CHAPTER XVIII.

The day at last dawned; but Eusebe, pale and his eyes sunken,

slept soundly. At a late hour, a noise in the street awoke him.

He rose up, and, looking wildly around the room, thought he had

been dreaming. But the incidents of the previous evening, and the

sleepless hours of the night, were soon clear to his recollection.

“No, it was not a dream,” said he. “I was never at the same time

so happy and so miserable: this woman, I see her still. Why does

she exert such an influence over me? Last night I tried to banish

her from my thoughts; but I was wrong, for I am never so happy as

when I am thinking of her. I will see her again this evening, and

to-morrow, and--forever.”

The day wore slowly away. The doors of the theatre were scarcely opened,

when Eusebe was installed in the first row of the orchestra-chairs,

where he awaited the commencement of the play. But the patience of

the poor provincial was destined to go unrecompensed. That evening

they played “Zampa; or, The Marble Bride;” and it was in vain that

he watched for the angelic creature who was the subject of his

thoughts. He returned home sadly disappointed, but determined to

retrace his steps on the following evening.

The next day he was sure of realizing his hopes. Twenty times he

stopped to read the large posters of the theatre. He had bought the

programme, and long before the doors of the theatre opened, seated

in a neighboring café, he read it for the hundredth time:--

=THE BLACK DOMINO.=

Comic Opera, In Three Acts.

SCRIBE, AUBER.

Mademoiselle ADÉONNE will continue her _débuts_ in the

_rôle_ of ANGÈLE.

“What a pretty name!” said Eusebe to himself. “Adéonne! How

euphonious! how it resembles her! Adéonne! She is the only one on

earth who is worthy to bear it.”

At length the hour arrived. He entered the theatre and was soon

intoxicated with the pleasure of gazing at her whom he loved. This

time he took a lively interest in the piece. He followed, step

by step, this singular and improbable story, the product of the

imagination of the most skilful dramatist of modern times. From the

theatre he returned slowly to his lodgings.

“I am like _Horace de Massarena_,” said he, as he entered his

chamber. “The love of the hero of the piece enabled him to discover

his own. I love her, while he is only playing comedy; I love her

truly and sincerely, and am happy in the thought that I shall see

her often. When I see her I forget all else: it is impossible to

describe my feelings. How fortunate that man is who sings with her!

If I could only sing! But I cannot, and I am not sure that, near

her, I should be able to content myself with being a simple actor.

I would not confine myself to the words of the author, to a studied

lesson of love: she would not believe me, I am sure. It seems to me

that I would find something else to say to her, or I would remain

silent. I would throw myself at her feet; I would not take my eyes

off of her; I would prove my devotion in a thousand ways!”

For three weeks, Eusebe did not miss a night at the Comic Opera. He

was happy, but confided his secret to no one. This love, egotistic

and true,--true because it was egotistic, and egotistic because it

was true,--would perhaps have been of short duration, but for the

intermeddling of this meddling world.

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