VIII. THE LITTLE BROWN BOOK OF MISS EMILY

The first summer Mr. Irving and Miss Lavendar--Diana and I could

never call her anything else, even after she was married--were at

Echo Lodge after their marriage, both Diana and I spent a great

deal of time with them. We became acquainted with many of the

Grafton people whom we had not known before, and among others,

the family of Mr. Mack Leith. We often went up to the Leiths in

the evening to play croquet. Millie and Margaret Leith were very

nice girls, and the boys were nice, too. Indeed, we liked every

one in the family, except poor old Miss Emily Leith. We tried

hard enough to like her, because she seemed to like Diana and me

very much, and always wanted to sit with us and talk to us, when

we would much rather have been somewhere else. We often felt a

good deal of impatience at these times, but I am very glad to

think now that we never showed it.

In a way, we felt sorry for Miss Emily. She was Mr. Leith's

old-maid sister and she was not of much importance in the

household. But, though we felt sorry for her, we couldn't like

her. She really was fussy and meddlesome; she liked to poke a

finger into every one's pie, and she was not at all tactful.

Then, too, she had a sarcastic tongue, and seemed to feel bitter

towards all the young folks and their love affairs. Diana and I

thought this was because she had never had a lover of her own.

Somehow, it seemed impossible to think of lovers in connection

with Miss Emily. She was short and stout and pudgy, with a face

so round and fat and red that it seemed quite featureless; and

her hair was scanty and gray. She walked with a waddle, just

like Mrs. Rachel Lynde, and she was always rather short of

breath. It was hard to believe Miss Emily had ever been young;

yet old Mr. Murray, who lived next door to the Leiths, not only

expected us to believe it, but assured us that she had been very

pretty.

"THAT, at least, is impossible," said Diana to me.

And then, one day, Miss Emily died. I'm afraid no one was very

sorry. It seems to me a most dreadful thing to go out of the

world and leave not one person behind to be sorry because you

have gone. Miss Emily was dead and buried before Diana and I

heard of it at all. The first I knew of it was when I came home

from Orchard Slope one day and found a queer, shabby little black

horsehair trunk, all studded with brass nails, on the floor of my

room at Green Gables. Marilla told me that Jack Leith had

brought it over, and said that it had belonged to Miss Emily and

that, when she was dying, she asked them to send it to me.

"But what is in it? And what am I to do with it?" I asked in

bewilderment.

"There was nothing said about what you were to do with it. Jack

said they didn't know what was in it, and hadn't looked into it,

seeing that it was your property. It seems a rather queer

proceeding--but you're always getting mixed up in queer

proceedings, Anne. As for what is in it, the easiest way to find

out, I reckon, is to open it and see. The key is tied to it.

Jack said Miss Emily said she wanted you to have it because she

loved you and saw her lost youth in you. I guess she was a bit

delirious at the last and wandered a good deal. She said she

wanted you 'to understand her.'"

I ran over to Orchard Slope and asked Diana to come over and

examine the trunk with me. I hadn't received any instructions

about keeping its contents secret and I knew Miss Emily wouldn't

mind Diana knowing about them, whatever they were.

It was a cool, gray afternoon and we got back to Green Gables

just as the rain was beginning to fall. When we went up to my

room the wind was rising and whistling through the boughs of the

big old Snow Queen outside of my window. Diana was excited, and,

I really believe, a little bit frightened.

We opened the old trunk. It was very small, and there was

nothing in it but a big cardboard box. The box was tied up and

the knots sealed with wax. We lifted it out and untied it. I

touched Diana's fingers as we did it, and both of us exclaimed at

once, "How cold your hand is!"

In the box was a quaint, pretty, old-fashioned gown, not at all

faded, made of blue muslin, with a little darker blue flower in

it. Under it we found a sash, a yellowed feather fan, and an

envelope full of withered flowers. At the bottom of the box was

a little brown book.

It was small and thin, like a girl's exercise book, with leaves

that had once been blue and pink, but were now quite faded, and

stained in places. On the fly leaf was written, in a very

delicate hand, "Emily Margaret Leith," and the same writing

covered the first few pages of the book. The rest were not

written on at all. We sat there on the floor, Diana and I, and

read the little book together, while the rain thudded against the

window panes.

Further Chronicles of Avonlea · 第 16 / 29 题