CHAPTER LIII. THE GAOL PARLOUR

At the time of which our story treats, the old gaols of Ireland were

very unlike those edifices which modern humanity has erected to be the

safeguards of prisoners. They were small, confined, generally ruinous

in condition, and always ill ventilated and dirty. So limited was the

space, that all classification of crime was impossible, and, worse

still, the untried prisoners were confined indiscriminately along with

those whom the law had already sentenced, and who only awaited the hour

of execution.

The extent of favour shown to those who were waiting for trial consisted

in the privilege of seeing their legal advisers, or their friends, in

a small cell used for such colloquies, and to which they succeeded by

rotation, and for half an hour at a time. They whose means were unequal

to the cost of a legal defence, or whose friends took little trouble in

their behalf, were occasionally not unwilling to sell this privilege

to their luckier companions, and a gill of whisky, or a few ounces of

tobacco, were gladly accepted in lieu of a right that would have been

profitless to claim.

As the day for trial grew nearer, the price of this privilege rose

considerably. There were so many things the prisoner wanted to hear, or

to tell, secrets he had kept for weeks long locked close in his breast,

would now find vent; details that he had determined should go with him

to the grave, he could no longer abstain from communicating. The agonies

of feverish expectation, the sleepless nights--or worse, far worse,

those dreamful ones--would have begun to tell upon the strongest and

boldest; and spirits that a few weeks back would have seemed to defy

every terror, now became fidgety and fretful, eager to hear what men

said without, and how the newspapers talked of them.

While the assizes were distant, the prisoners gave themselves up, so far

as their position permitted, to the habits and ways of their ordinary

lives. Some brooded, some bullied, some looked steeped in a sort of

stupid indifference, not caring for anything, or minding anything;

others gave way to a jollity which, whether real or feigned, affected

those around, and disposed them to scenes of riot and uproar. When,

however, the time for trial drew nigh, all these signs merged into one

pervading sentiment of intense anxiety, and nothing was said, nothing

heard, but questions as to who were to be the judges--a point to which

immense importance was attached--some supposed tendency to mercy or

severity being ascribed to each in turn, and the characters of the Crown

lawyers were discussed with a shrewdness that indicated how far less

the debaters thought of the law itself than of the traits and tempers of

those who were to administer it.

From the day that old Malone entered the gaol, his ascendancy was at

once acknowledged. It was not merely that in the old man’s character

there were those features of steadfast determination and unswerving

courage which the Irish of every class place at the top of all virtues,

but he was, so to say, a sort of patriarchal law-breaker; he had twice

stood in the dock under charge for the greatest of crimes, and five

times had he braved the risk of transportation. If ever there seemed a

charmed life, it was his. And though the Crown prosecutors were wont to

regard him as one whose successive escapes were a sort of reflection on

their skill, the juries who tried him could not divest themselves of

a sympathy for the hardy old fellow, who, never daunted by danger, no

sooner issued from one scrape than he was ready to involve himself in

another.

Dan Malone was not only the hero of the gaol, he was the law adviser.

Around him they gathered to tell their several cases, and consult him as

to their likely issue. It was not merely that he was quick in detecting

where a flaw or break-down of evidence might be looked for, but he

knew--and it was wonderful how well--the sort of testimony that would

tell well with a jury, and the class of witness which it would be

advisable to produce, or to withhold, according to the character of the

judge that presided. It would have doubtless been very damaging to this

ascendancy of his if it got abroad that he himself, while distributing

his counsels to this man, and his warnings to that, should be

unprotected and undefended, and so the brave old fellow, locking up

his sorrows in his own heart, never betrayed his friendlessness. On the

contrary, he scrupulously maintained his privilege to “the Parlour,” as

it was called, and would, when his turn came, stalk away to the little

cell, to sit down in his solitude, and think, with a swelling heart,

over his comfortless fortune.

The turnkey alone knew his secret, and kept it loyally. Malone had been

in his hands many times, and always conducted himself well, so that

whenever the time came round for old Dan’s visit to the Parlour, Mr.

Meekins would call out from the door in an audible and imposing voice,

“Here’s Counsellor Fitzgibbon,” or “Serjeant Taate,” or some other

equally well-known leader at the bar, “wants to speak to Dan Malone,”

and poor old Dan would get up from his seat, and smoothe his hair, and

adjust his neckcloth, and walk proudly away to hide his misery in the

half-darkened cell, and rock himself to and fro in all the sorrow of his

friendless and deserted fortune.

Terrible as the mockery was, it sustained him, for though the straw will

not support the drowning man, it will feed his hope even in death, and

smoothe the last agony of the heart, whose sharpest pang is desertion!

When, therefore, Mr. Meekins, instead of the usual pompons announcement,

simply called out, “Dan Malone, to the Parlour,” without any intimation

of a learned visitor awaiting him, the old man heard the words in

amazement, and not without fear. Had his friend betrayed him? Had

he divulged the little fraud, and exposed him to his fellows? Or had

he--and this most probable--had he, as the real day of reckoning drew

nigh, revolted at a deception which a few hours must unveil, and which,

even to the heart that encouraged it, bore its own cruel punishment. “He

knows that I’m only giving myself false hopes,” muttered the old fellow,

as with sunken head and downcast eyes he moved slowly away.

As the door of the little cell clanked behind him, the turnkey

with scrupulous tenacity bolting the small portal on the outside as

rigorously as though it were the last protection of the criminal, Dan

sat down on a small stool, and buried his face between his hands. Never

before had his fate seemed sodark and gloomy. The little fiction he

loved to main-tarn withdrawn, all the intensity of his loneliness stood

before him at once. “I may as well say it at once,” muttered he, “when

I go back, that Dan Malone has no friend in the wide world, not a man

to speak a word for him, but must stand up in the dock and say, ‘No

counsel, my lord.’” As if the bitter moment of the humiliation had

arrived, the old fellow rocked to and fro in his agony, and groaned

bitterly.

What was that which broke the stillness? Was it a sigh, and then a

sob? Was his mind wandering? Was the misery too much for his reason? He

rubbed his eyes and looked up.

“Merciful Mother! Blessed Virgin! is it yourself is come to comfort me?”

cried he, as he dropped on his knees, while the tears streamed down his

hard and wrinkled cheeks. “Oh, Holy Mother! Tower of Ivory! do I see you

there, or is my ould eyes deceivin’ me?”

The heart-wrung prayer was addressed to a figure on which the solitary

pane of a small window high up in the wall threw a ray of sunlight, so

that the braided hair glowed like burnished gold, and the pale cheeks

caught a slightly warm tint, less like life than like a beautiful

picture.

“Don’t you know me, grandfather? Don’t you know your own dear Katey?”

said she, moving slowly forward; and then, kneeling down in front of

him, clasped him in her arms.

It was more than he could bear, and he heaved a heavy sigh, and rolled

back against the wall.

It was long before he rallied; old age stands so near the last

threshold, there is but little space to recover breath in; and when he

did rally, he could not be sure that his mind was not astray, or that

his sight was not deceiving him.

“Tell me something of long ago, darlin’; tell me something, that I’ll

know you are my own.”

“Shall I tell you of the day I found the penny in the well, and you

told me it was for good luck, and never to lose it? Do you remember,

grandfather, how you bored a hole in it, and I used to wear it around my

neck with a string?”

“I do, I do,” cried he, as the tears came fast and faster; “and you lost

it after all; didn’t you lose it?”

“Yes; but, grandfather, I shall find others, and golden ones too.”

“Tell me more about them times, or I won’t believe you,” cried he, half

peevishly.

“I’ll talk to you all the evening about them; I remember them all, dear

old grandady.”

“That’s the word I wanted; that’s it, my darlin’! the light of my ould

eyes!” And he fell on her neck and sobbed aloud.

In his ecstasy and delight to weave the long past into the present,

he forgot to ask her how she came there, and by what fortune she had

remembered him. It was the old life in the mountains that filled his

whole being. The wild cliffs and solitary lakes, dear to him by the

thought of her who never left him, trotting beside him as he went, or

cowering at his knee as he sat over the turf fire. So immersed was he

in these memories, that though she talked on he heard nothing; he would

look at her, and smile, and say, “God bless her,” and then go back again

to his own dreamy thoughts.

“I’m thinking we’ll have to cut the oats, green as it is, Kitty,” said

he, after a long pause. “It’s late in the year now, and there’ll be no

fine days.”

She could not speak, but her lips trembled, and her heart felt as if it

would burst.

“There’s a lamb astray these two days,” muttered he. “I hope the eagles

hasn’t got it; but I heard one screeching last night. Light the fire,

anyway, darlin’, for it’s cowld here.”

With what art and patience and gentle forbearance did she labour to

bring those erring faculties back, and fix them on the great reality

that portended! It was long, indeed, before she succeeded. The old man

loved to revel in the bygone life, wherein, with all its hardships, his

fierce nature enjoyed such independence; and every now and then, after

she had, as she hoped, centred his thoughts upon the approaching trial,

he would break out into some wild triumph over an act of lawless daring,

some insolent defiance he had hurled at the minions who were afraid to

come and look for him in his mountain home.

At last she did manage to get him to speak of his present condition, and

to give a narrative--it was none of the clearest--of his encounter with

the sheriff’s people. He made no attempt to screen himself, nor did he

even pretend that he had not been the aggressor, but he insisted, and

he believed too, that he was perfectly justified in all he had done.

His notion was, that he was simply defending what was his own. The

scrupulous regard the Law observes towards him who is in possession, is

not unfrequently translated by the impetuous intelligence of the Irish

peasant into a _bona fide_ and undeniable right. Malone reasoned in this

way, and with this addition: “It’s just as good for me to die in a fair

fight as be starved and ruined.”

How hard was Kate’s task, to eke out means for a defence from such

materials as this! Indeed, no indictment that ever was drawn could be

more condemnatory than the man’s own admissions. Still, she persisted

in sifting the whole story over and over, till she had at least such a

knowledge of the details as would enable her to confer with a lawyer and

obtain his opinion.

“And who is to defind me, darlin’?” asked he, in the cheerful tone of a

heart perfectly at ease.

“We have not fixed upon that yet. We are not quite sure,” murmured she,

as her racked brain beat and throbbed with intense thinking.

“I’d like to have Mr. O’Connell, Kate,” said he, proudly. “It would warm

my ould heart to hear how he’d give it to them, the scoundrels! that

would turn a poor man out of his own, and send him to sleep under a

ditch. There’s not his like in all Ireland to lash a landlord. It’s

there he’s at home!”

“I must be going now, grandady.”

“Going, acushla! And will you leave me?”

“I most, there’s no help for it; they wouldn’t let me stay here.”

“Begorra!” cried he, wildly,--“I forgot I was in gaol! May I never! if I

didn’t think I was at home again, and that we were only waiting for the

boys to have our supper!”

“My poor old grandady,” said she, stooping and kissing his forehead,

“I’ll come back to-morrow, and stay a long time with you. I have a great

deal to say to you that I can’t think of to-day. Here’s a little basket,

with something to eat, and some tobacco, too; the gaoler gave me leave

to bring it in. And you’ll drink my health to-night, grandady, won’t

you?”

“My darlin’--my own darlin’, that I will! And where did you come from

now--was it from England?”

“No, grandady. It was a long way off, but not from England.”

“And who are you living with? Is it with that ould man in Wales?”

“No, not with him. I’ll tell you all to-morrow.”

“They tell me he’s mighty rich.”

She evidently had not heard his words, for she stood pressing her

temples with both hands, and as if endeavouring to repress some severe

pain.

“It’s your head’s aching you, darlin’!” said he, compassionately.

“Head and heart!” muttered she, drearily. “Good-by, my dear old

grandady--good-by!” And, not able to control her emotion, she turned her

face away.

“You’ll have to call out through that gratin’ before they’ll open the

door,” said he, half sulkily. “You’d think we was all sentenced and

condimned, the way they lock us up here! But I hear him coming now.

You’ll let her in to see me to-morrow, Mr. Meekins, won’t you?” said he,

in an imploring tone. “She’s my daughter’s child, and nearly the last of

us now.”

“By my conscience, she’s a fine creature!” said the turnkey, as she

moved past. “It’s mighty seldom the likes of her is seen in such a place

as this!”

When Kate gained the street, the rain was falling heavily, and as she

stood uncertain which way to turn, for the town was strange to her,

O’Rorke came up.

“Haven’t you as much as an umbrella, Miss Kate,” said he, “or a cloak,

in this dreadful weather?”

“I was not thinking of either. Which way do we go towards the inn?”

“I’d advise you to take shelter in a shop here, Miss; the shower is too

heavy to last long.”

“I have no time for this; I want to catch the post, and I believe it

leaves at six o’clock.”.

“You’ll be drowned with this rain,” muttered he. “But come along. I’ll

show you the way.”

As they went, neither spoke; indeed, the noise of the plashing rain,

and the sharp gusts of the sweeping wind, would have made it almost

impossible to converse, and they plodded onward through the dreary and

deserted streets, for even the poorest had now sought shelter. The inn

was at the very end of a long straggling street, and, when they reached

it, they were completely soaked through with rain.

“You have ordered a room for me here, you said?” asked Elate, as they

entered.

“Yes, it’s all ready, and your dinner too, whenever you like to eat

it.--This is the young lady, ma’am,” continued he, addressing the

landlady, “that’s coming to stop here; she’s wet through, and I hope

you’ll take care of her, that she doesn’t catch cold.”

“Will you show me my room?” asked Kate, quietly. But the landlady

never moved, but stood scrutinising her with an eye the very reverse of

kindly.

“She’s asking you where’s her room,” broke in O’Rorke.

“I hear her, and I think this isn’t the house for her.”

“How do you mean?--what are you saying?” cried he, angrily.

“She’ll be better and more at home at Tom M’Cafferty’s, that’s what I

mean,” said she, sturdily.

“But I took a room here.”

“And you’ll not get it,” rejoined she, setting her arms akimbo; “and if

you want to know why, maybe you’d hear it, and hear more than you like.”

“Come away--come away; let us find out this other place, wherever it

be,” said Kate, hurriedly.

“The other place is down there, where you see the red sign,” said the

landlady, half pushing her, as she spoke, into the street.

Shivering with cold, and wet through, Kate reached the little “shebeen,”

or carriers’ inn, where, however, they received her with kindness and

civility, the woman giving up to her her own room, and doing her very

best to wait on her and assist her. As her trunk had been forgotten at

the inn, however, Kate had to wait till O’Rorke fetched it, and as Mr.

O’Rorke took the opportunity of the visit to enter on a very strong

discussion with the landlady for her insolent refusal to admit them, it

was nigh an hour before he got back again.

By this time, what with the effects of cold and wet, and what with the

intense anxieties of the morning, Kate’s head began to ache violently,

and frequent shiverings gave warning of the approach of fever. Her

impatience, too, to be in time for the post became extreme. She

wanted to write to her uncle; she was confident that, by a frank, open

statement of what she had done, and said, and seen, she could

deprecate his anger. The few words in which she could describe her old

grandfather’s condition, would, she felt certain, move her uncle

to thoughts of forgiveness. “Is he coming?--can you see him with my

trunk?--why does he delay?” cried she at every instant. “No, no, don’t

talk to me of change of clothes; there is something else to be thought

of first. What can it be that keeps him so long? Surely it is only a few

steps away. At last!--at last!” exclaimed she, as she heard O’Rorke’s

voice in the passage. “There--there, do not delay me any longer. Give

me that desk; I don’t want the other, it is my desk, my writing-desk, I

want. Leave me now, my good woman--leave me now to myself.”

“But your shoes, Miss; let me just take off your shoes. It will kill you

to sit that way, dripping and wet through.”

“I tell you I will not be dictated to!” cried she, wildly, for her face

was now crimson with excitement, and her brain burning. “By what right

do you come here into my room, and order me to do this or that? Do you

know to whom you speak? I am a Luttrell of Arran. Ask him--that man

below--if I am not speaking the truth. Is it not honour enough for your

poor house that a Luttrell should stop here, but that you must command

me, as if I were your servant? There--there, don’t cry; I did not mean

to be unkind! Oh! if you but knew how my poor head is aching, and what

a heavy, heavy load I am carrying here!” And she pressed her hand to

her heart. And, with this, she fell upon her bed, and sobbed long and

bitterly. At last she arose, and, assuring the hostess that after

she had written a few lines she would do all that she asked her, she

persuaded the kind-hearted woman to leave her, and sat down to the table

to write. What she wrote, how she wrote, she knew not, but the words

followed fast, and page after page lay before her as the clock struck

six. “What!” cried she, opening her door, “is it too late for the post?

I hear it striking six!”

“I’ll take it over myself to the office,” said O’Rorke, “and by paying a

trifle more they’ll take it in.”

“Oh do! Lose no time, and I’ll bless you for it!” said she, as she gave

him the letter.

“Come up here and sit with me,” said Kate to the woman of the house; and

the honest creature gladly complied. “What a nice little place you have

here,” said Kate, speaking with intense rapidity. “It is all so clean

and so neat, and you seem so happy in it. Ain’t you very happy?”

“Indeed, Miss, I have no reason to be anything else.” “Yes; I knew it--I

knew it!” broke in Kate, rapidly. “It is the striving to be something

above their reach makes people unhappy. You never asked nor wished for

better than this?”

“Never, Miss. Indeed, it’s better than ever I thought to be. I was the

daughter of a poor labourin’ man up at Belmullet, when my husband took

me.”

“What a dreary place Belmullet is! I saw it once,” said Kate, half

speaking to herself.

“Ah! you don’t know how poor it is, Miss! The like of _you_ could never

know what lives the people lead in them poor places, with only the

fishin’ to look to, God help them! And when it’s too rough to go to sea,

as it often is for weeks long, there they are with nothing but one meal

a day of wet potatoes, and nothing but water to drink.”

“And _you_ think I know nothing about all that!” cried Kate,

wildly--“nothing of the rain pouring down through the wet

thatch--nothing of the turf too wet to burn, and only smouldering

and smoking, till it is better to creep under the boat that lies keel

uppermost on the beach, than stay in the wretched hovel--nothing of the

poor mother, with fever in one corner, and the child with small-pox in

the other--nothing of the two or three strong men huddled together under

the lee of the house, debating whether it wouldn’t be better to go out

to sea at any risk, and meet the worst that could happen, than sit down

there to die of starvation?”

“In the name of the blessed Virgin, Miss, who towld you all about that?”

“Oh, that I never knew worse! Oh, that I had never left it!” burst out

Kate, as, kneeling down, she buried her head in the bed, and sobbed as

if her heart were breaking.

The poor woman did her very best to console and comfort her, but Kate

was unconscious of all her kindness, and only continued to mutter

unceasingly to herself, till at last, worn out and exhausted, she leaned

her head on the other’s shoulder and fell off into a sort of disturbed

sleep, broken by incessant starts.

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