CHAPTER IV

No one in Roxton would have imagined that any shadow of dread darkened

the windows of the house in Lombard Street. Even to his most intimate

friends, James Murchison would have appeared as the one man least likely

to be dominated by any inherited taint of body or mind. His face was the

face of a man who had mastered his own passions, the mouth firm yet

generous, the jaw powerful, the eyes and forehead suggesting the

philosopher behind the virility of the man of action. He had built up a

substantial reputation for himself in Roxton and the neighborhood. His

professional honesty was unimpeachable, his skill as a surgeon a matter

of common gossip. But it was his warm-heartedness, the sincerity of his

sympathy, his wholesome Saxon manliness that had won him popularity,

especially among the poor.

For Catherine the uncovering of the past had come as a second awakening,

a resanctification of her love. Women are the born champions of hero

worship, and to generous natures imperfections are but as flints

scattered in the warm earth of life. Women will gather them and hide

them in their bosoms, breathing a more passionate tenderness perhaps,

and betraying nothing to the outer world.

James Murchison and his wife had held each other’s hands more firmly,

like those who approach a narrow mountain path. They were happy in their

home life, happy with each other, and with their children. To the

woman’s share there was added a new sacredness that woke and grew with

every dawn. There were wounds to be healed, bitternesses to be warded

off. The man who lay in her arms at night needed her more dearly, and

there was exultation in the thought for her. She loved him the more for

this stern thorn in the flesh. The pity of it seemed to make him more

her own, to knit her tenderness more bravely round him, to fill life

with a more sacred fire. She was not afraid of the future for his sake,

believing him too strong to be vanquished by an ancestral sin.

It was one day in April when James Murchison came rattling over the

Roxton cobbles in his motor-car, to slacken speed suddenly in Chapel

Gate at the sight of a red Dutch bonnet, a green frock, and a pair of

white-socked legs on the edge of the pavement. The Dutch bonnet belonged

to his daughter Gwen, a flame-haired dame of four, demure and serious as

any dowager. The child had a chip-basket full of daffodils in her hand,

and she seemed quite alone, a most responsible young person.

A minute gloved hand had gone up with the gravity of a constable’s paw

signalling a lawbreaker to stop. James Murchison steered to the footway,

and regarded Miss Gwen with a surprised twinkle.

“Hallo, what are you doing here?”

Miss Gwen ignored the ungraceful familiarity of the inquisitive parent.

“I’ll drive home, daddy,” she said, calmly.

“Oh—you will! Where’s nurse?”

“Mending Jack’s stockings.” And the lady with the daffodils dismissed

the question with contempt.

Murchison laughed, and helped the vagrant into the car.

“Shopping, I see,” he observed, refraining from adult priggery, and

catching the spirit of Miss Gwen’s adventuresomeness.

“Yes. I came out by myself. I’d five pennies in my money-box. Nurse was

so busy. The daffies are for mother.”

Her father had one eye on the child as he steered the car through the

market-place and past St. Antonia’s into Lombard Street. The youth in

him revolted from administering moral physic to Miss Gwen. Even the

florist seemed to have treated her pennies with generous respect, and

like the majority of sympathetic males, Murchison left the dogmatic

formalities of education to his wife. The very flowers, the child’s

offering, would have withered at any tactless chiding.

Mary, the darner of Mr. Jack’s stockings, was discovered waddling up

Lombard Street with flat-footed haste. Miss Gwen greeted her with the

composure of an empress, proud of her flowers, her father, the

motor-car, and life in general. To Mary’s “Oh—Miss Gwen!” she answered

with a sedate giggle and hugged her basket of flowers.

Murchison saw his wife’s figure framed between the white posts of the

doorway. He chuckled as he reached for his instrument bag under the

seat, and caught a glimpse of Mary’s outraged authority.

“Look, mother, look, you love daffies ever so much. I bought them all

myself.”

Catherine’s arms were hugging the green frock.

“Gwen, you wicked one,” and she caught her husband’s eyes and blushed.

“We are growing old fast, Kate. I picked her up in Chapel Gate.”

“The dear flowers; come, darling. Jack, you rascal, what are you doing?”

“Master Jack! Master Jack!”

Male mischief was astir also in Lombard Street, having emerged from the

school-room with the much-tried Mary’s darning-basket. There was an

ironical humor in pelting the fat woman with the stockings she had

mended and rolled so conscientiously. His father’s appearance in the

hall sent Master Jack laughing and squirming up the stairs. He was

caught, tickled, and carried in bodily to lunch.

James Murchison was smoking in his study early the same afternoon,

ticking off visits in his pocket-book, when his wife came to him with a

letter in her hand.

“From Marley, dear. A man has just ridden in with it. They need you at

once.”

“Marley? Why, the Penningtons belong to Steel.”

He tore open the envelope and glanced through the letter, while his wife

looked whimsically at the chaos of books and papers on his desk. The

ground was holy, and her tact debarred her from meddling with the

muddle. The room still had a sense of shadow for her. She could not

enter it without an indefinable sense of dread.

Murchison did not show the letter to his wife. He put it in his pocket,

knocked out his pipe, and picked up his stethoscope that was lying on

the table.

“I am afraid you will have to go to the Stantons’ without me, dear,” he

said; “Steel wants me at Marley.”

Catherine gave him a surprised flash of the eyes.

“Something serious?”

“Possibly.”

“Parker Steel is not fond of asking your advice.”

“Who is, dear?”

“I’m sorry,” she said.

“So am I, dear,” and he kissed her, and rang the bell to order out his

car.

Marley was an old moated house some five miles from Roxton, a place that

seemed stolen from a romance, save that there was nothing romantic about

its inmates. A well-wooded park protected it from the high-road, the red

walls rising warm and mellow behind the yews, junipers, and cedars that

grew in the rambling garden. Spring flowers were binding the sleek,

sun-streaked lawns with strands of color, dashes of crimson, of azure,

and white, of golden daffodils blowing like banners amid a sheaf of

spears. Here and there the lawns were purple with crocuses, and the

singing of the birds seemed to turn the yew-trees into towers of song.

The panting of Murchison’s car seemed to outrage the atmosphere of the

place, as though the fierce and aggressive present were intruding upon

the dreamy past. A manservant met the doctor, and led him across the

Jacobean hall to the library, whose windows looked towards the west.

Parker Steel was standing before the fire, biting his black mustache. He

had the appearance of a man whose vanity had been ruffled, and who was

having an unwelcome consultation forced upon him by the preposterous

fussing of some elderly relative.

The two men shook hands, Steel’s white fingers limp in his rival’s palm.

His air of cultured hauteur had fallen to freezing point. He

condescended, and made it a matter of dignity.

“Sorry to drag you over here, Murchison. Mr. Pennington has been on the

fidget with regard to his daughter, and to appease him I elected to send

for you at once.”

Murchison warmed his hands before the fire. Steel’s grandiloquent manner

always amused him.

“I am glad to be of any use to you. Who is the patient, Miss Julia

Pennington?”

“Yes.”

“Anything serious?”

“Nothing; only hysteria; the woman’s a tangle of nerves, a mass of

emotions. I have grown to learn her idiosyncrasies in a year. One month

it is palpitation—and imaginary heart disease, next month she is

swearing that she has cancer of the œsophagus and cannot swallow. The

lady has headaches regularly every other week, and merges on melancholia

in the intervals.”

Murchison nodded.

“What is the present phase?” he asked.

“Acute migraine and facial neuralgia. She is worrying about her eyes,

seems to see nothing—and everything, mere hysterical phantasmagoria.

The woman is not to be taken seriously. She is being drenched with

bromide and fed upon phenacetin. Come and see her.”

Parker Steel led the way from the library as though he regarded the

consultation as a mere troublesome formality, a pandering to domestic

officiousness that had to be appeased. Miss Julia Pennington was lying

on a sofa in the drawing-room with a younger sister holding her hand.

The room smelled horribly of vinegar, and the blinds were down, for the

patient persisted that she could not bear the light.

The younger lady rose and bowed to Murchison, and drew aside, with her

eyes fixed upon her sister’s face. Miss Julia was moaning and whimpering

on the sofa, a thin and neurotic spinster of forty with tightly drawn

hair, sharp features, and the peevish expression of a creature who had

long been the slave of a hundred imaginary ills.

Murchison sat down beside her, and asked whether she could bear the

light. His manner was in acute contrast to Parker Steel’s; the one

incisive, almost brusque in his effort to impress; the other calm,

quiet, deliberate, sympathetic in every word and gesture.

The younger Miss Pennington drew up the blinds. Murchison was

questioning her sister, watching her face keenly, while Parker Steel

fidgeted to and fro before the fire.

“Much pain in the eyes, Miss Pennington?”

“Oh, Dr. Murchison, the pain is terrible, it runs all over the face; you

cannot conceive—”

She broke away into a chaos of complaints till Murchison quieted her and

asked a few simple questions. He rose, turned the sofa bodily towards

the light, and proceeded to examine the lady’s eyes.

“Things look dim to you?” he asked her, quietly.

“All in a blur, flashes of light, and spots like blood. I’m sure—”

“Yes, yes. You have never had anything quite like this before?”

“Never, never. I am quite unnerved, Dr. Murchison, and Dr. Steel won’t

believe half the things I tell him.”

Her voice was peevish and irritable. Parker Steel grinned at the remark,

and muttered “mad cat” under his breath.

“You are hardly kind to me, Miss Pennington,” he said, aloud, with a

touch of banter.

“I’m sure I’m ill, Dr. Steel, very ill—”

“Please lie quiet a moment,” and Murchison bent over her, closed her

lids, and felt the eyeballs with his fingers. Miss Pennington indulged

in little gasps of pain, yet feeling mesmerized by the quiet earnestness

of the man.

Murchison stood up suddenly, looking grave about the mouth.

“Do you mind ringing the bell, Steel? I want my bag out of the car.”

Steel, who appeared vexed and restless despite his self-conceit, went

out in person to fetch the bag. When he returned, Murchison had drawn

the blinds and curtains so that the room was in complete darkness.

“Thanks; I want my lamp; here it is. I have matches. Now, Miss

Pennington, do you think you can sit up in a chair for five minutes?”

The thin lady complained, protested, but obeyed him. Murchison seated

himself before her, while Parker Steel held the lamp behind Miss

Pennington. A beam of light from the mirror of Murchison’s

ophthalmoscope flashed upon the woman’s face. She started hysterically,

but seemed to feel the calming influence of Murchison’s personality.

Complete silence held for some minutes, save for an occasional word from

Murchison. Parker Steel’s face was in the shadow. The hand that held the

lamp quivered a little as he watched his rival’s face. There was

something in the concentrated earnestness of Murchison’s examination

that made Mrs. Betty’s husband feel vaguely uncomfortable.

Murchison rose at last with a deep sigh, stood looking at Miss

Pennington a moment, and then handed the ophthalmoscope to Steel. The

lamp changed hands and the men places. Miss Pennington’s supply of nerve

power, however, was giving out. She blinked her eyes, put her hands to

her face, and protested that she could bear the light from the mirror no

longer.

Parker Steel lost patience.

“Come, Miss Pennington, come; I must insist—”

“I can’t, I can’t, the glare burns my eyes out.”

“Nonsense, my dear lady, control yourself—”

His irritability reduced Miss Pennington to peevish tears. She called

for her sister, and began to babble hysterically, an impossible subject.

Parker Steel pushed back his chair in a dudgeon.

“I can’t see anything,” he said; “utterly hopeless.”

Murchison drew back the curtains and let dim daylight into the room. He

helped Miss Pennington back to the sofa, very gentle with her, like a

man bearing with the petulance of a sick child, and then turned to Steel

with a slight frown.

“Shall we talk in the library?”

“Yes.”

“I will just put my lamp away.”

They crossed the hall together in silence, and entered the room with its

irreproachable array of books, and the logs burning on the irons.

Murchison went and stood by one of the windows. A red sunset was

coloring the west, and the dark trees in the garden seemed fringed with

flame.

Parker Steel had closed the door. He looked irritable and restless, a

man jealous of his self-esteem.

“Well? Anything wrong?”

The big man turned with his hands in his trousers pockets. Steel did not

like the serious expression of his face.

“Have you examined Miss Pennington’s eyes?”

Parker Steel shifted from foot to foot.

“Well, no,” he confessed, with an attempt at hauteur, “I know the

woman’s eccentricities. She may be slightly myopic—”

Murchison drew a deep breath.

“She may be stark blind in a week,” he said, curtly.

“What!”

“Acute glaucoma.”

“Acute glaucoma! Impossible!”

“I say it is.”

Parker Steel took two sharp turns up and down the room. His mouth was

twitching and he looked pale, like a man who has received a shock. He

was conscious, too, that Murchison’s eyes were upon him, and that his

rival had caught him blundering like any careless boy. There was

something final and convincing in Murchison’s manner. Parker Steel hated

him from that moment with the hate of a vain and ambitious egotist.

“Confound it, Murchison, are you sure of this?”

“Quite sure, as far as my skill serves me.”

“Have you had much experience?”

There was a slight sneer in the question, but Murchison was proof

against the challenge.

“I specialized in London on the eyes.”

Parker Steel emitted a monosyllable that sounded remarkably like “damn.”

“Well, what’s to be done?”

“We must consider the advisability of an immediate iridectomy.”

They heard footsteps in the hall. The library door opened. A spectacled

face appeared, to be followed by a long, loose-limbed body clothed in

black.

“Good-day, Dr. Murchison. I have come to inquire—”

Parker Steel planted himself before the fire, a miniature Ajax ready to

defy the domestic lightning. He cast a desperate and half-appealing look

at Murchison.

“We have just seen your daughter, Mr. Pennington.”

A pair of keen gray eyes were scrutinizing the faces of the two doctors.

Mr. Pennington was considered something of a terror in the neighborhood,

a brusque, snappish old gentleman with a ragged beard, and ill-tempered

wisps of hair straggling over his forehead.

“Well, gentlemen, your opinion?”

Murchison squared his shoulders, and seemed to be weighing every word he

uttered. He was too generous a man to seize the chance of distinguishing

himself at the expense of a rival.

“I think, Mr. Pennington, that Dr. Steel and I agree in the matter. We

take, sir, rather a serious view of the case. Is not that so, Steel?”

The supercilious person bent stiffly at the hips.

“Certainly.”

“Perhaps, Steel, you will explain the urgency of the case.”

Mr. Pennington jerked into a chair, took off his spectacles and dabbed

them with his handkerchief.

“I am sorry to have to tell you, sir, that your daughter’s eyesight is

in danger.”

The gentleman in the chair started.

“What! Eyesight in danger! Bless my bones, why—”

“Dr. Murchison agrees with me, I believe.”

“Absolutely.”

“Good God, gentlemen!”

“A peculiarly dangerous condition, sir, developing rapidly and

treacherously, as this rare disease sometimes does.”

Perspiration was standing out on Parker Steel’s forehead. He flashed a

grateful yet savage glance at Murchison, and braced back his shoulders

with a sigh of bitter relief.

“I think a London opinion would be advisable, Murchison, eh?”

“I think so, most certainly, in view of the operation that may have to

be performed immediately.”

“Thank you, gentlemen, thank you. I presume this means my writing out a

check for a hundred guineas.”

“Your daughter’s condition, sir—”

“Of course, of course. Don’t mention the expense. And you will manage—”

Parker Steel resumed his dictatorship.

“I will wire at once,” he said; “we must lose no time.”

He accompanied Murchison from the house, jerky and distraught in manner,

a man laboring under a most unwelcome obligation. The rivals shook

hands. There was much of the anger of the sunset in Parker Steel’s heart

as he watched Murchison’s car go throbbing down the drive amid the

slanting shadows of the silent trees.

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