MEMORIES OF EARLY CHILDHOOD

_The Perkins Institution for the Blind.—South Boston in the ’Fifties and

’Sixties.—Migratory Habits of the Howe Family.—“Cliff House” at

Newport.—George William Curtis and the Howe Children.—A Children’s

Party at the Longfellow Mansion.—Professor “Stubby” Child Plays with

Us in the Hay._

“I REMEMBER, I remember, the house where I was born.” Indeed, I can

hardly do otherwise, for the Perkins Institution for the Blind was one

of the landmarks of Boston in the nineteenth century. It was also, so to

speak, the intermittent home of our family for many years. My father

bought “Green Peace” and moved the family there soon after my birth,

hence we lived at the Institution only from time to time.

The “Doctor’s” wing of the great building was always at his disposal. In

the summer, when the family were at Newport, he often stayed there. It

was a refuge to us in time of trouble. Did our city house catch fire, or

other circumstances make a change desirable—presto! we departed,

servants and all, for the Institution! My brother-in-law, Henry

Richards, complained mildly during his courtship that no notice was

given of these intended hegiras. He would come to see sister Laura one

evening and bid her good-by, with every expectation of calling on her

the following day. When, twenty-four hours later, he rang the door-bell,

there was no response! The Howe family had folded their tents, like the

Arabs, and silently moved over to the Institution. It will be judged,

from this story, that the Doctor’s part was fully furnished, save that

the halls, like all those in the building, had uncarpeted marble floors.

For the Perkins Institution for the Blind had originally been a hotel,

the Mount Washington House.

The building, simple, massive, and dignified, stood on a hill commanding

a lovely view of Boston Harbor with its many islands. Just behind it

rose Dorchester Heights. As children we played among the earthworks

whence the cannon of Washington’s army had forced the British to

evacuate Boston. We did not then know that Col. Richard Gridley, one of

our ancestors, had planned those fortifications and the defenses of

Bunker Hill as well. He was a veteran of the French wars who had “won

laurels as an accomplished engineer at Louisburg.”[1]

Footnote 1:

Frothingham’s _Siege of Boston_.

When the Institution for the Blind was moved to South Boston, Ward

twelve was more highly esteemed as a place of residence than it is now.

A peninsula connected with the mainland only by Dorchester Neck, it

enjoys the full sweep of the famous Boston east wind. Hence it is cool

in summer, and the extended shore gives opportunities for sea-bathing.

One of the sad memories of my childhood is the booming of cannon fired

in the hope of bringing to the surface the bodies of those who had been

drowned while bathing.

South Boston has so many natural advantages of climate and scenery that

it was hoped the city would grow in that direction. But the situation

has its drawbacks. In order to reach Boston proper it is necessary

either to take a long and circuitous route through Dorchester, or else

to cross one of the bridges which span the harbor. These were, when I

can first remember, fitted with primitive wooden drawbridges through

which vessels seemed always to be passing, if one were in a hurry.

Boston was at this time a seaport in reality as well as in name, the

wharves filled with shipping. To a child it was alarming to see the

solid floor of the bridge divide in two portions and rise slowly in the

air, disclosing an open space of water. It diminished very much one’s

feeling of security. To be sure, after the vessel had finally passed

through, and the great wooden jaws had again snapped together, a large

iron bolt restrained further vagaries on their part. But what was to

prevent the draw from sinking down under the weight of the passing

vehicles? Then there were legends of adventurous and unfortunate little

boys who had been caught between the descending jaws. If you and your

driver were fair-minded persons, your carriage took its proper place in

the line and patiently waited its turn to cross. Despite the warning

sign, “Keep to the Right as the Law Directs,” there were people so

unfair as to try to form a second line and so cross ahead of earlier

comers. These we regarded with righteous indignation.

The neighborhood of the bridges was occupied by tenement-houses, making

the approach to South Boston rather squalid. The House of Correction and

other public institutions then established there lessened the

attractiveness of the peninsula. So when Boston began to expand in

earnest it took the usual course of cities and grew toward the west. The

Back Bay was duly filled in, for the new part of Boston is on made

ground. My father considered this much less wholesome than the original

soil.

In the days of my childhood, South Boston, while not a fashionable

suburb, counted many substantial and fairly well-to-do citizens among

its inhabitants. Toward the eastern end it was pleasantly open and still

retained a rural air. At City Point were semi-circles of granite, built

for the cannon of the Revolution. Facing it, with a mile of water

stretching between, was the grim gray outline of Fort Independence, not

yet reduced to innocuous desuetude by the changes in methods of warfare.

As there was already a baby girl, it was hoped that I would be a boy. My

father was much disappointed at my failure to fulfil this hope. He

declared that the only way to console him would be to name me for

Florence Nightingale, which was accordingly done. This was before the

Crimean War had made her famous. My parents, however, had spent some

days at “Embley,” the home of the Nightingale family, while on their

wedding-tour. Florence, then a young woman of twenty-three, was already

turning toward her life-work. She consulted my father, as a

philanthropist of experience, about the propriety of her studying

nursing and devoting her life to the care of the sick. He, of course,

counseled her to do so. Ever in advance of his own day and generation,

he would have had small patience with the people who even now consider a

nurse as a species of social pariah.

Miss Nightingale corresponded with my parents before she had taken up

her public work. The beautiful and devout spirit of her later years, as

well as an intense interest in the movements in behalf of political and

religious freedom, is manifest in these early letters. Touches of fun

remind us that she had a happy sense of humor. Throughout the

correspondence we see the great admiration of the young English

gentlewoman for the man whose life was dedicated to the cause which she

longed to take up.

She thus acknowledged the news of my birth and of the decision to name

the new baby after her, foreshadowing, also, her own future career.

EMBLEY, _December 26_.

I cannot pretend to express, my dear kind friends, how touched

and pleased I was by such a remembrance of me as that of your

child’s name.... If I could live to justify your opinion of me,

it would have been enough to have lived for, and such thoughts

as that of your goodness are great thoughts, “strong to consume

small troubles,” which should bear us up on the wings of the

Eagle, like Guido’s Ganymede, up to the feet of the God, there

to take what work He has for us to do for Him. I shall hope to

see my little Florence before long in this world, but, if not, I

trust there is a tie formed between us which shall continue in

Eternity—if she is like you, I shall know her again there,

without her body on, perhaps the better for not having known her

here with it.

... Good-by, my dearest friend, which word I am sure I never say

to you without its good old meaning, God be with you. You never

can tell me enough about yourself, or about Dr. Howe’s reforms.

I have no time to be ashamed of myself for writing you such a

long and barren letter in return—I _would_ write now, because,

from the day after Christmas Day, for a month, I shall not have

a moment to myself, except the solemn minute of the procession

in to dinner, when everybody knows that each person may have the

full and exclusive possession of his or her thoughts to him or

herself, till the dogs are fairly feeding.

If I could live to see anything like a Protestant Sisterhood of

Charity in England “my eyes would indeed have seen His

salvation,” but now I see nothing but a mist, and only hope,

when the mist clears away, to see something else.

Pray excuse me—I’m coming back—but only to say this time, what I

never can express, how very earnestly I am ever your loving and

grateful Florence.

Pray give our very kindest remembrances to Dr. Howe—and so fare

you well, very well, my dear, dear friends.

In a later letter she writes of the two babies:

... I often think of your little couple, and imagine what they

are like, and fancy the curious mixture there must be in them. I

see them standing in the doorway, looking at me with irresolute

eyes, and I sit quite still, that they may not go away—perhaps

the only intercourse that will be permitted me with them on

earth. It would be a curious speculation (if one’s acquaintance

were but large enough to enable one to collect a sufficient

number of facts to form a sort of experience) to find out _what_

materials in the parents’ characters kneaded together into what

sort of _pâte_ in the children’s—and the general laws of these

admixtures. I wonder, in this diving and grubbing age, that

people don’t make at least rough theories about it (there must

be some laws, if we could but find them out)—beginning with

Genesis, where we see that the “sons of _God_” which, I suppose,

only means the men great in wisdom and virtue and piety, who led

these antediluvian females to the Hymeneal altar, who, I am

afraid, were pagans or at the least something very bad by their

being called the “daughters of _men_,” we see that their

offspring, poor things! were strong and violent and restive and

whatever else we may suppose symbolized under the character of

“_giants_.” N. B.—This, upon second thoughts, looks like an

uncivil apologue, and, as I remember, poor Mrs. Fowler got into

a scrape by sealing a letter once with a wafer on which were two

donkeys with the motto “When shall we three meet again?” of

course implying that the receiver of the letter was the third

donkey (though preserve me from putting you into the same

category of souls as Mrs. Fowler’s correspondent!), yet I must

beg to assure you that the above is no parable.

The downfall from the heavens has been so prodigious these last

three weeks, that the river has been the driest place, and

standing in it up to one’s shoulders the best shelter from the

rain. Archbishop Whately is practising mesmerism at Dublin with

a Catholic priest. Miss Martineau’s last books are stupid—if the

revelations of the laws of Nature, which were made to her in a

state of mesmerism, have found their incarnation in her recent

Game-law Tales in sea-green covers, I wish her “_toutes sortes

de prospérités et un peu plus de goût_.” The laws of Nature are

uncommon dry ones—but I have come to the end of my paper, and

with all our kindest remembrances to Dr. Howe, believe me,

dearest Julia,

Yours till Doomsday i’ th’ afternoon,

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