The day--a dark and stormy one--was drawing to a close as the yawl got
under weigh. She was manned by a stout crew of five hardy islanders;
for although Maher had selected but three to accompany him, Tim Hennesy
volunteered, and, indeed, jumped on board, as the boat sheered off,
without leave asked or given. Luttrell had parted with his boy in his
habitual impassive way--reminded him that he was under Tom Maher’s
orders, equally on shore as on board--that he trusted to hear a good
account of him on his return, and then said a cold “good-by,” and turned
away.
When Harry, who rarely had so long an interview with his father, left
the room, he felt a sort of relief to think it was over; he had been
neither punished nor scolded, even the warning that was given was very
slight, and uttered in no unkindness.
“Give me a kiss, Molly, and throw an old shoe after me, for luck!” cried
he, gaily, as he reached the door. “We’ve got the big yawl, and though
Tom has put two reefs in the mainsail, won’t I make him shake them out
when we’re well out to sea!”
“I’ll just go and tell the master this minit, then,” said she, eagerly,
“and you’ll see what he’ll say to you.”
“Will you be quiet?” said he, catching hold of her apron to detain her;
“wasn’t I only joking? I’m to be under Tom’s orders, and of course I’ll
obey him.”
There was a waggish drollery in the way he said this that by no means
reassured her, but taking his hand, she walked down to the beach beside
him, telling him to be careful of himself, and do nothing rash, and to
mind what Tom Maher said, and, above all, to remember he was the last of
the family, and if anything was to happen to him there was an end of the
name for ever.
“And don’t you think, Molly, that the world would continue to go round,
even if it lost us, great as we are?”
“Ah, ye’re a young imp! that’s what ye are;” said she, wiping a tear
from her eye as she spoke. “‘Tis wishin’ them well I am, the same
clothes. I’d rather see you in a suit of sealskin, than sent out on such
a day as this, just to be measured by a tailor.”
“You’d dress me worse than Brian O’Lynn, Molly,” said the boy, with a
merry laugh. “Did you ever hear what he did for a watch?”
“Arrah! what do I care what he did.”
“Here it is, and very ingenious, too,” said he:
“Bryan O’Lynn had no watch to put on,
So he scooped out a turnip to make him a one,
He then put a cricket clean under the skin,
‘They’ll think it is ticking,’ says Bryan O’Lynn.”
“May I never!” began she, trying to reprove his levity; but as he
stepped into the boat at the same instant, her grief overcame all else,
and she burst into tears. She threw her apron over her face to hide her
emotion; but she suddenly drew it down as a wild cry, half yell, half
cheer, broke from the fishermen on the shore; a squall had struck the
boat just as she got under weigh, and though she lay over, reeling under
the shock, she righted nobly again, and stood out boldly to sea.
“There’s not a finer craft in the King’s navy,” said a very old man, who
had once been a pilot. “I’d not be afeerd to go to ‘Quaybeck’ in her.”
“Come up and taste a dhrop of sperits this wet day,” whispered Molly in
his ear, for his words were a balm to her aching heart.
At first from the window of his lonely room, and then, when the boat
had rounded the point of land, and could be no more seen, from a little
loopholed slit in the tower above him, Luttrell watched her course. Even
with his naked eye he could mark the sheets of spray as they broke over
the bow and flew across her, and see how the strong mast bent like
a whip, although she was reduced to her very shortest sail, and was
standing under a double-reefed mainsail, and a small storm-jib. Not
another boat, not another sail of any kind was to be seen; and there
seemed something heroically daring in that little barque, that one dark
speck, as it rose and plunged, seen and lost alternately in the rolling
sea.
It was only when he tried to look through the telescope, and found that
his hand shook so much that he could not fix the object, that he himself
knew how agitated he was. He drew his hand across his brow and found
it clammy, with a profuse and cold perspiration. By this time it was
so dark that he had to grope his way down the narrow stairs to his room
below. He called for Molly. “Who was that you were talking to? I heard a
strange roice without there.”
“Old Moriarty, the pilot, your honour; I brought him in out of the wet
to dry himself.”
“Send him in here to me,” said Luttrell, who, throwing a root of oak on
the fire, sat down with his back to the door, and where no light should
fall upon his face.
“It’s blowing fresh, Moriarty,” said he, with an affected ease of
manner, as the old man entered and stood nigh the door.
“More than fresh, your honour. It’s blowin’ hard.”
“You say that, because you haven’t been at sea these five-and-twenty
years; but it’s not blowing as it blew the night I came up from Clew,
no, nor the day that we rounded Tory Island.”
“Maybe not; but it’s not at its worst yet,” said the old fellow, who was
ill-pleased at the sneer at his seamanship.
“I don’t know what the fellows here think of such weather, but a crew of
Norway fishermen--ay, or a set of Deal boatmen--would laugh at it.”
“Listen to that now, then,” said the other, “and it’s no laughing
matter;” and as he spoke a fierce gust of wind tore past, carrying the
spray in great sheets, and striking against the walls and windows with a
clap like thunder. “That was a squall to try any boat!”
“Not a boat like the large yawl!”
“If it didn’t throw two tons of water aboard of her, my name isn’t
Moriarty.”
“Master Harry is enjoying it, I’m certain,” said Luttrell, trying to
seem at ease.
“Well! It’s too much for a child,” said the old man, sorrowfully.
“What do you mean by a child? He’s no child, he’s a well-grown boy, and
if he’s eyer to have a man’s heart in him, ought to begin to feel it
now.”
“It was no night to send him out, anyhow; and I say it, though it was
your honour did it!”
“Because you’re an old fool, and you think you can presume upon your
white head and your tottering limbs. Look here; answer me this----”
A fearful thunder roll, followed by a rattling crash like small-arms,
drowned his words. “It _is_ a severe night,” said he, “and if she wasn’t
a fine sea-boat, with a good crew on board her, I’d not feel so easy!”
“Good as she is, it will thry her.”
“What a faint-hearted old dog you are, and you were a pilot once.”
“I was, Sir. I took Sir George Bowyer up the Chesapeak, and Commodore
Warren could tell you whether I know the Baltic Sea.”
“And you are frightened by a night like this!”
“I’m not frightened, Sir; but I’d not send a child out in it, just
for----” He stopped, and tried to fall back behind the door.
“Just for what?” said Luttrell, with a calm and even gentle voice--
“just for what?”
“How do I know, your honour. I was saying more than I could tell.”
“Yes; but let me hear it. What was the reason that you supposed--why do
you think I did it?”
Deceived and even lured on to frankness by the insinuating softness
of his manner, the old man answered: “Well, it was just your honour’s
pride, the ould Luttrell pride, that said, ‘We’ll never send a man where
we won’t go ourselves,’ and it was out of that you’d risk your child’s
life!”
“I accused you of being half a coward a minute ago,” said Luttrell, in
a low deep voice, that vibrated with intense passion, “but I tell you,
you’re a brave man, a very brave man, to dare to speak such words as
these to me! Away with you; be off; and never cross this threshold
again.” He banged the door loudly after the old man, and walked up and
down the narrow room with impatient steps. Hour after hour he strode up
and down with the restless activity of a wild animal in a cage, and as
though by mere motion he could counteract the fever that was consuming
him. He went to the outer door, but he did not dare to open it, such
was the force of the storm; but he listened to the wild sounds of
the hurricane--the thundering roar of the sea, as it mingled with the
hissing crash, as the waves were broken on the rocks. Some old tree,
that had resisted many a gale, seemed at last to have yielded, for the
rustling crash of broken timber could be heard, and the rattling of the
smaller branches as they were carried along by the swooping wind. “What
a night I what a terrible night!” he muttered to himself. There was a
faint light seen through the chinks of the kitchen door; he drew
nigh and peeped in. It was poor Molly on her knees, before a little
earthenware image of the Virgin, to whom she was offering a candle,
while she poured out her heart in prayer. He looked at her, as, with
hands firmly clasped before her, she rocked to and fro in the agony of
her affliction, and noiselessly he stole away and entered his room.
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He opened a map upon the table, and tried to trace out the course the
boat might have taken. There were three distant headlands to clear
before she could reach the open sea. One of these, the Turk’s Head, was
a noted spot for disasters, and dreaded by fishermen even in moderately
fresh, weather. He could not take his eyes from the spot; that little
speck so full of fate to him. To have effaced it from the earth’s
surface at that moment, he would have given all that remained to him in
the world! “Oh, what a destiny!” he cried in his bitterness, “and what
race! Every misfortune, every curse that has fallen upon us, of our own
doing! Nothing worse, nothing so bad, have we ever met in life as our
own stubborn pride, our own vindictive natures.” It required some actual
emergency, some one deeply momentous’ crisis, to bring this proud and
stubborn spirit down to self-accusation; but when the moment _did_ come,
when the dam _was_ opened, the stream rushed forth like the long pent-up
waters of a cataract.
All that he had ever done in life, all the fierce provocations he
had given, all the insults he had uttered, his short-comings too, his
reluctance to make amends when in the wrong, passed spectre-like before
him, and in the misery of his deep humiliation he felt how all his
struggle in life had been with himself.
That long night--and how long it was!--was spent thus. Every wild gust
that shook the window-frames, every thunder-clap that seemed to make the
old ruin rock, recalling him to thoughts of the wild sea on which his
poor child was tossing. “Have they got well out to sea by this time, or
are they beating between the Basket Rocks and the Turk’s Head?” would he
ask himself over and over. “Can they and will they put back if they see
the storm too much for them?” He tried to remember his parting words.
Had he taunted them with reluctance to venture out? Had he reflected on
their courage? He could not now recal (sp) his words, but he hoped and
he prayed that he had not.
The leaden grey of morning began to break at last, and the wind seemed
somewhat to abate, although the sea still rolled in such enormous waves,
and the spray rose over the rocks and fell in showers over the shingle
before the windows. Luttrell strained his eyes through the half-murky
light, but could descry nothing like a sail seaward. He mounted the
stairs of the tower, and stationing himself at the loopholed window,
gazed long and earnestly at the sea. Nothing but waves--a wild,
disordered stretch of rolling water--whose rocking motion almost at last
made his head reel.
The old pilot, with his hat tied firmly on, was standing below, and,
careless of the beating rain, was looking out to sea.
“The gale is lessening, Moriarty,” cried out Luttrell; “it has blown
itself out.”
It was evident the old man had not caught the words aright, for all he
said was, “She’s a fine sea-boat if she did, Sir,” and moved away.
“He thinks it doubtful--he does not believe they have weathered the
storm,” said Luttrell; and he sat down with his head between his hands,
stunned and almost senseless.
There is no such terrible conflict as that of a proud spirit with
misfortune. He who sees nothing in his calamities but his own hard fate
has the dreariest and least hopeful of all battles before him. Now,
though Luttrell was ready to utter his self-accusings aloud, and charge
himself audibly with the faults that had wrecked his life, yet, strange
as it may seem, the spirit of true humility had never entered his heart,
far less any firm resolve to repent.
With all the terrible consequences that his unbridled temper could evoke
before him, he still could not but regard himself as more persecuted
than erring. “I did not make myself,” cried he, impiously. “I no more
implanted the passions that sway than the limbs that move me!
Other men--is not the world full of them?--have been as haughty,
as unyielding, and domineering as myself, and yet have had no such
disasters heaped upon them--far from it. Out of their very faults
has sprung, their fortune. In their pride they have but asserted that
superiority that they knew they possessed.”
While he reasoned thus, his heart, truer to nature than his brain,
trembled at every freshening of the storm, and sickened as the dark
squalls shot across the sea.
Nor was his agony less that he had to control it, and not let those
about him see what he suffered. He sat down to his breakfast at the
accustomed hour, and affected to eat as usual. Indeed, he rebuked Molly
for some passing carelessness, and sent her away almost choked with
tears, “as if,” as she sobbed to herself--“as if she was a dog. To know
whether the milk ‘took the fire’ or not! Musha! any man but himself
wouldn’t know whether it was milk or salt water was afore him.”
It was his habit to pass the morning in reading. He would not appear to
deviate from this custom, but sat down to his books as usual.
No sooner, however, was all still and quiet around him than he stole
up to the tower, and stationed himself at the narrow window that looked
over the sea.
The wind had greatly abated, and the sea also gone down, but there was
still the heavy roll and the deafening crash upon the shore, that follow
a storm. “The hurricane is passing westward,” muttered Luttrell; “it has
done its work here!” And a bitter scorn curled his lips as he spoke. He
was calling upon his pride to sustain him. It was a hollow ally in his
time of trouble; for, as he gazed and gazed, his eyes _would_ grow dim
with tears, and his heavy heart would sigh, as though to bursting.
As the day wore on, and the hour came when he was habitually about, he
strolled down to the beach, pretending to pick up shells, or gather sea
anemones, as he was wont. The fishermen saluted him respectfully as he
passed, and his heart throbbed painfully as he saw, or fancied he saw, a
something of compassionate meaning in their faces. “Do they believe, can
they think that it is all over, and that I am childless?” thought he.
“Do they know that I am desolate?” A pang shot through him at this, that
made him grasp his heart with his hand to suppress the agony.
He rallied after a minute or so, and walked on. He had just reached the
summit of the little bay, when a sort of cheer or cry from those behind,
startled him. He turned and saw that the fishermen were gathered in
a group upon one of the rocks, all looking and pointing seaward; with
seeming indolence of gait, while his anxiety was almost suffocating him,
he lounged lazily towards them.
“What are the fellows looking at?” said he to the old pilot, who, with
some difficulty, had just scrambled down from the rock.
“A large lugger, your honour, coming up broad.”
“And is a fishing-boat so strange a thing in these waters?”
“She’s out of the fishin’ grounds altogether, your honour; for she’s one
of the Westport boats. I know her by the dip of her bowsprit.”
“And if she is, what does it signify to us?” asked Luttrell, sternly.
“Only that she’s bearin’ up for the island, your honour, and it’s not
often one of them comes here.”
“The seldomer the better,” said Luttrell, gloomily. “When the fellows
find there are no grog-shops here, they turn to mischief, break down our
fences, lop our trees, and make free with our potatoes. I’ll have to
do one of these days what I have so often threatened--warn all these
fellows off, and suffer none to land here.”
Perhaps the old pilot thought that other and very different feelings
might at that moment have had the sway over him, for he looked away, and
shook his head mournfully.
“She has a flag at the peak,” cried one of the men from the rock.
“She has what?” asked Luttrell, impatiently.
“She has the half-black, half-white ensign, your honour.”
“Your own flag at the peak,” said the pilot.
“More of their insolence, I suppose,” said Luttrell; “because they have
a hamper or a parcel on board for me, perhaps.”
“I don’t think it’s that, Sir,” said the other, moodily.
“What is it, then?” cried he, harshly.
“‘Tis, maybe, your honour, that they have some news of----” he was
going to say “Master Harry,” but the ghastly paleness of Luttrell’s face
appalled and stopped him.
“News of what, did you say?”
“Of the big yawl, Sir; they, maybe, saw her at sea.”
“And if they had, would that give them a right to hoist the Luttrell
flag? We are low enough in the world, Heaven knows!” he cried; “but we
are not come to that pass yet, when every grocer of Westport can carry
our crest or our colours.” This burst of mock anger was but to cover a
rush of real terror; for he was trembling from head to foot, his sight
was dimmed, and his brain turning. He felt the coward, too, in his
heart, and did not dare to face the old man again. So, turning abruptly
away, he went back to the house.
“My fate will soon be decided now,” said he, as he tottered into his
room, and sat down, burying his face in his hands.
The group of fishermen on the rock grew larger and larger, till at last
above thirty were clustered on the point, all eagerly watching, and as
earnestly discussing every motion of the lugger. It was soon clear that
her course was guided by some one who knew the navigation well, for
instead of holding on straight for the bay, where she was to cast
anchor, she headed to a point far above it, thus showing that her
steersman was aware of the strong shore current that had force enough to
sweep her considerably out of her course. Meanwhile, they had ample time
to discuss her tonnage, her build, her qualities for freight and speed,
and her goodness as a sea-boat. “I wonder did she see the yawl?” said
one at length, for, with a strange and scarcely accountable terror, none
would approach the theme that was uppermost in every heart. The word
once uttered, all burst in at once, “‘Tis with news of her she’s come!
She saw her ‘put in’ to Belmullet, or to Westport, or she saw her
sheltering, perhaps, under the high cliffs of the coast, ‘lying to,’
till the gale lightened.” None would say more than this.
“Hurrah!” cried one at last, with a joyful cheer, that made every heart
bound, “I see Master Harry; he’s steerin’!”
“So he is!” shouted another; “he’s settin’ up on the weather gunwale,
and his head bare, too. I see his hair flyin’ wild about him.”
“Go up and tell the master.”
“Faix, I’m afeerd; I never spoke to him in my life.”
“Will you, Owen Riley?”
“Sorra step I’ll go; he turned me out of the place for saying that the
cobble wanted a coat of pitch, and she sank under me, after. Let ould
Moriarty go.”
“So I will. ‘Tis good news I’ll have to bring him, and that never hurt
the messenger.” And so saying, the old pilot hastened, as fast as his
strength would permit, to the house.
The door was open, and he passed in. He sought for Molly in the kitchen,
but poor Molly was away on the beach, following the course the lugger
seemed to take, and hoping to be up at the point she might select to
anchor at. The old man drew cautiously nigh Luttrell’s door, and tapped
at it, respectfully.
“Who’s there? Come in; come in at once,” cried Luttrell, in a harsh
voice. “What have you to say? Say it out.”
“‘Tis to tell your honour that Master Harry----”
“What of him? What of him?” screamed Luttrell; and he seized the old man
by the shoulders, and shook him violently.
“He’s steerin the lugger, your honour, and all safe.”
A cry, and a wild burst of laughter, broke from the overburdened heart,
and Luttrell threw himself across the table and sobbed aloud.
Overcome with terror at such a show of feeling in one he had deemed dead
to every emotion, the old man tried to move away unseen; but just as he
had closed the door behind him, Luttrell screamed out, “Come back. You
saw him--you saw him yourself?”
“No, Sir; but better eyes than mine did, and they could see that he had
no cap on his head.”
“And they were sure it was he?”
“There’s no mistakin’ him among a thousand!”
“If they deceived me--if this was false----” he stopped and wiped the
cold sweat from his forehead. “There, I see her now. She’s rounding
to--she’s going to anchor. I have been poorly of late, Moriarty,” said
he, in a low, subdued tone; “things fret and worry me, that I’d not let
annoy me if I were stronger. Men of _your_ stamp fancy there can never
be much amiss with men of _mine_, because we have enough to eat and
drink. What’s that noise without? Who is talking there?”
The door opened suddenly, and Harry, with flushed face and wildly
disordered hair, and with clothes all wet and dripping, stood before his
father. He made no motion to embrace, nor even approach him, but stood
within the door respectful, but not abashed, and as if waiting for leave
to advance farther.
Luttrell’s cheek trembled, and changed colour twice, but, subduing
his emotion with a great effort, he said, in a tone of affected
indifference, “You had rough weather--did you make Westport?”
“No, Sir; we lost the boat.”
“Lost the boat! how was that?”
“She filled; at least, she took so much water that she would not answer
her helm, and then she heeled over and went down.”
“Down all at once?”
“Yes; I had barely time to cut away our ensign from the peak. I thought
I’d save the Luttrell colours, and so I did.”
“Were you far from land at the time?”
“About fifteen miles; as good as fifty, for the wind was strong off
shore, and such a sea!”
“And what did you do?”
“We had plenty of spars. There were oars, and stretchers, and four large
planks of the flooring, all floating about, and each of us laid hold of
something.”
“By my sowle you’re a brave boy!” cried the old pilot, who could
restrain himself no longer.
Luttrell turned a fierce look on the old man, and pointed to the door,
and the poor fisherman slunk away overwhelmed with shame.
“So we’ve lost our best boat, and all her tackle,” said Luttrell,
moodily; “a heavy loss.”
“It is!” said the boy, gravely; “but the fellows that picked us up say,
that they don’t know how we held on so long with an undecked boat. They
were watching us for an hour before we went over.”
“Who were they?”
“Westport men; they were taking that man over here you gave us the
letter for--a Yankee fellow.”
“What do you mean by a Yankee, Sir?”
“Tom Crab called him so to me, that’s all I know; but he’s a good
fellow, and gave me some brandy when he pulled me on board; and I near
he rubbed me till I got quite warm.”
“Where is he now?”
“He’s helping them to carry that sick man up here, and I don’t think
he’s so sick as they say. I’m sure it’s just fright, and no more; for
every time the boat went about in stays, he’d raise his head and give a
groan.”
“Of whom are you talking?”
“I don’t know his name, Sir; but they tell me he wants to see you very
much. There he goes; they’ve got him in that blanket, and are bringing
him here.”
“Where will I put the sick gentleman, Sir?” said Molly, coming in; “may
I make a bed in the store-room?”
“Do so,” said Luttrell, briefly; “and for the other, give him the room
that was your mistress’s; and do you, Harry, go out and be civil and
attentive to these people. I will see them myself later on. They must
put up with rough fare, but they came self-invited.”