I embrace you tenderly.

LXXIV. TO GUSTAVE FLAUBERT, at Croisset

Nohant, 31 December, 1867

I don't agree with you at all that it is necessary to destroy the

breast to draw a bow. I have quite a contrary belief which I follow,

and I think that it is good for many others, probably for the

majority. I have just developed my idea on that subject in a novel

which has been sent to the Revue and will appear after About's. I

think that the artist ought to live according to his nature as much

as possible. To him who loves struggle, warfare; to him who loves

women, love; to an old fellow like me who loves nature, travel and

flowers, rocks, fine landscapes, children also, the family, all that

stirs the emotions, that combats moral anemia.

I think that art always needs a palette overflowing with soft or

striking colors according to the subject of the picture; the artist

is an instrument on which everything ought to play before he plays

on others; but all that is perhaps not applicable to a mind like

yours which has acquired much and now has only to digest. I shall

insist on one point only, that the physical being is necessary to

the moral being and that I fear for you some day a deterioration of

health which will force you to suspend your work and let it grow

cold.

Well, you are coming to Paris the beginning of January and we shall

see each other; for I shall not go until after the New Year. My

children have made me promise to spend that day with them, and I

could not resist, in spite of the great necessity of moving. They

are so sweet! Maurice has an inexhaustible gaiety and invention. He

has made for his marionette theatre, marvelous scenery, properties,

and machinery and the plays which they give in that ravishing box

are incredibly fantastic.

The last one was called 1870. One sees in it, Isidore with Antonelli

commanding the brigands of Calabria, trying to regain his throne and

to re-establish the papacy. Everything is in the future; at the end

the widow Euphemia marries the Grand Turk, the only remaining

sovereign. It is true that he is a former DEMOCRAT and is recognized

as none other than the great tumbler Coquenbois when unmasked. These

plays last till two o'clock in the morning and we are crazy on

coming out of them. We sup till five o'clock. There is a performance

twice a week, and the rest of the time they make the properties, and

the play continues with the same characters, going through the most

incredible adventures.

The public is composed of eight or ten young people, my three great

nephews, and sons of my old friends. They get excited to the point

of yelling. Aurore is not admitted; the plays are not suited to her

age. As for me, I am so amused that I become exhausted. I am sure

that you would be madly amused by it also; for there is a splendid

fire and abandon in these improvisations; and the characters done by

Maurice have the appearance of living beings, of a burlesque life

that is real and impossible at the same time; it seems like a dream.

That is how I have been living for the ten days that I have not been

working.

Maurice gives me this recreation in my intervals of repose that

coincide with his. He brings to it as much ardor and passion as to

his science. He has a truly charming nature and one never gets bored

with him. His wife is also charming, quite large just now, always

moving, busying herself with everything, lying down on the sofa

twenty times a day, getting up to run after her child, her cook, her

husband, who demands a lot of things for his theatre, coming back to

lie down again; crying out that she feels ill and bursting into

shrieks of laughter at a fly that circles about; sewing layettes,

reading the papers with fervor, reading novels which make her weep;

weeping also at the marionettes when there is a little sentiment,

for there is some of that too. In short a personality and a type:

she sings ravishingly, she gets angry, she gets tender, she makes

succulent dainties TO SURPRISE US WITH, and every day of our

vacation there is a little fete which she organizes.

Little Aurore promises to be very sweet and calm, understanding in a

marvelous manner what is said to her and YIELDING TO REASON at two

years of age. It is very extraordinary and I have never seen it

before. It would be disquieting if one did not feel a great serenity

in that little brain.

But how I am gossiping with you! Does all this amuse you? I should

like this chatty letter to substitute for one of those suppers of

ours which I too regret, and which would be so good here with you,

if you were not a stick-in-the-mud, who won't let yourself be

dragged away to LIFE FOR LIFE'S SAKE. Ah! when one is on a vacation,

how work, logic, reason seem strange CONTRASTS! One asks whether one

can ever return to that ball and chain.

I tenderly embrace you, my dear old fellow, and Maurice thinks your

letter so fine that he is going to put the phrases and words at once

in the mouth of his first philosopher. He bids me embrace you for

him.

Madame Juliette Lambert [Footnote: Afterwards, Madame Edmond Adam.]

is really charming; you would like her a great deal, and then you

have it 18 degrees above zero down there, and here we are in the

snow. It is severe; moreover, I rarely go out, and my dog himself

doesn't want to go out. He is not the least amazing member of

society. When he is called Badinguet, he lies on the ground ashamed

and despairing, and sulks all the evening.

LXXV. TO GEORGE SAND

1st January, 1868

It is unkind to sadden me with the recital of the amusements at

Nohant, since I cannot share them. I need so much time to do so

little that I have not a minute to lose (or gain), if I want to

finish my dull old book by the summer of 1869.

I did not say it was necessary to suppress the heart, but to

restrain it, alas! As for the regime that I follow which is contrary

to the laws of hygiene, I did not begin yesterday. I am accustomed

to it. I have, nevertheless, a fairly seasoned sense of fatigue, and

it is time that my second part was finished, after which I shall go

to Paris. That will be about the end of the month. You don't tell me

when you return from Cannes.

My rage against M. Thiers is not yet calmed, on the contrary! It

idealizes itself and increases.

LXXVI. TO GUSTAVE FLAUBERT

Nohant, 12 January, 1868

No, it is not silly to embrace each other on New Year's day: on the

contrary, it is good and it is nice. I thank you for having thought

of it and I kiss you on your beautiful big eyes. Maurice embraces

you also. I am housed here by the snow and the cold, and my trip is

postponed. We amuse ourselves madly at home so as to forget that we

are prisoners, and I am prolonging my holidays in a ridiculous

fashion. Not an iota of work from morning till night. What luck if

you could say as much!--But what a fine winter, don't you think so?

Isn't it lovely, the moonlight on the trees covered with snow? Do

you look at that at night while you are working?--If you are going

to Paris the end of the month, I shall still have a chance to meet

you.

From far, or from near, dear old fellow, I think of you and I love

you from the depth of my old heart which does not know the flight of

years.

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