous, dusky pine woods, curtained with fine spun

purple gloom. Her dress brushed against the brittle grasses and

sere ferns, and the moist night wind, loosed from wild places far

away, blew her hair about her face.

At last she came to a little rustic gate, leading into a shadowy

wood-lane. The gate was bound with willow withes, and, as Sara

fumbled vainly at them with her chilled hands, a man's firm step

came up behind her, and Lige Baxter's hand closed over her's.

"Oh, Lige!" she said, with something like a sob.

He opened the gate and drew her through. She left her hand in

his, as they walked through the lane where lissome boughs of

young saplings flicked against their heads, and the air was

wildly sweet with the woodsy odors.

"It's a long while since I've seen you, Lige," Sara said at last.

Lige looked wistfully down at her through the gloom.

"Yes, it seems very long to me, Sara. But I didn't think you'd

care to see me, after what you said last spring. And you know

things have been going against me. People have said hard things.

I've been unfortunate, Sara, and may be too easy-going, but I've

been honest. Don't believe folks if they tell you I wasn't."

"Indeed, I never did--not for a minute!" fired Sara.

"I'm glad of that. I'm going away, later on. I felt bad enough

when you refused to marry me, Sara; but it's well that you

didn't. I'm man enough to be thankful my troubles don't fall on

you."

Sara stopped and turned to him. Beyond them the lane opened into

a field and a clear lake of crocus sky cast a dim light into the

shadow where they stood. Above it was a new moon, like a

gleaming silver scimitar. Sara saw it was over her left

shoulder, and she saw Lige's face above her, tender and troubled.

"Lige," she said softly, "do you love me still?"

"You know I do," said Lige sadly.

That was all Sara wanted. With a quick movement she nestled into

his arms, and laid her warm, tear-wet cheek against his cold one.

When the amazing rumor that Sara was going to marry Lige Baxter,

and go out West with him, circulated through the Andrews clan,

hands were lifted and heads were shaken. Mrs. Jonas puffed and

panted up the hill to learn if it were true. She found Mrs. Eben

stitching for dear life on an "Irish Chain" quilt, while Sara was

sewing the diamonds on another "Rising Star" with a martyr-like

expression on her face. Sara hated patchwork above everything

else, but Mrs. Eben was mistress up to a certain point.

"You'll have to make that quilt, Sara Andrews. If you're going

to live out on those prairies, you'll need piles of quilts, and

you shall have them if I sew my fingers to the bone. But you'll

have to help make them."

And Sara had to.

When Mrs. Jonas came, Mrs. Eben sent Sara off to the post-office

to get her out of the way.

"I suppose it's true, this time?" said Mrs. Jonas.

"Yes, indeed," said Mrs. Eben briskly. "Sara is set on it. There

is no use trying to move her--you know that--so I've just

concluded to make the best of it. I'm no turn-coat. Lige Baxter

is Lige Baxter still, neither more nor less. I've always said

he's a fine young man, and I say so still. After all, he and

Sara won't be any poorer than Eben and I were when we started

out."

Mrs. Jonas heaved a sigh of relief.

"I'm real glad you take that view of it, Louisa. I'm not

displeased, either, although Mrs. Harmon would take my head off

if she heard me say so. I always liked Lige. But I must say I'm

amazed, too, after the way Sara used to rail at him."

"Well, we might have expected it," said Mrs. Eben sagely. "It

was always Sara's way. When any creature got sick or unfortunate

she seemed to take it right into her heart. So you may say Lige

Baxter's failure was a success after all."

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