NANCY STAIR ARRANGES MATTERS
I rode back to Stair, having accomplished nothing whatever with the
duke, sick at heart and baffled completely by the shameless honesty of
the man. Whiles I made up my mind to ride on to Arran and tell Sandy of
the whole matter, and next to find Dand and see what common sense might
do with him, though his deil's temper argued against any satisfaction
being obtained by this move.
As I turned into the policy I was met by one of the grooms, who rode in
some haste with a letter in the band of his hat. Instinct told me that
his errand was relative to the trouble brewing, and I immediately
jumped at a conclusion, which was that Nancy had heard of the quarrel
and had sent for one or other of her fire-eating friends to come to
her.
With no small interest, therefore, I watched the man close the Holm
gate and set off at a breakneck speed toward Edinburgh, where the duke
lay.
At the dinner I asked Nancy what she had been doing in my absence.
"I read some Fergusson and some of the rhymes of that idiot King James
VI, and then I went over Mr. Pitcairn's indictment of Mungo Armstrong.
Jock, it is written with the fairness of the judge himself. It is great
work! He's a wonderful man, Pitcairn!" which occupations surely showed
no great perturbation of mind.
After the meal she told me that she had sent for the duke "concerning
some matters," and I lay on the leather couch in the hall, the very
same bit of furniture, by the way, which we called Pitcairn's sofa,
which made a bitter time for us all later, and fell asleep.
I was recalled to consciousness by singing in the grounds, and although
the whole town knew the song, it was the first time I had ever heard
it--"The Duke's Tune," it was called far and wide:
[Illustration (music)]
at the last note of which, Borthwicke himself, jaunty, bareheaded, and
smiling, stood before Nancy in the window-way.
"How is your Royal Highness to-night?" he cried gaily.
"My Royal Highness," she replied, with a little laugh, "is not in a
happy frame of mind. Things have gone very wrong with me to-day."
"Indeed?" returned his grace. "Things may be changed by human endeavor.
I myself," very lightly, "have been able to change a few. It is perhaps
superfluous for me to mention that my time and abilities are at your
service always."
"If that be true, my troubles have disappeared entirely," Nancy
returned. "They were all of your breeding. I have been thinking of your
grace the day long."
"I am honored," he said.
"Perhaps you should know my thoughts before you say that. They were not
complimentary in the extreme," she said, looking directly at him with
very honest eyes.
"You might," and there was the caressing tone in his voice of which I
have already spoken, "tell me wherein I displease you. It would be the
effort of my life to change."
He came directly toward her at this, o'er close, it seemed to me, and
stood looking down into her eyes, which were fixed upon his.
"You mean it?" she asked.
"By the love I bear you, the best thing my life has ever known--I mean
it to the last letter. In fact, I spoke of it this afternoon to your
father, Lord Stair. You've made a change in me. I'm not promising too
much, but I am intending a reform of myself. Let me put it to you, not
too earnestly, lest nothing come of it, but so you can get the drift of
my thoughts.
"I have come to believe that your creed of love and helpfulness to
every one is a stronger one than mine. It is not a proven thing to me
yet, but I think one gets more in a subtler way than I can name from
living by it. My head has got me so far in the working out of it. My
heart----"
"Your heart will help you the most," said Nancy. "And it is there I am
hoping for help from you." And here, perhaps to avoid the avowal which
she felt might be coming, she took a tangent:
"Will your new wisdom carry you so far as to write a letter for me, one
with your signature at the bottom?"
"It will," his grace answered, without a second's hesitation seating
himself at the writing-table.
"It is for you to dictate it," he went on, with the paper spread before
him, pen in hand.
"My dear Mr. Carmichael," Nancy began.
His grace started to his feet--this was far from anything for which he
was prepared. So for a space they regarded each other steadily, and
then I saw Nancy put her soft little hand over the one of the duke's
which rested on the table; and his smile and movement of the shoulders,
as though he surrendered everything at her touch, was one of the
bravest bits of love-making I have ever seen.
He seated himself again, and Nancy, standing at his side, went on:
"I am writing to you to-night to ask your pardon for the entirely
unworthy course which I have pursued toward you during the past six
weeks."
Again the duke paused, and I could see his jaw set as he regarded the
words, which were bitter enough to his palate.
"The matters which led to the quarrel between us were of my own
breeding, and I wish to apologize to you for them. Sign it," said
Nancy.
"I am willing," the duke answered, with an odd smile; "but, little
girl, a man doesn't insult another man and then crawl out of the
consequences of his act by letter. Have I your permission to effect
this thing in a bit more masculine way? I promise a retraction of my
conduct, and that I shall be humble enough----"
"And there will be no duel?"
"There will be no duel," Borthwicke answered, and, subtle creature that
he was, he saw by the look in Nancy's face how much his yielding had
gained for him with her, and seized the occasion.
"I have done this for you, as I might do any other thing for you which
you might ask me, for there's one thing I want more than my life
itself. Oh," he cried, and he reached out his arms toward her, "can you
love me, Nancy Stair? Do you think you can love me?"
There was a pause, during which I could hear the duke's deep breathing,
before she answered him.
"And that's just the thing I can't tell," she said, "for I don't know
myself. You know the understanding that I have with Danvers Carmichael.
I am fond of him, perhaps fonder of him than any other; but there is no
disguising the fact from myself that at times you attract me more."
The duke laughed aloud in spite of the strain of the moment.
"You are an honest little soul," he cried, with genuine appreciation.
"I try to be," she answered.
"Well, well," he went on, temporizing, "a year is a year. We shall see.
But in the meantime, my sins are forgiven me?"
"Entirely," she answered.
"There is usually some token of forgiveness, is there not?" he went on,
as he stood, erect, hypnotic, and compelling, looking down at her.
She did the thing for which he was least prepared, by putting her hand
lightly on his forehead for an instant.
"Te absolvo," she said, after the manner of the church.
And although one could see that he was disappointed, he smiled at her,
and the smile had something in it of pleasure, too, for he of all men
was surely the one to believe that "the fruit which could fall without
shaking was ever too mellow" for him, and enjoyed, to mix a metaphor,
the pleasures of the chase.
Although the trouble seemed to pass by in this happy fashion, I had so
little faith in his Grace of Borthwicke that, the morning for which I
knew the duel had been set, I rose early and rode by the Old Bridge
Road to see if anything concerning it were on foot.
Finding nothing but the silence of the morning and a few country folk
on the way to market, I rode on to the town, where to my astonishment I
came into the midst of a party just leaving the Star and Garter with
evidences of conviviality plain upon them. The first I saw were Billy
Deuceace and Sir Patrick Sullivan, and behind them Danvers, Dr.
McMurtrie, Stewart of MacBrides, and his Grace of Borthwicke, all of
them seemingly upon the best of terms with each other and themselves,
leaving me to ride back to breakfast at Stair with the first appetite I
had had for hard upon a week.
In the afternoon of that same day I met Billy Deuceace, and after some
questioning, which showed the knowledge I had of the matter, he said:
"It was a compact between us that the affair should die in silence, but
I think I can say to you, Lord Stair, in honor, that his grace behaved
most handsomely in the matter--most handsomely," he repeated.
[Illustration: Handwriting:
When the silver moon of harvest lights up All Halloween And lovers meet
together For a roamin' time; Young Jock met in wi' bonny Jean Where
naebody aboot was seen, Aff among the heather In the gloamin' time.
FACSIMILE. Poems by Nancy Stair, Pailey Collection.]