POINT III. "BE NOTHING SOLICITOUS."

Take no thought, for your Heavenly Father knoweth that you have need. Do

not be solicitous, careful, anxious about anything, there is no need for

the Lord is nigh. He knows what is best for His child. He can alter

things if He likes, leave all to Him. All worry and anxiety only come

really from want of faith. Does a child worry when its father is near?

No, it leaves everything to him without any care. The Lord is nigh, be

nothing solicitous. The way may seem blocked, but it is not blocked to

Him; the Lord is still nigh, "He knoweth my way" (Job XXIII. 10), is it

not enough?

Let me love and trust and continually talk to Him Who is so near; let me

remember that I am never alone, that the difficulties and problems and

sorrows of life concern _two_, that the responsibility is _shared_,

that the important business of life is a _joint_ one. Surely with such a

Partner, One who is never absent but always nigh, I need be in _nothing_

solicitous.

POINT IV. "IN EVERYTHING BY PRAYER AND SUPPLICATION WITH THANKSGIVING,

LET YOUR PETITIONS BE MADE KNOWN UNTO GOD."

The conclusion I arrived at in the last point is a just one, but I am

not on that account to do nothing. He must have my active co-operation

and whether I am working for my own salvation or for the salvation of

others or, which ought to be the case, for both, I must in _everything_

I do, let my petitions be made known unto God, that is, I must never act

on my own responsibility. I am going to see such and such a person, come

with me; I have this letter to write, tell me what to say; I have a

difficult matter to settle, give me the necessary wisdom and tact; I am

going to rest, or to take my food or my recreation, I want Thee with me

all the same--such must be my requests. What about my mistakes, the

things I forget and leave out, the faults that I mean with all my heart

not to commit, but which I am always falling into all the same? Ah, it

is here that the inestimable benefit of having such an all-powerful

Partner comes in. Instead of bewailing my incapability, which only makes

me still less capable, I must make my requests known to Him. What sort

of requests will these be? I have committed that fault, made that same

mistake again, please forgive me and correct it; I have forgotten to say

something I meant to say, please say it for me; I have been stiff,

unyielding, ungracious, discourteous, harsh, severe, please make up for

my deficiencies and whatever happens do not let them judge Thee by Thy

representative, make them understand that He for whom I am working is

never anything but gracious and gentle, that He never breaks the

bruised reed nor quenches the smoking flax; do not let me spoil Thy

work. Such are the prayers and supplications by which I should

continually be making known my needs to Him Who is always nigh.

And what about the thanksgiving? This is most necessary, otherwise,

ashamed though I am to confess it, I shall be attributing the successes

to my own powers and skill and capability! It seems hardly credible, but

unfortunately past experience tells me that it is all too true. In order

to guard against such a distorted and absurd view of things, St. Paul

tells us not to forget the _Thanksgiving_. The Lord is nigh, let me turn

to Him and say: _Deo gratias_, for it is He Who has prevented my

awkwardness from spoiling His work. He loves to be thanked and He

notices when He is not. Let me be thoroughly persuaded that the work

_is_ all His, and that if anything succeeds that _I_ do, it is only

because He has allowed _His_ success to pass through me, thus

thanksgiving will not only be easy but natural. But who is ever going to

persuade me that no glory is due to me? "Who is sufficient for these

things?" He Who condescends to be my Co-worker. He can do even that, if

I love Him sufficiently to _want_ Him to have all the glory.

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