CHAPTER XXIV.

The order given by Adéonne to her _femme de chambre_ had been so

scrupulously observed that up to ten o’clock on the ensuing morning

nobody had succeeded in gaining admittance to the boudoir of the

comédienne.

Silence and obscurity reigned in the apartment. Long after the sun

had risen, one might have supposed that the night continued, but

for the gleams of light that came through the slight apertures

between the curtains of the windows.

At length, Adéonne, in the same attire she had worn on the previous

evening, opened, with extreme caution, the door which led from

her chamber to the saloon. She paused at each creak of the lock.

Closing the door with the same care, she traversed, with the

lightness of a sylph, the two rooms which separated her boudoir

from the dining-room. She advanced so noiselessly that her _femme

de chambre_, who was writing to her lover,--a dragoon of the third

regiment,--did not hear her approach.

“What are you doing there, Jenny?” inquired Adéonne, in a low voice.

“Madame may see for herself,” replied the girl, quite embarrassed.

“I am writing to my cousin.”

“To your lover. What does he do?”

“He is a soldier. We are going to be married.”

“Why does he not come to see you?”

“Madame has ordered me not to receive anybody.”

“I will permit you now.”

“Madame is very kind.”

“Soldiers are always honest fellows,” added the cantatrice, as a

reason for making the concession.

“Madame may be sure that he comes with the best motives.”

“That is a matter of indifference to me. Get breakfast immediately,

and without noise.”

Adéonne returned to her boudoir, and applied herself to arranging

her somewhat disordered tresses. When she had succeeded in giving

them the desired contour, she remained pensive, her face supported

by her fair hand. Two or three times she arose as if to go to her

chamber. Once her delicate fingers even touched the door-knob; but

she returned and seated herself again, as though she could not

decide how to proceed. A slight rustle caused her to start. She

listened attentively. Her bosom heaved with sudden agitation, and a

deadly pallor spread over her countenance. Eusebe partially opened

the door, and, upon perceiving Adéonne, remained motionless.

“I thought I had been dreaming,” said the provincial.

Adéonne threw herself upon his neck, and held him long in her

embrace.

“Come, tell me that you love me, my dear Eusebe,” she murmured,

leading him to the divan; “or, no----tell me nothing. Let me look

at you. Yes: it is, indeed, you. How handsome you are! Say that you

will love me always!”

“I will,” replied Eusebe. “I would say many things, if I only knew

how; but I cannot find words. I am so ignorant! But I love you very

dearly. I am happy beyond expression.”

“Listen, my good angel,” she said. “We will never separate. Shall

it not be so? You have nothing to do: you have told me so already.

We will never separate. If you would not remain here, I will

follow wherever you wish to go. If you desire it, I will quit the

theatre,--every thing.”

“I do not wish you to make any sacrifice for me. That is not

necessary to my happiness.”

“No sacrifice! I have never clung to any thing, for I have never

had any thing to love: now I must cling to you, for I love you. I

have never had but one dream, and that was to be loved as you love

me. I believed that I should never be thus blessed. I was wrong:

was I not?”

“Like you, I have a full heart,” replied Eusebe. “I have no words

to express all I feel.”

“This love, too, will render me good, as well as happy,” said

Adéonne. “I have told my maid that she could receive her lover:

this was prompted by the new feelings kindled in my heart. Thus

good often results from intentions that are evil. If your friends

had not told you that I was a worthless creature, you would not

have ventured to visit me. If you had not come, I should never

have loved anybody. Do not you believe in a good and overruling

Providence, my dear Eusebe?”

“When I was a child, my mother taught me to pray. Later in life, my

father told me that if any man believed in God, he would do many

things of which he would not otherwise be capable.”

“Your father, it would seem, is a queer man. But no matter. I love

him because he is your father. He wishes you to be instructed: he

is right. I will teach you life as it is. I know it thoroughly. I

have been so unfortunate! We women are wiser than you men: we know

every thing without the process of learning. When I think of your

anxiety to distinguish the false from the true, I could laugh, if I

did not love you so dearly. There is nothing true, my dear Eusebe,

but love!”

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